my school boy

Hearing these words, Dou Enze suddenly sat up in shock, the air in the ward froze behind the white snow outside the window.

"Then, are you okay?"

Shen Shucheng patted Dou Enze's hand with a solemn expression.

"Grandpa, let the past be the past,"

Dou Enze looked at Shen Shucheng complicatedly, before speaking slowly.

"I told you this because I saw you and your student yesterday."

"Tian Yu?" Shen Shucheng was puzzled, what does this have to do with Tian Yu.

"Now it's not much more relaxed than it was back then. If you want, protect him." Dou Enze struggled to pick up the teacup with his left hand that hadn't had an injection. "Don't let people expect things that can't be given out of thin air."

"Grandpa, are you saying that Tian Yu is...?"

Shen Shucheng opened his mouth as if he couldn't close it, his jaw almost dropped in shock, he shook his head after thinking for a while, then shook his head again.

"Impossible. He told me yesterday that what he wants is the life of a normal person. Grandpa, you must be thinking too much."

Dou Enze swallowed the tea in his mouth, staring at Shen Shucheng meaningfully.

"I hope I'm thinking too much. What about you? How are you?"

"Me?" Shen Shucheng pointed at himself, pouted, "What else can I do, just like that, how could I like so many people younger than me, who are still the same gender as me."

For some reason, Shen Shucheng always felt a little guilty about what he said.

Dou Enze looked at Shen Shucheng who looked flustered, fidgeting, and had nowhere to rest his eyes. He blew the heat off the teacup and smiled wryly.

In the evening, Xiuyun came again to bring dinner to the grandfather and grandson. When it was dark, after Dou Enze fell asleep, Shen Shucheng tiptoed back home.

The first thing I do when I get home is to turn on the computer and type "How do you evaluate homosexuality?"

The answers on the computer were complicated, some directly dumped their own cute cp pictures, and forcibly pulled two irrelevant stars in the three-dimensional world, and the comments were full of complaints; some listed the history of homosexuality and related descriptions of ancient China but But the text is wrong.

Some even brought out the theory of evolution with Internet trolls swearing at homosexuality - "It is the instinct of all species to reproduce and give birth to the next generation, so the so-called homosexuality is nothing but something that has been eliminated by natural selection, and the legalization of homosexuality is nothing but It's just a gimmick used by boring Western politicians to win votes, and a group of foolish people are being played around without knowing it."

The convincing arguments made Shen Shucheng's scalp tingle.

Shen Shucheng is not without doubts - but our ancestors came out of the virgin forest and the prairie, experienced generation after generation of confrontation with the god of death, from the wind and camp on the ancient river bank to the lights of the city, established a tribe, a country and a system Isn't the law just to get rid of the jungle rules of the jungle?

The process of establishing human society is also the process of our confrontation with our instincts.

Looking at the people behind the network, you talking irresponsibly and discussing irresponsibly, Shen Shucheng has no way to deal with such complicated information, and he just lays down on the bed behind him.

Looking at the dim yellow light on the ceiling, he couldn't help sighing, took out his phone, and posted a question on the question-and-answer community: "Are there gay people around you? What's your attitude?"

Probably because he is not a big V, the question has been sent for a long time and no one has responded.

Shen Shucheng went back and forth to refresh several times with a heavy heart, and after making sure that no one took care of him, he packed his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.When Shen Shucheng came out of the shower and wiped his half-wet hair, there was finally an anonymous answer to that slightly lonely question.

"Thank you for the invitation, I have never confessed my secret love so far.

The moment I decided that I liked him, I was very flustered, and I even spent a long time denying the ups and downs in my heart, but the more I denied it, the more determined I became.There is a family gap between us, a gap in ability, and most importantly, he may never like someone of his gender.

But what does it matter?

I like this guy just because he happens to be the same gender as me, not because he's the same gender as me.Love itself is beyond gender.

Therefore, what you have to ask yourself is not whether you are gay, but whether you love or not.

good luck. "

Tian Yu never reads the trending entertainment news on Weibo, and spends most of his leisure time reading and answering various professional questions on the Q&A community. He never thought that the Q&A community would recommend him questions about homosexuality, nor did he think that I actually imitated the big V's answering style by accident and anonymously answered this recommendation question.

After finishing the answer, he glanced guiltyly at Cao Kefan, who was concentrating on playing the game beside him, heaved a sigh of relief, and sincerely wished the person who asked the question his best wishes, then hurriedly pressed the publish button, and glanced again ID of the questioner: Mr. Nuanyu.

This name made his flustered heart blush with joy. For some reason, when he saw this name, he remembered that day during the Mid-Autumn Festival, when Shen Shucheng told him with a smile that the sun in Lantian is warm and jade produces smoke.

