Glass [entertainment circle]

The car drove forward for a while, and Matthew turned his head to look at Deng Yuantian, and said, "Who was that just now? Did you know someone in China?"

The two people on the beach talked in Chinese. Matthew couldn't understand what topic they were talking about, but he could hear the tone of the two people, and at the same time, he could sense each other's emotions through their expressions.

He felt that the strange young man's tone was pleading, and Deng Yuantian should have rejected him, his voice was full of resistance.

Deng Yuantian said softly: "I used to know each other, but now I don't want to meet again."

It seems that there was a conflict, Matthew thought silently, did not continue to ask, and changed the topic: "What time do we leave tomorrow?"

In addition to visiting the scenic spots in Country D accompanied by Deng Yuantian, the two of them planned to drive westward until they arrived at Keya Island and then return.

"I also can."

Matthew made a final decision: "Then eight o'clock."

"it is good."

When he was about to reach his destination, he asked again, "What time is it?"

Deng Yuantian probed into the pocket of his coat, only to find that the mobile phone had disappeared, and he didn't know where it was lost.I went back to look for it, but couldn't find it.

Thinking that he still had a spare mobile phone at home, Deng Yuantian didn't go directly to apply for a new card.

Matthew preferred to stay in a hotel, and drove away after sending Deng Yuantian away from home.

Besides the main meal, Tan Xue also made Deng Yuantian's favorite sweet shortbread, but found that he was a little absent-minded during the meal.

"What's up baby?"

Deng Yuantian came back to his senses, shook his head, and took a few mouthfuls of rice with his chopsticks.

Tan Xue only thought that he was tired from playing.

After eating, Deng Yuantian went back to the bedroom.

He propped up the tablet, chose a movie, and watched it while eating fruit with a fork.

After half an hour, the unfinished movie was turned off.

Deng Yuantian put the fruit plate aside, as well as the tablet, and rubbed his hair in frustration.

I didn't watch the movie at all, and I couldn't taste the fruit. All I could think of was Cheng Nan's face and eyes.

The window was half open, and the evening wind waited for an opportunity to penetrate into the room, disturbing the soft and light curtains.

Deng Yuantian's state of mind was the same as that of the curtain, it was not the evening wind that disturbed his state of mind, but the person who came suddenly.

He didn't understand why Cheng Nan came unexpectedly after ten months of separation.

What he didn't even understand was why after so long, three hundred days, his emotions were still sweeping through the stormy sea at the moment of reunion.

Such a strong impact was unbearable for him, so Dang even said a word, got in the car and left.

The person is gone, but the heart is not stable, it is very messy.

He sat on the bed with his legs crossed for a while, trying to get rid of those thoughts he shouldn't have.

After washing and returning to his room, he took two sleeping pills, turned off the lights, and closed his eyes.

Even with the help of medicine, he still couldn't sleep that night. He had a dream all night. The images in the dream were disordered and he couldn't find any clues.

In the morning, Deng Yuantian got up early and packed his things. At eight o'clock, Matthew's car just arrived at the door.

During this trip, Deng Yuan Tianyi was looking for inspiration for creating music.

According to the route they planned in advance, they will pass through several small towns along the way. Traditional tribes or families with a long history live in these towns. Compared with big cities, people in these places live a very distinctive life. He hopes to be able to The subtle beauty can be glimpsed from the folk customs of these small towns and integrated into the creation of music.

On the seventh day, the two arrived at the penultimate stop of the journey - G town.

Here is surrounded by mountains and rivers. The huts built under the hillside have colorful roofs, which look very delicate and lovely. The greenery on the mountain is fresh and tender, and the scenery is bright and romantic, just like a scene in a fairy tale.

Two people plan to stay here today, and have booked a homestay in advance.

In the evening, Deng Yuantian and Matthew walked in the town together, feeling like falling into a sea of ​​flowers.

Every house is more or less dotted with flowers and plants, red like clouds, yellow like soft gold, blue like sky, really beautiful.

Walking on such a picturesque street, Deng Yuantian became more and more aware that his heart was not fully opened.

Matthew was going to visit an old friend. He walked slowly by himself and sat down by a big tree on the hillside.

He was still thinking about someone, uncontrollably.

Think about their first meeting, what they said, what they did.

Or it should be said that he has never forgotten it, nor let it go.

A few months ago, he grew up during the journey, and he knew that there are some things that need not be forced, and he is no longer confused when he sees it.

Fortunately, he reopened his heart and made true friends, but unfortunately, there is still a window in his heart that is closed.

After that trip, he's less dependent on sleep aids, but still takes them occasionally, as he does these days.He used to be a deep sleeper, but now he always wakes up easily in a dream. When he wakes up, his chest is sore and melancholy is piled up in his heart.It's better during the day, but I always have heart palpitations from time to time at night.

It seems to be self-contradictory to say that Tang Yan and Yang Wenting's friendship is not available to him, and he does not force it. The wound caused by being deceived can heal quickly, but why is it different for Cheng Nan?

