my school boy

In the winter in Tokyo that year, there was a rare heavy snowfall in a century.

Tian Yu was in her room on the weekend, watching the heavy snow like a white blanket, dyeing the magnificent city back to its original white.He let out a breath on the glass window, wiped it with his sleeve again, and the scenery outside became clear in an instant.

In the second year in a foreign country, even though he has never learned Japanese before, he still communicates with everyone in English in the laboratory, and language communication in daily life is no longer a problem.But on weekends, he still likes to stay alone in this narrow room, staring at the sky outside the window in a daze.

From the day when Shen Shucheng called Cao Kefan to break up, today is exactly 720 days. Tian Yu sighed, adjusted his glasses, and finished drinking the longan red date tea in the cup.

Compared to the universe, the earth is as tiny as dust, but compared to human beings, the earth is already big enough—so big that Tian Yu thought that geographical isolation could make him completely forget the three words Shen Shucheng.

Most of the time, it is indeed like this. Life is busy. I go to class every day to do experiments and write papers. Like a hamster on a running wheel, I can only run non-stop for a moment, and have no time to take care of my emotions.

But there are exceptions—for example, when it was snowing today, when I saw the boy rolling in the snow outside, Tian Yu thought, he must be like Mr. Shen, he used to live in a southern city, that’s why he was so happy Crazy.

"Teacher Shen..."

Tian Yu covered his mouth lightly, and accidentally said these three words.

Tian Yu slammed her head against the wall, forcing herself to withdraw from this complicated emotion.

The phone screen suddenly lit up, reminding him that the column he followed in the Q&A community had been updated.

Tian Yu lay back on the bed, raised her cell phone, and squinted at it.

"Today is your 720th day away.

I heard it's snowing in your city, do you like it?When you see snow, do you think of me?The weather at home is very bad, with continuous rain every day, which makes people's thoughts quite uneasy.

I dreamed of you again recently. I dreamed that you were sick and lying on the bed asking me for help, but I could only watch you being pushed into the operating room from a distance. Later, a doctor came out of the operating room. I asked him how are you? What, he shook his head, at this time I looked up and found that the word "operating room" had become a mortuary.

Heh, it was a horrible dream. When I woke up from the dream, it took me a long time to save myself from the feeling of suffocation. I hugged the pillow you slept on, and imagined that there was your smell on it.

It was dawn, and I had to get up to go to work again. The work was going well, and my boss valued me very much. I started to write a column in a magazine, and the balance in my bank card was increasing. I saved all my money. This money may be enough to convince my father that I can give you a good life.

I want to tell you all this.

But I have lost contact with you. Every WeChat message I send to you tells me that we are no longer friends.

I don't care, I will always be here waiting for you, waiting for you to watch the snow with me, waiting for you to grow old with me. "

Tian Yu sniffed, got up suddenly, pulled on her slippers and went out into the snow.The icy temperature of the snow went from the soles of his feet up to his heart, and he couldn't help shivering.He stared blankly at the snow flying all over the sky, falling on his palm, and in the silence, he seemed to hear a voice calling to him in front of him.

"Xiaoyu!"

Just needing this soft sentence, Tian Yu rushed forward desperately.

There is nothing in the white field.

Tian Yu laughed at herself: "It's an illusion again."

He sat cross-legged on the snow, looking at the bridge in the distance, the occasional pedestrians passing by, singing Japanese folk songs that he didn't quite understand.Tian Yu suddenly wanted to know how Shen Shucheng was doing after these days.

Turn on the phone, enter the WeChat ID that has long been engraved in the heart, Tian Yu, who dare not add friends again, can only see the first ten posts, not to mention that Tian Yu has set it to be visible for three days.

Shen Shucheng's first circle of friends is a group photo of him and the man he saw that time. The two of them seemed to have attended some ceremony together, holding a goblet, blushing and smiling, with text next to it - "For Our future".

His mind was buzzing, and he zoomed in on another man in the photo. He looked handsome and energetic, and Shen Shucheng, who was smiling slightly beside him, looked like a beautiful couple.

He didn't continue to look at it, and dropped the phone in the snow. The phone rolled a few times in the snow, lying there innocently, and Tian Yu had no choice but to pick it up.

It turned out that he lived so well without me.Tian Yu thought angrily, I was the only one who was addicted to this relationship and couldn't extricate himself from the beginning to the end.

Tian Yu suddenly felt aggrieved, why did that man stay by Shen Shucheng's side for so many years, why was she the only one being played with?

He was unwilling and helpless.

Back in the room, he sat down at the foot of the bed, not wanting to touch the cell phone that had just caused him serious injury, but the cell phone reminded him inexplicably that someone had sent him a private message.

Mr. Nuanyu: He's coming back soon.

M: Oh.

Young Master Nuanyu: Don't you seem very happy?

M: No.

Mr. Nuanyu: ...

M: Are you really that sure that the person you like won't change his mind?What if he comes back, but he doesn't like you anymore?

Mr. Nuanyu: ...

M: Sorry, I shouldn't have said such depressing words.

Mr. Nuanyu: I don't know why I feel this way, but I believe he is waiting for me, just in case, I mean just in case... He really met someone who loves him more than me, and he also The words of the person who prefers.

M: What about you?

Shen Shucheng looked at the question on the screen, curled his lips, and was about to reply, when he suddenly received a call from the president: "You come here quickly, the sponsorship matter is settled."

The novel serialized by Shen Shucheng on the column "future" was picked up by a new director and was about to be made into a movie. Shen Shucheng's script had been revised, but there was a notification that the capital would be divested.

Shen Shucheng, who was originally hopeless for movies, received the great news, almost jumped out of bed, put on his socks in a hurry, and was about to go out.

