my school boy

20-Fire tree and silver flower

"I said." Tian Yu looked up at Shen Shucheng with a dazed expression, and suddenly felt that his mood just now was no different from that of an impulsive wild dog on the road, and he was immediately discouraged.

He suddenly discovered that he didn't know what he looked like in Shen Shucheng's heart, nor did he know how Shen Shucheng would react when he found out that he liked him, and he didn't even know if Shen Shucheng would hate someone who liked the same sex like Cao Kefan Own.

It would be embarrassing to think that in case I spoke out my feelings rashly, but Shen Shucheng didn't like me, and the two of them would have to meet according to the school's requirements in the future.

He suddenly didn't dare.

Being able to always rely on his side in the name of a student, I should be grateful to Dade and thank God.Tian Yu even thought sadly that a person like himself with a poor family background and no talent, let alone good looks, has any qualifications to ask for more.

He could only squeeze out a smile to Shen Shucheng and said, "Mr. Shen, I just said that I'm a little hungry."

At the dinner table, Shen Shucheng peeled the prawns and put them in the Tianyu bowl, picked up a few pieces of braised pork, and gave him the biggest chicken leg, euphemistically saying that the chicken leg should be reserved for the youngest person on the table.

A chubby boy watched eagerly as Shen Shucheng snatched away the chicken leg that he was about to take down, and tears were about to come out of his eyes, so he could only whisper: "Why isn't my mentor treating me so well?"

Shen Wanjun's chopsticks stopped in mid-air, and for a moment he didn't know whether he was going to land on the green vegetable plate, or to pick up another chicken leg for this student who couldn't talk in his head.The atmosphere at the dinner table was delicate, and Tian Yu, the instigator of this incident, didn't know what to do.He thought about it, since Kong Rong gave up the pears, should he give up the chicken legs in the bowl to this brother.

But Dou Enze put the other chicken leg into his bowl as if nothing happened, and said seriously: "Then give the other chicken leg to the oldest person at the table."

The corner of the chubby boy's mouth twitched, feeling the shock of the first day of the new year.

After dinner, everyone sat in the living room and chatted, fearing that Tian Yu would be embarrassed if he couldn't get in the conversation, Shen Shucheng hurriedly asked Tian Yu to go out for a walk to digest food. While bringing the down jacket to Shen Shucheng, Dou Sikou told: "Don't ring the bell at night." Forgot to go."

After going out, Tian Yu asked Shen Shucheng, "Mr. Shen, what Professor Dou said to ring the bell is..."

Shen Shucheng was careless, saying that it is a tradition of Jiangcheng University that every year at the end of the new year, in the square of the school, Dou Enze, as one of the founders of the school, would ring the big bell standing in the center of the square.

"Want to go?" Shen Shucheng asked.

"Didn't Teacher Dou tell you to go just now?" Tian Yu asked with blinking eyes.

"If you don't want to go, I'll accompany you to the city to look at the lights and see the bustle. Anyway, there are many people who go to see the bell ringing, and I'm not the only one."

"Mr. Shen, I, I think, that, I, I want to go." Tian Yu faltered, her face flushed.

Shen Shucheng turned sideways, covered his mouth and laughed softly, thinking that freshman freshmen really like this kind of lively place, "Let's go."

After that, he took Tian Yu along the scenery along the river.

The riverside scenery belt of Jiangcheng University surrounds the Biling River, and the trees on the river bank are bare, only pines and cypresses are left with a little greenness.There are dots of starlight from the street lamps floating on the river bank, and the dense mist makes the lights of thousands of families in the distance flicker on and off.The cold air in the air entered the lungs along the nasal cavity, making Shen Shucheng shiver uncontrollably.

"Mr. Shen, if you are cold, go back first." Tian Yu gave Shen Shucheng a worried look.

Shen Shucheng still smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, I have to listen to those postgraduate students talk about things I don't understand."

Tian Yu walked beside Shen Shucheng, feeling cramped and nervous.

Shen Shucheng looked at the colorful lights hung on the sidewalks on both sides of the river and said with emotion: "It's been another year, time is not forgiving, I'm old."

Tian Yu kicked a stone under his feet, and said sullenly: "I think you are quite young."

Shen Shucheng's heart was full of joy when he said this, but he still smiled and said: "In ancient times, at my age, there were probably two or three children."

After finishing speaking, he stopped, turned his head to He Tianyu and said, "I'm tired from walking, let's take a rest."

Tian Yu put his hands on the railing along the river, watching the dark river water reflect the light of colorful lights, and the bright yellow of the winding road street lights occasionally appeared in the mountains full of dead trees on the opposite side.

"Now that I'm older, when I was young, I was really high-spirited. Now I don't have any ideals." Shen Shucheng narrowed his eyes, leaning his back against the railing and sighed.

