he killed himself

When Feng Zhen woke up, Zhou Chen was lying beside him, facing each other, thinking for a moment that he was having that youthful dream.

When he first moved in with Zhou Chen, every morning when he woke up, he was face to face with such a face.There are many people in this world who are favored by the heavens, and Zhou Chen is undoubtedly one of them. This face has the good skin of an oriental man, and the deep facial features of a foreigner. His face added a bit of depressive temperament.

Zhou Chen, who closed his eyes, couldn't see these temperaments. His eyes were long but not upturned, and fluttered on the lower eyelids, which made this face a little more childlike.

At that time, Feng Zhen didn't know what kind of soul was under such a skin, so he thought that Zhou Chen's wife must be very lucky to wake up with such a face in the future.

The human skin is probably the most amazing thing in the world. It can cover up the beauty or unbeauty of any soul. The so-called appearance is born from the heart, but it is just a sigh when something is imminent. When the brain has this idea, Feng Zhen knows that there is no dream.

He had some hangover headaches, and he got better after taking a bath. At this time, at 9 o'clock in the morning, the other person on the bed just woke up, and said morning to him with a smile.

"Why are you here?" These were the first words they said when they were sitting downstairs having breakfast.

"Xiaolin came over a few days ago, I'll come and see her."

No wonder Dr. Gao was busy during this time, so Feng Zhen asked how the situation was.

"The condition is better than before, and it is very cooperative with the treatment." Zhou Chen put the egg white in Feng Zhen's bowl, and took the egg yolk back, "When are you going back?"

"today."

"Go back together?"

"My side may be late." Although there was nothing wrong, the tone of rejection was quite obvious.

However, Boss Zhou has always heard that he may not be so conscious, "It's okay, I'll wait for you." Seeing that Feng Zhen didn't refuse, he asked if he wanted to get some snacks. This restaurant has a lot of Guangzhou snacks that are very good.

Feng Zhen shook his head, "I don't eat much in the morning."

"You don't seem to eat too much a day, is it because your stomach is not good?"

"There was nothing on the physical examination."

"Where's the milk, do you want some more?"

"Thank you, no need." Feng Zhen looked at the time, told him to eat slowly, and got up to leave. Zhou Chen said with a smile, let's go to the clinic later, and we happened to go out together.

"I'm not going there."

Where are you going?You'll know it when you see that person at the door in a while.

Chu Xuan was dressed very attractively today, with a sweater on his upper body, sports pants on his lower body, and a pair of basketball shoes. He didn't know where he was a college student, but when he saw Feng Zhen, his face was full of smiles, " Very punctual." When speaking, he looked at Zhou Chen and asked how early he was.

"Do you know?"

"Hailan shareholders, we have contacted."

The two men shook hands politely and said hello, but it was nothing, at least Feng Zhen saw it that way.

After they bought something, they went directly to Hailan's headquarters. Brother Loan asked if anything happened when he went back, but he didn't ask anything when he saw the look on his face, "What did you buy, the two of you went over?"

"Sister-in-law's silk scarf." Feng Zhen took out a classic Gucci style.

Zhou Chen just came out and came to say hello. Looking at Feng Zhen's Gucci silk scarf, he was amused, "Ah Zhen really has a soft spot for silk scarves."

His words were very familiar, causing Brother Loan to look sideways, "Are you two familiar?"

"The child Joe treated before is his nephew."

That was a bit too familiar, a few people chatted for a while, Zhou Chen looked at the time, and asked Feng Zhen if he wanted to leave now or talk to Dr. Gao before leaving?

This question is a closed loop, Feng Zhen chose the former.

Brother Loan only felt that Feng Zhen had undergone subtle changes since Zhou Chen appeared, and he didn’t go into it after all. Everyone has their own life, and the existence of friends is more to become a fulcrum at a certain moment, rather than everything. .

Feng Zhen was fine at first, but Xia Wei called again and said that she was going to visit her aunt, so seeing that it was about the same time, she bid farewell to Brother Loan and Chu Xuan, and went back with Zhou Chen.

"Do you know Dr. Chen?" The only silk scarf that Feng Zhen sent out recently was Chen Yaru, and he still had to invite someone to dinner this year when he came back this year, so he never had time.

"I haven't seen her very often recently." The somewhat mixed-race youth looked natural and elegant, "What's wrong?"

Feng Zhenzhen was subtle, thinking that he would treat Chen Yaru to a meal when he went back, and he had to ask more questions when he had some questions.

"Can you still drive now?" Zhou Chen's question interrupted his thoughts, "We have met for more than a year, and we have never seen you drive."

"Want me to try it?"

"Wait at home, there are too many cars on the road here, it's not safe for you to drive."

"That's your teacher's problem."

When the young man spoke like this, his eyes were smiling, which naturally made Zhou Chen feel warm in his heart, "I will offer it to be remade at any time."

"However, I'm still a long way from buying a car. During this time, I plan to renovate the house first." Jiang Ning's house is a hope left to him by his parents, and it is a way to witness that he is alive and well.

