pig like age

What is an ordinary friend?

I went back to school, lay on the bed in the dormitory and started thinking.One person thought over and over again, and even called other people in the dormitory to think together.

There are three members in our dormitory besides me, one is from Shanghai and the oldest, we call her the eldest, the second is from Hubei, the third is from Anhui, and I am the youngest.All three of them are southerners without exception.Why do I say I can't talk to them?I don't think it has anything to do with each other's personalities, it's really because of the differences between the north and the south.

There are many things and details, so I will not give examples one by one.But in fact, they get along very well.The so-called inability to communicate is purely because I have a sense of superiority from the people in the capital, and I am unwilling to accommodate the living habits of the other party.Later, as we got used to each other slowly, we gradually got to know and warm up.

"Xiaochen, you are so strange." This is the second child, but a Hubei native likes to use a Hong Kong-Taiwan accent: "People in the dormitory talk about what love is at night by candlelight. We are talking about ordinary friends, which is also weird. .”

"Ordinary friends should keep their distance from each other." The boss said.

The third child interrupted: "Then are we considered ordinary friends?"

"Before you say that, please get your stinky socks off of my head." I joked, sleeping on her lower bunk.

"Ordinary friend should be a comparative noun, and friend is a noun. The modifier of ordinary friend is defined relative to good friend, girlfriend, etc. So ordinary friend is just an ordinary friend, not even a good friend."

"Do you have to define it so clearly?"

"Yes, it's important to me."

"I suggest that you can find a prototype in your life as a reference." The boss thought seriously: "When you meet this person, you must treat him as an ordinary friend, and then imagine that he is another ordinary friend of yours. Whenever you If you want to do something to him, just pull out of the situation and imagine what you would do to another friend. Wouldn’t that work?”

After hearing this, I suddenly realized, and opened my mouth wide: "That's right! You're right!"

The second child yawned: "You can sleep now."

"Sisters, you are awesome, I will treat you to some stir-fries tomorrow!"

The three cheered and fell asleep one after another.

But I still couldn't sleep, and I was flipping pancakes on the bed.In my heart, I have fixed the image of an ordinary friend, that is Binzi.In fact, he used to be my good buddy, but later he made a serious mistake of principle, so he retreated to the position of ordinary friend.Well, it's decided like this, and when I can't distinguish the boundaries in the future, when I don't know what to do next, I will imagine the goddess as Binzi...

Although it's a bit difficult.

I couldn't help recalling today's experience again. The sadness at the goddess and the disappointment at Lu Wushuang made me feel deeply-so tired, so tired of growing up.

Like a person will be hurt, believe that a person will be hurt.Maybe it is through constant injuries that people exercise themselves stronger and stronger.But I would rather not be so strong, I hope that the people I like also like me, and the people I trust will never let me down.

But this is impossible, because this is the nature of life.

I looked at the phone, there was no new information on the phone except that Shu Chang reported that she arrived home safely in the group, and sister Zhou and Mais each sent an emoji.

In fact, I hardly expect the goddess to send any messages. If she can take the initiative, Mars will hit the earth.

I no longer expected her to take the initiative, especially since she has shown her attitude to me today.Now, my only wish is to be an ordinary friend with her, so that she can trust me again, so that I can see her all the time, and I will be satisfied by her side.

Mais once told me that my relationship with her was too unequal, so I must be the one who got hurt.How do I answer?I said, it doesn't matter if you get hurt, I'm ready for her to be covered in bruises.Now is the time to fulfill my oath.

Hehe, is there no hope for my love in the end?

When she gets married, will she end her endless delusions?

poor thing……

Holding my phone in my hand, I really wanted to send her a good night text message.But no, ordinary friends don’t say goodnight to each other so late, I thought if it was with Binzi...

Thinking of this, he threw the phone away and closed his eyes severely!Say to yourself: sleep!

As an ordinary friend, I sent her a text message wishing her success on the day of the competition.There was no accident, and no reply was received.

By the afternoon, I couldn't sit still.

At this time, I am in an Internet cafe, playing a game with Mais.While beating the enemy, her figure was always in his head.Along with missing her, there is also an uncontrollable anxiety.Anxiety for no reason.

I think she won't return to Shanghai immediately after today's competition.After all, she also has a house in Beijing and has relationships.But no matter what I do, I can't divert my attention. Her home is like a big magnetic field, which strongly attracts me to go and have a look.

