he killed himself

When the few people went down, a friend of the old man came to pay respects, because he had met in Beijing some time ago, and Feng Zhen knew that this was the one from the Er family, not to mention that there was Er Ya in a black velvet cheongsam standing next to him.

When the grandparents went up, Erya came out first, "Are you still leaving?"

"Xiao Lin has something to tell you." Zhou Chen said.

Erya glanced at the woman behind Feng Zhen who was talking to her. In fact, they met in Beijing, but they didn't say hello to each other for a few meals, but now she is obviously interested in another matter, "You and Feng Zhen got back together. ?”

"Not yet," Zhou Chen smiled, "But you have no chance."

"Scum." She lifted the hair next to her ears, and kept looking at the child Zhou Chen was holding, although she didn't want to admit it, but this child who looked like Zhou Chen was really cute, "A Lin and whose child? "

"The Zhou family's child is called Joe."

"Huh." It was really cute. She knelt down and pinched Joe's face, and then looked up, Feng Zhen and Zhou Lin were already in front of her eyes. Perhaps this scene was too familiar, and for a moment she had a sense of trance that had been going on for so many years.

"Long time no see, Erya." It was Feng Zhen who greeted him first, just like they met for the first time.

It's too late for Erya to recall the past, but her heart is sore. The last time she met, she could pretend to be relaxed. Even if this person forgot all about herself, she cooperated with him. However, seeing him in such a situation, her heart aches infinitely—this is The person I once liked, although not yet at the level of a lover, has a deeper relationship than a friend.

Her eyes were already slightly red, Feng Zhen just smiled, "It's so ugly."

"Who said it?"

"clothing."

She couldn't help laughing, and she suppressed the sadness for a while, then looked at Zhou Lin, "Your brother said you have something to say to me?"

"Let's go over there and talk..."

"Let's talk about it here, I don't like being alone with you now." Once there is a grievance between women, the words will become harsh, and plastic sisterhood is actually such a thing.Fortunately, Zhou Chen and Feng Zhen consciously waited for the car.

There are many grievances and grievances between these two women, and it would take three days and three nights to sort them out, so Zhou Lin said, "I'm sorry, Erya."

Erya was taken aback, and subconsciously became vigilant, "I'm sorry for what." Instantly remembering that the memory ability of the woman in front of her was impaired, it seemed a little too much for her, so she lowered her voice, "You don't need to apologize, it seems to be I have a small belly."

"You've always been fine."

Er Ya smiled lowly, "So you deserve to be treated like that?"

Zhou Lin was silent. She actually couldn't remember many things in the past very clearly, especially since this year, her memory was very confused. I've thought of many ways to apologize to you, but I can't remember what I'm going to do, it's just becoming more and more clear that if I don't apologize to you again, I will completely forget it in the future."

In fact, she almost couldn't remember how she and Zhou Lin met. She couldn't remember exactly how the two of them got to where they are today, so she couldn't explain some past behaviors. However, the feeling of guilt became more and more The heavier I am, the more I can only say sorry in the language I can think of the most, reminding myself every day to say sorry to this person.

"Then quickly forget about me." Erya felt that the bitterness that had just been suppressed came back again, maybe it's been too long, and the anger in the past has become an indescribable feeling now, " Zhou Lin, you should forget about those things, isn't it good to have a memory like a fish, how happy it is."

"I can't be happy anymore." She looked at this girl quietly. They grew up together, danced together, traveled together, ate an ice cream and slept in the same bed, but they also fell apart because of a chance to perform. Now she can't even think about what that opportunity gave herself. People always become short-sighted because of some things in the moment. When I look back, I just think it's really stupid. She smiled softly, "Erya, sorry."

At this moment, Erya suddenly felt sorry for Zhou Lin.

Zhou Lin came out, and Erya went up to pick up Grandpa.

Zhou Chen and Feng Zhen were looking in the same direction, and Zhou Lin also looked over. It turned out that it was a group of mourners, "I'm dead, I should be buried in Beijing."

"What nonsense?" Zhou Chen scolded, "What did she tell you?"

"I can't remember, it seems that I want to make me happy." She looked at the two and asked, "When will you get married?"

Feng Zhen was surprised, has her memory reached this position?Looking at those slightly dimpled eyes, I suddenly felt a different kind of panic in my heart, so I reminded Zhou Chen to be more protective when sending Zhou Lin there.

People who have died once will always have some intuitions like this. His intuition was not wrong. Three days later, Zhou Lin, who had just received memory training, took a lot of sleeping pills, because she came back this year and slept until noon before getting up for lunch. , so everyone didn't pay much attention to it at first, and when they found out and sent it to the hospital, they were already issued a critical illness notice.

In the place where she lives, there is almost nothing to eat, and medicines are provided according to the amount. Where did these sleeping pills come from?Chu Yuan then gave the bottle to Zhou Chen. The brand in French and who the owner is can be guessed.

"It is my mistake."

"I always thought you stopped the medicine," Chu Yuan heaved a sigh of relief seeing the doctors coming out and nodded to them, "That's right, how could you be healthy in your state, I actually missed this point."

When they went in, Zhou Lin was still in a coma, and the indicator had begun to recover her health. Zhou Chen's body shook, and Chu Yuan supported him in time, "You haven't slept for two days and two nights, or...Zhou Chen? Zhou Chen?"

Feng Zhen was called by Yi Zheng when he learned that Zhou Chen had passed out in the hospital.

"Mr. Yi, I'm working now."

"Chu Yuan will calculate your salary."

