deformed bone

Calvin didn't show any expression in front of Fogg that would make "Red Deer" suspicious. He tried hard not to look into the other's eyes, lest he couldn't help but lose his composure when he met Fogg's peacock green eyes , in the depths of his mind he had realized that he had an unnatural dependence on the English doctor, and that dependence made him weak.

"I don't know if you know the situation, but I..."

Calvin spoke nervously, intending to explain the previous situation to Fogg, but was interrupted by Fogg before he finished speaking.

"It's okay, I know." A strange look appeared on Fogg's face, "I've been watching, in his mind."

The British doctor paused, then added.

"We're all watching."

Calvin felt his heart beating uncontrollably again.

Before he returned to his senses, he suddenly raised his head unexpectedly and stared at Fogg.

"then you……"

Are you all right?What on earth is that guy going to do to you?Why did you write that line to tell me to run away quickly?

Countless thoughts hovered in Calvin's mind, but what he finally said was a vague order.

"Can you write this line? I want to compare the diaries of Pastor Crowe in different periods—in my opinion, he may also have undergone a personality change or split personality."

Fogg lowered his eyes, his face was as calm as a sculpture, as if the complicated and bitter expression before was just an illusion.

"of course."

He quickly picked up a pen and wrote under the line of "Red Deer"——

I give you my all.

Calvin took a quick look at his handwriting, and if his memory was correct, it was indeed Fogg's handwriting.

However, Calvin felt that his heart suddenly became hollow.

Just before Fogg put down his pen, Calvin thought he would write more.Just like the line he scribbled on the Bible before, leaving some messages that "Red Deer" couldn't see.

But Fogg didn't.

He even had the leisure to flip through the diaries left by Pastor Crowe.

"What makes you think this is a split personality? You know, he may have been conspired with others, or his hand has suffered some kind of injury that caused the handwriting to change." Fogg asked calmly, " Why do you think of a change in personality just by seeing the change in handwriting?"

Calvin paused slightly, and he frowned.

A bad feeling slid down his spine, and Calvin had an instinctive vigilance.The tone of this question is said to be what Fogg wanted to ask, but it might be better to say that "Red Deer" manipulated Fogg to ask it.

Of course, one of the scariest assumptions is that the Fogg talking to him in front of him is not the real Fogg from the beginning to the end, but a disguise of "Red Deer".

Just thinking about this, Calvin felt as if he had a pill in his mouth, and a bitter taste suddenly filled the tip of his tongue.

Before seeing the message in the Bible, Calvin never knew that one day he would really be unable to distinguish the different personalities in the green-eyed man in front of him.

"Well, maybe it's because I have a sample like you around me, so I think of split personality."

And I can't get you to show up without this poor excuse.

Calvin buried this sentence in his throat, and replaced it with more plain words.

"One more thing, it's my intuition—"

Speaking of this, Calvin is not purely perfunctory.

In fact, when he saw the inconsistent behavior of Pastor Crow, his instinct and intuition told him that some kind of abnormal and huge change had taken place in Pastor Crow.

Fogg lowered his eyes to look at the two lines of writing on the blank page of the diary, and then asked, "So what's your judgment now?"

"I do not know."

Calvin whispered, each word coming out of his throat was so dry.

What he didn't know was not only the matter of Pastor Crow, but also the matter of whether Fogg was really Fogg, and the latter matter made him feel even more heavy.Could it be that Reed, Fogg, and Virgil have really been completely digested by "Red Deer"?Just thinking of this, Calvin felt like he was about to tremble

"Actually, the difference between personality and personality is not that big. It is difficult to make a correct decision just based on handwriting." Suddenly, Fogg's whisper sounded in Calvin's ear, and Calvin raised his eyebrows in surprise. Looking at each other, what I saw was the doctor's dim eyes, "It's like me and other personalities, there has been a fusion phenomenon between us."

Fogg's fingertips caressed "Red Deer" and his own handwriting.

He suddenly approached Calvin, and when he spoke, his breath could almost fall directly on the corner of Calvin's lips.

"For example, in these two lines, Reed is not quite like the original Reed, and I am not quite like the original me. Maybe the next time you call 'Fogg', it will no longer be me. "

Calvin suddenly looked at Fogg, unable to hide his horror and surprise.

Fogg showed a very shallow smile, his face overlapped exactly with the last time Calvin saw the English doctor who made him run away quickly.

It was at this moment that Calvin confirmed his identity.

He was Fogg, the real Fogg.

