[Zongyingmi] What can I do, I am also desperate

Bucky has been a little annoyed lately.

The problem still lies with Sandra, who was picked up as a teenager.

I don't know why, Sandra's attitude towards him has always been very strange.

"What are you looking at?"

The girl walking quietly poked her head out from behind Bucky's shoulders like a cat on tiptoe, glanced at the book that Bucky had spread out on the table, and rested her pointed chin indistinctly. On his shoulders, the soft breath gently brushed against his earlobes, making Bucky extremely uncomfortable.

It’s not about repelling anything, it’s just that after so many years of life as a killer, he’s not used to the breath of being too close. When Sandra is close to him, he will attack almost subconsciously. posture, it takes a while to relax.

He didn't think this sensitive girl wouldn't be able to notice this, but in fact, it seemed as if she didn't notice this, and she always liked to sneak up on him from such a position that was prone to other aggressive instincts, even if I said it several times, but I didn't try to change it... I changed it so much, I just changed it to a position that was also not safe.

Thinking of this, Bucky couldn't help but want to sigh a little, and once again couldn't help feeling that the girl's mind was really hard to guess, and then turned to the side, but he was extra tolerant so that Sandra could see clearly where he was. something on the table.

Glancing at Bucky's book spread out on the table, Sandra lost interest, moved her chin that was almost resting on Bucky's shoulder, straightened up a little sullenly, and put herself almost on Bucky's back He pulled up his body, then went around behind him and pulled away the chair opposite him and sat down, holding an apple in his hand and biting it, with a careless slouch on his cheek appearance.

Bucky noticed that she seemed to love fruit for 10 minutes. Basically, she likes to hold a fruit in her hand and bite it non-stop. Sometimes even after eating, she can’t help holding it in her hand. Take one inside, although I told you several times not to eat these things immediately after the meal, but after a while, you can see the remains of the fruit in the trash can, obviously agreed with the mouth, but did not take these words at all. into the ear.

Bucky also had nothing to do with her, so he let her go as time went by, but the cost of fruit was much higher afterwards.

Sandra has not yet grown up with curly and thick black long curly hair like a sea monster. The thick curly hair was cut so short that it could touch her shoulders. It has also grown a lot, and it seems that the tail of the hair that was cut randomly and messy before is even more disheveled, as if it is not neatly combed. In addition to the previous malnutrition, it is not because she has the energy and mood to calm down. She is the kind of person who cuts her own hair, so this thick curly hair looks a bit dry and unkempt, but it makes her not-so-fat face almost sunk in her own strands of hair. A little innocent and pitiful.

Bucky stretched out his hand to press down the messy twists of her hair, and Sandra paused for a while when she bit the apple, but in the end, she still didn't reject the man, she just quietly lowered her eyes and bit the apple , let the man sitting across from him patiently calm down his hair, which he had just plucked twice casually, neatly and neatly. When he tidied himself up and planned to pull his hands away, he seemed to be attached to a petting cat all the time. Rubbing Bucky's palm again.

"Do you want to go out?"

After getting along for more than a month, they gradually relaxed their vigilance. In addition, Tim and others were paying attention to the movements around them, and they deliberately led the small gang to get involved in the struggle between the big gangs. After a while, it has basically calmed down. Bucky thought for a while, and felt that it was not good to keep a girl at the most lively age in such a small place. Della asked.

The pointed chin has been slightly rounded during this period of time. Sandra blinked her hazelnut-colored eyes and looked extraordinarily cute. After eating an apple, she jumped off the chair and said: : "Then go out for a walk."

It's time to check the news again.

Although Sandra is very satisfied with the quiet life for more than a month, after all, she has no plan to rely on this man... Bucky's plan to live on, she will definitely leave here in the end, it's better to find out now After the situation, find a suitable day to leave here.

She finally dug up the sporadic information corresponding to this name and this face from her gradually blurred past life memory, which scared her so much that she ate an extra apple after dinner.

James Barnes, Bucky Barnes.

Coupled with this face that always looks unhappy, isn't it the Winter Soldier from Marvel.

I don't know why there are Marvel characters in the DC world. Obviously, there is no Stark Group in this world, not even Captain America. It makes no sense that the Winter Soldier will appear.

