[Zongyingmi] What can I do, I am also desperate

Although she said she wanted to make things difficult for Bucky, Sandra really couldn't imagine much about the food she ate.After all, one can't expect a vagrant born in a slum to be so proficient in this skill. In addition, the memory of the first half of her life has gradually blurred, and the foods in foreign countries that she misses are obviously not accessible to people like her.So even though she suddenly missed her previous taste very much, Sandra still ate the pasta made by Bucky contentedly, and even felt a little unsatisfied.

It’s not that it’s delicious, it’s just that for a vagrant living in the cracks carefully, thinking about how to leave that place every day and protecting himself from being violated, and suffering from mental pressure, this meal No pressure, don't worry about tomorrow and night's dinner is delicious enough.

Thinking back now, Sandra always felt a disgusting sticky feeling on her body, as if the touch of the young man's hand was still on her skin, which made her tremble uncontrollably, and then Grabbing his wrist, he said to Bucky, "I want to take a shower."

Bucky still nodded quite connivingly, and after thinking for a while, he said, "The hot water should be boiled, you can use it directly, if you have any other questions, you can call me."

The girl snorted lightly to show that she knew, and then she didn't deliberately step on crisp footsteps like before, but quietly walked out of the kitchen like a cat on tiptoe, following the Go in the direction of the bathroom.

Although there is indeed a bathroom in her own room, there are no bathing facilities in that bathroom. There is only a sink and toilet, which can be used to wash the face. As for bathing, it is a bit too reluctant.

Sandra noticed that although the house looked like it hadn't been lived in for a long time, the clothes and utensils were all in good condition and clean.

It was only when she immersed herself in the bathtub that she realized that she didn't seem to bring in a change of clothes, and her clothes...

Sandra sat up from the bathtub and quickly reached out to save her clothes, but regrettably found that except for the underwear on the top that had not been eroded by the water, the skirt she was wearing today could only be said to her with regret. Bye now.

She silently watched herself pursing her lips because of the wrinkled skirt after being soaked in water, then put her only dry underwear on the highest place where it would not be touched by the water, and submerged herself in the water again, pretending to be herself. He shrank his body as if he hadn't noticed anything, silently looked at the black hair tips that were submerged in the water, like gradually growing algae, spread out bit by bit, held his breath and covered half of his face. They were all submerged in the water.

Waiting until the oxygen-deficient lung lobes dragged the brain nerves and screamed at her to protest that she needed oxygen, Sandra lifted her face from the water, then scooped up a handful of water and splashed it all over her body. On her face, the bangs were allowed to stick to her face wetly and tangled into strands.

In the end, Sandra waited until her hands and feet were wrinkled, and then she fished herself out of the slightly scalding water, picked up a clean white bath towel and wrapped it around her body, walked to the mirror, and rubbed it with her wet palms. A blank was wiped off the foggy mirror, and then he looked carefully at his own face in the mirror, as if he had never known this face before, carefully scrutinizing it little by little.

This is undoubtedly a face that is between childishness and maturity. If it is very beautiful, it is not necessarily so. sweet.The most attractive thing is not the appearance of this face that has not yet grown up, but the kind of youthful brows and eyes that deliberately imitate the charm of a mature woman, clean and alluring, like a poisonous fruit with incomparably bright colors The color is green, but exudes a slightly sour fruity fragrance that is still young and astringent. I want people to watch her grow and mature, and also seduce people to want to pick her from the branches early and hold her in their hands carefully.

From the first time she was molested, Sandra knew that as a girl, it was inevitable to face this situation in this environment.So she learned early on to use her own advantages to achieve what she wanted to achieve, or like walking on a tightrope, stepping on the edge of a cliff, walking on the edge of a tightrope, balancing the delicate atmosphere, and controlling other people with ease. Man's desire is ultimately to preserve himself.

This is her weakness, but also her weapon.

"Hello!" Sandra walked to the door, slightly opened the door and stuck out a head and shouted loudly.

