impatience

Mo Ziyi lay quietly on the bed. After much deliberation, he still only came to one conclusion: I was the one who was cheap.

No one knew how much courage it took him to ask those two questions just now.

And the answer was just as he thought, and just as he didn't want to face it.

He knows that Luo Fei may treat him differently from others, but this is based on the fact that they are not responsible for each other. Whenever he reveals any thoughts about breaking this relationship, Luo Fei's reaction will be like Just like that, dodge, avoid, and then say: I am very happy with you.

When he said being together, he was only limited to going to bed together and eating together.

If you want too much, you will always get hit.

So let's do it this way, Mo Ziyi thought, let's go on like this for now, anyway, he hasn't met anyone else yet, so let's keep going like this.

How humble.

When Luo Fei opened the door, Mo Ziyi turned his head to look at him. There was nothing else in those dark eyes. He said calmly, "Aren't you cold? You've been away for a long time."

Relieved and at the same time it was sour. If Mo Ziyi asked him again, Luo Fei thought: If you ask me again, maybe I will have the courage to tell you frankly, I like you, and I want to be with you Together.

In the past so many years, Luo Fei has always enjoyed the pursuit of others. He has never tasted the taste of chasing it by himself, especially when facing Mo Ziyi, whom he wants to treat carefully, Luo Fei has no courage to confess rashly.All his toughness seemed to have disappeared in front of this person, leaving only caution and consideration.

"It's okay, the water hasn't boiled very much, I waited in the kitchen for a while." He poured out the pills according to the doctor's instructions, and handed them to Mo Ziyi who sat up, "I'll throw the pills directly into your throat later, Then you drink water quickly so it's not as bitter."

Mo Ziyi laughed, his beautiful eyes curled up, the corners of his mouth turned up, revealing his white teeth, he asked, "Really?"

This was the first time Luo Fei saw him smiling so happily. Strictly speaking, this might be the first time he saw Mo Ziyi smiling.

He suddenly remembered that Mo Ziyi had always been a talkative character in front of others, and he must also love to laugh, but during the time he spent with him, he had never seen him smile.

Instead, it made him cry many times because of various things.

Luo Fei didn't want to disturb Mo Ziyi's smile, so he laughed too: "It's true, I didn't like taking medicine before, that's what my sister told me, and I think it's quite effective."

Mo Ziyi opened his mouth obediently. Luo Fei carefully put the pill in and handed him water. Mo Ziyi took a sip, then raised his head and swallowed it.

"Is it bitter?" Luo Fei put down the water glass and asked him.

"It's still a bit bitter..." Mo Ziyi frowned, "This method doesn't work..."

Before his words fell, Luo Fei leaned over and kissed him, the tip of his tongue slowly circled around the corner of Mo Ziyi's mouth, and entangled with his tongue for a while, then he raised his head and looked into Mo Ziyi's eyes , asked: "Is it still suffering now?"

"Better." Mo Ziyi blinked his eyes and lowered his head, "Don't kiss me anymore."

Luo Fei froze for a moment: "Why?"

"It's contagious..." Mo Ziyi raised his head, "It's hard to catch a cold."

Luo Fei nodded, poured two pills into his mouth, raised his head and drank the leftover water from Mo Ziyi, then looked down at him: "Okay, I've taken precautions, next I want to do something What are you doing, you can't stop it."

Mo Ziyi didn't want to stop him, but he couldn't stop him either.

But today Luo Fei was gentler than ever before. He kissed Mo Ziyi's body meticulously, and hit him slowly but forcefully. Even so, Mo Ziyi still felt the pleasure was unbearable and extremely tormenting.

"No more..." Mo Ziyi shook his head and bit his lip, "Hurry up..."

"What do you want from me?" Luo Fei leaned over and kissed him, panting in Mo Ziyi's ear, "You said no, and you said hurry up, how do you want me to choose?"

"You... If you hurry up... it will be over soon..." Mo Ziyi forcefully opened his eyes, the corners of which were red, "I can't stand you like this..."

Luo Fei didn't care about him, and continued to push him patiently. Mo Ziyi was sobbing and pushed his shoulder: "Don't...I don't want to..."

He would rather Luo Fei be more aggressive, at least he can be overwhelmed by pleasure to the point of being irrational, like a huge wave hitting him, suffocating but happy.But now, with this slow push up and down, it was as if the whole person was floating on the surface of the water, with waves of moderate size rushing towards him one after another, and when he thought he could breathe, he choked it into his nose again, tormenting his mind.

"Then please beg me." Luo Fei licked Mo Ziyi's ears, and the sound of water stains was clearly amplified in Mo Ziyi's ears, which made him shrink his neck and feel numb all over.

"Luo Fei... hurry up..." Mo Ziyi panted, crying and begging, "Please... hurry up..."

"Okay, it's all for you."

The next morning, when the phone under the pillow rang, Mo Ziyi touched it subconsciously, closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Hello?"

"..." The female voice on the other end of the phone paused, "Luo Fei?"

"What? I am..." Mo Ziyi suddenly woke up when he said this, and realized that what he was holding was not his mobile phone at all. His mobile phone was thrown on the table in the living room yesterday and was not retrieved. This mobile phone belonged to Luo Fei , they both used the default ringtone of the system, so Mo Ziyi thought it was his mobile phone.

Luo Fei was still sleeping, and even when he heard the phone ringing, his first reaction was to bury his face in Mo Ziyi's neck again.

Mo Ziyi pushed him: "Your phone..."

Luo Fei was actually very angry when he got up, but he didn't get angry with Mo Ziyi, he just yelled impatiently at the phone Mo Ziyi handed to his ear: "What are you doing?!"

The person on the other end of the phone must have a bad temper, because Mo Ziyi clearly heard her scolding.

"What are you yelling at?! Don't you know I'm getting married today?! It's fine if you don't come to the best man's dress fitting last time. What about you when it's your wedding day?! If there are fewer members in my fucking best man group, you are going to be castrated by me Come on you!"

"Fuck!" Luo Fei finally came to his senses, took the phone from Mo Ziyi's hand, and his tone became very sincere, "Sister, I was wrong, sister, I really didn't know you were getting married today, I've been very busy recently, I forgot."

"Busy?" His cousin sneered at the other end, "Which new lover's bed are you busy sleeping on? Why do you always get a different person to pick up every time I call you?"

Her voice was not too loud, the room was very quiet, and the two of them slept so close, Mo Ziyi could hear her too.

Luo Fei choked for a moment and sat up: "Okay, I'll come over right away, don't talk about it."

He hung up the phone and was about to say something, but Mo Ziyi turned around and pulled the quilt back up: "I'll sleep for a while, you should hurry up."

"I..." Luo Fei couldn't say anything after all, "Then I'm leaving, you remember to take your medicine on time."

"Ah."

Hearing that the door was closed, Mo Ziyi lay under the quilt and let out a deep breath. His psychological defenses were always smashed again and again, but he kept being mean again and again and refused to come out.Feelings of helplessness and shame rose in his heart, pounding his heart and his self-esteem one after another.

Ridiculous, fragile, refreshing the lower limit of self-esteem time and time again.