he killed himself

Zhou Chen didn't live here for a day or two, and it wasn't exactly because of Feng Zhen that he moved here, it was just a coincidence.

This house was Shuangmu real estate in the early years, and later Shuangmu was acquired by Yijia. Taking advantage of the price drop, he bought two villas here and registered them under the names of his mother and Zhou Lin. It's a pity that one of them doesn't go back to China, and the other lives in the hospital all year round, but he will bring Joe to live in a little spare time in spring.

But this year it did come earlier because Feng Zhen is here.

Boss Zhou restrained himself from looking for Feng Zhen. Sometimes he stood in front of the window and watched the man go out and walk away, just watching like that.

Feng Zhen will leave late on Mondays. This person actually loves to sleep. He has been sleeping since he was young, and he often goes back to catch up on sleep after eating on Saturdays and Sundays. He used to be unable to sleep because he was busy with Feng's mother, but now he can make up for it a little bit. .

Feng Zhen also goes out for a run at night, the speed is equivalent to walking, usually on Wednesday and Saturday nights, and sometimes on Thursdays, he will go out fully armed, but he will come back tired after a while, and do some stretching.

At this time, Zhou Chen was really funny and heartbroken. In the past, this person really climbed Mount Tai without panting.He seems to always have inexhaustible energy and enthusiasm. Zhou Chen did not deny that such a dazzling young man attracted him deeply, so when Feng Zhen said that young man was dead, he could hardly find him. to the grounds for objection.

The former Feng Zhen and the current Feng Zhen are completely different, but he is very clear that some things about this person have not changed, because seeing Feng Zhen who wakes up, he is still attracted to this person again.

Even now seeing these three people walking over, they are subconsciously looking at Feng Zhen.

He turned around to help Joe put on his clothes, and then he heard from the butler that Wei Shao, Mr. Chu and Dr. Feng had come to visit and were drinking tea downstairs.

The first two are acquaintances, so Dr. Feng is naturally Feng Zhen.

Joe's eyes are bright, this is a child's instinct to get close to someone he likes.

He can say some greetings now, but he still doesn't look people in the eye very much, and he doesn't know how to maintain an expression on any occasion.

There was a sound of a pony running up the stairs, and the sound of stepping on the floor. Zhou Chen knew it was Xiao Heng and San'er. The boy had already opened the door, smiling like a blossoming flower, and he was a bit complacent, "We Come see your red sweater, put it on quickly."

"?"

"The sweater from Xiao Wu."

Zhou Chen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he asked Joe to lead San'er downstairs first. When he saw the two uncles, he wanted to call to say hello, and turned around to change clothes. However, Xiao Heng didn't leave, and ran to stand by the window, "You have a beautiful view. ah."

Of course not bad, the floor-to-ceiling windows are facing Chu Yuan's house.

"You told Feng Zhen?"

"Sooner or later he will know."

"I haven't figured out what to do with him." Zhou Chen dug out the red sweater he had kept at the bottom of the suitcase. "Xiao Wu's aesthetics are as weird as ever."

He is an old man who is almost 30 now, and he instinctively rejects red and green, but it doesn't affect Zhou Chen's replacement.

Xiao Heng symbolically boasted that he has a human face and a beast's heart, but even with a smile, his eyebrows and eyes are crooked, which is also weird, "I have a question, I don't know if you can answer it."

"I would like to hear the details."

"I look exactly the same as Wang Ke, why did Yi Zheng want to keep me?"

The young man's eyes were smiling, but his face was serious. Zhou Chen thought for a while, "You and Wang Ke are two people."

"It's like this," his smile burst open again, "Then tell me, is Dr. Feng the same person as Feng Zhen from before?"

With a pause in his heart, Zhou Chen raised his eyes to look at this friend, who urged him to go down quickly because he opened the door.

The authorities were fascinated, looking at Feng Zhen who was talking to Chu Yuan downstairs, Zhou Chen only had these four words in his mind.

A few days ago, I could only look at him from a distance, and felt that his condition was not very good. Now that I looked closely, I realized where this person's body is. His eyes were black and blue, and there was a faint smell of smoke on his body. Uncle Wu said that this person smoked, and it seemed to be more serious than he imagined.

Zhou Chen greeted with a natural smile, and sat down beside Feng Zhen.

At this time, Joe and San'er, one lying at Feng Zhen's feet and the other sitting on Feng Zhen's lap, looked like a whole family.

"Why did you come here today?" The words were addressed to Chu Yuan, of course he didn't feel that this person just came here to see him wearing a red sweater.

"Xiaolin will go to Shanghai for treatment next week. I'd like to ask you who will accompany you there."

In the past, guards or aunts were arranged to follow, and this time it will generally not change. "What happened?"

"It's okay. I went to see her yesterday, and she seems to be in good condition, and I can remember some things about Joe during the New Year."

