pig like age

The job I received at night was a launch event for a well-known French perfume brand. I only needed to wear fancy clothes and take pictures with the camera.Of course, this only exists in my idealization.The real situation is indeed afraid of taking pictures, but the models have to control the audience, and it's two o'clock in the morning after a scene.

The old cadre style of my goddess, I can't wait to go to bed at 09:30, I dare to go there just to disturb her sleep.No matter how good-tempered a person is, he will get angry when someone disturbs his sleep.I think about it or forget it, no matter how anxious I am, I have to wait until tomorrow.

But what awaits tomorrow is bad news.

The goddess went to the closed dance practice without saying hello, and this time she didn't even go home.

And it wasn't she who told me directly, but the aunt who cooked the meal relayed: "Miss said she won't be going home from today, let me tell you."

I was standing in the living room of her house, watching my aunt enter the kitchen after speaking, and I was in a daze for a while.

"What else did she say?" I chased after him and asked.

The aunt thought for a while and said, "Tell me not to buy vegetables."

"anything else?"

"Help take out the kitchen garbage."

"anything else?"

The aunt got impatient and said: "Oh, left and right are just these things. If you have anything to ask, just give her a call."

Me, I'm kind of scared.

I'm afraid she doesn't care about me.

If I have any psychological shadow besides the big dog, it is definitely because the goddess ignores me.

Don't mention how nervous I am at this moment, I'm afraid I'll offend her again somewhere.But he felt that she was not unreasonable, so he still hesitated to call her.She picked it up instead: "I left in a hurry this morning, did Auntie tell you?"

"Well. So, when are you coming back?" I wanted her to wear the shoes I bought to the finals.For this reason, I also customized a non-slip fur bottom suitable for dancing.I think, if she dances in that unique pair of shoes that complement her perfectly, she will be able to overwhelm the audience and win the championship in one fell swoop.

"It will take about a week from the training camp to the end of the final in Beijing."

"Before going to Beijing, can I meet you first?" Actually, I didn't hold out hope, because I knew that she would not easily change her plan because of others.

However, she said: "I will come back tomorrow when I have time." I felt a "thump" in my heart, and I had a bad premonition: "Is it just for me?"

"Yes, I happen to have something to tell you."

I didn't dare to ask any more questions, and my heart began to fluctuate. You must know that she had never said that she wanted to talk to me so formally.There is a kind of uneasy feeling when I fought when I was a child, and the teacher said that I would go to the office after class.But amidst the apprehension, there was also some anticipation, because I really wanted to give her those beautiful shoes.Nothing could satisfy me more than imagining the way her eyes would light up when she saw the shoes.Just thinking about it makes me feel inexplicably excited.It turns out that it is such a happy thing to make the one you love happy.

I stayed up all day and night with nervousness and excitement, and missed a class the next day, so I rushed to Goddess's house.She hadn't come back when I arrived, and my aunt wasn't there, so I could only wait at the door.

His eyes never left the beautifully wrapped gift box in his hand.This is the first gift I gave to a goddess, and the meaning is really extraordinary.I am very confident about this gift, the goddess will definitely like it.Thinking in such a mess in my heart, the goddess finally came back.

I looked at her, my heart beating like a drum, and my palms were sweating.I was too embarrassed to put the gift box on the front, but wanted to wait for the opportunity to give it to her, so I kept the box behind me.

She opened the door, let me in, and went to the bathroom to wash her hands and make tea.Also turned on the air conditioner.

I followed her all the time, trying to figure out her mood from her attitude or expression, but she was the same as usual, there was no difference.

She brought the tea and sat down beside me.

I was a little timid, and shrank back a little.

She turned her head, her eyes were indifferent, her lips moved slightly and she was about to speak, but I panicked because I was too confused, and said first: "I, I have something to give you!"

So, I handed her the gift box hidden behind me, with a trembling tone: "I hope you will like it!"

She took the gift box, unwrapped the drawstring, and lifted the lid—

"Pretty," she said.

