my school boy

Tian Yu took two steps back, the senior who was leaning forward jumped into the air, and straightened up in embarrassment: "What's wrong, Xiaoyu?"

"No, don't call me Xiaoyu." Tian Yu took a deep breath and stopped quickly. This is a title that only Shen Shucheng can call out.

"..." The senior tilted his head helplessly, "Actually, you also like me a little, don't you? I can see it."

Tian Yu opened her eyes wide, looking at the senior's expectant gaze.

Don't deny that in this city, the senior gave him a lot of warmth and care. It is not an exaggeration to say that this is his only relative in Tokyo.The relationship between them even made Tian Yu doubt for many moments whether he would replace Shen Shucheng in his heart.

But just now, he clearly felt the obvious rejection from the inside out.

His lips can only be the place where Shen Shucheng lingers, his body can only be embraced by Shen Shucheng, and in his heart, only Shen Shucheng can live forever.

Even if Shen Shucheng doesn't love herself anymore.

"I have someone I like." Tian Yu lowered her head, her voice was gentle and firm.

"...What?" Surprised by the sudden news, the senior smiled and shook his head, "Impossible, I've known you for so long, and you never mentioned that you have a boyfriend."

Not a boyfriend, but an ex-boyfriend.

Tian Yu thought deeply in her heart, but she still refused softly on her mouth: "I know you are very kind to me, but I really won't like you."

Ignoring the senior who was frozen in place, Tian Yu bowed apologetically at ninety degrees, turned and left.

The cold wind blew on Tian Yu's face like a knife, as if trying to slash his soft skin abruptly. Tian Yu bit her lip, before she had time to use her scarf to block the wind, she curled her head and walked forward. I don't know whether to cry or laugh.

He seemed to be firm in his love for Shen Shucheng more than before, but he was also more desperate.

Everything seemed to go back to that year's Mid-Autumn Festival, when I sat on a chair and watched the moonlight fall on Shen Shucheng's profile.

But things are not, and neither are people.

Back home, I boiled a pot of boiling water to soak my feet, and was thinking about what gifts to bring to my classmates when I returned home, when the phone screen lit up.

Mr. Nuanyu: Where were we talking just now?

Mr. Nuanyu: Ha, what if he has someone else he likes?

Tian Yu pursed her lips and looked at the cheerful tone in the text of the opposite netizen. Although she didn't know what good things happened to him, she was still happy for him.

M: Will you let go?

Mr. Nuanyu: No, I will continue to chase him back.

Tian Yu was stunned.

M: What if that person is better than you and more suitable for him?

Mr. Nuanyu: Then make yourself better and more suitable for him.

After pressing the blue send button, Shen Shu lay on the bed contentedly. The project was finally settled. His column called future will start to be updated from the next issue of the magazine. Everything is going in a better direction. .

A year ago, Shen Shucheng never thought that he would find the career he loves, live the life he wants, and be busy and fulfilling every day.

In all life, there is only one Tian Yu missing. If only he was here, everything would be perfect.

Shen Shucheng rubbed the ring in his hand repeatedly. He still remembered that the name of this ring was Attractor—Tian Yu said that no matter where he was, he would be attracted by this attractor and come back to him.

"You're coming back, Xiaoyu." Next to the good night message sent out on WeChat, there is still a red resend sign.

Tian Yu sat on the ground and looked at herself in the floor-to-ceiling mirror.At the suggestion of a Japanese classmate, he grew his mid-length hair. After reading for a long time, his eyes became myopic, and he wore black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose. It still looks youthful and ignorant.And for some reason, he always has the illusion that he has grown taller here.

Going back now, can Shen Shucheng pat himself on the head easily?

A trace of expectation flashed in Tian Yu's heart, and this expectation disappeared in an instant.

How is it possible, after going back this time, I will never see Shen Shucheng again.

Just thinking about it, his sister who hadn't contacted him for two years suddenly made a video call, and he quickly put away his frustration.

"Sister..." Tian Yu's throat was a little jerky when he yelled this word.

He knew from his circle of friends that his sister got married at the end of the year. Although her husband is just an ordinary worker in the city, but fortunately, he and his sister are very affectionate. Last year, they added a big fat boy, and they were pregnant again not long ago. Second child.

This older sister, who was the same age as him, seemed to be living in a world completely different from his.

"Xiaoyu, I saw the circle of friends you posted. Are you going back to China tomorrow?" My sister was still smiling, and the corner of her mouth curled up, revealing her double chin. It was much rounder than before when she was thin and small.

"Yeah." Tian Yu stretched out her hand to touch her sister, but only touched the cold screen, "I brought you something, Japanese skin care products, my classmate said that they are very useful."

The elder sister waved her hand and complained: "What are you spending that money for? I'm already so old, why do I still use such expensive things? Don't waste it, you will spend more money in the future."

Tian Yu scratched her head in embarrassment.

My twin sister is actually a one-year-old with Dong Yan, but fate has never arranged for everyone to stand on the same starting line.

