[Comprehensive] Why am I not dead yet?

It has been more than three months since the day Lian Su left.

During this period, Zhao Zheng still just maintained the peaceful life before, without any disturbances, and he just avoided the provocations and harassments and did not confront them.Before Lian Su left, he left not only those spiritual fruits and hair knot jade pendants, but also a small bag of Zhao Guo coins that Bai Qi gave her to buy her favorite little things.

He didn't hand over the bag of coins to Zhao Ji, but found a safe place to hide it secretly. Anyway, Zhao Ji didn't care much about him on weekdays, and most of the time he paid attention to him was only a few words on his lips. Just talking——After Zhao Zheng came back, his temperament became calmer and matured a lot. Because of the knot in his previous life and the mentality of an adult, his relationship with his mother was gradually alienated. Recently, Zhao Ji didn't even care about cooking every day. It's Zhao Zheng's share.

Today's Zhao Zheng is too independent, Zhao Ji is used to him taking care of herself, and doesn't need to care about herself.

In this regard, Zhao Zheng didn't even bother to offer a sneer, and accepted the fact very calmly.

Fortunately, the bag of money that Lian Su sent is really not a small amount - I have lived in Ghost Valley for a long time, and the people inside don't know much about the prices of the outside world. He didn't really understand the value, so he just felt that there were not enough coins in this bag.In fact, it was enough for Zhao Zheng to live a little more comfortably for quite a long time, and take good care of his body just in case.

The people of Qin have admired martial arts since ancient times, and the whole country admires military merits. Now Zhao Zheng can only subsist on food and clothing, let alone exercise, and even fights with children of his age. Returning to Qin with such a weak body, not to mention inheriting the throne, maybe the first thing that greets him is the disgust from his father.

——Speaking of his father being a different person, he had to mention his biological mother, Zhao Ji.

Zhao Ji's background is not good, she was Lu Buwei's concubine first, a beautiful dancer in Handan City, when she was just the right age, she was given to another person as a gift as one of the objects to win over others. It is impossible to have no hatred or resentment in my heart, and most of the feelings with other people are disgusted. Fortunately, the other person's mouth is sweet enough, and Zhao Ji gave birth to his eldest son later, so he was rejected by the other person. Mentioned as Mrs.

But not long after that, Yiren fled back to Qin in a hurry. Although Zhao Zheng was the eldest son, Yiren often teased this son on weekdays to look like a loving father and filial son, but to Yiren, this son was not like that. No, it is really necessary.

At this moment, Zhao Zheng is just a babbling child, and the most valuable thing on him is just the title of eldest son. Coupled with the background of his biological mother Zhao Ji, her speech and behavior are really not dignified. , Most of the time, she still still has the style of a charming dancer. She is used to currying favor with men, and there is always an indescribable enchanting aura in her gestures. She has none of it.

——Yu Qing, the other person took a fancy to Zhao Ji at that time, one was to pass an olive branch to Lu Buwei, expressing that he agreed to show his favor, and at the same time, he really took a fancy to Zhao Ji's young beauty, which led to Zhao Ji Originally, she was not the official wife that the Ming media was marrying, but a concubine who was given to a foreigner, without even a wedding.

Who can tell the true and false feelings of a woman who serves in Israel?

But Zhao Ji herself couldn't figure it out, this woman was reluctant when she was sent, and she often showed a vague nostalgia for the old love in the future, even if the stranger didn't say it, she was unhappy in her heart.

If we talk about the relationship between husband and wife between these two, is there any?

It would be a lie to say that there are none at all; but if there are, there are really not many.

——Yu Li, over the years, Yiren has used the money Lu Buwei subsidized him to entertain guests and make friends with nobles. Zhao Ji can only be said to be reluctant to take care of the children, and more thoughts are still on how to please Yiren to ensure that he will not be caught. Abandoned above.