I was overjoyed, and just about to speak, I heard her say again: "But this gift is too expensive, I can't accept it."

I looked at her in astonishment.At the moment her demeanor is gentle and sparse.The surrounding area is extremely quiet, and the air is filled with the faint fragrance of tea leaves.

"Xiaochen." She turned slightly to my side, her black eyes were clear and sincere, "I appreciate your kindness, but I might..." She seemed to be weighing her tone, and sighed: "There is no way to repay you." your heart."

Double entendre.

I also forgot what the reaction was, as if the soul flew out of the body in an instant.It wasn't until she called me again that I woke up a little bit, raised my eyes, and said "um" as if I didn't know where I was.

The heart kept sinking, sinking, and unconsciously asked: "Will you ignore me?"

She didn't speak for a long time.

I pursed the corners of my tense mouth, and under the agitation of grief, I blurted out: "Can you treat me as a friend? I promise not to send you any more expensive gifts, not to pester you anymore, not to..." I just want to be by your side That's fine, just don't ignore me...

"Can you?" He begged stiffly.

A trace of surprise flashed in her eyes, and she said, "Xiaochen..."

No, I don't want to hear her talk.

I was afraid to hear her go on.She is always so indifferent, so rational.She always gives me answers I don't expect.I used to be able to force her to say the answer I wanted to hear on the phone, but now, I have lost all my courage by her side.

There has never been a moment when I was so afraid that she would reject me outright.Then simply don't know the answer, so I will always tell myself - there is still hope.

But, is there really hope?

I know that when she said the phrase "There is no way to repay your heart", that thing called hope was shattered.

My illusions were shattered and my heart was shattered at the same time.

"I'm sorry." The panic subsided a little bit, although he still looked tired and sad, but he regained some strength to think.He began to wrap the shoes again in a hurry, stood up and said, "I remembered that I still have classes, so I'm going back to school first. I wish you success in the competition." I opened a big hole, was tortured to the point of being sad and cold, and tried my best to control my tears.

When I walked to the door, I didn't look back, and I pulled the corner of my mouth and said, "I'll celebrate you when you come back." Then I took a deep breath and emphasized: "I promise that I will treat you like an ordinary friend in the future, and there will be no Any passover. Really, I promise." I was like swearing, to her, and to myself.

Before she could speak, I quickly changed my shoes, opened the door, and ran to the elevator.What followed were tears that could no longer be controlled, surging down...

I couldn't bear to let go of the shoes, so I walked with tears in the strange city with my arms in my arms.

That kind of grief is really indescribable.I've been broken in love before, but I've never been so hopeless.I know, from the beginning it was my own idiotic dream.As I got in touch with her, I felt more and more that it was impossible for her to like me.

I no longer have the confidence to fight for it, maybe I have no confidence in the first place, and I have been holding on to it in a whimsical way.It's time to wake up and tell myself that there is no hope, there is no hope...

If I hadn't been brazen enough to hold on just now, maybe her next sentence would have sent me to hell!But I knew in my heart that it was just my way of self-protection.At the end of that kind of crossbow, I really stepped on my last dignity.

I'm afraid that if I'm like this, I won't have the face to see her again.

I despise myself inwardly.And contempt, and heartache.Later, I don't know whether it was more contempt or more heartache.But gradually, heartache took over.

Before I knew it, I walked to the bus stop.I found a familiar station name, and got on the train with the crowd.

I called Mais at the gate of Shanghai International Studies University: "Mais, I'm broken in love."

"When did you fall in love?"

"Don't run on me, I'm really sad. Go drink with me."

Mais accompanied me to a small shop on the street, I was very puzzled: "Didn't you go to the bar?"

"If you are poor, you only have a pair of shoes left. Go to the bar, can you afford the drink?"

I:"……"

I hugged my shoes tighter and asked the waiter for a drink.

"Tell me, what's going on?" Mais raised her hand, with an air of listening attentively.

I told her what happened today.

After listening, she patted the table: "Fuck! Didn't you find it? There is a problem here!"

"Ok?"

