my school boy

Shen Shucheng was stunned, he didn't burst into tears like Dou Sikau, he just quietly looked at the old man in front of him, and when he opened his eyes, he told himself that everything was false.Everything is unreal, the smell of disinfectant is unreal, the sound of the ECG monitor is unreal, even the mother's crying is unreal.

Shen Shucheng's eyes were tightly closed, and then he opened them forcefully. He believed that this was just a nightmare. As long as he struggled out of this nightmare, he could see Dou Enze sitting on his rocking chair, holding his tea mug when he woke up. , and myself evaluating the boring TV programs on TV.

It wasn't until special personnel came to clean up Dou Enze's body, put on the special shrouds worn by the dead, and put them in a small freezer in the funeral parlor, and put the black and white photos in front of the freezer, that he suddenly realized I realized that I really don't have a grandfather anymore.

The grandfather who would give himself candy, prepare delicious food for himself, and explain the truth of life to himself when he was a child really doesn't exist anymore.

There are more than 70 billion people in this world, but there is no one who can call himself grandpa.

He stood beside the freezer, stretched out his trembling hands, and touched Dou Enze's face, which was as warm as ice.Shen Shucheng's heart suddenly seemed to be cut into pieces with scissors, and the tears in his eyes flowed out uncontrollably.

Grandma walked up to him with red and swollen eyes, her voice hoarse: "Don't cry, your grandpa is gone and went to meet the person you want to see, yes, it's also a good thing."

As he spoke, he took out two photos from his pocket. Shen Shucheng had seen these two photos before. One of them was a black and white photo of the young man who looked somewhat similar to himself, and the other photo was of four people. photo.

Xiuyun clipped the two photos into Dou Enze's shroud: "The photos are for you. You are so old, I don't know if Brother Button recognizes you. You take these two photos, they will remember them all."

Xiuyun adjusted the birthday quilt covering Dou Enze's body: "You go first, don't rush to reincarnate with Brother Button and Sister Xue, you wait for me, I will come down immediately, when the time comes, the four of us will be together, and we will return in the next life." together."

"Grandma... don't..." Shen Shucheng choked up as soon as he said the words. He listened to grandma's words, and he felt even more uncomfortable. He was a staunch atheist, and he didn't believe in past and present lives, thinking that this was just a fortune teller A trick to scare people.

But at this moment, he suddenly understood why this kind of thinking has never been cut off for so many years from ancient times to the present—he would rather believe that there really is a parallel world, which is the afterlife of all people. If we can see each other again, then the farewell at this moment will not be so painful, even if we drink Mengpo soup in the next life, we will not know each other.

"Alas..." Xiuyun sighed softly, "Many of your grandfather's former students have come outside, and your parents may be too busy, so why don't you help them?"

Shen Shucheng wanted to say something else, but Xiuyun said again: "Let me be alone with your grandfather for a while, I want to talk to him alone."

People in the memorial hall came one after another, many of them were faculty and staff of Jiangcheng University, more were former students of Dou Enze, and many alumni who had settled overseas. After the obituary, came to condolences on a red-eye flight.

"I still remember that at that time, I almost dropped out of school because I had no money. It was Mr. Dou who sent me money every month to help me finish my studies..." A middle-aged man who already had quite a few gray hairs held Dou Sikou's hand, his eyes widened. The steam in the air blurred his eyes.Dou Sikou's hands were still wrapped in bandages, and she also cried along with the middle-aged man.

A girl next to her who seemed to be in her early thirties asked Shen Wanjun tremblingly: "Why is it so sudden? I sent an email to Mr. Dou two days ago saying that I would come back to see him, and he promised to come, and also said that he would give my child New Year's money... ...Why did you just leave like this?"

"We didn't expect it to be so sudden either." Shen Wanjun supported Dou Sikou, who was crying and couldn't stand beside him.

After presenting the wreath, the current president of Jiangcheng University patted Shen Wanjun on the shoulder: "My condolences to both of you. Birth, old age, sickness and death are common occurrences. President Dou has done good deeds all his life. He didn't suffer much when he left. I didn’t leave, and I will always live in the hearts of every student in Jiangcheng University.”