"Mr. Shen, what did you want to do in the future when you were young?" Tian Yu poked his head over and asked foolishly.

"At that time, ha!" Shen Shuxiang thought of something interesting and laughed twice, "I just wanted to be a poet, a writer or something, and then I dreamed that all the TV shows were based on my novels. The adaptation of the TV series, at that time, I felt that it would be great to earn money and support myself by doing things I like."

"Then what happened later...why didn't you do it?" Tian Yu asked with some doubts, tilting her head.

"Hi..." Shen Shucheng raised his eyebrows mockingly, "There are so many things in life that you want to do and can't do, and things you don't want to do. How can everything be as you want?"

Life is full of unsatisfactory things, nine out of ten.

Hearing this sentence, Tian Yu nodded with a heavy heart as if she had been poked into something.

Shen Shucheng was amused by Tian Yu's serious look, he patted Tian Yu's head, squinted his eyes into crescent moons: "Hey, don't listen to me, an old man, talking about negative energy here, you are so powerful, You must be whoever you want to be.”

Tian Yu looked at Shen Shucheng's gentle gaze, which meanders into the tender water of the Biling River, and looked at the starlight of the distant city, drooping his head noncommittally.

"Xiaoyu, what kind of life do you want to live in the future?" Shen Shucheng looked at Tian Yu's frowning brows, afraid that he would still be worried about what he just said, so he approached and asked.Shen Shucheng thought that a young man who is so powerful that even his father praises him must have lofty aspirations, such as MIT, Nobel Prize or something.

"Actually, I..." Tian Yu gritted her teeth, pouted and didn't finish her sentence.

Seeing Tian Yu's unhappy look, Shen Shucheng blamed himself a bit. After all, it takes courage for a person to speak out his unattainable dream. He deliberately made his voice sound positive, saying: "It's okay, yes Ideals are a good thing, there is no shame.”

Tian Yu lowered her head and said softly, "Actually, I think I'm so vulgar."

Originally, Tian Yu just wanted to say this sentence and stop, but after speaking, the following words could not be stopped one after another: "Sometimes when I come back from self-study at night, I see tall buildings in the distance, and every house is like a small grid. There is a light on the window grille, and I am thinking, it is impossible for me to have such a small lattice one day, and a light that is on for me."

Tian Yu turned her head again and asked timidly, "Is this too extravagant, Mr. Shen, do you also think this idea is extravagant and vulgar?"

Shen Shucheng looked at Tian Yu's starry eyes, his heart felt as if he was being pricked by a needle, his throat tightened, and he didn't know what to say to comfort the ignorant young man in front of him. , it should have been whimsical, dreaming of saving the world and getting ahead.But what Tian Yu wants is just an ordinary and simple piece among the thousands of lights in the city.

But an ordinary and simple, but still feel luxurious.

Shen Shucheng could only force a smile, touched his small body, "It's not vulgar or extravagant, and I've always wanted this kind of life."

Although he knew that these were just Shen Shucheng's words to comfort himself, but it was very applicable to Tian Yu. Tian Yu pursed his lips, tilted his head, looked at the starry city, and suddenly felt that there was something more in those neon lights that he could reach. happy.

Tian Yu secretly thought, it would be even better if Teacher Shen was included in this happiness.

"Do you want to walk forward? You can see the fireworks show on the bridge ahead."

Before reaching the bridge, the fireworks show on the small island in the middle of the river in the distance began.The pink fireworks bloomed in the sky in the shape of IJC, which opened the prelude to the fireworks show, and the fiery trees and silver flowers tore the night into bright holes.Clusters of fireworks fell into Tian Yu's black eyes, illuminating his face again.

Shen Shucheng squinted his eyes to watch the fireworks in the sky, and accidentally turned around to look at Tian Yu who was raising his head.

In half a year, the youth faded away from the youthfulness when he first came, and the lines of the bones became clearer and clearer.Only then did Shen Shucheng realize that the little boy he thought was a handsome man.

With the sound of fireworks exploding, a peony jumped into the black sky, Tian Yu finally grinned his lips, turned his head and pointed at the peony in the sky and said to Shen Shucheng: "Teacher Shen, take a look, is it good?" ?”

Shen Shucheng was fascinated for a moment—excellent and handsome, with a bright future, Shen Shucheng thought, Tian Yu should be very popular, after all, he was a little bit tempted.

Shen Shucheng's pupils shrank suddenly, and he quickly turned his head to watch the fireworks, but his mind was in a mess, and he didn't know why he had such a strange idea just now.He took a deep breath and pretended nothing happened.

When the fireworks show ended, it was already eleven o'clock. Shen Shucheng looked at his watch, and walked with Tian Yu to the Ten Thousand People Plaza of Jiangcheng University.

The author has something to say: Today is a short chapter, and the Spring Festival small theater will drop.

