分手 以后

On Monday morning, Shen Ming saw a strange call. He knew who it was, but he considered for a long time whether to answer it.

"Hello" the voice on the other end of the phone was extremely dry, "...are you listening?"

The person who spoke did not get a reply. After a long silence, he opened his mouth and said, "...do you still remember my name?"

Shen Ming took out the lighter and lit it, without saying a word

"...I miss you a little bit."

Shen Ming smiled, his mind was a little slack for some reason.

That night Shen Ming had a nightmare, but he couldn't remember what it was. When he woke up, his eyes were bloodshot, he adjusted his breathing, and sweat oozed from his face.

He took out a cigarette and lit it on the bed. The fingertips he was pinching were slightly cold, and the pain in his stomach began again, spreading and pulling to his back with a slight nausea. He let his body work hard to relieve this strong discomfort , Close your eyes as if you have fallen asleep.

"Teacher" someone walked into him in the dark, and then the light was turned on, and Yu Yan handed the pills and water to his eyes, "Take the medicine, don't hold on."

This kind of behavior seems to have aggravated Shen Ming's indescribable sadness. This moment is very similar to the voice in his mind instigating him to collapse day and night, constantly destroying his already distorted body during countless days of painful attacks. soul.

In the middle of the night, stepping on the accelerator and speeding towards the top of the mountain at an extremely fast speed, Shen Ming silently endured the pain in his body. He suddenly found that the pain in his stomach was not in his stomach, but in the chest near his heart, which was being gouged.

Continuing to circle up the mountain following the signs, he opened the car window and the cold wind mixed with rain quickly poured in. In the bitingly cold night, lightning flickered in the clouds.

When he returned, it was almost dawn, and the smell on his body was already covered by the strong smell of tobacco and alcohol. When the gray light shone in, he looked like a building that was about to collapse.

He walked into the room and took off his coat to prepare to take a shower before going to school to teach. Those who couldn't stop could only hurry until one day he would disappear without a sound.

As soon as he was about to go in, Yu Yan opened the door and came out. Shen Ming subconsciously let him in, but his body slipped and fell forward.One hand gently opened to support him, dripping water droplets from the wet black hair, and entered Shen Ming's neck along the way, the contained power steamed under the skin and body, carrying the breath of a teenager . "Where did the teacher go last night?"

"It's something." Shen Ming opened the distance between them.

Yu Yan looked at him quietly and said nothing.However, Shen Ming felt that the child behind him was becoming more and more familiar to him.

After Shen Ming entered the room, his mobile phone was turned on in the living room. The light on the mobile phone lay there dazzlingly, and the three characters Cheng Qiwen were flashing back and forth.The person standing there didn't speak, and there was a thin layer of sternness between the brows.

After a while, he picked up the phone, and he could see the burst of strength in his bones with the hand holding the phone, and then quickly cut off the phone, the shadow on his face couldn't see the expression clearly.