Until Mais couldn't stand it anymore, took off the headset, and said fiercely to me: "If you don't want to play, don't play. What does it mean to give people heads frequently?"

I said in shame: "Excuse me, let's play another game."

"Come on, don't think I don't know. She finished the game today, right? You want to see her?"

I nodded weakly.

"After today's game, can I come back today? Did she tell you?"

"No. I texted her and she didn't get back to me."

She sighed, and said in a pitiful tone: "Xiaochen, do you know why I help you?"

I wasn't in the mood to guess, and shook my head weakly.

"I want you to be the ultimate, and then give up completely."

I was startled, my heart trembled, and then I trembled all over my body: "What did you say?" Mais, the only person who still supported me, said this to me.

"So, asking me to be her ordinary friend is actually your plan to delay the attack, isn't it?" I asked with a trembling voice.

"Don't get excited. I'm not deceiving you. Being friends with her is the only way out for you now, it's true. But, so what if you're by her side, how difficult it is to develop into a couple in the future, you're better than me Clearer."

"I know." I whispered.

"I can advise you that hard work pays off. If you have hope, you must strive for it. Love is to fight for it. How many times can you fight in life... Is this bullshit and chicken soup useful? Maybe it is. But I think love is not for one person. You can't control another person, you can't get it by your own efforts. I'm a living example..." She smiled wryly: "I have experienced everything you are doing now, and I can empathize with you, so I understand you , support you, even though I don't like it in my heart."

When I heard this, I was so wronged that I threw my head into her arms, hugged her and said, "Thank you. But do you know? You say these words that warm my heart, but I don't feel warm at all."

She got angry and tried to push me away: "Then go find someone who can warm you!"

"The person who warms me...then only my sister. By the way, I haven't talked to her for a while." Thinking of Ji Shuyu, my mood suddenly brightened.

Using games to divert my attention was unsuccessful, so I bid farewell to Mais and walked to school.On the way, he came across a canteen that could make international long-distance calls, so he called Ji Shuyu.

It was very noisy from her side, but when the sound came over, it still made me cry, "Sister..."

"Xiaochen?"

"Sister... 55555"

"What's wrong?" she asked anxiously.

"It's okay, I just miss you, I miss you so much." As I spoke, I began to cry again. Only with my sister can I release my emotions carefree, cry and laugh whenever I want.She is my warmest harbor.

"Fool." She paused: "Xiaochen, I miss you too... and my second aunt and uncle."

"Sister, I really miss you so much. When will you come back?"

"I've been working on a project report recently, so I probably don't have time. Christmas should be fine."

"Really?"

"Ah."

"Sister... I love you."

"...and out of shape." Her voice became softer: "I sent you food, and I should arrive at your school soon. Are you still used to living there?"

"You've asked this question many times. I'm fine here. And can you please put on QQ, it's very inconvenient to send emails all day long."

"okay."

"Sister, after you return to China, I will tell you a lot about me. Don't bother me."

"Well, not annoying. When did I ever bother you." She smiled softly: "Not only did I not bother you before, but I don't bother you now, and I won't bother you in the future."

"Humph."

"Aren't you happy? Have you been beaten by the goddess again?"

I:"……"

I looked at the time, and said to Ji Shuyu: "Stop talking, it's time. I'm hanging up. Sister, don't forget to hook up, bye."

"Bye-Bye."

After calling my sister, hearing her doting tone seemed to inject a lot of energy into me.Let me face the ups and downs of the future again.

I got on a bus with great arrogance, intending to go to the goddess' house with all my heart.

I know she won't come back, but even if it's just a squat in front of her house, it's fine.It doesn't matter if you say I'm cheap, or if you say I'm crazy.I just want to do it.

After backing up two cars, when I got downstairs to the Goddess's house, it was already the beginning of the lights.

The air in Shanghai is the most fragrant in summer, and this time is also the time for every household to cook. Although it does not have the taste of vinegared potato shreds that I like, there are braised short ribs and braised shrimp in oil.It's a pity that these have nothing to do with me except to arouse my gluttons.In order to miss the first meal with the goddess, I bit the bullet again and ordered the super unpalatable sliced ​​noodles.After filling my stomach with no taste, I went back to the community, planning to squat in front of the goddess' house for a while, for no other reason, after all, it is a place that is inseparable from her, and it will help me relieve my longing.

