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Before He Chi was 11 years old, he and Guan Xinxin lived in an apartment on Lane 2, Moon Street.

The small apartment has two bedrooms and one living room. He and Guan Xinxin live together. The location is remote and the room is not big, but it is still cozy.

Guan Xinxin doesn't go to work, and she does laundry, cooking and housework daily.He Chi was too young at that time, so he never thought about why his mother didn't have to go out to work, but their mother and son could live a carefree life.

In those few years, Guan Xinxin couldn't say that he didn't love He Chi, and Guan Xinxin would satisfy him with everything he wanted, and He Chi's food and clothing expenses were much better than those of his peers.

What Guan Xinxin said most often is——Mom treats you so well, you can’t let your mother down. When your uncle comes to our house, you have to behave well. If you behave well, your mother will reward you.

The "uncle" she was referring to was He Lei, who often visited their house, always wearing a black suit and shiny leather shoes.

He Chi liked this uncle quite a lot.Every time he came, my mother was very happy, and would give He Chi a lot of money to let him go out to play by himself. Mom and uncle had something to say at home.

He Chi took the money to call friends, invited his classmates to eat ice cream and go to the game hall, and became the most popular little brother in the kindergarten.

When he was seven years old, his uncle suddenly brought a younger brother to the house, and He Chi was not happy about it, so wouldn't he have to bring this little oil bottle with him when he went out to play?

My younger brother is more than a year younger than him. He is in poor health, short and thin, and after taking him out for a few steps, he shouted out of breath to ask his brother to carry him. Other classmates couldn't carry him, but He Chilai.

He Chi got annoyed once and didn't want to carry him, and even called him a short-legged dwarf who was in the way. He ran back to the apartment while crying, saying that his brother was a bad brother who bullied him.

Hezhou was born prematurely and was in poor health. He trembled and couldn't breathe while crying. His uncle was angry and anxious, picked up Hezhou and left. He didn't show up again for a week.

That day, Guan Xinxin beat He Chi hard with a hanger, saying that you let me down so much.

He Chi refused to accept it, held back his tears, and retorted that I did nothing wrong.

Guan Xinxin slapped him hard, saying that you made uncle unhappy because you were wrong!

After beating him, Guan Xinxin hugged him nervously and cried again, asking him to promise not to make his uncle angry in the future, and to be nice to his younger brother, and one day you will have what your younger brother has.

A week later, the younger brother came with the uncle again, and the child didn't hold any grudges, and happily followed behind his buttocks and called his elder brother back.He scolded him last time and made him cry like that. Although He Chi didn't admit it, he actually felt that what he did was wrong.

That day He Chi was very patient, leading He Zhou back and forth in the alleys of Moon Street for several rounds.

As he grows older, He Chi gradually understands the relationship between his mother and uncle. He is different from others. He has no father. His mother wants to find a new father for him. This new father also has a crying brother.

He Chi felt that this family of four was pretty good.

Until the third grade, a book corner was set up in the class, and everyone had to donate a book. His tablemate donated a "Happy Learning" magazine. He turned a few pages and saw a familiar person on it.

"Wechsler Jewelry Company donated RMB 500000 to poor mountainous areas for the construction of Wechsler Primary School. The picture shows the general manager, Ms. Wei Runan and her husband, Mr. He Lei, who came to inspect the construction situation."

The picture shows Uncle He holding a woman in his arms. His eyebrows are somewhat similar to He Zhou. The two of them took a photo with the workers on the construction site, and they looked very affectionate.

At this age, He Chi already knows some things. He also understands the meaning of words such as "third party" and "illegitimate child". He skipped class and went to the Internet cafe opposite the school. Baidu searched for "He Lei", His news is overwhelming.

"Young talent He Lei married Webster and married Webster's daughter Wei Runan", "The head of Webster said he was very satisfied with his son-in-law", "Wei Runan's sex is beta, and the pregnancy rate is low. The insider revealed that the Webster couple has been pregnant for a long time , still no results", "Uncle Wei He Lei accompanied his wife to the obstetrics and gynecology department, and Wei Runan was suspected to be pregnant"...

