[Comprehensive] Why am I not dead yet?

...so subtle.

This feeling of "feeling" the beating of one's own heart through other people's bodies is really rare.

Lian Su was hugged by him silently, looking away from his back.

She actually wanted to ask why Merlin appeared here?If it is used as a heroic spirit against Warcraft, Merlin may be very useful, but it is definitely not the best choice.

She is aware of her own strength, as well as the power of Gilgamesh. The clairvoyance possessed by the wise king of Babylon can see the future of this world, so she believes that the other party will not deal with these things by herself, and even seal the king key with her own power. She has his reasons for stirring up the entire country; what she has to do is not to ask and question, but to prepare the king for the next step he needs.

As for better options?

As long as Wang doesn't choose that path, then she doesn't think about it, it's a very simple reason.

But why Merlin?

Like myself, a court magician with crown qualifications, why did he choose to summon him here at such a busy time?Does it need some of his abilities?

After all, she knows all the magic tricks that Merlin knows, and she has a deep understanding of the entire Uruk and the Warcraft front. From the perspective of a magician, Lian Su is much more useful than Merlin who just arrived here; The magic one.

What other abilities can Merlin use?

Well, probably only the ability of the succubus is left.

——I really can’t think of anyone who is worthy of having a crown-level magician like Merlin come here in person. The purpose is just to put the opponent into a deep sleep, so in terms of pure force level, it may be a character that Gilgamesh doesn’t want to confront directly. , There is no way to talk to the king directly about this kind of thing. Based on her understanding, Gilgamesh either doesn’t take care of herself at all, or directly uses an excuse that is not valid at all but can be said very confidently. Instead of looking for Gilgamesh Mei Shi asked to understand the situation, it would be better to start with Merlin directly.

The next thing to investigate is what the degree of this deep sleep is.

Lian Su narrowed her eyes, raised her hand and put it on Merlin's back.

Sure enough, the man who was holding her so hard just now that he wanted to strangle her ribs suddenly let go of his arms and withdrew her from his arms, even Su's hand on his back naturally fell was pulled away.

Merlin had lingering fear on his face, his eyes were still red when he stared at her, and against his handsome face, there was an unexpected sense of fragile beauty.

Lian Su rolled her eyes and smiled happily.

"You know Merlin...Although you say you don't want to, you will still try your best to do it when you encounter a job that should be done. This is the reason why I liked you in the first place."

She slowly withdrew her hand and squatted down in front of Merlin again, resting her chin with her palm, and tapped her cheek with her fingertips.

"Your heart is beating my heart, so it's too easy to perceive what kind of feelings you have now... The moment I put my hand on your back just now, your reaction is completely It made me fear unexpectedly. It’s so strange, Merlin... It’s okay to think that even if I cut out your heart, isn’t it? Of course, if it’s you, you can’t be said to be timid and afraid of death. In this age, you haven’t yet Born, so it can rarely appear in the form of a heroic spirit, even if death is ultimately a return to Avalon, excluding death, only the issue of consciousness remains.”

Lian Su smiled with crooked eyebrows, her gentle tone and patient expression made her look very talkative.

Merlin swallowed reflexively, and shrank back subconsciously.

——What controlled him instantly was the deep-rooted fear of his childhood sweetheart, accompanied by his growth, and the nightmare-like terrifying smile that never stopped until the two parted ways.

Lian Su clamped his chin suddenly, and stared straight into the depths of his eyes.

"——Tell me, Merlin." She suppressed all the corners of her mouth, and lowered her voice expressionlessly: "Who is the person who makes you fear that 'consciousness will be stopped'? Merlin? Are you controlling who will not wake up? Are you so afraid of even momentary cessation of consciousness?"

"Wei, Vivienne..." Merlin tremblingly raised his hands to his sides, biting his tongue for fear of pain, the dream demon's white chin had already been pinched with red marks, this time the pain was so painful that tears were about to fall out. , "Take it easy, take it easy! And you can ask King Gilgamesh about this kind of thing! It's not that I don't want to tell you, it's just that Gilgamesh's order is not allowed to tell you directly!"

Lian Suyiyan let go of her hand, and the lapis lazuli chain on her wrist jingled again, "It would be great if I could ask directly... But for some reason, the king kept it from me." She suddenly changed the subject.

"...Huh?" Merlin, who was rubbing his chin, was taken aback when he heard the words, the hand on his chin also stopped moving, and looked at Lian Su, who was holding his chin with a bored expression.

“I’m not allowed to do work, and I’m not allowed to understand things. I’m wearing this on my hand. As long as Gilgamesh doesn’t allow me, I can’t go anywhere. Even if the place where I’m imprisoned is the king’s bedroom, it’s still no different from a prison... ..." Her distressed expression made Merlin feel sour that he couldn't restrain himself.

"Vivian...do you really like King Gilgamesh?"

"Well, I like it." Without the slightest hesitation, Lian Su nodded her head very simply, "But it's different from the feelings I had for Merlin at the beginning, after all, I have already dug out the heart of my lover...to put it bluntly. Ah, maybe Merlin's words can be understood? An old saying in a certain country, "a scholar dies for his confidant"?——I am very happy that it was used correctly. In terms of this alone, he did a very good job. "

Merlin smiled wryly: "...Don't say that, Vivian, I was just afraid that you would be injured after going to the battlefield, and what Artoria meant was that I hoped you would stay away from that world—do not worry about being an ordinary girl. Okay? You know that Artoria likes you very much, and it’s already very clear that a person like her will come here to reprimand me for your occasional reticence, right?"

