Pretend to B

"I always feel that your clothes are too big, or I'll buy them... What's wrong with you?"

Su Xing wore He Chi's white shirt and a black knitted vest. The sleeves were too long and the neckline was loose. The vest was worn over the oversized shirt, so it was not neatly worn.

He opened the door and stopped after taking a few steps.

The glass door of the balcony was open, He Chi looked gloomy, leaning against the door to smoke, the ash fell all over the floor.

Seeing Su Xing come out, He Chi immediately threw the unfinished half of a cigarette into the laundry sink, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and quickly hid the excess gloom in his eyes.

"My Teacher Su is so handsome." He Chi strode forward, straightened Su Xing's shirt collar, rolled the sleeves to his wrists for him, smoothed the hem, and looked at him carefully for a while with his chin propped up. Wei commented satisfactorily: "It seems to be a bit too big, dressed like a little dwarf. But it's not very obvious, it can still be worn, turn around and let me see."

Su Xing didn't miss any subtle emotional changes in He Chi, he obediently let He Chi play on him, and asked with a frown, "Are you all right?"

A bell rang suddenly, and the cell phone that He Chi had thrown on the coffee table vibrated.

"Your phone..."

Before Su Xing could finish speaking, He Chi took a step and stood in front of him, covered Su Xing's ears, lowered his head and kissed him, and thrust his tongue into his mouth arbitrarily and stirred, the strong smell of nicotine was as domineering and presumptuous as his master. It spread between the lips and teeth.

Su Xing doesn't like the smell of cigarettes, and He Chi usually doesn't kiss him after smoking, but this time he was very tough, he took the tip of Su Xing's tongue and sucked it hard, as if he wanted to pour the smell of himself on Su Xing without reservation. .

His canine tooth scraped against Su Xing's lower lip, Su Xing suffered from pain, took a short breath, and made a small "hissing" sound.

He Chi paused for a moment, aware of his gaffe, let go of his hands in annoyance, and let go of the person in his arms.

Su Xing didn't let him run away, and tiptoed to catch up with him, sticking to his lips, licking the seam of He Chi's lips with the tip of his tongue comfortingly.

The depression in He Chi's heart was calmed down by Su Xing little by little.

"Record the video tomorrow, is that okay?" He rubbed Su Xing's lower lip with his thumb, and there were still some shiny water stains on it.

"Okay, no rush." ​​Su Xing looked at him with a gentle expression, and there was no doubt or dissatisfaction in his eyes, all of which were frank, unreserved trust and dependence.

With Su Xing watching like this, He Chi felt a puddle of warm water swaying in his heart, no matter how strong his armor was, it was softened by this puddle.

"Suddenly something happened, I have to go to my mother."

Su Xing didn't ask anything, just nodded and said, "Okay."

He Chi sighed softly, pressed his forehead, and said in a low voice, "Wait for me at home, okay?"

Su Xing held He Chi's little finger and shook it, then clasped his fingers tightly.

"Okay, I'm not going anywhere, just at our house, waiting for you to come back."

The old man is in a private hospital on the outskirts of the city, far away from the city, quiet and secluded.

This is not the first time he has had an accident. He was admitted to the hospital for emergency treatment last year due to cerebral hemorrhage, and underwent minimally invasive brain surgery.After all, he is old. His wife passed away early 20 years ago, and his only daughter passed away a few years ago, leaving only a grandson with disabled legs.The old man's shopping mall has been ups and downs all his life. It looks tough, but in reality it is like rotten dead wood, and the inside has been hollowed out long ago.

The person has been temporarily rescued and is lying in the intensive care unit, not completely out of danger.According to the doctor, the next week is crucial, if you survive it, you will be safe and sound, if you can’t, you will die.

It was already evening when He arrived late, Guan Xinxin, He Zhou, and a few cronies who took care of the old man were standing outside the ward. He Lei was busy with a big deal in a neighboring province and couldn't come back.

He Zhou sat quietly in the wheelchair, with a black blanket on his lap, one hand kept picking at the fingers of the other——He Zhou had this habit since he was a child, his happiness and unhappiness were all written on his face, and he was anxious He just loves to pick his hands. He Chi told him several times when he was a child, but he just couldn't change it.After that car accident, He Zhou became like an artificial intelligence, every expression on his face was carefully calculated and adjusted by the brain, and He Chi never saw his hand-picking gesture again.

I haven't seen him for a few months, and He Zhou has become haggard, his face is pale, his hair has grown, and his eyelashes are hanging down halfway, like a lifeless puppet.