The Fogg who had only come so close to sacrificing himself to let him escape...the one he couldn't save in the end.

"My time is running out, oh, don't show that expression, all I want to say is that my time as a separate personality in front of you is running out. Next time we meet, I may not be me anymore, but..."

Fuge didn't finish his sentence but fell silent.

He stared at Calvin for a moment.Calvin suddenly took a step forward and hugged Fogg tightly.

"Reed didn't tell me that."

Calvin buried his face in Fogg's shoulder and said, his voice was abnormally dry.

"We just hope you don't mind too much, well, in theory, personality fusion is a great thing for multiple personality patients."

"How long?"

Calvin's fingers almost dug into Fogg's back.

"It's not long, probably dozens of days? Or a few months? I feel like it's coming soon."

Fogg said calmly.

Then he let go of Calvin.

He helped his forehead and smiled bitterly: "Sorry, I think I have to... leave. My personality is not very stable at this stage."

"I know." Calvin said. "it does not matter."

Fogg stretched out his hand and wiped lightly at the corner of Calvin's eyes.

"I'm sorry that I can't help you continue to sort out these crap things about Pastor Crowe, but I know you can handle it. Just treat it as a game and just keep playing."

Calvin nodded at Fogg.He stared at Fogg's face for a moment, under his gaze, Fogg's expression gradually faded, and Reed's expression slowly appeared on the face of the man in front of him.

But Calvin knew that was not the real Reed.

"You really like Fogg."

After regaining control of his body, "Red Deer" muttered pointedly.It sounds like ordinary jealousy, but Calvin knows that he must not take it lightly.

"I also like you very much, as well as Virgil, Histu, and Moses."

Calvin even patted "Red Deer" on the shoulder, and then he turned his head and continued to read Pastor Crowe's diary, seeming to have put all his attention on the local records in the diary.

"Red Deer" raised his eyebrows, and his pupils became very deep and dark. If his eyes were like a swamp leading to an endless abyss before, at this moment, it was as if someone had dumped countless venom.

The distorted and vicious aura is so strong, even with the current handsome body of "Red Deer", it looks a bit ferocious and distorted.Fortunately or unfortunately, the obvious anomaly of "Red Deer" was not noticed by Calvin - the latter was buried in those boring and uninteresting words.

Of course, this was actually Calvin's intention.

The message Fogg left to him at the last moment was very clear—"Just treat this as a game and keep playing."Regardless of whether "Red Deer" really found out that he had noticed the truth, since he was willing to pretend like this, Calvin would always cooperate.

This is the only way to guarantee his safety.

But from another point of view, Calvin did not have any carelessness. He had to force himself to completely immerse himself in Pastor Crowe's past in order to barely control his emotions.

He can no longer show any flaws in front of "Red Deer".

Calvin looked at Pastor Crowe's diary very seriously, and then suddenly, he stopped flipping through his fingers.

He frowned and carefully began to read the diary of one day.

At that time, Pastor Crowe had become the senior pastor of the Adventist sect—he even managed to help some people who had been lured into the Adventist sect get away.In a sense, he has actually been acting according to his previous assumptions.

But the accident happened at this time.

【June [-]th I got cancer.Yes, I have cancer]

He only wrote this line, and the handwriting was messy, and it could be seen that his hands were shaking at that time.

What follows are some brief notes of his own treatment, which are equally brief.But even so, Calvin could tell after a long time that Pastor Crowe was not in a good condition at that time.

Then there were dozens of blank pages, and a new diary appeared.

It was already February of the next year.

[February [-]rd... Sister Triss decided to take me to the Rosary Church to let the Holy Son pray and heal me.This is the only way.I know it's absurd, that I'd put my life and death on some ethereal, cheap, sinful crash religion.But I still accepted it. After all, I don't have too long to endure, who knows?Anyway, I thank Sister Triss for her kindness. 】

【March [-]th I can't believe it.I really can't believe it.They said my cancer was cured.All of this is so absurd that it looks like a dream. Could it be that the prayer really took effect?I have no idea. 】

[May [-]th I don't know how to describe everything I have experienced these days.Everything was so weird, and what happened to me was so weird that I couldn't put it into words. 】

[May 26th... I feel like something is wrong with me, I did something today.immoral things, sinful things.I thought I was going to be sad, but I wasn't, in fact I was even a little bit excited.It's really weird. 】

……

[September 13st I fucked a girl today and they said she wasn't even [-] years old, oh my god, it was delicious. 】