Is it that not getting some things is just sad for a while, but not getting some things will be a lifetime regret?

Deng Yuantian thought, so it must be.

The former is desire, the latter is obsession.Wishes that cannot be realized can be let go gradually, but the obsession is so profound that it often lasts a lifetime.

The human heart is warm, and only continuous love, affection, and longing can keep it warm.If you really don't ask for anything, you will lose the meaning of living.

The reason why people have obsessions is probably because some things, some people are too important.Even if you give up chasing, you will feel pain because you can't ask for it.An open-minded attitude can only reduce this pain, but it cannot eliminate it.

There are always some things in life that you can't let go of.

To him, Cheng Nan was an obsession that he could never let go of.

Deng Yuantian sat under the big tree with his head bowed, thinking quietly for a long time.

In the wind, he thought of the evening a few days ago.Standing in front of him, Cheng Nan said that he wanted to have a good talk with him.

He thought of what Tang Yan had said again, and recalled that before he left, Cheng Nan asked himself why he left.

At that time, he gave a willful answer, but now looking back, he didn't even give Cheng Nan a chance to explain.

What if those words were misunderstood?What if they are fake?

Deng Yuantian took out a coin from his pocket.

He flipped it between his fingers, looked at the two sides of the coin, Deng Yuantian's eyelashes trembled slightly, and after a while he tossed it up——

If it comes up heads, he goes to meet that person.

When the coin fell on the back of his hand, he covered it with his hand and held his breath. At that moment, his heart beat extremely fast.

The palm is half raised and then lowered.

Ten seconds later, Deng Yuantian let out a long breath. He curled up his fingers, stuffed the coin back into his pocket, and strode down the hillside.

The lush greenery was reflected in his pupils, and he retreated rapidly. The wind blew his forehead and hair, but it couldn't cover those extremely clear eyes.

He didn't see right and wrong, but the result didn't matter anymore.

Since you already have the answer in your heart, why rely on a coin to decide?

Coins can only make simple decisions, but they should not and cannot influence the direction of love.

He just wanted to go to Cheng Nan's side right away and ask everything clearly. Even though the answer might be bad, he wanted to be brave again.

Love is worth all the risk.

The coin jumped out of the pocket while running, jumped and spun on the ground, and finally stopped Yoyo, lying quietly among the green grass.

The upward facing side reflects the bright sunlight.

The silver light is shining, and it is facing up.

After boarding the plane, Deng Yuantian returned to Country D two hours later.

After getting off the plane, it was dark.

He reissued the card that was lost together with the mobile phone at the nearest communication point.

After the new card was ready, he inserted it into the card slot and restarted the machine.

Then, the news from Cheng Nan flooded into his eyes.

The earliest news came on the night of the reunion.

Cheng Nan said in the message that Tang Yan told him some things before he knew what Deng Yuantian had experienced, and those were all due to misunderstandings, and he hoped to get a chance to explain.

The next day, the day he and Matthew left, Cheng Nan sent another message.

For the next week, he would wait for him at a cafe named LookingForLove from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] pm every day. If Deng Yuantian was still willing to meet, he would be there when the cafe was open.

Cheng Nan would send a message every day.

Good night from ten o'clock at night.

Deng Yuantian glanced at the time quickly.

Today is the last day and it's almost 09:30pm.

He immediately typed a line: I'll be right over.

Click Send.

A few minutes later, Deng Yuantian got on the last subway of the day.

The subway in the middle of the night carried the only passenger through the hollow bones of the city, shuttling through the stillness of the night, with an indomitable spirit that no matter how deep the night could be, he drove towards his destination with all his might.

At 21:48, Deng Yuantian ran out of the subway station.

At 21:55, he ran against the northward night wind on the street of LookingForLove.

At 21:58, he saw the unique signboard of the cafe.

At 21:59, he stood panting in front of the glass window.

The wooden sign hanging on the door shows that this is a closed cafe.

Deng Yuantian put his hand on the doorknob and pushed it lightly. The wind chime outside the store collided with his head and made a clear sound, as if he was awakened at night.

He went in, there were no lights on, and the owner had already left from get off work.

Everything around the black paint is quiet, only the lingering sound of wind chimes dancing in the air.

His heart sank to the bottom.

Has the person gone?

A few seconds later, a "click" sounded in the store, and he turned his head following the sound.

An orange lamp was lit on the small table in the south. Cheng Nan stood up from the seat in front of the table and walked over step by step.

In the faint light and the cool evening wind, they saw each other's eyes clearly.

Deng Yuantian turned around, he was still gasping for breath after running violently for a long time, he just looked up at Cheng Nan slightly, and said softly after a while: "Sorry, I made you wait until now."

Cheng Nan's Adam's apple rolled, and his eyes were filled with infinite love into a deep starry sky.

"It doesn't matter how long you wait, as long as you want to come."

The moment the wind chime rang, he seemed to hear the sound of nature.

This time he will use all his strength to keep the angel he once had.