分手 以后

It was a rare weekend when Shen Ming fell asleep on the bed, but the quilt on the bed was suddenly lifted, and the face of a dead child was magnified in front of his eyes.

"what to do"

"hang out"

"Ha..." Shen Ming suddenly opened his eyes, still not quite sober, "I'm already trying my best to endure having an extra child at home, don't push yourself too far."

"The weather is so nice" Yu Yan grabbed his wrist "Go for a walk"

"...Believe it or not, I'll just throw you on the street right now"

Yu Yan looked at the person who was irritated by the bed and laughed, his chest trembled and said, "I made breakfast, you can eat some before you destroy me."

Facts have proved that when people are full, their anger is gone. "Why do you want me to accompany you?"

"I'm worried about you being home alone." Yu Yan put away the bowl, picked up the backpack and looked serious.

"Thank you, I don't need you to bother." Shen Ming rubbed his eyebrows, "I don't want to go out"

"Then do you want me to come to your office to harass you in the future?" Yu Yan paused, "Mr. Shen, the kind of Mr. Shen every day"

Shen Ming squinted his eyes, "You win, I'll go out"

After staying in the amusement park until the evening, Yu Yan stood in front of the claw machine, "Do you like it?" Shen Ming felt a little strange, as if he had been here before

"What do you want me to do with such a mentally retarded thing?"

Yu Yan seemed not to hear, stuffed the dolls in his arms and said to himself, "I'll get you a pair later."

Shen Ming sighed and gave the things in his hand to the little girl who was watching all the time, and lit a cigarette, "Yu Yan, what do you mean?"

"Teacher, what will you do if I say you like you?"

"It's not that good." Shen Ming took out the doll that Yu Yan caught again and put it in the little girl's hand, and breathed out, "Your family has so many homosexuals, it is indeed a family misfortune."

Yu Yan didn't speak, as if he didn't know what kind of nerve he was poking, he grabbed the pair again and put them in Shen Ming's hands.

"If you like it, keep it for yourself, don't stuff it to me"

"No matter how many times I'm gone, I'll find it for you, trust me."

Seeing Yu Yan like this, Shen Ming suddenly felt that something was wrong, as if people were always trapped by an undetectable force, people called it fate.But if it is not detected as soon as possible, often the result is not worth the candle.

---------- Don't lose what you have by chasing phantoms.

"It's almost time, let's go back"

Many things are good when they are given to you, but they will start to rot after a long time in your hands. People are doomed to lose what they already have and doomed death that they cannot accept emotionally.

Memories are a good thing, all kinds of them constitute the self at every moment, and people's consciousness comes from memories.But I don't want to remember everything clearly, which will make people lose a lot of courage to live.Because people are weak, they will only remember the necessary things, for example, they have been hurt, cheated, hit, frustrated, facing death, facing loss, just remember the facts, and the real pain will definitely follow. As time goes by, as long as those sharp, immature, fresh emotions and feelings are slowly forgotten, it will become more and more painless.Time can take it all away and forget it all.

So the longer a person lives, the less he can study and think about it. So when you see rotten food, lost emotions, and dead people, what does it matter?

Especially in the face of unavoidable grief, the best way is to forget.People are far more numb than they imagined, and they are also far stronger than they imagined.