my school boy

Tian Yu will not tell Shen Shucheng why he went back.

After returning from the counselor, it didn't take long to find out about Shen Shucheng's family affairs. The counselor called him: "I told your family about your matter. It's better to let the parents know about this kind of thing."

"..."

Tian Yu was holding back his anger. He was still thinking about how to explain it to his family so that his parents, who lived in the countryside and scolded girls wearing suspenders, would accept the fact that his son liked men.I didn't expect to be passed over by the counselor's light "it's better to let the parents know".But he didn't know who to vent his anger on. He knew that the bullying counselor deliberately did this kind of thing to punish him, but he did it with emotion and reason.

When the very familiar number at home was displayed on the mobile phone, Tian Yu was a little flustered, and he didn't really want to face it.But thinking that Shen Shucheng quit his job and moved out of the house, and even had a big fight with his father, Tian Yu felt that no matter what Shura field he was about to face, in order to be with Shen Shucheng, he could do anything. accepted.

"mom……"

On the other end of the phone was his father's snarl: "Damn, you're so courageous! How dare you mess around outside, don't you?! I raised you up so much, so I raised you to kill a thousand knives?"

Cao Kefan and Liu Lu, who were by Tian Yu's side, were taken aback for a moment. It was the first time they had seen what real swearing was.

"I..." Tian Yu was a little embarrassed and wanted to interrupt his father.

"It's okay to fucking raise your sister who loses money, but you are also a loser if you raise him?"

"..."

"Stop scolding him! Xiaoyu!" My sister snatched the phone from the other end, "You should come back and settle this matter first, otherwise our father said he would go to your school to trouble that man!"

Tian Yu still wanted to say something, but there was only a busy tone on the other end of the phone.

Cao Kefan and Liu Lu looked at each other in blank dismay. This was a situation they had never imagined.

Tian Yu suddenly wanted to cry.He still remembers his New Year's wish, which is to have a warm home, and to have someone waiting for him to eat under the warm yellow light-the so-called wish is nothing more than it has never been fulfilled.He couldn't remember the last time the family sat together for a family reunion dinner in harmony.It seems that in the second year of junior high school, my father has not had any accidents.

Everything became hideous after my father fell down on the construction site and became disabled. My father drank at home all day long, and when he drank too much, he would throw wine bottles at people. My mother couldn't bear to serve my father and was beaten. The canteen was in charge of the shop for others, and later I became obsessed with playing mahjong. Only my sister was earning money in the whole family.

Tian Yu didn't tell Shen Shucheng about all this, although he clearly knew that Shen Shucheng knew his family well at the moment they met, but he didn't want Shen Shucheng to pity him for this reason.

What he needs is equal love, not sympathy.

Hearing the news that Tian Yu was going home, he kept dodging when asked. Shen Shucheng should have noticed the abnormality immediately, but he was washed away by the great sadness, and he couldn't separate his mind to think about other things. I just told Tian Yu to pay attention to safety.

The next morning, Liu Lu and Cao Kefan sent Tian Yu to the train station together.

"Brother..." Cao Kefan frowned and sighed, and patted Tian Yu's shoulder, "Don't be discouraged, just tell us if you have any problems."

"Yes, don't be embarrassed, we are all buddies." After Liu Lu said, he took out a wad of money from his pocket, "Here, if you need something on the way home, don't wrong yourself too much."

Tian Yu quickly shied away: "No, I'm very grateful that you came to see me off, we are still students, and you too..."

"It's okay. This is the money I earned as an anchor. I have a lot of money. Don't worry about me." Liu Lu smiled, "Hurry up and get in the car. I have to go back to catch up on sleep. There will be a live broadcast tonight."

Tian Yu's throat suddenly became a little choked up. The three of them met by chance, and they would go their separate ways four years later, but the two people in front of them really regarded themselves as relatives.

Needless to say, he can only give two people a hug.

"Hi!" Cao Kefan patted Tian Yu's back, "Big man, don't be so hypocritical."