But after all, this is not what I care about, and Sandra doesn't want to pursue too many things-for a character like her, knowing too many secrets will cause more trouble than secrets, so from the very beginning, she was frightened. After the past, Sandra wisely did not continue to speculate, but instead had more trust in this person.

Probably because Batman and his brood of birds still live in the city she lives in. Sandra feels that her affection for this kind of character has never faded. After her identity tentatively pinched his arm that had been wrapped in long sleeves and gloves, she didn't pursue these things any more, and getting along with Bucky was less deliberate and tentative, but it was much more relaxed and natural.

Although I don't know how long this inexplicable trust of myself can last, but in the end, it is also a trustworthy object.

She also doesn't want to stretch her nerves like this all the time, it's tiring and energy-consuming. She was not a hardworking person before, and this comfortable time has allowed her to steal a good amount of laziness for a while. .

"Where do you want to play?"

Sandra tilted her head slightly and looked at Bucky in this way, her soft lips curled up in a shallow arc, she squinted her eyes and smiled like a cat looking at Bucky, her soft voice was a little careless asked Bucky.

"what ever."

Bucky didn't know much about this area.Although it was said that Tim and the others were dealing with Sandra's previous affairs during this period, it was still not enough to rest assured that only Sandra stayed here alone, so he stayed in the house to accompany Sandra all the time. Although it is said to be purchasing supplies, it is basically imagining these things outside the house where Sandra will not find them and then carrying them back directly. I am worried that if he goes out for too long, he will have trouble finding Sandra alone. will be difficult to cope with.

"I can't think of anything fun to do either."

Now Sandra is a little distressed.After all, Gotham has never been considered a tourist attraction. Although there are false advertisements such as "Simple and Friendly Gotham Neighborhood Arkham" with Baby Brucey's handsome face, after all, they will really regard this place as a tourist attraction. There are still very few people who come to the scenic spots specially. Most people still choose to spend a lot of money in the luxurious commercial street in the city center. One of the richest.

It's just that that kind of place has nothing to do with her, so Sandra couldn't think of any place to go out for a while.

"Other than the slums and this area, I'm not very familiar with the rest of Gotham."

Sandra didn't care what she said lightly, but fell into the entanglement of where to play again.After hearing this, Bucky was silent for a while, as if he didn't intend to take up her topic.

Although the boss of her gang is very envious of the "business opportunities" on the commercial street and the rich wallets of tourists and rich people, it is a pity that it does not belong to their territory, nor does it belong to their immediate boss's territory, so He could only stare at the forces entrenched in that area, but he didn't dare to intervene in it at all.

For little people like them, self-knowledge is a very important thing.

"If you let me take it, I don't know where I can take you. Otherwise, let's go to the commercial street in the city center?"

Sandra thought for a long time but couldn't figure it out, so she could only ask Bucky helplessly.

Bucky didn't even know where the city center of Gotham was, so he nodded and agreed without any objection after hearing Sandra's proposal.Anyway, nothing will happen, even if they get lost at that time, it doesn't matter too much. After all, there is a Gotham native among them. If Sandra can't find the way, Tim will always find it. of.

After seeing Bucky nodding in agreement, Sandra immediately ran upstairs briskly to get ready.Bucky connected to the headset and reported the situation to Tim.

Tim, who has been unable to stretch his limbs for over a month due to Batman's activities, has been working as a nerd in his safe house for almost a month.The main reason is to prevent Batman from discovering anything. He really doesn't want to meet himself in this world, so even if the people here have any movements, he doesn't put on his uniform to solve these troubles. At best, it would lead them to find some other troubles. It would be best to divert their eyes from this area, and save him from bothering to stare at them to solve the troubles.

After hearing the news, Tim also decided to go with them.It’s just that he didn’t walk with the two of them openly. He didn’t want to cause Ni Duan at this time. The experiment between him and Tony was coming to an end, and there were only a few steps left before he could figure out how to tell which one was Sander. Pull the real soul.But it was these last critical steps that made all their guesses deadlocked. He wondered if he could find some new discoveries on "Sandra" who was following Bucky now, and he also wanted to observe During this period, Sandra added a little more information and decided to keep up with them.

As for Tony and Warren...

It's better to let the two of them stay here, and the goal is too big to be discovered by Sandra.

Although I am not familiar with the winding roads in the business district that are suitable for escape, but if it is just for sightseeing, this is still a good choice.

