he killed himself

Ever since meeting Zhou Chen face to face, the relationship between the two seems to be a bit like friends.

Sometimes Feng Zhen would go to check on the progress of Joe's treatment. If he happened to be walking the dog or rabbit, he would follow behind. If Zhou Chen happened to come back, he would also take a look together.

He has been a little busy recently. Hailan plans to start an entire art exhibition on the Autistic Children's Care Day (April 4). As Hailan's shareholder, Bosheng will naturally intervene, but it has something to do with Feng Zhen, so he pays more attention.

The public welfare done from the perspective of Bosheng is also to give Joe this type of autistic children a chance to speak out. For this art exhibition, Bosheng announced that it will jointly establish a "chip" fund with 5 other Internet financial companies, which is specially used to help Treatment of children with autism.

"Is Joe's painting selected?" Although Feng Zhen is not the person in charge of this project, he is more concerned about promoting the progress.

"Not yet, I'm choosing from Yang Wu's side," he smiled, "Do you have any suggestions? You two have been painting together for almost a year, and you know Joe's world quite well."

"You grew up with him, have you learned about that world?"

Zhou Chen thought that you are different from me, but he didn't say anything, just smiled, accepted Feng Zhen's refusal to help choose paintings, and asked him if he would like to come to the art exhibition, in early May.

"Let's watch the time." Seeing Joe running out chasing the rabbit, he stood at the door to prevent the child from going to the road. "After Joe learns to speak, the situation will improve a lot. At that time, we can consider sending him to school." Over there." People are social animals after all, and all treatments are for the child to get used to this society.

These words were actually comforting, Zhou Chen was overjoyed, grabbed the rabbit, hugged it for Joe, and coaxed the child in. Seeing that Feng Zhen had no plans to come in at the door, he asked Qingming if he wanted to go home to worship his ancestors. If possible, he wanted to Let's go together.

The young man with dark eyes didn't object. He told the departure time and turned around to go back. At this time, the sky and the earth were the same color, and the flowers bloomed silently, as if there was only one person in the world. Zhou Chen suddenly thought of the feeling he had always been familiar with Feng Zhen, loneliness.

When he met Feng Zhen, there were many people who played well with Feng Zhen, but Jiang Yu was the only one who played well with him. If he wasn't such a lonely person, he wouldn't have easily become friends with Xiao Heng and let him be so easily. into his world.

When he first came into contact with Feng Zhen, he was a little curious about this person.

Feng Zhen was never what he seemed on the surface. The basketball team's top scorer, the school's top student, and the cheerful senior with a good smile are all him, but not entirely him.

The first time Zhou Chen clearly remembered Feng Zhen was after the college student league, the player who hacked Xiaoheng was reported by video after the game, from the post bar to the crazy posts on various Weibo, and finally he was revoked from the top ten players The team gave him the title of expulsion. This move is indeed more severe than Yi Zheng's beating up and going directly to the opponent's coach.

Although Feng Zhen said that he was rigorous and meticulous when he did this, he was an ordinary college student who didn't know the power of computers, so it was not too difficult to find out that although he had spent some effort.

After Xiaoheng found out, he began to pester Feng Zhen to be his friend. For this reason, Yi Zheng always disliked Feng Zhen.

After a little familiarity, Zhou Chen asked Feng Zhen why he did that. The young man who had just blocked Xiao Heng looked at him in surprise, his black pupils were clean and natural, "He deserves it, doesn't he?"

That person hacked the captain of Team N, which caused heavy losses and missed the trophy. Although the captain won the title of top ten players in the end, how could such a thing be satisfactory for the team N, which was full of talents that year? Woolen cloth?

"You do this, in case you are found out?"

The young man looked at him with a smile, "I am Xiao Heng's friend now."

So that was the case, Zhou Chen laughed out loud, "Looking at it this way, it's really a good game of chess."

Feng Zhen was noncommittal, and was called out by Xiao Heng, then picked up the ball, got up and ran over, his figure was vigorous and full of youthful breath, he really looked like a beautiful and cunning black leopard, Zhou Chen squinted his eyes, like a hunter evaluating his prey.

Yi Zheng came over, drooled, and raised his eyebrows to look at him, "Forcing Liang to prepare for prostitution?"

"He is indeed suitable." Feng Zhen comes from an ordinary intellectual family, educated and capable, but this type of person is more suitable for coming out of the closet.

"I don't agree." Yi Zheng already had something called intuition at that time, "But if you really want to come out to the Zhou family, I have a suitable candidate here, who is a good match for you. If you are half of the circle, you can afford it."

"Feng Zhen and I should be able to get together and part ways." Seeing that his friend's eyes were full of the hunter's excitement, as if his blood was boiling for it, Yi Zheng prepared to wait for this person's excitement to subside.

On the court, Feng Zhen had already made a hook and stole Xiao Heng's ball. He stopped to pat the ball to look at him, his eyes were fixed on the ball frame, he changed hands left and right, and with a spin, he passed Xiao Heng. The light boy The reaction was quick, and when he reached the basket, he had already started to defend again. At this time, Feng Zhen provoked. When Xiaoheng raised the handrail, the ball changed behind him and threw it into the basket with a backhand.

Perfect!Zhou Chen applauded for him, took off his coat, and changed places with Xiao Heng.

