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The wrap-up banquet arrived as scheduled, the day before Nan Xi left.

The second time I went to the banquet, without the previous embarrassment and shadow, I felt relieved.It's strange, is it because these moments are too fast, still in numbness and haven't recovered, or is it okay to leave after all?Nancy couldn't tell herself.

There was another burst of pleasantries and toasting.

Nancy's mind was very empty, she didn't think about anything, and didn't bother to speak.

"When will Nanxi return to China?"

Oh, about myself.

"Leave tomorrow morning."

"Is school going to start soon?"

"Yes, after going back to take a rest, I will devote myself to my busy life."

"Come, come, as a research survey, interview you, how does it feel to enter here as an outsider?"

"How should I put it..." Nanxi felt that this was talking about herself: "I have grown a lot."

"Let's hear it." The trustworthy person began to gossip.

"I think the most important thing taught me here is: 20 years old,... I am already an adult, and I have to learn to take responsibility." Nanxi took a deep breath, but her face was calm.It's not a pretense, but the peace from the bottom of my heart.

"Many things remind me over and over again: I can't rely on others, I have to be strong." Nanxi looked around, some people's expressions were obviously a little stiff, but Nanxi changed the subject: "Before, I thought I was omnipotent, but the sparrow became Things like Phoenix can happen to me.” Nan Xi smiled at her naivety, but she also thanked and even appreciated such naivety.It is a part of oneself.Without it, I wouldn't be who I am now.

"Then I discovered how much waiting and patience the sparrow needs. What I have is far from enough. In the aura of my predecessors, I saw my own insignificance. I feel guilty and grateful. Thank you for this growth, let me Seriously, one thing was done through and through.”

The so-called growth is experienced in times of turmoil, tears in smiles when mentioned, and sparkles in aftertaste.Reaching that level can be counted as growth.But even knowing that I will come out, it is still unbearable to go through it.I couldn't convince myself either.

There are some moments that once warmed me up, caring about myself and at the same time giving me a little heart, but even a little bit of laughter at the words, the politeness of the opponent, and the occasional "not bad".It also made me feel the peace of mind unique to having seniors around.

There are a few people who have always warmed me up.The help from fellow villagers, and the eternal backing of family love, can always bring me some comfort when I am tired.

Also, the people who make things difficult for me are the ones who really make me grow up.Regardless of whether it was strict requirements or unreasonable teasing, it had brought me countless frustrations and hardships, but it finally turned into relief.It's these 'hate' people who leave it to me to exercise and get stronger.I know that there is no grievance, and there is no need to end it, because it is all about growth.

There is one person I must thank.That appearance, for me who was wandering in the darkness, became the light and the way.From being on opposite sides, to standing together.Because of that person, I feel that those days of suffering are also shining.

There is one more person who has regrets.Without that person, I would never have been here and gone through this.He may be the last straw to support me when I am exhausted, but he is not a firm and unique existence.He and I are so close to each other.I am to him, clear and hazy.It was he who made me experience the feeling of heartbeat, but it also stopped abruptly in a subtle way.My understanding of him may remain unfinished.

The last one is you.That's right, it's you.I have been studying you, thinking about you, trying to understand you, but in the end I feel that I am trying to understand myself.From being puzzled to empathizing with you, to the redemption of that character, I did my best for you, so I am very satisfied.Because you are yourself, whether you like it or not is also yourself, so love yourself.

I thought I was very drunk.But when I opened the door, a gust of cold wind blew by, and it just happened to push me back to reality immediately.

"Tomorrow... I probably won't be able to see you." I opened my mouth first: "Goodbye should be done early."

I have something to say.Before you forget me completely.

"Nice to meet you."

Nan Xi handed Li Zhongshuo a gift with both hands. It was not big, but it was wrapped in textured paper and tied with a bow.

"There seems to be a lot to say, but I don't know how to spit it out." Nanxi grinned, letting out a string of breaths, but her eyes sparkled a little.

Nancy tried to keep her words as short as possible to avoid making him hear the vibrato: "Anyway, I don't regret coming here. I cherish it."

Although I don't know if you will.

I'm just a shooting star in your world, very short.

But even if it crosses your sky and stays for a while, for me, I am very lucky.

The gift Nancy gave him was a framed photo.It was the day when he was secretly photographed in the hospital when he was asleep, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.In that photo, there happened to be a shadow next to him, as if he was dependent on each other.

What a beautiful sunset, he actually helped her see through the shadows as if she had a heart-to-heart connection.

Below the photo, there is a sentence:

If we keep smiling like this, we will all be happy

"Maybe we will meet again, maybe... never see you again. However, I am already very happy. But I still hope..." Nan Xi held back her words abruptly: "Come to play again if there is a chance! Oh tour guide!"

Lee Jong Suk smiled.It's back to square one.

"Goodbye."

Don't dirty your memories, let's go handsomely and generously, what is left for him is a beautiful back...

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