When He Chi came, He Zhou reacted a bit and raised his eyes to stare at him for a while.He was extremely abnormal today, he didn't deliberately get close to He Chi, but just stared at him without saying a word, his eyes were bloodshot, and there was no emotion in his eyes.

The others stood beside He Zhou, turning a blind eye to He Chi.

He Chi ignored them and walked straight to Guan Xinxin.

Guan Xinxin was sitting on a bench beside her, her posture was a bit cramped, her hands were on her knees, her presence was low.

"Mom, are you okay?" He Chi squatted halfway and called to her.

Seeing He Chi's arrival, Guan Xinxin seemed to be leaning on her. She held onto He Chi's hand, opened her mouth, looked at the crowd vigilantly, and shook her head hesitantly.

When He Chi sat beside her, Guan Xinxin seemed to be relieved at last, her tense body relaxed, she rested her head on her son's solid shoulder, and even suppressed the sound of her breathing to a minimum.

In fact, Guan Xinxin didn't need to be so careful, because no one paid any attention to the mother and son sitting in the corner.

Not long after, the nanny pushed He Zhou out to eat, and the wheelchair passed in front of him, and He Chi saw that He Zhou's left index finger was scratched, and the nails were stained with dark bloodstains.

The old man's accident should have dealt a heavy blow to Hezhou. He lost his mother and his legs, and only one grandfather could support him.

He Chi had no contact with the old man, let alone feelings, he couldn't empathize with He Zhou, and he didn't care about other people.

He patted Guan Xinxin on the shoulder and said, "Mom, you can go back. There are people here to take care of you, so you are not needed."

He Zhou got into the elevator, Guan Xinxin watched the elevator door close completely, then dragged He Chi to the corridor, and whispered: "I can't leave, your father is not here, I have to watch for him, otherwise people will gossip about him. Besides, Xiaozhou is also here, so I can't leave, I have to take care of him, otherwise your father will be unhappy."

With Guan Xinxin's status, it was really embarrassing to be in front of the old man's hospital bed.

But she only has her Alpha in her heart. He Lei needs her to be a good wife and mother, and she is impeccable.

He Chi was already tired after all these years, his lips moved, and in the end he didn't try to persuade Guan Xinxin any more, he just said, "Then I'm leaving, it's useless for me to stay."

Guan Xinxin held He Chi's hand tightly, and said quickly in a low voice, "I asked the doctor, and he said that the old man has already run out of oil and his lights are dry. He probably won't be able to die. If he dies..."

"Mom!" He Chi sternly stopped her, grabbed her shoulders and pushed her against the wall, staring into her eyes, and said seriously, "Can you be more sober? What are you thinking?"

"Xiao Chi!" Guan Xinxin had never been treated so roughly by her son, she said with a trembling voice, "If he dies, the company will belong to your father, and we mother and son don't have to be so wronged... It's gone He, you don't need to pretend to be beta anymore, if your father knows that you are an Alpha, he will definitely cultivate you well, and the He family will be yours from now on..."

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and there were even tears in her eyes.

He Chi stared at Guan Xinxin in disbelief, and interrupted her: "The He family is not yours, nor mine, and He Lei is not yours either. You stole him, and now you My life is all fake..."

"Shut up! Mom knows I'm sorry for you. I let you pretend to be a beta for a reason," Guan Xinxin said anxiously, "Hezhou is better than you only in birth, what other points can he compare to you? He is just a useless person, as long as The old man is gone, these are all yours..."

"I don't want it." He Chi stared at her, and said word by word, "I don't fucking want any of this."

"You don't even want your mother anymore?!" Guan Xinxin slapped He Chi hard on the face, and finally couldn't restrain his anger, and growled at him, "I only have your son! You don't even want me?!"

There was a fiery tingling sensation on his cheek, He Chi took two steps back, took a deep breath, and said calmly, "I will take you along."

"I won't leave!" Guan Xinxin retorted immediately, "I can't leave your father, how can I live without him? You can't leave either! I'm your mother! I gave birth to you and raised you, so you can't leave!"

"You gave birth to me and raised me," He Chi's teeth were trembling, he clenched his fist and said with difficulty, "It's all because of that man of yours..."

In fact, he had known this for a long time, but he had been unwilling to admit it.

Guan Xinxin leaned against the wall, trembling all over, muttering: "You were born by me, who else can I rely on but you, you can't go..."

A sense of powerlessness swept over his body, exhausted He Chi, took a deep look at Guan Xinxin, turned his head and left from the stairs.

Guan Xinxin calmed down, took out a small mirror from the pocket of her expensive coat, carefully wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and when she stepped out of the corridor, her pupils suddenly tightened, and He Zhou was still in the corridor!