"Xiaoyu, would you like to name the child in my belly? You are educated, so name it nice." My sister rubbed her belly and smiled embarrassedly.

Tian Yu thought for a while, and a name lingered in his mind: "Can I be called Zhishu?"

The elder sister smiled and said, "Such a nice name, well-read and sensible."

Hearing that her sister was satisfied, Tian Yu also laughed.

"Do you want to see your eldest nephew?" My sister blinked and asked as if deliberately looking for a topic.

"Okay." Putting away the emotion just now, Tian Yu's eyes narrowed into a bridge.

The big fat boy in the video was at a loss for the unfamiliar face in the camera. My sister kept pointing at Tian Yu to him: "Call me uncle, this is uncle."

Tian Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "How can such a young man be able to talk?"

The elder sister laughed twice, and pulled the man beside her: "Come and see my brother, he is promising, Tian Yu, this is my man."

The man on the opposite side looked honest and honest, and waved his hand jerky at the camera: "I'll take the kids out for a stroll, you and my brother can chat slowly."

When the child's crying went away, the elder sister put away her smile and frowned worriedly: "Xiaoyu, your parents are actually quite worried if you haven't come back after walking away for so long."

"..." Tian Yu lowered his head, "I thought they didn't want my son anymore."

"How is it possible." My sister said in a tone, "Our parents are... not very good, and they can't accept your matter, but it's been so long, they..."

"They still expect me to take care of their retirement?" Tian Yu smiled awkwardly.

Caring for the elderly and carrying on the family line is the most important purpose of having children in the small village in my hometown.

"Don't resent them, they only have so much education." My sister persuaded, "They are all suffering people."

"En." Tian Yu nodded, even when he was locked in the woodshed, he never complained to his parents.

"So are you coming back this year for Chinese New Year?" My sister asked tentatively.

"I..." Tian Yu thought for a while, "Come back."

"Bring that one?" The elder sister meant that according to the custom of the family, after going to the door, the elders will be considered to approve of this matter.

Tian Yu smiled miserably: "Let's talk about it."

My sister noticed Tian Yu's weirdness: "Are you and him okay?"

Tian Yu shook his head: "Not good."

After finishing speaking, he added: "Very bad."

The elder sister at the other end of the video saw Tian Yu's aggrieved look, and wished she could cross the screen to give her younger brother a hug. She was afraid that her younger brother would be too capricious, so she could only comfort her earnestly: "There is no one in this family who doesn't quarrel. You and your brother-in-law sometimes complain about each other, but we are a family and we must tolerate each other, how much effort you and him have taken to get together, don't fight over trivial matters."

Hearing her sister's strict teaching, Tian Yu sighed: "Okay, sister, I know, you should go to bed early, and I will go buy you something."

"Don't buy it, the family can't use it up."

Tian Yu promised, "Okay, okay." But after hanging up the video, he went out and bought a few bottles of folic acid for his sister. When he passed by the department store, he bought her a bottle of folic acid according to his memory of his sister's height and weight. Radiation-resistant maternity clothes.

After taking a shower, Shen Shucheng drew a last cross on the calendar, and Shen Shucheng pursed his lips and smiled slightly.

Mr. Nuanyu: My little cutie will be back tomorrow.

M: Really?I'll be back tomorrow too.

Mr. Nuanyu: What a coincidence!Do you think I should pick him up?

M: Go, he should miss you very much.

Young Master Nuanyu: Actually, I'm a little scared. I gave up on him before, and I'm afraid he's still resenting me.

M: Does he know that you broke up with him for his future?

Mr. Nuanyu: You should know, he was still with me the night before he left, I don't know if he remembers it or not.

M: How can you not remember such an important thing... Go ahead, I guess he must miss you very much too.

Young Master Nuanyu: Alright, I'll go.

After packing up, Tian Yu fell asleep on the ground for a while, and when she woke up, she saw Mr. Nuan Yu's full-screen bombardment.

Mr. Nuanyu: Do you think I should order a rose for him, a red rose, a pink rose, or a yellow rose?

Mr. Nuanyu: When I see him, should I embrace him excitedly, and then hug him up and spin around a few times like in the TV series?

Mr. Nuanyu: Is it not good for me to kiss him directly at the airport?

Mr. Nuanyu: I still have to apologize first, a tearful apology for what happened before, he is so soft-hearted, he will definitely wipe away my tears for me, tell me not to cry and forgive me, and then I will take him home.

Mr. Nuanyu: I'm going to make the bed, what should I do, I don't want to sleep on that bed today, I have to save it for him, I'll sleep on the sofa.

Looking at the series of news, Tian Yu was both funny and jealous.

He asked himself, will Shen Shucheng pick him up like this when he goes back tomorrow?

He didn't need roses, he didn't need an apology, he didn't need a made bed, he didn't even need a kiss, just being able to see that face was enough.

Will there be?

Tian Yu closed her eyes and told herself, no.