impatience

After breakfast, the two fed the fish and the birds, and then moved the sofa to sit on the balcony to bask in the sun. Mo Ziyi squinted slightly and said, "Can you tell me about your past?"

"What's the matter?" Luo Fei fed a piece of orange into his mouth, "What happened to my uncle when I was young?"

"Ah."

"It's okay." Luo Fei leaned on the back of the sofa. "When I was in junior high school, I quarreled with my family and ran to my uncle. At that time, one of his younger brothers took him to see him. My uncle was dressed in Like a refugee squatting on the pier fishing, wearing a broken straw hat on his head. He turned his head and looked at me, and said, "Luo Luo has grown so tall", I said, don't be silly with me here, let's have sex I just saw it in a month."

"After listening to my complaint, my uncle called my family on the spot and said that he would let me study hard and improve every day, and that he would ensure my safety. After hanging up the phone, he gave me a gun and asked my younger brother to take it with me. I found a corner to practice, and after I finished practicing, I went to him to show off, pointed a gun at him, and said, 'Pay me the money'." Luo Fei smiled gloatingly at this point, "At that time, those boys around were scared to death They all reached out and touched the guns in their trouser pockets, but my uncle didn't even look at me, he said, 'Don't scare my fish away'."

"Later, I followed my subordinates to help my uncle take care of his various stores, including bars, nightclubs, teahouses, clubs, hotels and clubs. When there is trouble, we go there to solve it. Usually, we just reconcile the accounts. Really. It’s pretty hard to study and make progress every day, except that sometimes I see some more violent and bloody scenes.”

"My uncle never let me touch my head. Many years ago, once in a nightclub, I was really curious. I took an ecstasy pill to see, but I didn't even smell the smell. My uncle found out. He hung me from the beam of the warehouse in front of dozens of people, and told them while drinking tea, if I touch these things again in the future, the people who follow me will not have a good end, and they will kill them together and feed the fish. I was hanged for three hours that afternoon, and my hands were almost useless. Later, my uncle probably feared that I was not impressed enough, and asked someone to take me to the home of a person who died of drug addiction. I heard that the person died for more than a week. Yes, when I went, his body was still huddled in the corner of the room. There was a stench in the room. There were bloodstains and stains everywhere. There were many rats crawling on the ground. There was no good place on his body, and his lips were bitten off. .Did you know that his teeth were so black, they were exposed like that, and his nose was also..."

Luo Feizheng was talking vigorously, and suddenly realized that he was talking to Mo Ziyi.

He turned his head and saw Mo Ziyi's frightened eyes.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..." Luo Fei quickly reached out and patted his head, "Just listen to it as a story, don't organize the pictures in your mind, or you will have nightmares at night."

"Go ahead..." Mo Ziyi shrank away from him, "I won't think about it."

Luo Fei hugged him, thought for a while, and changed to a gentler side: "Anyway, I've been honest since then, and basically didn't touch anything except drinking, and I didn't even start smoking until a long time later. Later, I met Li Well, you know that most of the boys around me don’t study, and suddenly a student from the best middle school in the city came, and I was more interested. His personality is also very likable. Although he has a bad temper, he is Xiaoxiao It’s cool, I don’t pay attention to anything, and I’m ruthless when we fight. When we’re free, we play games and chat together, and we have a lot of common topics. In fact, it’s really boring to run around in various places every day. If Li Jing is talking together, I really might not be able to stay honest."

"But Li Jing is quite a special person. He basically stays at school during the day and returns home on time every night. He doesn't drink or smoke, and then he simply said he was going to quit. How can you say this kind of thing is so easy to quit? Ah, and I wasn’t there at the time. I only knew that Li Jing was called to fight that day. knife, and then others told me that Li Jing was going to retreat, and he had to keep two fingers."

Mo Ziyi frowned: "Li Jing never told us about this. He wanted to be admitted to the police academy since he was a child. It is probably because of this that he had to withdraw."