"Xiao...Xiaozhou," Guan Xinxin asked, "Didn't you go to eat?"

"The elevator is malfunctioning." He Zhou looked up at her with a calm expression, "Auntie, please carry me downstairs."

He Chi took a taxi back to the apartment. It was a nearly two-hour drive. The driver was afraid that he would be bored, so he tried every means to talk to him.

He Chi was indeed tired. He leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes. The driver saw in the rearview mirror that the guest was young and handsome, but his face was tired, with some sharp hostility on his body.

The driver guessed that he had encountered some difficult problem, so he shut his mouth wisely.

On the way, Su Xing sent him a WeChat message and forwarded a message from the official account, titled "Annual Sand Sculpture News Collection, My Stomach Hurts From Laughing".

After a few seconds, he sent another message.

Star: I've seen it, it's really funny.

Before He Chi clicked on the sand sculpture news collection, a smile appeared in his eyes.Su Xing never wastes time looking at these things, the little guy didn't know where he found them just to amuse him.

He Chi leaned his head against the car window, the night outside the window was thick, but luckily there were his stars, and he loved him clumsily and vigorously.

When turning the corner, the driver noticed that the passenger in the back seat had a gentle expression on his face, looking at the phone with a smile on his lips, and the gloom from just now disappeared.He turned on the turn signal and asked casually, "Boyfriend?"

"Well, my boyfriend."

The driver didn't expect that the person who had been indifferent just now would reply to his words, and he couldn't stop the conversation once he opened it. He comforted him and said in a tone of someone who had experienced it: "Young man, you want to open up when you encounter anything, think about it more. Those who care about you, what's the big deal!"

Hearing the driver's nagging all the way, when he got downstairs, he looked up and saw the light on the window on the third floor, and He Chi felt a little warmth.

Opening the door of the house, the rice cooker was plugged in, and the unused bone soup from the hot pot at noon was warmed up, and the aroma was overflowing.

Su Xing was sitting on the sofa reading a book, covered with a small quilt.

Hearing the voice, he looked up: "I'm back."

He Chi didn't even have time to change his slippers, he closed the door behind his back, strode to the sofa, half-kneeled on the ground, and hugged Su Xing even with the quilt.

The unfinished book fell to the ground with a "slap", Su Xing was stunned for a moment, hugged He Chi back, and said with a smile, "I can't breathe anymore."

He Chi hugged him even tighter when he heard this, buried his head in his neck and took a deep breath: "I miss you so much, we've been apart for too long."

"Pretentious," Su Xing laughed at him, "It's only a few hours."

"It's been long enough," He Chi said, "It's too cold outside, I can't stand the cold."

Su Xing had seen adults coaxing children on TV, imitating them, patted He Chi's back lightly, and said, "The soup is ready, eat, I'm so hungry."

Su Xing fried two vegetables with the leftover ingredients at noon. He Chi held the bowl and drank a large bowl of hot soup in one gulp.

He put down the bowl and looked at Su Xing.

His little champion is shrouded in warm yellow light, his whole body is soft, his eyelashes, slightly raised corners of eyes, tear moles, tiny fluff on his cheeks, fair neck, well-shaped collarbones... .

He Chi stared at Su Xing almost obsessively. For a moment, he even wanted to take Su Xing away. He didn't care about anything and left here.

In literary terms, it's called elopement.

This ridiculous thought only appeared in his mind for a short moment before being interrupted. Su Xing put a piece of corn in his bowl: "Eat less meat."

He Chi picked up the corn and took a bite, then suddenly said: "Actually, I'm an illegitimate child, my mother...maybe doesn't love me."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he was taken aback.

He just felt too tired, and it happened that such soft lights and soft lovers were too easy for people to let go of their guards.

He Chi didn't dare to look at Su Xing. He never thought of showing his vulnerable side in front of Su Xing. He always regarded Su Xing as a precious treasure. He wanted to be Su Xing's armor. He had to be strong enough to protect his body. Star.

He wasn't sure how Su Xing would react, and he was even more afraid of seeing an expression of disgust and disgust on his face.

The air was quiet for a while, Su Xing said: "Coincidentally, my biological mother doesn't love me either, and she won't want me once I'm born. I was carried by my mother."

He filled a bowl of soup, and the sound of the spoon colliding with the pot wall was particularly crisp.

"Looking at it this way," Su Xing smiled at him, "We are a perfect match."

The corners of He Chi's mouth rose slowly.

They are also a good match, because Su Xing is also his armor.