Mr. Nuanyu: I have something to do at work, I'll go out first and talk about it when I come back.

Tian Yu could feel the rush of Mr. Nuanyu through the screen. He pursed his lips and smiled, suddenly envious of the opposite person who was in the same condition as him - at least he still had something to look forward to, but as for himself, he even had a little Didn't even dare to look forward to it.

He felt that he could know Mr. Nuanyu's answer without guessing.

Let him be with the one he loves and set him free.

Tian Yuchang breathed a sigh of relief and told himself, forget it.

In the evening, I was called to drink by a Chinese student I met in Tokyo. This is the first senior Tian Yu met in Tokyo. From eating and living to dealing with people, I have given Tian Yu a lot of help, just like my relatives in Tokyo Same.

"Little...Tianyu!" The senior waved to him at the door of the izakaya, "here."

The senior wanted to call him "Xiaoyu" at first, saying it was more affectionate, but Tianyu corrected his habit every time and asked him to call him by his full name.Tian Yu said that she felt that the name Xiaoyu was too feminine.

But what he thought in his heart was that only Shen Shucheng could say this name.

Tian Yu tilted his head and smiled, then bent over and bowed: "Hello, senior."

This is the izakaya where the two often come - Tian Yu is not very interested in drinking, but this senior is different, whether he recovers from illness, publishes a thesis, or rejects the thesis Well, whether the lab is praised or criticized by the boss, no matter what the reason is, he can always find a reason to drag Tian Yu out of the room for a drink or two.

"You're going back after this semester." The senior picked up a piece of tamagoyaki, and ate it with a mouthful of shochu.

Compared with Tamagoyaki, Tian Yu prefers to eat octopus balls. The wasabi in the octopus balls here is particularly pungent. Tian Yu chewed it in his mouth, and he was a little dizzy from choking. He quickly drank a glass of beer to relieve himself. .

"There are still several months." Tian Yu wiped her mouth, "Don't worry."

The senior was quite emotional: "You have been here for a year and a half, and I have watched you grow up."

Tian Yu pursed her lips and smiled, "Yes, I have caused you trouble in Tokyo for so long."

The senior was stunned for a moment, and put down his chopsticks: "There is no one who causes trouble, they are all people who are floating outside."

Holding her chin, Tian Yu turned her head to look at the senior under the orange light: "Why don't you go back?"

The senior spread his hands helplessly and smiled: "Go back? My mother might chop me with a knife when I go back."

Tian Yu stuck out her tongue: "Why, you are his own son!"

The hand holding the cup froze slightly, and the senior said quietly: "So what if he is his own son, I still can't accept that my son likes men."

The small octopus balls caught between the chopsticks seemed to have turned into smooth stones, and rolled out of Tian Yu's chopsticks, staining the white clothes he just changed.He asked for two paper towels, lowered his head and frantically wiped the stains on his body, avoiding the staring eyes of his senior.

"You too, right?" The deep voice of the senior rang in his ears.

Tian Yu still lowered his head, as if he would be burned if he looked up and saw the senior's fiery gaze. After a long time, he nodded.

"I knew..." The senior smiled lightly and turned his face away, Tian Yu had the opportunity to raise his head and sit upright.

"Do you know why I am so nice to you?" The senior asked softly after drinking another glass of wine.

"I," the answer was ready to come out in Tian Yu's ears, but Tian Yu didn't want to admit it, "I don't know..."

"Because I like you, idiot." The senior rolled his eyes, "I liked you when I saw you."

"But..." Tian Yu really wanted to run away.

"You don't like me?" the senior asked back.

Tian Yu nodded.

A long sigh echoed in the izakaya, and the people next to him didn't know what happened, and looked at it curiously.

The senior took his coat, paid the bill, and walked out.

Obviously he didn't do anything, but Tian Yu still felt that he had done something wrong, so he could only follow foolishly.

"Senior, I'm sorry, I..." Tian Yu wanted to explain.

"You really don't like it at all?"

Before Tian Yu could answer, the senior asked again: "Or can't you really like me once?"

Why not?

Tian Yu asked herself, why must she be immersed in the fruitless feelings for Shen Shucheng and cannot extricate herself?

No matter which aspect is concerned, the person in front of him is a better choice for him.

"Do you want to try to like me?" Seeing Tian Yu's reaction, the senior suddenly became expectant.

The wind was so strong that Tian Yu felt that his brain was blown to pieces, and he blinked unconsciously.

The man standing opposite walked towards him step by step. There was expectation in his eyes. He walked in front of him, bent down, and wanted a kiss carefully.

"Xiaoyu..." In the snowy Tokyo, the senior's voice was as gentle as cherry blossoms in April.

No, it shouldn't be like this.

A voice told Tian Yu.

The author has something to say: Shen. Peasant. Worker: I originally wanted to satisfy the wish of the senior and let him kiss him.

Shen Shucheng: No, you don't want to.

Tian Yu: No, you don't want to.

Shen. Migrant. Worker: I originally wanted to arrange for Mr. Shen to jump off the building when he got depression.

Shen Shucheng: ...mmp.

System prompt: Shen Shucheng quit the group chat, Tian Yu quit the group chat.

Shen. Migrant. Worker: Ballball you guys, I have arranged online dating for you!

Shen Shucheng: To meet, to kiss, to hug.

Shen. Migrant. Worker: ok, the arrangements are made.

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Japan has changed its era name, Reiwa, please read to me in Japanese: "Tired."

And Shen migrant workers are now very much looking forward to the life of going to Tokyo to move bricks in July hahaha.

Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:

6 bottles of Junjun;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!