He Chi typed in the word "little three" in the search bar, and all the videos that came out were videos of beating a little three in the street in a certain place. He just clicked on one, and the women in it were stripped naked and lying on the street, being beaten and kicked. , the onlookers looked contemptuously.

The person who took the video grabbed the woman's hair and forced her to raise her head. In a daze, He Chi felt that she and Guan Xinxin looked somewhat similar.

He was startled, and immediately turned off the video, his heart beating non-stop.

Later, he went to the commissary to buy a pack of Hongtashan, hid in the garage behind the school, and smoked his first cigarette.

He wanted Guan Xinxin to sever ties with He Lei, begged and quarreled, Guan Xinxin cried hoarsely every time, saying that she knew what she did was wrong, but she couldn't help it, she didn't even finish reading , she's just a useless Omega, she can't live without her Alpha.

After crying for a while, she wiped away her tears, and continued to wait for He Lei's occasional visit with gentleness and obedience.

He Chi's rebellious period came earlier than the average person. He started smoking, fighting, skipping classes and sleeping in Internet cafes. The more Guan Xinxin asked him to be an excellent son, the more he would go in the opposite direction.

He Zhou doesn't understand anything, he is so well protected, even the TV he usually watches and the books he reads are carefully selected, he likes his father to take him out, other kids don't like to play with him, only his elder brother can take him out. he plays.

Sometimes he deliberately swears at He Zhou, telling him not to come again, and He Zhou pitifully keeps silent

He Chi didn't know how to face He Zhou. On the one hand, he was his own blood brother, and on the other hand, he always had a secret sense of guilt towards He Zhou.

"this is not your fault."

Su Xing sat on the sofa, and He Chi lay his head on his lap.He put one hand on He Chi's head and stroked it gently.

He Chi smiled bitterly, and said, "I know, but I just..."

He knew it wasn't his fault, but he still couldn't face his identity, couldn't let go of his guilt.Guan Xinxin was his biological mother, who he had depended on in that small apartment since he was a child. She had done many wrong things, and giving birth to him was one of them. His birth was a mistake.

He Chi has been rebellious for many years, until now.

At the beginning, He Lei hated iron and steel, calling him a "trash" and "scum", but after knowing that he was a beta, he completely gave up on him.It was He Chi's goal to make He Lei angry and make Guan Xinxin suffer. He could gain some comfort from it, as if he had won a short-term victory in this struggle.

On the one hand, he regards himself as a tool to punish He Lei and Guan Xinxin, and on the other hand, he is eager to get rid of this deformed family, but Guan Xinxin still clings to him tightly.

He Chi touched his pocket subconsciously, wanting to smoke, Su Xing took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the coffee table, and handed it to He Chi.

He Chi remembered that Su Xing didn't like the smell of smoke in the room, so he shook his head.

"and after?"

Su Xing lit the cigarette with a lighter, put it to his lips and sucked it, and then handed it to He Chi.

He Chi didn't refuse this time, he took the cigarette, took a big drag, and pressed the end of the cigarette into the ashtray to stub it out.

"The matter of my mother was discovered later. Wei Runan once followed He Lei with He Zhou, speeding in the wrong direction on a one-way street, and there was a car accident. She died after rescue failed, and He Zhou had her leg amputated."

He Chi closed his eyes, Su Xing covered He Chi's eyes with his palm, He Chi sighed lightly, grabbed Su Xing's hand and placed it on his chest.

"Maybe He Lei had been expecting her to die a long time ago, and brought my mother close to the He family a month later. The old man was very angry, but he didn't dare to break his face with He Lei. At that time, half of the company was already in He Lei's hands. He The only requirement is that Webster must belong to Hezhou. He is worried that I am an Alpha and will pose a threat to Hezhou in the future. In order to stay with He Lei, my mother asked me to..."