There are several layers of condolence wreaths in the memorial hall. The so-called peaches and plums are all over the world, which is probably the case.

Shen Shucheng left the memorial hall, walked to a secluded big locust tree outside the back hall, looked at the thick trunk of the big locust tree, and sighed softly.

If only people lived as long as books.

Shen Shucheng suddenly felt his sleeve being pulled, it was Tian Yu.

"Teacher Shen..."

Tian Yu wanted to say something to comfort Shen Shucheng, but found that in the face of the death of his relatives, all words seemed powerless.

"Why are you here?" Shen Shucheng rubbed his eyebrows.

"I, Liu Lu and Cao Kefan are here to see Principal Dou off." Tian Yu looked at Shen Shucheng's pale face, "You, are you okay?"

Although he knew he was asking nonsense.

"Not good." Shen Shucheng scratched his hair, "I'm really, really bad now."

Tian Yu lowered her head, as if she had made a mistake.

"Xiaoyu...can you give me a hug? I feel so uncomfortable right now."

Tian Yu nodded, stretched out his hand and took Shen Shucheng into his arms: "I'm here, I'm here."

Getting close to a warm chest, Shen Shu buried his head in Tian Yu's arms like a child, and burst into tears.

"He doesn't want me anymore, and my grandfather doesn't want me anymore." Shen Shucheng's voice twitched, which made Tian Yu feel distressed.

"Principal Dou likes you so much, he won't want you." Tian Yu could only reluctantly comfort him, "If Principal Dou can watch you from the sky, he definitely doesn't want you to be so sad."

"Do you know? I don't think Grandpa has left." Shen Shucheng wiped his tears on Tian Yu's body, "They say that everyone is a star in the sky. If a person dies, the star that belongs to him, will fall."

With a hoarse voice, Shen Shucheng looked at the boundless night sky: "But look, there are no stars falling from the sky, and my grandfather hasn't left, right? Right Xiaoyu?"

Hearing Shen Shucheng ask himself this, Tian Yu couldn't help sniffling, he could only press Shen Shucheng's head into his arms with distress.

"I can't call you Grandpa anymore." Shen Shucheng sobbed, "He has been with me for more than 20 years, how can he just leave?"

"I used to think he'd never grow old and die."

"He also told us to watch him ring the bell next year during the Chinese New Year."

In Tian Yu's arms, Shen Shucheng finally didn't have to pretend to be strong, he cried unscrupulously.

"God Tian, ​​why are you here..." Liu Lu and Cao Kefan searched for a long time before finding Tian Yu. The night was too dark to see Shen Shucheng who was crying in Tian Yu's arms. She took a few steps back: "Mr. Shen, my condolences have changed."

Shen Shucheng held back his tears and got up, wiped the corners of his eyes: "Thank you for coming to see my grandfather off."

After finishing speaking, he bowed to Cao Kefan and Liu Lu as family members, and Tian Yu followed Shen Shucheng to bow to them.

"Mr. Shen, you don't have to be too sad..." Liu Lu comforted, then turned to Tian Yu and said, "We have to go back."

Tian Yu glanced at Shen Shucheng worriedly: "Should I stay with you tonight? The funeral is very troublesome. You, Teacher Dou and Professor Shen are all sad now. Do you need my help?"

"Are you crazy? Don't you have to catch the train tomorrow?!" Cao Kefan couldn't speak his mind, and Tian Yu gave him a hard look as soon as he said it.

Shen Shucheng took a deep breath: "Don't worry about me, I...I just cried when I cried, it's okay."

After finishing speaking, he asked again: "Where are you driving?"

Tian Yu's eyes dodged: "I, I have something to do at home, I need to go back."

The author has something to say: I only have more than 2000 words today, because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend [Yun Bei], this is a complicated story... Then I went to eat a breakup game today... Uh, I delayed the update a bit.

I will write more tomorrow.

Then these chapters may be a little bit bitter.

But for the completeness of the plot, we can only follow the outline, so...

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