"No, if he really lost two fucking fingers, he would still be admitted to a police academy?" Luo Fei couldn't figure it out, "Anyway, I don't agree, I heard that Li Jing's hands can play the piano, tsk tsk, You can’t chop off your fingers. I called my uncle and said that I have a good friend who wants to leave, but I also want to keep his fingers. You can find a way for me.”

"My uncle said, 'You can find a way to express your opinion to others, and let others be convinced', I hung up the phone, and I said, or chop mine up, but it probably hurts, can you just chop one ? Then I was scolded by Li Jing, he said, 'Don't talk like one of your fingers is worth more than two of mine'. Damn, I've never seen such a ignorant person, I told you to shut up, if you talk nonsense, your tongue will be pulled out today."

"Actually, I know that Li Jing is afraid that I will really chop off my own fingers. He is the person who hates to owe others. Besides, with so many people watching, it's really unreasonable for me to cover him blatantly."

"Then what happened afterwards?" Mo Ziyi raised his head, guessing wildly, "Did you keep a kidney?"

Luo Fei lowered his head and glanced at him: "It's very humorous, you, if I lost a kidney, would you still let me cry?"

Mo Ziyi bit his lip and stared at him: "Then tell me, what happened afterwards?"

Luo Fei smiled and kissed him on the face: "Later, Li Jing got a walnut between his two fingers. I shot. If I hit the walnut, he would be able to leave. If I missed it, I would just kill him." fingers."

"Before I shot, I told Li Jing that if I missed the shot, you must not blame me. Li Jing looked impatient. He said that if you want to hit a walnut, you should hurry up. If you hit a walnut, I will call you brother. After I get it, I will go to your door every day to pull a banner." Luo Fei smiled, "I am also a person who started holding a gun when I was in my teens. Hitting a walnut is a trivial matter, but it is just to wipe Li Jing's fingers There was some blood. After it was over, he refused to call my brother, saying that I injured his hand and asked me to reimburse the medical expenses."

"I was going to be pissed off by him at the time, and then he came to say goodbye to me, saying that he was going to be an honest student in the police academy, and he couldn't watch the scene with me, fight and be scolded, and I said, don't do this with me , if I don’t see you at the police station in the future, I’ll chop off your fingers no matter what I say.” Luo Fei ate a piece of orange and moistened his throat, “He said he would definitely go to the police academy, for his grandfather, It was for one person too. I didn’t ask him who it was for, but I just told him, don’t associate with me in the future, it won’t affect your future, and after hearing that, he cursed and said I was just putting on a show.”

"Later we really lost contact, and then three years ago, I went to block you, and I met him again, and then we started to get in touch. He also said that as far as I was able to help my uncle's bills, now If it is used in the company, it will probably make a lot of money for my family. I said, don’t flatter me. My family hires serious accountants. If my father gets involved in the game in the future, it will definitely not be because of my son’s work. Negligence." After Luo Fei finished speaking, he looked down at Mo Ziyi, "It's strange, your hair boys are all eloquent, why are you so dumb?"

"How do you know that I can't speak in front of others..." Mo Ziyi muttered with his head buried.

"Then why are you so shy in front of me?" Luo Fei raised his chin, "Tell me, what does this mean?"

Mo Ziyi turned his head away: "It's not interesting."

Luo Fei smiled, looked up at the distant mountains and forests, his voice seemed to be sighing: "I haven't heard your answer yet."

Luo Fei's confession when he was in France now seems like a world away, and Mo Ziyi is not sure whether what he said at that time is true or illusory.

Mo Ziyi's heart skipped a beat, and he seemed about to blurt out something, but he immediately thought of the situation he and Luo Fei were in now, so he pursed his lips and lowered his head to lean into Luo Fei's arms.

He often gets lucky and wants to say a lot of things, but unfortunately when he can't see the future, he would rather not say anything.In this way, after the separation, maybe nothing happened. After all, he has never expressed anything to Luo Fei in person, so he can use this to deceive himself into thinking that he has never faced this relationship directly, so there is no need to admit it. What.

Luo Fei was still looking at the distant place quietly. Mo Ziyi's silence was expected by him, and he also knew clearly that even if Mo Ziyi really said something, there was nothing else besides his unwillingness to give up. Can't change it either.