He Chi didn't continue, but Su Xing already understood.

After a pause for a few seconds, He Chi continued, in a very low voice: "Plus He Zhou also agreed to my mother's living in..."

"Your brother..." Su Xing frowned, "Agreed?"

"Hmm. He probably wanted to torture us. He hung his mother's photo on the wall, and there are some in his room..." He Chi thought about his words, "Stranger things, incense burners, pewter coins, etc. .”

Su Xing patted He Chi's chest lightly and said, "Don't be afraid, I will protect you."

He Chi smiled, opened his eyes and looked at Su Xing, and said, "How can I be afraid? It's my mother who is afraid. Wei Runan's last words before she died said that she would always open her eyes and look at my mother. how……"

"Don't be afraid," Su Xing interrupted him, looking into He Chi's eyes, and said seriously, "I will protect you."

The expression on He Chi's face froze for a moment, and soon, he raised the corners of his lips, pressed Su Xing's hand tightly on his chest, and said, "I was discovered by you. Actually, I'm still a little scared..."

He is afraid that life will end in such endless struggle; he is afraid that the night is too dark, but the sunshine will not come.

Su Xing felt He Chi's heartbeat slightly faster under his palm, he bent down and kissed He Chi's forehead.

"Don't be afraid from now on," Su Xing said to him, "I'll hit seven of them one by one, and drive the bad guys away."

A smile appeared in He Chi's eyes, he held Su Xing's hand and put it to his lips.

No matter how dark the night is, there are stars.

In the evening, Su Xing stayed at He Chi's place.

Aside from that chaotic rut, this was the first time they'd shared a bed.

The room was very warm, the curtains were tightly closed, and in the darkness, He Chi hugged Su Xing's waist tightly from behind.

It was the first time that Su Xing shared a bed with someone else, and he felt uncomfortable all over, but He Chi stuck to him again. He twisted his body, trying to break He Chi's hand wrapped around his waist, but He Chi's hand was strong. Very big, Su Xing said helplessly: "You let go."

He Chi hummed and groaned, and hugged Su Xing even tighter: "It's so cold, you can't loosen it, you have to hug it to be warm."

"I can't sleep with you like this." Su Xing sighed.

"If you can't sleep, don't sleep," He Chi gently bit the back of Su Xing's neck, hinting in a low voice, "Do something else?"

There was a sweet and secret peppermint aroma from the glands, He Chi almost greedily absorbed Su Xing's smell, and his tiger teeth rubbed gently on his delicate skin.

Su Xing slowly curled up his toes.

He Chi suddenly turned over, pressed on top of Su Xing, put his hands on the sides of Su Xing's shoulders, stared at him and asked, "Did you spray medicine today?"

Su Xing said, "I called the night before yesterday."

"No wonder," He Chi rubbed his crotch lightly on Su Xing's body, "I can smell it."

"What is the taste?"

"My taste, I got it last time."

Su Xing's cheeks became hot: "Nonsense, how long has it been since last time?"

"The taste is weak, and I will add a little more today."

He Chi lowered his head abruptly and kissed Su Xing. The kiss was very urgent. He Chi couldn't wait to break into Su Xing's lips and attack the city.

From this kiss, Su Xing felt He Chi's deep anxiety and uncertainty. He told Su Xing everything that was difficult for him to face, which was equivalent to cutting open his heart and putting the softest part in his hands. .

Su Xing put one hand around He Chi's back, and the other hand slid down He Chi's chest until it slipped into He Chi's loose pajama pants, holding his hot organ.

He Chi froze, gasping for breath and raised his head.

Su Xing slowly started to move his hands, and said with a light smile, "Make up for your taste, and you will belong to me from now on."

He Chi didn't speak, just stared at him.

He lifted his head and sucked He Chi's Adam's apple, and said vaguely but firmly: "I will take over you from now on. Whether you are good or bad, I will decide."

He Chi let out a hoarse "um" from his throat.

"Everything about you is under my control, including your body and the future."