"What style are you going for?"

"I haven't thought about it yet. I don't have much experience with these."

"Is this all going to be outsourced?"

Feng really had this plan, "Don't worry too."

"I also have a friend here who is in this business. They have small apartment decoration, and the price is quite reasonable."

"Your justice is generally not something I can afford." Feng Zhen's requirements for his family are actually very simple, that is, simple and comfortable, with a certain natural atmosphere, "I have customers in this business, and the price is not bad. I will be free in April. , ready to talk."

April, Zhou Chen thought, something is coming, but I don't know if this young man still remembers it.

During the Qingming Festival, there was light rain, and from Nanjing to Lianshi, the sky was covered with dust.

After Feng Zhen went home to worship his parents and said that everything was well, he went to worship the old man with Zhou Chen as promised.

They drove back all the way, consciously avoiding the few times when they came here together, but talked a lot about the past few years.

"There are still a lot of words in the alley."

"Your friends have treated you very well."

"They're willing to do the same to you, aren't they?"

"I'm really grateful." Whether it's Lin Xiao's help to himself and his parents, Chu Yuan's respectful teaching to him, or Chen Yaru, Fifth Uncle, and Aunt Shen's care and guidance like elders, in fact, most of them are due to Zhou Chen. face.

No one in this world will help you for free, especially those who are irrelevant, so he is also grateful to Zhou Chen. It is precisely because of this that he does not understand why this person is doing everything.

"Actually, I don't know very well." Zhou Chen said frankly, looking at the windshield wipers that went up and down, "When I was in England, I always thought about work, falling in love, and then I forgot about you. After all, the Lin family took care of everything for you." I also gave your parents a lot of money for medical expenses, and logically, if the money is in place, the guilt will be less, and the young relationship will not last too long, and I will gradually forget you."

The red light ahead stopped, the car stopped slowly, Feng Zhen pulled down the window to breathe, the damp and cold air smelled in his body, and his mind was a little more relaxed, "Is there any smoke?"

"I quit." He took a piece of chewing gum and smiled, "It is necessary to quit smoking, and it is worth having."

Feng Zhen didn't refuse. He always needed something to relieve his addiction to cigarettes. The back of the seat had been lowered by Zhou Chen, so he lay down along it and watched the wipers clean the rainwater from the car window. Everything was hazy.

This was the last memory he had of this world before he fell into a coma.

"When did you start smoking?"

"Physiotherapy." Feng Zhen was a little tired, "At that time, I always thought that I might not be able to stand up in the future."

The pain of physiotherapy is like a person walking in an endless cave, not knowing whether all efforts will be rewarded, but unable to give up because he has endured so much pain, slowly becoming numb to the pain, but still unable to see any effect, His heart gradually became desperate. At this time, smoking and drinking are undoubtedly the best ways. Feng Zhen didn't choose to drink because he didn't want his mother to find out.

"I will cure you." Zhou Chen was so firm, "Would your legs hurt in such a rainy day?"

"Fortunately, Uncle Wu took medicine for bathing."

"I don't know if you have used it well."

Feng Zhen had already pinched his cigarette, turned sideways to face the car window, did not answer Zhou Chen Xuxu's words, and fell asleep when he was covered with a small blanket.

When I arrived at the cemetery in Nanjing, it was already past 4 o'clock in the afternoon, and Zhou Lin was there. She had gained some flesh and looked much better than when she was treated years ago.

Zhou Chen played tricks, and the two guards let Zhou Lin out.

She still remembered Feng Zhen, so she greeted him familiarly, "Long time no see."

It's been a long time, counting it has been almost 5 years now, "Long time no see."

She held Joe's hand all the way, followed behind the two of them, talking slowly, Feng Zhen and Zhou Chen walked away from each other, looking back at the mother and child from time to time, sometimes looking at each other, Let's just look at each other.

"When will you get married?" Zhou Lin asked when turning the corner.

The two were a little embarrassed, Feng Zhen said first, "We broke up very early."

Zhou Lin lowered her head and put her hands on Joe's shoulders, as if she had forgotten why Feng Zhen answered in such a way. When she got to a pine and cypress tree, she suddenly said, "That's a pity."

Feng Zhen smiled, this girl is really working hard on training.

Someone has already visited the tomb here, and the flowers and plants, as well as the old man's favorite Xifeng Lie, are all arranged in a few bottles.Now that the old man and his wife are buried together, being close to those old friends is also a wish fulfilled.

In this life, people come and go without regrets, and do not owe others, which is not a kind of perfection.

Feng Zhen put away the old pipe brought from the old store in Shanghai, and lit the old tobacco leaves.

Feng Zhen knelt down, looked at the person in the photo, thought of his parents, felt very sad, bowed earnestly, and said softly, "I'm back, grandpa."

Zhou Chen only felt a heat in his heart, and he said silently, "Grandpa, he's back." It wasn't that I used any means, but he came back by himself. Grandpa, I didn't miss the appointment this time.