"Wrong, Merlin."

"I have become a sacrifice of the kingdom, a lonely king who blindly seeks dedication and does not expect or desire the response of others - what I am disgusted with is this kind of Al, or the Al who was trained to be like this intentionally or unintentionally." Lian Su retorted coldly: "But don't get me wrong, what I'm questioning is not Al's kingly way, but her ideals and your way of training are not in line with the British at that time... To put it another way, What I hate is your attitude towards the child's education and initial disregard, well, it's okay to say that I started to be disappointed in you at that time."

Listening to her understatement, Merlin's eyelashes trembled slightly.

"Because the initial choice and education method were wrong, everything the child endured during the growth process became a matter of course... So in this regard, I will not sympathize. If Al chooses to accept and understand, then I will Just make the same choice as her."

When Lian Su said this, he suddenly clicked his tongue.

"Ah... When I met you, I couldn't help thinking of the bad past. I hated and hated... At first, I couldn't remember many things in my mind, but after you appeared, I subconsciously pushed the spirit foundation. With the speed of my second coming, I ended up thinking of many things that I shouldn't have thought of... If it comes to the degree of disgust, Merlin, you can still be in the top position with me."

The stories she experienced and watched as Vivienne have become her past, and now standing here is one of the courtiers of the king of Uruk, appearing here in order to understand the things that troubled the king, seeking a little understanding The clues try to find a solution.

However, Gilgamesh prevented all her actions.

Did those clairvoyant eyes detect something in advance before she reacted?

In fact, until she came back from Ur, she didn't know what the reason for her appearance in this era was—in the past, she could more or less get the clues in the shortest time, even if she was suddenly thrown into a certain world And open up to her openly.

Not here.

Is she going to try and conduct some small experiments to think about the possibility of saving the Age of Gods like she did in the past?But now is the society of the Age of Gods, Lian Su is willing to stand on Gilgamesh's side at this moment;

So is it destroying humanity?However, as a crowned heroic spirit, she signed a contract with Gaia. She is neither a pure guardian of human law nor a defender of theocracy. The possibility she seeks is the balance between gods and humans.

This was the first time that two directions that should not have appeared at the same time appeared in front of her.

Is it God or man?

【Greed, sadness, resentment, hatred, jealousy...how ugly and hopeless human beings are, these emotions are endless curses, conscious human beings will eventually destroy themselves.

But different from the other way, she chose to seek the future of the Age of Gods without destroying mankind, seeking an excellent balance. 】

On this basis, her position is extremely delicate - Lian Su's nature is an unintentional person, no matter how strong the feelings are to her now, it's just like watching a movie that empathizes with her, and the show ends. , the feelings accumulated before will naturally dissipate.

The heart-digging action is not so much for revenge on Merlin, but rather because Lian Su vaguely felt a certain [possibility] of herself——

If my obsession with not being able to court love continues to expand at will under the premise of repeated failures, it may lead to a very bad future.

——Love that is too heavy and strong can kill, just like Qing Ji's love for her, like King Arthur's subjects for their king, or King Arthur's love for the country and the people for himself.

These loves, kill them.

Lian Su knew this better than anyone else.

So before that future happens... let her kill it with her own hands.

Lian Su stared at Merlin, rigidly staring at him until hairs all over his body.

Then, she smiled at him very sweetly.

"...Well, the crown-qualified magician appeared here, but my king still didn't seem to relax at all. In fact, it already shows the problem." She reached out and grabbed a strand of hair hanging on Merlin's chest, and slowly increased the weight. Gained strength.

The Flower Magician let out a miserable cry.

"Merlin, can you sneak away with me?" Lian Su grabbed his hair and said in a calm tone: "Anyway, Gilgamesh suddenly charged me with a crime, and I was a little angry, so I took the opportunity to run away." It’s good to go out and let him know how painful working overtime is, you can go out for a walk with me, and I’ll make you sweet cakes when you come back.”

"...Speaking of which, I've always been curious."

"Ok?"

"The two of us chatted for so long, did Gilgamesh not respond?"

"I learned magic from you~" Lian Su said with a smile, she snapped her fingers, and the lapis lazuli chain on her wrist fell to the ground, and Merlin stared at the lapis lazuli chain on the ground silently for a while , slowly raised his head: "Vivian, isn't your magic power more terrifying than King Gilgamesh?"

"That's not true." Lian Su pinched the chain with two fingers and shook it, and then touched a hard thorn of some kind of monster from the cuff, and said to Merlin frankly: "This chain is magical from a magic point of view. It’s true that it’s unbreakable from a physical point of view, but from a physical point of view...it’s very easy to handle.”

Merlin: "..."

Merlin: "You have learned a lot of strange things, so, King Gilgamesh...?"

Lian Su: "Asleep!!! I piled up the clay boards for work next to him, and Siduri also promised me to stop her when I wake up tomorrow morning, let's go while Jill is sleeping!"