"Why did she say this suddenly? What's the matter with sending a shoe? Even if the shoe is very expensive, what's the matter? As for saying that suddenly?"

I drooped my head and took a few sips of cold beer. I still didn't feel relieved, so I picked up the bottle again. Hearing what she said, I stopped my movements and thought it was right.

"Yeah, she's so dumb, she doesn't seem to know that I like her. Why did she suddenly make a pun?"

"No, no, according to your description, she is not in a daze, but has never had a chance to prove it, so she didn't express it. But I don't think that pair of shoes can prove anything. Unless..." She knocked on the table and asked me : "Who did you say she met when she came back last night?"

"Lu Wushuang."

She patted the table: "I knew it!"

I am dumbfounded.When I suddenly remembered that she said that she was going to find Lu Wushuang, my right eyelid started to twitch, and my heart was always up and down, and something unexpected happened.Suddenly said: "Could it be..."

"Don't guess." Mais has always dared to think and act, and is an actionist. She immediately took out her mobile phone, and the moment she connected, she changed her face like a Sichuan opera, and said with a pleasant face: "Sister Shuangshuang, Xiaochen is drunk... yes Yes, it's not far from your shop, I can't handle her by myself...Okay, okay, then I'll wait for you." After finishing speaking, I hung up the phone and changed my face back: "Wait, the good show is coming It's staged."

My mind was like boiling water, bubbling with puzzled bubbles, and I couldn't figure it out.Could it be that Lu Wushuang really said something to the goddess?No, how could it be?What can she say about me...

Soon, Mais' phone rang: "Hello? Oh, that's it... Hmm, how can I delay your business, okay, it's the same if she comes, OKOK. Bye."

Mais hung up the phone slowly, moved his eyes to me, and showed a fox-like smile: "I'm guilty, I dare not come to see us, I guessed it. So I said, a good show has been staged. This man is a double-faced showman!" "

"She's not coming?"

"Well, she said that there are customers in the store, regular customers, so it's not easy to shirk. She said to call Shu Chang and ask her to pick us up in a car."

"Then there's nothing you can ask from her."

"We can't let her succeed, people are doing things and the sky is watching, she can't escape tonight!"

I looked at her in shock: "What do you want?"

"What can I do, let's kill them directly!"

It's too fierce.So, if you offend anyone, you can't offend Mais. When she liked me, she was still wearing a veil of affection, a virtuous, virtuous and caring big sister.After becoming friends, her true face was revealed, and she let herself go more and more.Maybe in front of the person you like, most people will have two completely different faces.Just like me, I am very cautious in front of the goddess, trying to show what she might like.

When we arrived at Lu Wushuang's store, she was idly watching a TV series.

Without further ado, Mais asked her what she had said to the goddess.

Under the questioning of the three of us, Lu Wushuang said slowly and nonchalantly: "I told her that Xiaochen and I made a bet to pursue her, and even made an oath in front of my friends."

"Jian Nanyin really believes it?" Mais asked.

Lu Wushuang smiled: "I meet her often, she trusts me very much." After speaking, he glanced at me: "Although you have known her longer than me, we have met much more times than you."

At this moment, seeing her nonchalant look, I was trembling with anger: "I told you that when you asked me. I don't want her to know that I like her! Because the time is not up, I'm afraid she will resist me! Did I say I didn’t say that!? I said I didn’t! You actually told her what your intentions are!” I wished I could step forward and punch her!

Mais was watching the show, she wished I could beat her all over the place.But Shu Chang stopped me and tried to persuade me: "Sister Xiaochen, calm down. We are all friends..."

"Friend?" Mais snorted coldly: "Whoever treats her as a friend is really bad luck for eight lifetimes. She is the kind of person who only betrays friends."

"What are you talking about!" Lu Wushuang put away her indifferent attitude, and turned her eyebrows upside down to Mais.

Mais put down his hand, stared at her and said: "Isn't it? This is not the first time you have done such a wicked thing, why do you want me to shake all your dirty things away?"