But later he went to the library to pick up the Tang Poetry Appreciation Dictionary and understood the meaning of this poem.

There are tears in the moon and pearls in the sea, and the sun in Lantian is warm and the jade is full of smoke. It seems to be there when you look at it from a distance, but there is nothing when you look at it close up.

In the dark, it was like a prophecy between him and Shen Shucheng.

In front of him was a copy of "Linear Algebra" that had been flipped through for a long time. He read the exercises that he had done two or three times after the book, but his mind was not on the exercises that he was familiar with. That sentence - ask yourself, love or not.

The pen in his hand flicked back and forth, cutting a gap in the inferior paper, and Tian Yu realized that it took him half an hour to write a question that could be written in 3 minutes.

No matter how much you know, the hardest thing to convince is yourself.

When I was anonymous, I dared to openly proclaim the burning love in my heart, but when I returned to the cold reality, it was like hot steel meeting ice water, leaving only the blue smoke of thoughts and the hard and cold iron wall around me, Leaving him in this impenetrable cage, he is willing to be happy.

The answer is clear and clear - just a word of love.

"Tianyu? Tianshen? Xiaotiantian?!" Cao Kefan took off his earphones and waved at Tian Yu, who was distracted.

Tian Yu just came back to her senses, and immediately restored her cold expression, and said the phrase "Xiao Tiantian" just now, and rolled her beautiful eyes, "What's the matter?"

"Then what... Do you still remember, did you promise me something before?" Cao Kefan was all smiles, his eyes were creases due to his obesity.

Tian Yu frowned and lowered his eyes.

"What... did I promise you? Sorry, I don't seem to remember much."

Cao Kefan slapped his thigh, bitter and bitter, like a creditor who came to ask for a debt.

"Tian Yu, can you do it?! You agreed to hug my thigh at the end of the semester?"

It was only then that Tian Yu remembered Cao Kefan's "hard work" on Christmas Eve, nodded reluctantly, and suggested seriously again, "You can study with the girl you went out to play on November."

Cao Kefan frowned even tighter, "Don't mention it, that girl found a partner within a few days of Christmas, and she dared to use me as a spare tire. These days, affectionate people are licking dogs, who the hell I know how to lick a dog until nothing is left!"

Tian Yu tilted her head, "What is licking a dog?"

Cao Kefan stared at Tian Yu in shock, not understanding why the academic bully in front of him didn't know the words that were said badly on Weibo, and he thought that he was stupid in reading, so he squinted his eyes distressedly, "It's just a stupid single If you pay for one side, if you treat someone wishfully, that person won’t even look at you, and you’ll be called licking the dog.”

Wishful thinking.

Hearing this, Tian Yu nodded thoughtfully.

Only then did Cao Kefan realize that the topic had been misleading, "Tian Shen?! That's not the point! The key point is the final exam! Give me a thigh?"

Tian Yu let out an "ah", pretended nothing happened, and then lowered her head to read her book.

"I plan to go to Litu for self-study in these two days. If you want to go, you can come together."

"Litu? What's that?" Cao Kefan looked at Shen Shucheng suspiciously.

Shen Shucheng gasped. This Cao Kefan knew all about the snack electric city around the school, but he didn't know where his school's library was.

"It's the library of the Faculty of Science. We have a lot of mathematics this semester, and it's more convenient to look up information there."

"The old library on Bailu Mountain?" Cao Kefan was about to shed tears when he heard that he was going to study in such a far place, "Little ancestor, can't you stay in the dormitory? The wind is blowing outside, you go out What are you doing?"

Tian Yu raised her eyebrows, "It's quite cold, then I'll go by myself."

Cao Kefan was about to faint, "Okay, okay, can I go? Can I take a seat for you in the morning?" After speaking, he patted himself on the forehead, "Is it easy for me not to get a high score?"

The corner of Tian Yu's mouth curled into a smug smile.

He wanted to go to Litu not only to look up information, but also because it was the library closest to Shen Shucheng's office.

What if he met Shen Shucheng on the way to the exam, what if he met Shen Shucheng on the way to the cafeteria?

He thought of Cao Kefan's words again - licking the dog until there is nothing left.

Nothing is nothing.At least all the joy and excitement are real.

The author has something to say: Tian Yu: Why is your ID called Mr. Nuan Yu?

Shen Shucheng: Because I am a warm man, the kind that only warms you.

Single Shen: Vomit...

Chicken Soup Shen: Happy Valentine's Day, if you have a lover, I wish you a happy life every year, and if you don't have a lover, I wish you enough happiness for yourself.

Poison tongue Shen: fff, I hope you will show the same person next year.

Supervisor Shen: Love is not as good as code words. Have you finished writing today's article?

Shen. Peasant. Worker: A concubine can't do it!