Feng Zhen felt that he really hated this person as always.

Chu Yuan called and he was already on the way, but the teacher told him not to come, "Feng Zhen, after so many years, you can also see that he does not have you, you do not have him, many things actually have their own track, I don’t want you to start making choices before you have thought it through.”

Is it the same?He looked out the window, people were coming and going outside, high-rise buildings looked the same inside and out, but they were like flowing water, after all, the water below was not the wave it used to be.

What about me?How did Uncle Wu respond that day?

Oh, he said, "It's either black or white. There are many sins in this world. There is no way to redeem them. They can only be made up for."

The past between them was too warm, and the hurt was so obvious. Now the two people's friendship circle and work intersection have become so close without knowing it. If they don't solve it and escape, it is impossible to produce anything else.

So, at this time, his choice is to solve it.

Zhou Chen, Zhou Chen, you really played a big game of chess.

If a person's spirit is tense for too long, two things are most likely to happen, broken or more tense. Zhou Chen is the latter, Feng Zhen and Zhou Lin are the former, but the two embody it in different ways.

Feng Zhen seemed to be busy with work, but it would be better to say that this person was busy without any expectations at all. Zhou Lin seemed to be slowly recovering, but in fact she was just making good preparations for leaving.

But now that the brothers and sisters of the Zhou family are lying in the hospital, it is not important to analyze how they are feeling, at least let people eat and drink first.

Chu Yuan was exhausted physically and mentally. When he was young, his family was in trouble. Luckily, Zhou Chen's grandfather picked him up and raised him. He grew up with Zhou Chen's brothers and sisters. Now that they are like this, it is really helpless.

Of course, he didn't think Feng Zhen could help too much, after all, these two people don't know each other very well.

However, in his heart, he still hopes that Feng Zhen can spend more time with Zhou Chen.

Feng Zhen went to see Zhou Lin first, stood silently for about half an hour, then arrived at Zhou Chen's ward, stood at the door, watched the movement inside through the glass, but did not go in.

Lin Xiao checked Zhou Chen's physical signs inside. When he came out, he saw Feng Zhen standing outside with a delicate expression on his face. He approached and said with a smile, "Does it feel like Feng Shui is turning?"

What Bai Xiuluo said made Feng Zhen look sideways, "Doctor Lin, good."

"It's very good. I saw you off and hoped to bring him back." Lin Xiao took off his stethoscope and looked inside with Feng Zhen. Looking at it from this angle, the light was very good, and the young man was indeed as quiet as if he was asleep. "When you were in the hospital, he often looked at you like this. No one could drag you away, and he often delayed the time of physical therapy. In the end, your father accepted him to come in and infuse nutrient solution with you. Later, you received physical therapy, and it was still the same. watch."

"I didn't know Zhou Chen was like this."

"He's not good at getting along with people who don't like him."

Feng Zhen pursed his lips. In the eyes of this group of people, it seems that if you give a little, you will be moved by yourself, so as to dilute the past mistakes. It's just that Lin Xiao is not qualified to say anything. After all, this person has helped his mother a lot.

However, Lin Xiaowai, known as Lin Baixiuluo, is so sensitive to these things. He feels in his heart that he is really not a human being because of his friends, and his face has a little more of a doctor's peace, "Actually, I really hope that in that car accident, you die directly Already."

Feng Zhen was politely quiet.

"Most of us are Zhou Chen's friends first, and then some kind of identity related to you."

"so what?"

"I just don't like looking at you like Zhou Chen owes you."

"We didn't owe each other anything at all."

"He really owes you. He shouldn't have come out to you as a bastard back then, but he was always in a hurry." Lin Xiao put his hands in his pockets and looked at the young man. Enjoying the benefits he brought to you, will your conscience be at peace?"

The people who understand the human heart best in this world will never be people who engage in psychology, but those who have grown up in people's hearts since childhood, and they can use it freely.

It is because of instability that they are in such an embarrassing situation.

friend?Their results are either black or white. Where does the possibility of friends come from?

Zhou Chen still likes him, what about himself?This person who I wanted to have a home with for the first time and was willing to protect with my life, what kind of feelings do I have?

Feng Zhen stayed outside the door until the evening, Xia Wei came to get some traditional Chinese medicine for regulating menstruation, and was surprised to see his senior brother—is Dr. Lin hospitalized?

"She's fine." The wedding is less than two weeks away.

"Look at my crow's mouth." Xia Wei said twice, "Have you eaten yet? Brother."

"Ate."

"Here's one for you." The girl spread out a small box of chocolates in her palm, "The medical examination report says you have hypoglycemia, so it's time to supplement."

"I'm going back to work tomorrow." He explained a little more, with a smile in his eyes, Xia Wei blushed, "Brother, don't always smile at me, it's too flirtatious."

Now the little girl is really calm, Feng Zhen suddenly thought that when he and Erya had sprouted some feelings, it was fortunate that the two of them didn't continue, otherwise I don't know how much harm it would bring. Wei, he couldn't bear to be hurt.

This is the time, all that needs to be said has been said.

"Xia Wei, I'm here to accompany my ex-boyfriend."

"Ah?" The girl was taken aback, with a flash of disappointment on her face, and then she forced a smile and asked how the other party was doing, if she could go and see.

"Fortunately, I've been too tired and haven't woken up yet." Feng Zhen sent her out, "There will be a chance next time."

It's not that I don't believe in Xia Wei, nor is it that I'm afraid of what she will say, but there are some things that don't need too many people to know.

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