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Calvin slowly turned Pastor Crowe's diary forward——

From September to October, Reverend Crowe babbled on and on about the group of young children who had been chosen as the "Chosen Son."Calvin's face became increasingly ugly as he browsed through the records.

At first, Calvin saw that sentence "I have committed a sin" as if it was just an illusion, and Pastor Crowe didn't seem to have any remorse for what he had done.

But in August, similar sentences appeared again.

【August [-]th I suddenly felt that I was not myself anymore.I felt like I was lost, down a dark and deceptive path.They asked me to take care of the children of the "Holy Son Selection" this time, it made me feel bad because I didn't know what I would do to them, just like the previous few times, when I reacted, everything was already finished.I think those kids will turn into devils occasionally, they will confuse my mind, and then they just pull me into this shitty nightmare...]

At the end of this record, Pastor Crowe seemed to have forgotten his original intention again, and he began to record in detail some of the things he did in the latest selection of the Son of God, most of which were disgusting, and Pastor Crowe Go push all the problems to those "little devils".

Calvin tapped lightly on the pages of the diary with his fingertips.

He seemed a little hesitant. All the things recorded in this diary made him feel very uncomfortable, and his wings trembled slightly because of this, and his feathers became fluffy.

"It looks like what's being recorded here is nothing more than the intimate fantasies of a bald, wretched pedophile - sick and unhealthy."

"Red Deer" leaned over, gently stroking Calvin's back with one hand, and then he comforted him.

Calvin hoped he wouldn't know that he had almost winged him out on reflex, but thankfully, Calvin held back in the end.

He could even pull himself together and pretend to be untouched to deal with the "Red Deer".

"No, I think there are some things in these diaries... that make me a little concerned."

Calvin turned the diary to the latest page, and then continued to turn forward, his eyes quickly flipping back and forth on the handwriting left in different periods.

"Pastor Crowe's handwriting has changed."

he said in a low voice.

Although the change in that handwriting is very subtle, it does exist.

Calvin continued to open Pastor Crowe's diary.After reading the latest one, I read the older one...

Finally, he found more ailments in the diary of Pastor Crowe's promotion from ordinary Adventist low-level priests to senior priests in the year.

[... I often feel as if I am in a dream.The nightmare and the reality overlapped together, so I couldn't tell which side was real and which side was illusion.In my nightmares, I literally turned into a pathetic pedophile, the kind that would appear on the TV news.I would shoot young children, I would shoot underage girls.If they don't behave, I use violence and drugs to control them, and they will eventually become very good.At least, most of them are.I think it's scary, but I can't help myself.In fact, I don't even know what's going on. 】

Calvin skimmed over this passage, and he began to look to an earlier date.

[February [-]th I think I may be a little too greedy.I don't know when I started thinking about the position of senior pastor.It made me feel bad.In fact, everyone knows what it means to be promoted, and why I linger in this position for so many years.That disgusting bunch of pedophiles and people smugglers.Sigh, I really don't know what to do, and I know, Sulda is right, either join them or get kicked out of the game.I think if I continue to silently watch what they do, I may be fired.Well, let them fire me. 】

[March 24th... God, I think I was a little too naive.I thought I was just fired, but, they found Sulda's body today.I feel like I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.I thought Sulda had figured everything out and he was just fired.However, they may not want those who know the inside story to leave the sect smoothly.I should have left earlier, it's too late now.This is no longer a choice between playing games or not playing games...]

Calvin's eyes froze when he saw this line of words, and he began to carefully review Pastor Crowe's mental journey during this period——

An ordinary, cowardly and incompetent middle-aged man slowly emerged before Calvin's eyes through his diary.

Pastor Crowe was very ordinary in the first few decades of his life, so ordinary that he was a bit of a failure.He joined the Adventists, tried his best, and did everything he could do on the surface, but he was still just a low-level priest in the most ordinary community.