To the outside world, Zhao Ji was born as a dancer, and what she has learned the most over the years is the method of flattering and inviting pets. When other people are busy strengthening their strength and expanding their horizons, this woman can be said to be completely helpless—she is the most It's the beauty and dancing skills that make the move, but even if the foreigner is a proton, he is a queen of the royal family of Qin, asking the wife of a royal son to dance to please when she goes out to receive guests?

... Yiren still can't afford to lose that person.

Therefore, when the stranger was running away, the man did not hesitate to leave Zhao Ji, mother and son behind.

Beautiful young women are valuable in this day and age, but they are also worthless.The only thing Zhao Ji is really valuable is that face, otherwise Lu Buwei would not have given it away casually. If she had a useful brain, Lu Buwei would have kept it for herself; The problem, as long as his fertility is still there, he doesn't need to worry about heirs.

Zhao Ji was first given to another strange man by her original man Lu Buwei because of a word from a stranger. She had been resentful in her heart all these years; So the original tenderness was completely worn away.

These three or five times of tossing and tossing have more or less affected her xinxing. You must know that when Zhao Ji was by Lu Buwei's side, she was loved and loved every day. Worrying, but as soon as the other person left, Zhao Ji's life fell from the sky to the ground in an instant. She lived a life of relying on others for the rest of her life. Right now, there is not even a transition that directly throws her into the mud. Even if she is a Iron Man couldn't bear it either.

What's more, Zhao Ji is not a strong and tenacious temperament.

Facing the current situation, she has no other reaction except crying and complaining every day. Even though she has a son beside her, she has never thought about self-reliance. The first reaction was also worried that since those people would hate his son because of the stranger, they might also hate themselves.

——The way she looked at her son sometimes even brought fear and a trace of disgust that she didn't realize.

At the beginning, Zhao Zheng didn't realize the fear hidden deep in Zhao Ji's heart, and tried to get close to his mother again and again, and endured it even at the worst time, until he confirmed the woman's innermost feelings. , probably never regarded him as a child she needed to love and cherish.

Zhao Zheng was a wrong result for this woman.

Lu Buwei's hypocrisy is wrong, it is wrong to dedicate her to another person, it is wrong to have a child with another person, it is wrong to be abandoned by another person, and it is even wrong for a son to ignore his mother after he ascended the throne——

Once again, the last layer of thin veil he had cast on Zhao Ji because of his hazy childhood memories was finally torn off by him.

At night, Zhao Zheng huddled on the straw mat in the corner and prepared to sleep. The half-grown boy was covered with only a thin quilt. The night wind was cold, and the only way he could keep warm was to rub his hands together and try his best to form a ball. .

Even if he is a genius, it is impossible for him to remember all the memories of his childhood clearly. For an adult, the things that impressed him most should be those things in his adulthood. At this moment, he still has to be distracted thinking about how to pretend to be a real child and hide it from Zhao Ji's eyes, so as not to be regarded as some evildoer because he is too old-the Qin and Zhao countries have enmity. Life in the country is not too good, if you really meet a stupid guy who insists that he is a monster and wants to kill him, he has no way to refute and no one can count on, so don't be afraid of ten thousand, just in case, everyone Zhao Zheng still acts cautiously most of the time.

But seeing the day when he returned to Qin in his previous life was gradually approaching, Zhao Zheng's heart began to be raised reflexively. I couldn't help but thump in my heart.

This also caused Zhao Zheng to not sleep well for several nights, and his insomnia became more and more serious.

Zhao Ji slept in another room, and Zhao Zheng tossed and turned on the straw mat alone, unable to sleep, making the straw mat rustle, as if someone called him Ah Zheng in a low voice in his ears. At first, Zhao Zheng thought it was the old hallucinations from his previous life, and he didn't take it seriously until someone threw something lightly on his head, which made him calm down for a while.

The boy raised his hand to touch the thing on his head, it was soft and tender, he squeezed it up and held it in front of his eyes, the thing he was throwing was a beautiful red flower in full bloom.

—— Zhao Zheng turned his head in the direction where the flowers were thrown, and happened to meet Lian Su's slightly unhappy face lying on the beam.