In this most prosperous area, there are all kinds of people and all kinds of things. The dazzling array is almost dazzling, and nothing can be seen The evil gloom hidden under these resplendent and extravagant luxury.Sandra feels that she is a bit more out of touch here, in a kind of "professional instinct", she pays more attention to the pockets and purses of people on the street than the colorful and gorgeous products, which makes her want to rub her own Between the eyebrows sighed, and then felt that the hand holding Bucky was gently tugged.

"Let's go," Bucky lowered his eyes to look at this girl who was too petite and thin for him, but there was a little tenderness in Gujing Wubo's brown eyes, "If you like anything, just buy it. "

"Okay," Sandra's lips curled up, squinting her eyes and casting a slanted wing-like shadow in her hazel eyes, "then you have to make sure you have enough money first, I He’s not someone who can buy anything casually.”

The petite palm wrapped in the broad palm hooked slightly, and the soft fingertips lightly brushed against the sensitive palm like a feather.It's a pity that Bucky didn't notice the girl's small movements in his palm because Bucky was wearing gloves to hide his mechanical arm, and Sandra's movements were too gentle.

Sandra didn't care too much, she just approached Bucky with a smile and stretched out her other hand to wrap around the back of Bucky's hand, and then leaned towards him, almost putting half of her body weight on it. On Bucky's arm.Bucky looked at the girl who deliberately made an intimacy look a little surprised, he pulled his hand and found that she was holding it unexpectedly tight, so he didn't try to pull his arm out of Sandra's hand, and ignored it. A sly smile flashed across her eyes.

Although she said so, after all, Sandra has been out of touch with this kind of life and fashion for a long time. She lacks interest in shopping in clothing stores, and she is also a little impatient about trying on clothes. After changing the clothes a few times, the reluctance and boredom on her face clearly appeared, which made Bucky feel that she looked like a normal fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl at this time.

Any expression will be put on the face, whether you are unhappy or happy, you will show your reluctance when you don't like things, and you can't wait for the whole world to know about things you like.

It looks good like this.

Maybe it was Bucky's phrase "buy whatever you like" that gave her great courage. Sandra then asked the clerk to pack it for herself after seeing the clothes she liked. , and then watched Bucky take out the card without any hesitation, swiping the card one after another like a robot with his face unchanged, and felt that this scene was inexplicably funny.

Speaking of which, she didn't really want to buy any clothes, she just liked the feeling of being tolerated and pampered.The noisy environment here is not flattering, so after Sandra sees that Bucky's hands are full of her newly bought clothes, she thinks it's better not to go shopping anymore. After all, for them, this day has just begun. She didn't really want to go home so early.

"Let's go get something to eat."

The girl's soft body was leaning against Bucky's arm like a cat, she said so softly in a soft voice, and then pointed to a seafood buffet restaurant not far away.

The same harvest, Bucky still nodded without any objection.

Now it's lunch time. Sandra clicked her tongue after checking the time. She didn't expect that she didn't feel it at all and didn't try on the clothes. She didn't know that it had been so long. There were still some vacant seats, and under the guidance of the waiter, they quickly found a vacant seat to occupy. Sandra sat obediently on the chair with her chin resting on her thin white legs, and Bucky It is responsible for foraging to feed the stomachs of the two of them.

The soft calf was half-hidden in the skirt that spread out like petals, swaying a little bored, looking at the very bustling and resplendent restaurant, Sandra was a little distracted.

She always felt as if she had seen this place before, so that everything here looked so familiar.

Holding her chin and curling the corners of her lips in self-deprecating manner, Sandra thought that even if she was familiar with this kind of place, it must have happened in her previous life, while she looked out of the window while holding her chin in a bored manner.

Their position was right by the window, so that they could clearly see the crowds of people on the commercial street from this angle.Looking at this scene, Sandra felt a strange sense of sight in her heart, which made her slightly swaying legs pause, stepping on the clean and cold tiles and falling into a thought-like pause.

If it is the memory of the previous life, then this sense of immediacy is too strong and clear, as if something happened not long ago.

Sandra rested her chin and thought about it, and at the same time let her eyes go empty and fell on the crowded crowd.

So much so that when the explosion rang, she wasn't even the quickest to recover.

"ah--!!!!!!!!"