At that time, they were all in their early 20s, young and reckless. Even if they fell somewhere, they would give each other a high five. Holding each other up and smiling at each other solved most of the problems. Men tend to develop friendships because of sports, so when Yi Zheng asked Did he find out that Feng Zhen like this actually had no other friends besides that junior, his answer was, "Do you want to say that he is lonely?"

"I want to say that you might play yourself to death."

Zhou Chen didn't have this kind of cognition at that time. As an excellent hunter, all he wanted was to hunt in various ways. Even if he had that kind of thought about Feng Zhen's body, he didn't rush to start, and proceeded step by step, from friend to confidant Brother, bit by bit penetrated into Feng Zhen's lonely life.

This person's personality is actually introverted, but he is so extroverted because of the need to make friends. He plays basketball just to make friends. He regards everyone around him as important, but he separates himself from others. Door.

He asked Feng Zhen why he wanted to live so lonely, as if he would always stand from the perspective of watching chess.

The young man was busy watering the bird of paradise. Looking back at him, his black pupils suddenly had a different color in the sunlight, "You also noticed it."

Zhou Chen now thinks that there are actually things like discovery surprises in those eyes. This Feng Zhen who always feels lonely and out of tune with this world, Feng Zhen who tries hard to be accepted by the world, does this for himself. Happy and relaxed to be found.

Feng really can't give an explanation, he can only talk about his own state. He has such a personality since he was a child. Even if he laughed a lot with a group of people one second, he can immediately calm down the next second. Now he even runs away from the crowd. In addition to the blood relationship with parents, I can't feel the connection between myself and other people.

He doesn't feel that he likes a person, and he doesn't hate a person. This feeling is terrible, as if he is an alternative to this world, so he can only do his best to maintain active contact with some people and maintain a high level of respect for everyone. friendliness.

"Sometimes, I really want to kill myself like this, but unfortunately I never had the chance." He said it in a serious manner, and it was so natural.

"It's not advisable for young people to have such a mentality," Zhou Chen came over to help put the bird of paradise on the cabinet, "but I'm glad you can tell me this, at least for now, I'm the one who can remember you." They crossed their legs Sitting down, looking at the unfinished building blocks, but did not make a move, "Have you ever thought that you will get married and have children? I think Erya and you have a good relationship."

"It's usually not like this. Is there another way to go?"

Their eyes met and their arms were intertwined. At this time, the sun was warm and the young man's lips were full and rosy. Zhou Chen suppressed the throbbing in his heart and smiled, "Yes, do you want to try?"

There was a click, the sound of something falling to the ground, and the young man's face disappeared instantly, and he couldn't even grasp it.

Oops, another dream.

Opening his eyes, Zhou Chen only felt a terrible headache. He pressed his temples and woke up. It was already 9 o'clock in the morning, and the sky was cloudy outside, probably because the temperature had dropped.

He went downstairs and reminded the nanny to add clothes to Joe. It must be too late for breakfast. He drove out, glanced at the closed door opposite, and sped up to leave.

Today is the management debriefing of Bosheng Level 3 and above. It is really unreasonable for the big boss to be late.

The road was swift and swift and arrived at the company. The timing was just right. Ji Zibai took a BB to pat his dark circles before letting him in.

The debriefing lasted for two days, and after the end there was a summary meeting. At 8:10 p.m., everyone had dinner together, and it was already [-]:[-] when they got home. Feng Zhen hadn’t come back yet, and it was said that he was on a business trip.

Our doctor Feng has not worked overtime for a while, and this business trip is for Lin Tang's department to handle matters.

This woman flew to Hong Kong for a prenatal checkup these days, and she used her annual leave. She had originally arranged for a work handover, but there have been some incidents on the channel recently, and at present, Feng Zhen can only go to Nanjing to deal with it.

Some of Hailan’s over-the-counter drugs and equipment channels come from Eric Biological Company, and it has the general agency right in China. The three-year contract is about to expire in September. The Shanghai headquarters is still evaluating whether to renew the contract. However, now Obviously, the other party's attitude is relatively clear, and they are not going to renew the contract with Hailan in the later stage, and they are starting to look for a new domestic agency.

Although this matter was unkind, it was reasonable after all, and it forced Hai Lan to hurry up and make a decision.

He brought Xia Weiwei to the United States to discuss this matter, with Liang Xiao from the legal department at the headquarters, and Chu Xuan from the foreign market.The overall negotiation was more complicated than expected. Hailan's side meant to renew the contract for one year, while the other side wanted to continue for three years, so neither side gave in on the first day.

The next day, the young man named Chu Xuan said that he would go back to Columbia University and invited them to go with him. After entering through the small gate, he was like a master, telling about the building functions, the history of the school, and his life here. fun things to do.

Looking at the world-famous library, Feng Zhenxin felt rather delicate. This was the university he had dreamed of for many years, and he almost went here to study for further studies. Now he came here to take a photo in the way of a tourist, and his heart was quite delicate. .

His subtlety was noticed by Xia Wei. The little girl secretly took a picture with her mobile phone and came over enviously, "It's great to be able to study here~"

"Your Cambridge offer should be fine."

"No~~ I have other pursuits now." She bent her eyes, and those eyes were full of young people with black hair and black eyes.

She is such a good girl who deserves all the happiness. Feng's heart moved slightly, but he knew so well that a person like himself, who came back from hell, couldn't give happiness to such a girl.

She loves life so much that she doesn't feel much about it anymore.

She was still young, but he felt that every cell in him was old.

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