Zhao Zheng's eyes lit up in a flash: "Susu! Why are you here!?"

"Why did I come here... I called you so many times, why do you act like you didn't hear it?" Lian Su snorted, still a little unhappy, she flitted from the room like a cat He turned over and jumped off the top, and landed right in front of Zhao Zheng.

But the boy looked excited, looking at his posture as if he was going to shout out in a second. As soon as Zhao Zheng opened his mouth, Lian Su hurriedly covered his mouth before his throat came out.

"...Shhhhh! Please keep your voice down. What if you disturb someone? I ran over here while no one was looking. The beautiful eyes with two dots of gold in the mercury have a strange beauty that is almost glamorous under the bright white moonlight. The hand covering the mouth is soft and cold, and the eyes that Zhao Zheng left outside are satisfied. Bending over, Lian Su carefully removed her hand, looking at the arc of smile on his mouth inexplicably.

"My mother has gone to sleep, she is in a deep sleep, she can't hear this way, it doesn't matter if you can't find me soon, I will always find you."

"Who said I was afraid of disturbing her, I said this." The little girl shook the black sign on her waist, and the word "Ghost Valley" carved in seal script was very eye-catching. Zhao Zheng was taken aback, and hesitated: "This is ...?"

"Ghost Valley Order is also the key to my home."

To put it bluntly, it is a small ghost valley that can be carried around. In order to keep an eye on her all the time, her master directly made the ghost valley inner mountain into something similar to an inherent enchantment, and asked her to carry this ghost valley token with her. Guarantee that no matter where she goes, his master and senior brother can follow her anytime and anywhere.

If it wasn't for Lian Su relying on being the only girl in Guigu, and then using Master Guiguzi's beard as a threatening tool, asking herself to keep some of her daughter's reserve and privacy, even if the master and brothers follow her out You can't stare at her. They are not allowed to go out unless she is looking for someone or there is some danger to her life. After three chapters of the rules are forcibly established, it will be considered a balance between the two sides. Otherwise, it is estimated that she has just stepped out of the outer mountain of Ghost Valley. Senior brothers who have nothing to do with a strong desire for control can stare at her twelve hours a day without moving their eyes.

Lian Su couldn't help curling her lips when she said this, and said in a low voice, "So I sealed the Ghost Valley order."

Zhao Zheng: "..."

Even if Susu brought about such instant ups and downs, great joy and great sorrow, he still felt that it would be better to have less of it.

While the two were talking, Xiao Liansu looked at Zhao Zheng's bed again, and frowned again.

"You really sleep here at night?"

Zhao Zheng nodded: "Yes."

Lian Su reached out to touch the thickness of the quilt, not to mention the heat preservation, she could even touch the texture of the straw mat with one hand, the little girl's slender eyebrows became more and more wrinkled: "This quilt is too thin."

Zhao Zheng said indifferently: "I am young and my body is fine, so it doesn't matter if I sleep."

"How can I do that?" The little girl's face was serious, and she lifted the quilt very consciously (from the perspective of Zhao Zheng) and got in by herself, and patted the empty space beside her: "Come here, I'll sleep with you for a while. "

Zhao Zheng: "...Susu, are you sure your Ghost Valley order is sealed?"

Lian Su: "Is it sealed? How dare I run around if I'm not sure they can't see outside."

"Oh."

Zhao Zheng lay down peacefully next to her calmly, thinking about Guiguzi and her seniors who accidentally forgot some education from the previous life to the present, and he probably needs to be responsible.

But now...

The two children were close together, Zhao Zheng obediently put his hands and feet flat, but Lian Su shrunk into a ball in a short while, softly and softly, a small one came up softly .

Zhao Zheng: "...Susu, do you have incense on you?"

Lian Su: "What is incense?"

Zhao Zheng patted her sideways, and tucked the corner of the quilt beside her: "It's okay, go to bed, I will take you to play tomorrow morning."

Lian Su: "Oh."