The shrill screams were intertwined with the sound of the explosion and the sound of the building collapsing and hitting the eardrum. Sandra only felt that her mind was blank, as if the violent explosion had wiped out all her mind. Under the fleeing crowd and collapsed buildings.

"...!"

Vaguely, she seemed to feel that someone was calling her. After she reflected for a while, she realized that it was Bucky's voice. She barely regained her sanity. Sandra's instinct told her to get out of here quickly, but she stayed until The palms on the table were icy cold, and her legs were limp and weak, unable to even support her to stand up from her position.

Bucky didn't know what happened, but he saw Sandra leaning on the table with a pale face, sitting there as if she was too frightened and had no strength to stand up from there, and immediately strode through the crowded crowd to Sandra walked over there and held out her hand.

There was only a momentary transition from surprise to panic, and Bucky was so close to her that he could even clearly see those hazel-colored eyes that were as clear as a docile gem under the light, and the pupils shrunk to as small as pinpoints. , but it was so far away that he just missed the fingertips she stretched towards him.

Sandra, who was closest to the center of the explosion, was almost thrown out by the air wave from the second explosion.She was pushed to the ground by the impacting air waves in embarrassment, she felt that the part behind her was about to lose consciousness in pain, and her chest was also painfully constricted. After opening her mouth, a mouthful of blood gushed out uncontrollably.

"do not come!"

Her ears were still buzzing from the strong sound of the explosion, and the screams of the crowd running around and other sounds could not be heard for a while, but when she raised her eyes, she saw the same impact Bucky, who was overthrown under the influence, turned over and planned to run towards him, almost subconsciously raised his voice and almost screamed at him.

"Run...run!"

Sandra barely supported her body on her arms, and a thin line of blood soaked her short sleeves, slid down her arm, and formed a small pool of blood on the cold tiles.The shrapnel from the explosion was embedded in her back, and when she was overturned by the air wave, she brushed against the jagged debris on the ground. Now she is a bloody mess, and the petal-like skirt on her body is scattered. The long skirt that was placed was also crumpled by blood as if it had shriveled and shriveled.

Bucky turned a deaf ear to it, and directly stepped forward and hugged Sandra, letting her lean into his arms, and put his arm through her lower back to support her buttocks, so that her head was right on his shoulders, There is no need to worry about pressing the wound and letting the sundries embedded in it go deep into her body.

The slender legs hung limply on Bucky's waist, leaving a lot of scratches and a rolled wound pulled apart by the exposed steel bar. Sandra gasped twice and coughed up another mouthful of blood , reluctantly raised her arms to wrap around Bucky's neck, and retracted them slightly as if relieved, her hazel-colored eyes were half-closed half-closed, only the eyelashes like bird wings remained in her eyes A bleak shadow.

"I... know who you are..."

She leaned close to Bucky's ear as before, and her blood-stained lips left light bloodstains on Bucky's ear, and she spoke so loudly with the usual lightness and a little bit of slyness. Get up: "But I... am not the one you are looking for..."

"I really want to... be the person you're looking for..."

But I am not...

Memories that were too chaotic were stuffed into Sandra's mind along with the sound of the explosion. Although Bucky couldn't see her, she still kept her eyes down and laughed, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

I'm really...not reconciled...

Sandra tightened her arms with her last strength, absorbing the last bit of warmth she could grasp like a girl who was crying for comfort from her elders, and curled her fingers to hook the small piece on Bucky's shoulder Clothes, tightened fingers bit by bit with all strength, and squeezed it into the palm of the hand.

She also wants to...be that person that someone cares about...

The last words were bit by bit between her lips and teeth, and flowed out from her gradually pale lips together with a soft smile.

"If all of this is false...then she shouldn't be like me, right?"

Not as wandering as me, not as self-willed as me, not as flattering as me, not as me... living without dignity, but still coveting the hope of life.

Gradually cold tears dilute the thick and hot blood, soaking into a blurred dark red water stain, Bucky watched the surrounding environment collapse with the explosion as the girl in his arms gradually lost life, holding her was still warm body, do not know how to speak.

This was the second time he was helpless about her death.

Second time.

The author has something to say: This is considered half a chapter, there should be half of it and a new update tomorrow, it can be regarded as a double update_(:з」∠)_

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After completing the rest, I immediately feel refreshed

Pakistani line BE ending - irreversible life, achieved √