"Xiaolin took a lot of Joe's videos during the Chinese New Year, she should have been watching them all the time." My younger sister tried to keep a smile on her side when she was with the second aunt, and followed Joe, even though Joe didn't know her well, but the instinct of mother and child, The child didn't reject Xiaolin's hugs and kisses either. Zhou Chen touched the little guy's head and asked about Chu Yuan's school.

"This is the second thing I want to tell you."

Obviously Xiao Heng was also interested in this matter, so he listened with his ears up, "If it's suitable, I'll go there too."

"I visited the autistic child I told you about. He is now 18 years old, studying art performance, and can normally imitate people's daily life."

"Why imitate?"

"Just like you need to learn English if your mother tongue is Chinese, the world of many high-functioning autistic children is different from the world we humans live in." Since the two of them were talking about business, Feng Zhen received Teacher Chu's eyes, and it was Helping to explain to unrelated people, Xiao Heng understands such common words, these two people have been talking, this time they don't listen to Chu Yuan and Zhou Chen's words, and start chatting on their own.

"Then what is the reason for my schizophrenia?"

"Scientifically there is no reasonable explanation." There are many explanations for the second personality, such as escapism, excessive loneliness, genetic inheritance, and theological theories such as soul community, but there is no conclusion after all, especially in Xiaoheng. on people.He is the youngest son of the Wei family, he doesn't have to worry about food and clothing. Although his parents protect animals everywhere, no matter how much he loves the child, he has Yi Zheng and a group of friends by his side. What's more, this person has always had a game-playing attitude in life. The heart is not strong. Chu Yuan once explained some of Xiao Heng's causes with guilt.Feng Zhen also felt that the reasons were insufficient. What could a child in his teens be full of guilt about?

To be honest, Feng Zhen still admires Xiao Heng, who can face his situation so calmly, and even enjoys it.

"Anyway, Wang Ke likes my friends quite a bit, so he won't play me to death."

"Wang Ke has no friends after all."

Xiaoheng agreed deeply, "Then he is really pitiful."

Feng Zhen was speechless.

A few people chatted for a while, and just came to the conclusion that Joe can go back after mastering the ability to speak, and Xiao Heng is not suitable to go to that kind of place. Yi Zheng and Lao Ji came over. Heng went to Uncle Wu for physical therapy, and Chu Yuan asked Feng Zhen to go with him.

Everyone is so natural, as if the time and things in the middle have never existed.

At this time, Feng Zhen felt that if he said too much, he would be hypocritical, so he went there together.

"The old man really had a vision back then." Ji Zibai was fiddling with San'er, the smiling angel probably remembered that he was brought here from Beijing by this man's bad idea, and it's rare that he didn't bother to talk to him, "But Feng Zhen is still the same as before. Just as difficult."

"You can feel it too?" Because Ji Zibai has been abroad all year round and has the least contact with Feng Zhen, Zhou Chen was a little surprised to say this, "He has changed a lot, right?"

"Everything is changing." Ji Zibai looked at the time, "I won't be sour with you anymore, just take a look at OT's acquisition plan."

"It's ready for you to take full responsibility."

"I can do all of Bosheng." Ji Zibai didn't mind, "It's just that the investment department can adjust the structure." The two of them have always disagreed about the current three-tier structure of the investment department. One thinks that it should be divided by product form, One thinks that it should be divided based on external business needs, but now the marketing and investment departments are all in the lead, and the specific move still needs to be seen after the OT is incorporated in May.

"OT's quotation is overconfident." Zhou Chen circled the report form, "Let's wait for another half a month. Now that the Internet market is turbulent, OT's current debt problem is serious, but it wants to protect its core technology. There is no good thing in the world that is professional. .”

"I don't care." Excessively detailed hunting is not the process that Ji Zibai enjoys. He just needs to ensure that he wins OT with the estimated money. However, he is best at strategic adjustment after joining OT. "I chose two Personally, you are going to OT during this time, just to see how it goes.”

One of these two people is Lin Xueyan, and the other is Han Yiming.

"You know Xueyan so well?"

"You're allowed to fool him back to the country? It's a pity that the little girl has a lot of love for you, so she didn't get a good position."

"She actually prefers her previous job."

"If these two sisters think like this and live as they please, I guess Lin Xiao will regret helping you take care of others."

"He himself lives up to his name, and he is happy and carefree." Most of the Lin family is managed by women. The men in the Lin family each have their own career hobbies. The only one who runs the family is Lin Xiao, who is determined to serve the world. Now that he stays in Beijing all year round during the snow season, it is almost impossible. After returning home, the hopes of the generation of the Lin family fell on Xueyan. Fortunately, this girl has always been interested in business management. With the help of several families, she has grown very fast in the past two years. "Let Xueyan start from the grassroots It was his opinion at the beginning, and I am providing help in this direction."