Bucky came over after hearing her voice, and saw Sandra shrunk behind the door with only one head exposed, and saw her bare/exposed neck and stretching to her shoulders because of poking her head A small piece of skin on her skin, and she immediately understood why she called herself.

Probably because there is no change of clothes...

It was only then that Bucky remembered what he had forgotten, and Bucky had a headache, but it is impossible for him to suddenly change into a girl's clothes now.It doesn't make sense that he would have clothes suitable for Sandra, and he didn't prepare them in advance before, so it would be very suspicious to take them out suddenly, so after hesitating, Bucky decided to take a piece of his own clothes from him Dress Sandra.

Although there is no his clothes in this room, at least it is more reasonable to "take out" the clothes he wears than to take out the clothes that Sandra can wear.

Sandra watched him go up the stairs and then came down again, and then handed over the crumpled clothes that he had grabbed.Seeing that he didn't make a sound, Sandra didn't say a word, and stretched out an arm still covered with water droplets and steam to take the clothes.She noticed that Bucky seemed to be wearing a pair of gloves that tightly wrapped his palms on his hands at all times, and his clothes seemed to have never been changed since seeing him...

Sandra lowered her eyes slightly and thought about it, then grabbed her things and retracted back into the bathroom and quickly put on her clothes, and then looked at the pair of beach pants in her hand, which seemed to be able to be stuffed into her own beach pants, thinking about herself Should I wear this pair of big underpants that will slide down my waist if I don't grab them?

In fact, Bucky gave her a white T-shirt that was too big. After all, the two of them have different physiques, so Sandra has to grab the neckline from time to time so that the dress can hang safely on her body. , it's really annoying.

Looking down at Bucky's clothes that covered half of her thighs, Sandra thought about it and decided not to wear the pants.After all, she only has two hands, so she can't pull up her clothes and pants at the same time, and it's more convenient for her...

"I can't wear this."

Sandra put a towel on her head and rubbed her wet hair, threw the trousers back to Bucky, and said to the man with slightly puffed cheeks as if complaining.

The girl's thin body was covered in loose clothes that would slip off her body at any time, and there were still some drops of water that hadn't evaporated completely on her slender, white legs, and her thighs were half covered by the hem of the clothes In the middle, the white soles of his feet stepped on the floor and left a few wet footprints. Bucky realized that he didn't seem to have Sandra preparing slippers, but she didn't really care whether he had shoes or not. wear.

Seeing his clothes on Sandra's body, which could almost be worn as a skirt for her, Bucky couldn't help sighing, and said to Sandra: "I'll take you to buy clothes tomorrow, you can't always be like this wear."

"what is the relationship?"

Sandra sat next to Bucky with her legs crossed and curled up on the sofa, not paying much attention to wiping the ends of her dripping hair: "I don't want to go out, there's nothing wrong with dressing like this."

His bent knee rested generously on Bucky's thigh.The loose clothes on her body slid up with Sandra's movements, almost to the root of her thighs. She seemed to feel a little sore from holding her hands up to wipe her hair, so she put the towel in her hand on her neck He dropped his hand.The collar on the shoulders slid down together with her hands, revealing a large piece of round shoulders and the shoulder straps that were just stuck on the shoulders.

"The clothes fell off."

Bucky glanced at Sandra's dropped collar and exposed shoulders with the corner of his eye, and even some skin seemed to be vaguely exposed on the chest, but Bucky didn't see it very clearly. , just quickly reminded her so.

Sandra let out an indifferent "Oh", she didn't even bother to raise her hands, shrugged her shoulders and hooked the clothes back up, letting it hang on her body, she didn't seem to care, but paid attention to it I put all my energy on the remote control placed on the coffee table, looking quite eager to try.

Bucky didn't expect that the little girl who was dying like a wolf cub when she brought him back before had a 180-degree change of attitude after eating and taking a bath, and he couldn't help but flash the girl in his heart. No matter how hard a child thinks, it is such an elusive idea.