Tian Yu looked at the time and saw that the train was about to leave. She took a deep breath and walked into the station.

The hard seat for more than 30 hours was very difficult. The people around him changed from southern accents to northern accents. They pushed melon seed instant noodles back and forth many times. The rolling hills outside the car window turned into endless fields. When he was numb, he finally arrived at that small county town.

From this small county town, take a minibus for another two hours, stop at a narrow path in the middle of the road, and walk for 10 minutes. The adobe house that looks crumbling is his home.

Before entering the house, I heard my father cursing.

"Why did you little bitch snatch my phone?! Is that son of a bitch planning to deny us?!"

"Hurry up and book tickets for me! I want to go to his school to find out which grandson is hooking up with other people's men like a vixen?!"

"Yo, you're grown up, are you going to get married, don't you dare not listen to my father's words, right?!"

"I can't handle you anymore, can I?"

The crisp sound of the glass bottle hitting the ground sounded, Tian Yu shook, and immediately realized that his father had hit his sister with the glass bottle again, and rushed into the room.

As soon as Tian Yu entered the room, his eyes suddenly went dark.

On Shen Shucheng's side, funerals have always been a pain in the ass, but as the founder of Jiangcheng University, Dou Enze's funeral was extraordinarily grand. Teachers and students in the school spontaneously placed bunches of white chrysanthemums in front of the bell tower to mourn the When the great educator passed away, overseas wanderers also set up a special mourning website for those who could not return to Jiangcheng in time to express their condolences.

When their family and Xiuyun returned to the house where Dou Enze had lived for more than 30 years, all the furnishings were still the same as before.

There was still ink on the desk that had been ground the night before he passed away, but it was already dry. The tea mug was still placed on the tea table in front of the sofa, but the tea in it had sunk. Swaying empty in the wind.

Everything in the family is waiting for the return of his master named Dou Enze.

But they don't know that their master will never come back.

Watching Shen Shucheng's graduation year next to the TV, Shen Shucheng was wearing a bachelor's suit, and his family in doctoral suits took a group photo at the gate of Jiangcheng University, and Dou Enze's face was radiant inside.

Xiuyun walked over, picked up the group photo, wiped the dust off it, and muttered to herself: "This is a family portrait, I won't be able to take the same photo in the future..."

After saying this, Dou Sikou started to cry again. She had shed too many tears these days, as if she had shed all her tears. She no longer shed tears, but her eyes were red, her cheeks were sunken, and her body twitched. Shen Wanjun quickly supported her.

"Sit down for a while, he left some things, I'll look for them and give them to you." After Dou Enze left, Xiuyun became weak when speaking, and her back hunched a lot overnight.

Shen Shucheng and his father supported Dou Sikou to sit down on the sofa.

After a long time, Xiuyun came out of the room with heavy steps, holding a few letters in her hand: "This is the letter he wrote to you before he was alive."

Four people, one for each, and one for the will.

Dou Sikou was taken aback for a moment: "Father, he..."

Xiuyun sighed softly: "Maybe he also feels it himself. He's getting older, and he's planning to make some preparations, but he didn't expect to come so soon."

Xiuyun sighed with emotion, compared to the junior in front of her, she has already experienced too many deaths and partings.

But when she opened the letter in her hand and saw the sentence "My sister Xiuyun, I have a thousand words, but I can only apologize.", Xiuyun still couldn't hold back, her eyes immediately blurred.

"Life is fleeting, and two or three confidants are already a blessing. What kind of grace is there to be able to live this life with you. Enze's life, following Mr.'s behest, promoting the cause of education, and advocating equal power, but only Yujun has a guilty conscience , Qing Cong is young and ignorant, and they are all people who miss each other by mistake, but they never leave when the wind and rain are precarious, and they share the joys and sorrows. Hand in hand in this life, it is also a mistake. There is nothing to repay in this life, but to send it to the next life, and continue to be brothers and sisters Friendship, on the other hand, one generation, one generation, children and grandchildren have their own blessings, and the past will go to the underworld with me, so don't make Sika feel sad."