Ji Zibai just smiled, and when he saw Joe coming downstairs, he went to pick up the child directly, "Is there no study arrangement for today?"

"No."

"Let's go, go out for a walk." He specifically reminded, "Don't wear this sweater, it's not suitable for afternoon occasions."

Uncle Yi and Feng Zhen said a silent tribute, and gave him some medicine for bathing after taking his pulse. At the same time, he reminded him to accept the bone-setting physiotherapy arrangement of the hospital like Xiao Heng, otherwise he would be 40 years old, and it would be simple joint pain.

40 years old is really a long life, Feng Zhen thought so, but considering the benevolence of the doctor, he agreed to it so that Uncle Wu would not talk too much.

The middle-aged man already knew that Feng Zhen no longer pretended to forget everything, so he asked him to play a game of chess. The weather is just right now, the early cherry blossoms here in Xiangyuan have just burst into buds, and a tree of white magnolias is blooming like a fire. It is suitable for pouring a cup of tea and playing a game of chess.

Feng Zhen's Chinese chess was taught by Feng's father. After only one week of learning, he defeated himself as a master. He broke through the siege in junior and senior high schools, represented the school in provincial competitions, and won a medal.

There is a saying that Chinese chess depends on EQ, and chess depends on IQ. Feng Zhen feels that his EQ is really not high, otherwise he would not have been fooled by Zhou Chen back then.

He met Xiao Heng in the basketball game in his junior year, and later merged with this person's circle of friends in his senior year, and he was already in his first year of research when he became acquainted with Zhou Chen.At that time, school work was not serious, and preparing for the IELTS test, I would often ask Zhou Chen, who communicated at school, for advice. The friendship between men is actually very simple. Eating, studying, exercising, ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign. Just like some brothers.Feng really didn't have any brothers, so he would treat Zhou Chen as his own buddy. After studying for a semester, and after passing the IELTS test, the two of them rented an apartment near N University for the convenience of studying and playing games.

A little later, the relationship between the two became ambiguous, and a drunken riot pierced through the thin paper.

Feng Zhen's first reaction was to stop the loss in time, but Zhou Chen provoked him, so it was not easy to get rid of him. After a lot of tacky things, he finally said to this man, "Don't be afraid, Feng Zhen, we just like Isn’t it each other, we can have family and offspring, can’t we?”

He finally surrendered, let himself immerse himself in this self-righteous sweetness and sincerity, and told his parents.

Like so many cheesy plots, his father drove him to the grave of his elders to kneel and reflect. When he figured out when to go home, his mother cried and watched him. Although this woman was an early college student, she was a fan of Leslie Cheung and heard of Lin Xi song, but it was the first time that such a thing happened in front of him, let alone on his own son.

She cried and asked who will take care of you in the future?

At that time, Feng Zhen didn't realize the loneliness that the sense of reproduction would bring, and he was naive about the future, and he was very persistent.

The parents eventually capitulated as the child was being taken to hospital, with the father smoking two packs of cigarettes and finally saying, "You tell me about him."

That was the time Feng Zhen talked the most with his father in his memory, and he also used up his life's gorgeous and beautiful words to describe Zhou Chen.

"A child from such a rich family is not playing with you?" The mother's worry shows that she has begun to accept this matter.

Feng Zhenxin was pleased with her reassurance, but seeing that his father was still serious, he still kept a pitiful look of downcast eyes, and his voice was unprecedented, "He is serious, and so am I."

When the army falls to the bottom, it means that the general will give up his horse, and when Feng Zhen comes back to his senses, he will fall into the eyes of the fifth uncle who are like historical stardust.

"Your mind wanders a lot."

The black side has the upper hand on the board, and the outcome can be seen, "Sorry, I haven't played chess for a long time."

"Playing chess does make people aware of the current conflict."

However, I was distracted by this situation, Feng Zhen took a sip of tea, and said in a clear voice, "I may not have figured out why he dragged me into the water at that time."

"So, people, whatever you do, you must be in awe of cause and effect. When you were young, you didn't know how to cherish it, and you didn't think about what price you would pay for it in the future." Uncle Wu stood up and reminded his apprentices not to Water the herbs over there, and invite Feng Zhen to go for a walk in the Herb Garden. Seeing that he didn't have any ideas, he didn't force it. "You see, the world is very big, but there is actually no need to understand many things."

"Thousands of faces?"

"It has nothing to do with me." The middle-aged man smiled.

"What if it's about me?"

The magnolia blossoms fell, and the thin doctor stood tall, with a pale face, like Shura who came out of hell.

After all, he began to be willing to return to this world. Uncle Wu sighed, "Feng Zhen, there is no way to redeem the sins in this world, but a little compensation can be made."