But it was precisely because he had held positions in the Adventist sect for so many years that he was vaguely aware of the darker and terrifying part of the sect's internal operations.He thought he could act as a silent bystander until the end, but he finally found that he had to make a choice.His colleague thought about leaving Adventism, but the apparent departure represented actual death.Pastor Crowe finally decided to "join" this "big game" that made him feel sick.

Calvin slowly flipped through his subsequent diaries, and on a certain day in the next year, this was written on a page of the diary.

[...Yes, I think I will become a senior priest.I fit in better with life inside the sect than I thought.But I swear I will find a way to change this horrible atmosphere and rules.Those children are innocent, they are indeed too pathetic.If I'm just a low-level priest on the periphery, I don't think I'll ever be able to do anything.But if I really become a high priest, I can at least have the ability to save them. 】

Seeing the declarations in Pastor Crowe's diary in his early years, and then dealing with what he did in the following years, these completely different contents seem like a great irony.

And Calvin doesn't seem to care too much about the contents of the diary, but about his handwriting.

He laid the two diaries flat on the desk, and then pointed at the corresponding writing in the two diaries with his left and right hands.In the early years, Pastor Crowe's handwriting was very small, fair and rarely had wrong words, but in his recent diary, the handwriting is rough and clumsy, like a primary school student, full of grammatical errors and wrong words.

"His handwriting...has changed too much. This is too strange. It is absolutely impossible for a person's handwriting to have such a huge change after he becomes an adult."

Calvin immediately met the eyes of "Red Deer".

"I remember the first time I met you... no, it was Histu who couldn't write. It was Fuge who wrote a note and explained everything to me. I also read what you wrote to me later. Your handwriting is completely different from that of Fuge."

"Red Deer" opened his eyes slightly, and Calvin didn't miss the astonishment flashing across his face.

Calvin's heart suddenly surged with joy: just as he thought, "Red Deer" has not yet fully digested the remaining memories and abilities of other personalities... This includes handwriting.

He didn't give "Red Deer" any chance to speak rhetorically, but directly grabbed "Red Deer"'s hand, and pressed it on the pen left on the desk by Pastor Crowe—

"Write me a line, then call Fogg out, I need him to write the same line."

"Uh, this..."

"Red Deer" showed a frivolous smile, and Calvin instinctively felt that he was already planning to evade words.Before he could speak, Calvin had already turned the diary to the last page, revealing that the blank paper had been torn under the pen of "Red Deer".

He raised his head and smiled at "Red Deer" suddenly.

"I allow you to write a love poem to me."

The pupils of "Red Deer" shrank slightly.

Calvin pretended not to see it and continued, "Write it, my dear."

The "Red Deer" disguised as Reed silently took the pen, and he wrote the line on the white paper——

[I dedicate everything to you. 】

His handwriting is rich and smooth—equivalent to Reed's.

Calvin naturally ignored the remaining two differences, and he urged "Red Deer" to call Fogg out.

Under Calvin's urging, "Red Deer" took a deep look at Calvin.Calvin's heartbeat quickened for a moment, but his expression remained motionless.

"Come on, I have an idea...I want to grab it."

He almost thought that "Red Hart" had seen through his thoughts, and he was even prepared for it.

But what he didn't expect was that "Red Deer" actually called out Fogg and took over the dominance of his body.

Of course, what Calvin could see was that the eyes of "Red Deer" suddenly froze, and his expression froze instantly, as if he was in a daze, or in a daze.And when his expression and vision regained their agility, the aura on his body also underwent a completely different change.

When the calm and gentle aura of the British doctor reappeared around Calvin, Calvin even felt the extreme weakness in his heart.

Only at this moment did he realize how terrified and helpless he was.

...how much I miss those normal personalities.

"Fogg?"

"I am coming."

Fogg said softly.

The British doctor's stern tone was no different from what Calvin remembered, but Calvin did not let down his vigilance.

"Red Deer" is almost flawless at imitating other personalities, and if he can imitate Virgil and Reed, he can also imitate Fogg.