Seeing the last sentence, Xiuyun suddenly smiled, and he suddenly remembered the way he was on the dark mountain top, anxiously afraid that he would tell Wang Xue about him.

At that time they were both teenagers, and at that time they were far away from death.

"The white horse is too late..." Xiuyun sighed softly, and lit the suicide note with the candle in front of Dou Enze's portrait, burning it to ashes.

Dou Sikou looked at her mother puzzled: "Dad, what did Dad say?"

Xiuyun smiled meaningfully: "He said he loves us."

Dou Sikou shook his head, and hastily opened the letter in his hand.

"Sikou, when you read this letter, your father is no longer there. You must be crying a lot, but unfortunately, I have no choice but to pat your shoulder to comfort you like before.

You are my father's greatest concern in this world, and the happiest thing for me is to be your father.You have become Wanjun's wife, Shucheng's mother, and the teacher of Wanqian's children, but in Dad's heart, you have always been the child who will suffer because he can't get the first place.

Dad is not by your side, you have to learn to take care of yourself, don't always think about others, there are so many things in school, don't always carry it alone, and don't be so strong and wronged yourself.Don't cry, wipe away your tears, Dad just can't see, but will always be by your side.

You will always be Dad's proudest daughter, come on. "

Dou Sikou's hand holding the paper became tighter and tighter. She remembered that no matter what setbacks she encountered when she was a child, her father would wipe away her tears and tell her: Come on, you are my father's pride.

She used to think that this was just a polite word used by a father to comfort his ignorant daughter, but it turned out that her father had always been proud of herself.

Her tears flowed out again, but no father wiped away his tears for him.

As Dou Enze's Xinli said, Dou Sikou wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes while pulling his body.

Shen Wanjun patted Dou Sikou on the shoulder, and opened his letter in his hand.

"I'm gone, you are the head of the family, I have a thousand and ten thousand peace of mind for you, I entrusted Sikou to you back then, but I still can't rest assured, I can only ask you to take care of Sikou for me And Mother Sikou, you have to be well, so I can close my eyes with peace of mind. For you personally, I only have one advice: let go of your ego. I hope you can gain something by carefully evaluating the taste."

It's just that when Shen Wanjun was Dou Enze's student, he often warned himself that Dou Enze often said that he insisted on his own ideas too much. Although doing scientific research is beneficial, it is too hard in life.

When Shen Shucheng opened the envelope, he realized that there was no single word on it.

Shen Shucheng glanced blankly at the people around him, but no one gave him an answer.

He looked at the smiling Dou Enze in the posthumous photo, but he didn't have an answer.

The last will is about the handling of various things behind her: "The photos and written words in the study room are cremated with me, and all other properties are left to Xiuyun."

Holding the will, Xiuyun straightened her expression: "Sikou, you can ask the school for me if you can donate a library and name it after your father."

"I'll go." Shen Wanjun glanced at Dou Sikau worriedly.

"You haven't been to the laboratory for a week, how many things do you have backlogged? Hurry up and get busy." Xiuyun's eyes were deep, and Shen Wanjun immediately understood what she meant - Dou Sikou was completely immersed in grief and couldn't get away, and she needed to make arrangements Something bothersome to distract her.

Dou Sikou cheered up: "Okay, I'll ask about this tomorrow..."

"You guys go back first." Xiuyun carefully tidied up the will.

"Mom... you are alone..." Shen Wanjun was worried that she was an old man at home.

"I'm fine." Xiuyun comforted, "I'll call you if I have something to do. I'm tired and want to be alone."

But Shen Shucheng, who was going out, was suddenly a little embarrassed - he didn't know whether he was going back to the home where he lived for a day, or the home where he lived for more than 20 years.

The author has something to say: Thank you all for your concern yesterday, but I am actually fine, not as sad as everyone thinks.

Everyone be well.

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