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In the first year they were together, Dou Siko and Shen Wanjun happened to travel to Europe. After their [-]th wedding anniversary, Shen Shucheng found a lively town and booked a homestay to spend the Spring Festival with Tian Yu.

On the night of New Year's Eve, Tian Yu was still reading the latest thesis in the bedroom, a smell of meat wafted into his breath, following the scent, Shen Shucheng had already cooked a table of dishes for Tian Yu, under the warm yellow light, Shen Shucheng wore a small pink apron, and prepared a table of roast duck, braised pork with preserved vegetables, braised shrimp in oil, and roasted pig's trotters.

Tian Yu looked at the colorful dishes on the table and laughed: "Mr. Shen, do you think that I starved to death without meat in my previous life?"

Shen Shucheng put down the stewed pork ribs in his hand and took off the heat-insulating gloves, "Xiaoyu, you are still young, and you are still growing..."

"Yes, yes, yes." Tian Yu said yes, but he had another idea in his heart - he was already in his 20s, and he was growing up?I'm afraid I can only grow my body sideways.

Shen Shucheng, who guessed Tian Yu's thoughts, knocked on Tian Yu's forehead angrily, "Don't think about it."

Outside the window is the silent night and the lights of thousands of houses. The rules of the small town are loose. When it is time for dinner, the sound of firecrackers from every household is heard.

After eating, the two of them nestled on the double sofa, watching "News Network", and waiting for the next Spring Festival Gala.

"When I was young, I especially liked watching the Spring Festival Gala, because during the Spring Festival Gala, the family can get together and eat a lot of delicious food." Tian Yu put her head in Shen Shucheng's arms, and for some reason suddenly felt emotional, and started Ramble.

"Huh?" Because of the dizziness, Shen Shucheng's breathing became more and more heavy. He put his arms around Tian Yu's shoulders and rested his chin on Tian Yu's head.

"It's nothing, I just suddenly felt that it's been a long time since I've had such a warm New Year's Eve." Tian Yu buried her head deeper, as if trying to get into his heart.

Shen Shucheng patted the back of Tian Yu's head lightly, and kissed him gently on the forehead, "There will always be in the future, I will always be with you."

Tian Yu whispered "Yes" in Shen Shucheng's arms.

After staying in his warm arms for a long time, Shen Shucheng's breathing became heavy and slow, Tian Yu raised his eyelids, on the fair face above his head, there were still blue stubbles that had just been shaved, his eyes Slightly closed, the eyelashes are opened like a feather fan, and the light falls on the eyelashes, like fireworks outside the window dancing on the black night.

That year's Mid-Autumn Festival, he also looked at this face in the same way. At that time, he knew what throbbing was for the first time, but he didn't know that one day, they could be so close to each other.

Times have changed, if possible, it is better to be like this, year after year.

He gently got up from Shen Shucheng's embrace surrounded by his hands, leaned in front of him, kissed carefully and tenderly, like a pink dragonfly, quietly landed on Shen Shucheng's forehead, between his eyebrows, on his eyelashes, and down It was the wings of the nose, and finally rested on Shen Shucheng's red lips.

Just scratching the surface of the water, not daring to go deep.

The person close at hand suddenly stuck out his tongue and licked Tian Yu's lips, grinned and said with a smirk, "Xiaoyu, you've learned badly, you dare to take advantage of me while I'm asleep?"

Tian Yu's face was even more red under the fireworks blooming outside the window, he turned his face away and dared not look into Shen Shucheng's smiling eyes.

Shen Shucheng didn't let him go, "Hey, are you still embarrassed? Why didn't you feel embarrassed when you secretly kissed me just now?" As he spoke, he bent down and stuck to Tian Yu's body.

"That, that." Tian Yu wanted to hide away, but she tilted her body and fell into Shen Shucheng's arms again. With a slump in her heart, she simply stood up and put Shen Shucheng under her body, "Then what do you want?" ?”

Shen Shucheng was turned into a general, lying on the sofa, looking up at Shen Shucheng's pursed mouth, with pink clouds floating on his face, a little out of breath, he put his hands on Tian Yu's waist and exerted strength.

Tian Yu fell unsteadily on Shen Shucheng, only to hear Shen Shucheng whisper word by word, "I still want to let you kiss for a while."

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The Spring Festival is here, Shen Gong, Shen Shucheng, Tian Yu, Dou Enze, Dou Kouran, Wang Xue, Xiuyun, Dou Sike, Shen Wanjun, Tang Dong, Dong Yan, Cao Kefan wish everyone a new year!I wish every friend who sees a happy and happy new year, safe and smooth, and all wishes come true!

I also hope that I can overcome difficulties in the new year, find my own rhythm, and go on smoothly.

Even if only one person is watching, I will keep writing.

Please take a leave on the first day of the new year, thank you (?????)