I walked to the building of her house and saw a taxi parked at the door of that building from a distance.I didn't pay much attention until I saw the driver come down first and lift a box from the trunk.

that box—

My heart trembled, followed by a thud thump thump!Almost exactly the same as the goddess!

I took two quick steps, and soon stopped again!

I'm her ordinary friend, ordinary friend, ordinary friend...

Ordinary friends would not come uninvited, and even come to her house so late.What's more, it was still under the circumstances that she didn't know if she would come back.

I endured the great surprise and hid behind a tree.Until I saw the goddess really coming out of the car.My heart almost flew to my chest!

goddess!It's really her!She is back!

She got out of the car and it drove away.

No... The strange thing is that she stood there for a long time without moving, nor did she pull the suitcase.

I couldn't help worrying, and took two steps forward, until I saw her move a little, a small step, but it seemed to use a lot of strength...

What's up with her?Something is wrong.

She shuffled with her left foot and almost threw herself on the suitcase, propping herself up on the handle of the suitcase.

My heart suddenly hurts!she hurt?

I can no longer think about other things, I only have her embarrassed appearance in my heart. In my heart, the goddess has always been calm and dignified. When did she have such a embarrassed side.I was so anxious and hurt in my heart that I wished I could run to her side immediately!

I did the same thing, ran straight up to her, and hurriedly looked at her feet: "Where, where did you hurt?"

Startled, she stared at me.

I squatted down and saw some redness and swelling on her ankles, which may have spread from the ankles. I was so anxious that my temples were throbbing: "Did you get hurt in the game? Was it a sprain? Or where?" I wanted to touch it. Touch and hold back.The ankle can be seen clearly, it is indeed red and swollen and protruding.My throat felt like a stone was choked, and my heart ached sharply, and tears flowed down unconsciously.

With a choked voice, I said: "Why are you so careless when you go to Beijing alone. You always do this, always leave silently..." There is another sentence after that: leave me.I was forced to go back.

If you don't leave me, even if I risk my life, I won't hurt you even a little bit.

She looked at my teary eyes quietly, with a hint of confusion in her eyes.I hate her for being like this, yes, I'm overstepping again, so what.If faced with her like this, what kind of bullshit ordinary friend can I play, I must be mentally abnormal!

"Come up." I lowered my body and motioned for her to come up, "I'll carry you upstairs."

Just as she was about to open her mouth, I was annoyed and said involuntarily: "Come up, Jian Nanyin, how can you go upstairs now that you are like this. I will carry you up."

She hesitated for a moment, and stretched her hand to my shoulder. I pressed her two hands, and I obviously felt her trembling.I comforted her softly: "It's okay, I'll try to walk as steadily as possible, you won't feel bad." I picked her up on my back, pulled the suitcase with the other hand, entered the doorway of the building, and pressed the elevator.

When we were in the elevator, she whispered in my ear, "Let me down."

I ignored her.I was nervous about her feet, and she breathed like blue in my ear, but I didn't care about it at all.It can be seen that her safety is more important than Mount Tai and everything else in my heart.

She was a little awkward, and she obviously felt her body was stiff.

I said, "Relax."

"Xiaochen...how did you come here?" She asked suddenly as the elevator gradually climbed up.

I was going to say, miss you, here I come.But now it’s not like just now, my reason has returned to my brain, and I meditate in my heart, ordinary friends, ordinary friends... So I made an excuse: "I want to eat the sliced ​​noodles here. When I am full, I will take a walk in your neighborhood. It just so happens See you back."

She doesn't know whether to believe it or not, I think she probably doesn't believe it.

But she didn't say much, but said, "Thank you."

Ordinary friends should say at this moment: "You're welcome."

Health score.

keep distance.

very good.I smiled wryly in my heart.

After getting out of the elevator, she found the key and handed it to me. I opened the door with the key and put her gently on the sofa.She raised her head and looked at me shyly: "I can walk by myself."

Order to evict guests?

It doesn't matter, we are ordinary friends, of course I won't spend the night at your house because of your inconvenience, you are overthinking.

I turned and went to her study, where I knew there was a family medicine cabinet.After I took out the medicine box, I squatted back beside her again: "Come on, I'll help you rub the bruise away with safflower oil."

"I can do it myself." She looked at me a little stubbornly.

I looked back at her with the same stubbornness.She looked up and looked into the depths of her eyes: "Jian Nanyin, I won't leave at ease if you're like this. Do you want me to take care of you until you go to sleep, or do you want me to apply the medicine on you, and then I'll leave right away?"

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