"What's your name?" Sandra touched the ends of her hair, feeling that there was no more dripping water, so she didn't bother to continue brushing her hair.She rested her elbows on her thighs, supported her chin and supported her head, staring intently at the dark TV screen in front of her, and asked without turning her head.

"I can't just 'hey' and 'hey' all the time."

"Bucky Barnes, you can just call me Bucky."

"Sandra Thain."

It was the first time Bucky knew Sandra's name.During that time at X Academy, she rarely took off the mask on her face, even if she took off her face, it was blurred and hard to remember, and she never mentioned her name, only people called her Blue Bird, He was able to recognize Sandra when she was young, thanks to the fact that the blurred magic that covered her face after Sandra was seriously injured gradually lost its timeliness, and her entire face could be clearly exposed to the audience after losing the mask. They leave an impression.

The girl in the loose T-shirt was a little impatient with the neckline that had been slipping down, but she searched around and couldn't find anything that could fix the clothes, so she gave up resentfully, pouted slightly and put down her legs unhappily. Say to Bucky, "I'm going to bed first, don't you have any smaller clothes?"

"I'll help you buy clothes tomorrow," of course there are no smaller clothes, and even Sandra's current dress was thought up by her when she was asking herself for it, and Bucky didn't want to see her wearing it again Big clothes walking around with bare legs, "You don't have to go if you don't want to."

In fact, he didn't intend to buy it either.Although the bank/bank/card conceived according to their ideas can be used in this world, but Bucky is a little worried if he still has to go out.After all, during the period when the official rumors were the tightest in the past few days, it would be fine if he was exposed, but it would be troublesome if Sandra was also exposed.

So he still planned to "think" a few clothes as usual.

Sandra responded as if she heard it, and then ran back to her room barefoot on the stairs. Bucky looked at the water-stained footprints on the floor and wondered if he should Get her a pair of shoes out.

Sandra didn't plan to dress like this all the time. After all, although Bucky's appearance just now reassured her, she knew men as creatures after all, and she might change at any time. Just try to try, there is no need to keep trying. go down.

Because there is no sunlight all year round, the average temperature in Gotham has always been low, not to mention that it is not so hot now, so Sandra, who wears Bucky's T-shirt as a skirt, already feels a little cold , There seemed to be some goosebumps on my thighs.

She tore off the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed. She was a little dazed when her palms touched the soft quilt under her body. She always felt that the last time she slept on such a soft and dry bed seemed to be a lifetime ago.

Thinking about it carefully, it really happened in my previous life.

Twisting the corners of her mouth in such a mocking manner, Sandra scratched her curly hair that was still wet, and it was not good to fall asleep like this when the hair was not dry, so she could only sit on the bed with her knees bent and wrapped in the quilt boredly, He warmed up his body temperature bit by bit, closed his eyes and recalled all the actions and expressions of Bucky, as if he wanted to tear up the picture in his mind, chewed and swallowed it over and over again, wishing to see all the details. Drag it out and analyze it again.

In fact, she was not good at these at the beginning.

It is said that she is not good at it, but in fact, she can be said to be an extremely slow person for this kind of thing.

Whether it is analyzing every look and gesture of each person, or even subdividing the meaning of every twitch of facial muscles, these are quite difficult things for her.At a loss, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't know which of those eyes looking at her contained good intentions and which ones contained malice.

Therefore, even though she was cautious in every way, but because she was really not good at analyzing everyone's emotions, she still suffered a lot of losses, big and small, and only learned to figure out people's hearts little by little.

She is not good at distinguishing people's emotions, but she has a good memory, so she can write it down at any time and think about it over and over again; she doesn't know what to do in different situations, so she just tries to do it like others. the behavior of.

Over time, these things have become her habit, and she has gradually mastered this kind of thing proficiently. Even because of the memory of her previous life, she can be more clearly aware of the dirty things behind some things than children of the same age. Don't have the idea of ​​fluke to pray that you can become the "unique" one.

So no matter what, she would never let go of such an opportunity to keep herself away from this kind of life.

Absolutely not.

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