pig like age

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It was originally a small matter within my ability, but it turned out that I was a model of silent and selfless devotion and love.Later, the instructor joked with me and said, "You guys, you guys, are all complaining, cutting corners in your movements, and extremely sloppy in spirit. We were worried about the lack of a positive benchmark, spiritual beliefs, etc., and you just showed up."

The instructors gave me a special commendation meeting and asked me to go up and speak.The meeting was indeed focused on stimulating positive energy and awakening everyone's confidence in hard work.But I feel very awkward. I feel that my good intentions have become someone else's ulterior motives, although this ulterior motive is also a good thing.But I just feel uncomfortable.

After speaking, I left the venue, which was actually the cafeteria.I found a remote place to pull the weeds.

"How did you get out?"

I didn't bother to talk about it, and didn't say a word.

Ji Shuyu knew my temper, so he sat on the rock next to me: "Do you feel uncomfortable because they made such a big deal about something that was originally nothing?"

"You guys are so tired and sweaty there, I can't sit still, I just fetch water, as for that? It seems like I want to be a hero so much. What will people think? I must think that I am Colluding with the instructor to make a show."

Ji Shuyu didn't say anything, and checked my wound again: "It's still red, you should mainly rest these two days."

"I shouldn't have come!"

"Yes, yes, you shouldn't come. But you have already come, what should you do?"

I only bothered about Ji Shuyu, she expressed her support and approval for everything I said, followed me in everything, and then reminded me something, pouring cold water on me.Although most of the time, her trick will calm me down.But I've been depressed recently, and I'm angry when I hear that she's still perfunctory me like this!

"What should I do? I want to go back!" I stood up awkwardly.

Ji Shuyu also stood up: "Okay, I'll talk to the school leader tomorrow, and then let my uncle pick you up."

"Ji Shuyu, listen carefully, I said I'm going back now!"

"this late……"

"Right now!"

"The school and the base will definitely not send you a car alone. You still have to pick it up from your uncle. It's so late, and here is a mountainous area, so it's very unsafe." She had an expression of obedience to my wishes but helplessness .

Of course I know it's unrealistic, but I'm just angry.There is a mixed emotion of unwillingness, grievance, aggrieved, and depression in my heart.I know, it's not all because of today's incident, but the blocks that have been in these days suddenly broke out today.

This kind of emotion must have been experienced by many people. Once it is born, it will be indiscriminate and affect innocent people.And right in front of me was an innocent man with a gun lying on his back.Since I was a child, I have followed me in everything, and I have taken countless scapegoats for me. I even blamed the person who took away my mother's love - Ji Shuyu!

So I thought she was hypocritical, especially hypocritical, as hypocritical as those instructors and school leaders!

"Ji Shuyu, don't think that I don't know your tricks! You want me to go back tonight and calm down tomorrow, and if you act rationally and show affection tomorrow, I will be led by the nose like usual! You're trying to slow down !” I said angrily.

"Let me stay here," I said.I want to uncover her hypocrisy: "You change the dormitory, come share the dormitory with me!"

Seeing my agitation, Ji Shuyu allowed me to say, "Okay."

I was startled, "I agreed so readily?"

Ji Shuyu said: "Although your burn is not serious, it will affect your normal daily life to some extent. I will take care of you conveniently by your side."

"But you're not afraid of exposing our relationship?"

Ji Shuyu wondered: "I never deliberately concealed it, it's because you find it troublesome and don't want others to know."

"I thought you didn't want people to know."

"Then, if you know it, you know it. Since neither of us cares." Ji Shuyu said indifferently.

I originally wanted to take her into the army and expose her hypocritical side, but I didn't expect that people didn't care at all.When I think about it, I really don't want people to think that I have such an eye-catching sister, so I try to stay away from her on campus.

Then I think of the money she earns from doing part-time jobs during winter and summer vacations for me to squander, and she still doesn’t dislike me for being gay. Comparing all kinds of her kindness with my unreasonable troublemaking immediately makes me feel ashamed.Because of this, the sudden emotion subsided completely.

Therefore, most of the things people do on impulse will make them regret it.Now I feel so regretful that my intestines are green.

After Ji Shuyu and I finished talking, we went to the dormitory to pick up the bedding rolls, and there was just a vacant bed for the three of us in my dormitory.The one who lives with me is from the Youth League Office, and the other is a freshman from the Secretariat of the Student Union.When they saw Ji Shuyu moving in, they all stared, neither sitting nor standing.

Then when I saw Ji Shuyu doing this and that for me like an old woman, my eyes straightened.Just like asking the leader, ask Ji Shuyu if he can go out and buy a pack of instant noodles.

When I became a school basketball player, rock legend, and Lei Feng, I never received as much attention as I do now.Ji Shuyu just stayed with me for one night, and I was almost killed by his eyes when I went out.

Some acquaintances came to ask about our relationship.

I thought it was wise of me not to announce our relationship, and deeply regretted letting her move in with me on the spur of the moment.

The author has something to say: Oh, what will Yao Ye do when he finds out?