"Go away! I don't welcome you here!" Lu Wushuang pointed at the door and said in a sharp voice.Then he shouted into a walkie-talkie: "Security, security, I have guests here causing trouble, come here!"

I was about to go up to grab the walkie-talkie in her hand, but Mais stopped me and pulled me out!I struggled and said, "What are you doing, I haven't settled with her yet!"

"Whatever it counts, you can settle the account slowly. She is at home, and we will suffer if it is not good."

Shu Chang followed us out, and the three came to the parking lot.

"Go by car." Mais pushed Shu Chang.

Shu Chang shook his head and said in a dull tone, "Sister Xiaochen, there is something I want to tell you."

"what happened?"

"The Goddess may not really know her well, nor does she believe her words because she trusts her. It's... it's..."

"Say it!" My heart rose!

"When she asked the big guy to come over to witness, she whispered to me that she wanted to establish evidence, and she was afraid that you would lose and cheat, and let me, let me secretly take a video with my mobile phone..."

I:"!!!"

Mais said "Bah!", "It seems that I have been restless and kind for a long time! Shu Chang, it's not your fault."

Shu Chang glanced at me secretly, and I nodded to her: "I don't blame you."

She settled down and went to drive.

Sitting in the car, Mais told us: "I found out that she has a problem with her character. It was half a month ago. Do you remember that dinner at the Hongqiao Hotel? At that time, there was a rich little T chasing Zhou. Yuqing, remember? There was a lot of noise, and they even pushed a cart of roses to their school."

"Oh, I remember!" Shu Chang said impressively while driving: "Senior Zhou was so moved that tears filled her eyes. But then suddenly there was no news."

"Yeah, I was also wondering at the time. I found out later that Lu Wushuang asked for that little T's phone number at the party. Once I saw that little T was wearing clothes from her store, so I asked a lot, and then I knew What happened. It turned out that after Lu Wushuang asked for her phone number that day, the two of them hooked up."

"It's really a habitual offender!" Shu Chang clenched his fists: "I said that sister Zhou was always in a bad mood during that time, so it turned out that someone had her beard cut off!"

"But why didn't you tell us?" So there is still such a paragraph!This Lu Wushuang not only snatched the goddess from me, but also snatched T from Senior Sister Zhou!hateful!

"The two scumbags are together, it's a happy thing for us and Zhou Qingyu." Mais plausibly said, "Besides, didn't I remind you that Lu Wushuang has a problem? Just to remind you, is it going to make the whole city know about it and make Zhou Qingyu sad again?"

Shu Chang scratched his head: "Then what should we do now?"

"You can't deal with scumbags recklessly, you need to attack her vitals. We don't know what her vitals are now, so let's not act rashly, so as not to be beaten by her. The most urgent thing now is Xiaochen." Mais looked at me: "Although she is a bit shameless. , but you have to believe that you are doing the right thing. You have bought yourself time and a little bit of hope. I think you must keep a distance from the goddess in the future to prove that you really have no idea of ​​​​pursuing her. Be a friend. Only in this way can we regain her trust and have the opportunity to stay by her side. Zhou Qingyu told me that she thinks you have hope because you can get close to the goddess. Other suitors don’t even think about it. Dare to think. With the opportunity to get close to her, there will be infinite possibilities in the future. Otherwise, it is all delusional!"

After hearing these words, I seemed to see a spark in the burning ashes. I wanted to grab this spark, so I nodded and said, "I see!"

Mais told me worriedly: "I know you are too obsessed with her, it must be very difficult to act like an ordinary friend. But remember, you must hold back and don't let her see you. When you come out, you have a little bit of unreasonable thoughts. You should know that she is quite smart. It is best that you get along with her as you get along with us, and hold back your unreasonable thoughts in my heart! From now on, you and her will be just ordinary friends. Can you do it?"

"Yes." For the faint light in the endless night, I made up my mind: I can!

The author has something to say: Goddess: This stupid thing really pissed me off.Don't let me finish my words, and you still want to be ordinary friends with me, so you can perform all the tricks by yourself, and I will eat melons.