[Pseudo-comprehension] The Girl's Sun Belief

16.

Xi Jian sat face to face with the woman who called her "sister".

"What do you mean by what you said?"

After hesitating for a long time, Xijian still asked in a low voice.Although my mind is still in a mess, it is almost impossible to tell if this is another new dream, but the girl in front of me is too difficult for people to ignore, that ethereal dream that seems to be formed by the precipitation of thousands of years She has an elegant temperament, and her beautiful appearance that makes people unable to take their eyes off. More importantly, no matter how you look at it, she does have a lot of similarities with herself.

"I'm Kaguya, and this is my residence, Eternal Pavilion. It's the first time we met, and I'm also the one who inherited the blood of that lord, my sister. If you still have doubts, let's regard this place as a dream. "

Kaguya smiled, stretched out a hand and took Yumi's hand.

"...Sure enough, is it a dream?"

Xi Jian murmured.

In fact, everything was a dream from the beginning to the end, otherwise, why would I sit face to face with this "sister" who will never be able to meet my loved ones?So, how long is the duration of this dream?

Before she even realized it, her heart had been quietly closed to the outside world.

Maybe it was the time when I knew "that memory is false", or the time when I got the truth?I don’t know, and I don’t need to know, since the memory is in a mess, it’s fine to treat everything before and after as different dreams. Speaking of which, did I really foresee anything before? ——That is also a well-arranged plot.

That's it, personally, go through the plot according to the script.As an actor, it is natural to see the script in advance. Is there anything to be proud of?

However, there are still beautiful parts in this dream.Whether it's that spring breeze, or that ray of sunshine...

"What's that look on your face?"

Kaguya's voice suddenly sounded.Looking at her slowly, Yumi found that Kaguya was looking at her with a strange expression.

"That kind of look that seems to doubt everything is too uncomfortable... Although it is a dream, there is no need to be so disappointed?"

"Do not……"

She doesn't know how to respond to Kaguya, and ends up ambiguously saying it's because of "something from the past".

"A thing of the past..."

When Kaguya heard this, he seemed to be lost in thought.

Then...Kaguya suddenly rubbed his hair?

Yumi blinked, at this moment Kaguya seemed to have thought of something, she had already walked to the window, and suddenly pushed the window open.In an instant, the quiet bamboo forest outside the window came into her eyes, and the wind from the bamboo forest filled the whole room with the fresh smell of bamboo leaves. The potted plant that looked like a dead branch on the window sill seemed to sway slightly.

"The bamboo forest here is not bad, right?"

Kaguya seemed to be a child boasting about his beloved toy, Yumi nodded slightly, not knowing what Kaguya wanted to do.

"...No matter what depression you have in your heart, I don't know the reason, but I do know a fairly effective solution." Kaguya gracefully lifted the hem of the long skirt that was dragged to the ground, "Come on, right here In the bamboo forest outside, fight with me in a life-threatening battle."

How did things come to this?

The speed of thinking could no longer keep up with the speed of the development of the situation, Yumi managed to avoid the five-color bullets falling densely like raindrops, and quickly took two steps back.

The surrounding bamboos have been flattened, and Kaguya is floating in the air, surrounded by the five famous treasures.She chuckled lightly, and raised the Penglai jade branch in her hand again.

"Dream has this advantage. When you want to use your best, you don't have to be bound by the rules."

"I'm not going to hide forever—!"

Yumi shouted to Kaguya in the mid-air, and at the same time, the stars that appeared from the void fell down quickly again, this rain of stars went straight in the direction of Kaguya, if Kaguya dodged, they would also Will change trajectory with her direction.But Kaguya did not hide, but let himself be shot down by the whistling meteor.A blinding light suddenly exploded in the bamboo forest, and Xi Jian quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and then found that the clothes on her body had been damaged in many places, and the long sleeves that had been dragged out were directly torn. Completely looking embarrassed.

finished?

"Oh? Don't underestimate the enemy?"

behind...?

Sure enough, Kaguya appeared behind her unscathed, smiling and opening his hands.Something glowing with fire loomed beside her.

How did she do it—? !

In an instant, bullets that were so dense that there were almost no gaps struck again from all directions without any dead ends. Xi Jian's inner sense of crisis was clamoring, but no matter what, she couldn't find a loophole to avoid it, and her speed was completely unsupported. She got away quickly.Since this is a life-threatening battle, then I lost now...?

...so, is it over?But why, at this moment, the first thing that arose in my heart was the feeling of nostalgia?

"Hey, are you still pretending to be dead?"

Suddenly regained consciousness because of Kaguya's voice, Xijian found that she was not dead, but paralyzed on the messy ground in a "big" shape in an embarrassing appearance.Kaguya was looking at her with a smile from directly above her, and beside her was another silver-haired woman she didn't know at all.

"Are you scared? Since you still want to live in your heart, don't put on that lifeless look again."

"You were too reckless just now, Kaguya." The silver-haired woman said so.

Kaguya blinked, and explained with a smile: "Hey, has Eirin been watching? Actually, she wanted to stop, but the look in her eyes just now is too similar to that guy Meihong's back then. I couldn't control it for a while."

"She's different from us. She will really die if she follows the way just now."

After Yonglin and Kaguya finished talking, they turned around again, as if they also had something to say to Yumi.

"When I saw him on a moon night, I still didn't think about things sometimes." Yong Lin didn't care about Xi Jian's expression, but just reached out and tapped Xi Jian's eyebrows, "Your time here is almost up, I wanted to say something What, because of Kaguya's willfulness, I can only leave it to you as a gift... Kaguya."

"Yes," Hui Ye also restrained his joking demeanor, and replied in a deep voice, "Then, this is a dream of 'Xu Mou', after waking up, you can try to live well on the ground, my sister. "

In an instant, Xi Jian's figure disappeared, and the originally messy bamboo forest instantly returned to its original state. Then, the surrounding scenery slowly dissipated, and in the real eternal pavilion, Penglai Shan Huiye opened his eyes.

"Did you really not think about seeing the Lord on a moonlit night? Yonglin? He even invited a tapir to move?"

She got up lazily and gracefully and pushed open the window, the glow of the full moon streamed in from the window, covering the room.

"But there are still some things that are not thoughtful, such as sealing the child's memory - I have already untied that seal."

Yonglin's voice came from outside the door.

"I'm afraid he didn't think about it," Kaguya nodded—even though Eirin couldn't see it, "Although things like 'past' are troublesome and always forgotten, they are far less interesting than 'now', but no The 'past' is really more troublesome. It's like I can't imagine, if I throw away all the past, what will I look like now, maybe I will be the same as the kid just now?"

That empty and numb gaze was almost the same as that of Meihong when she first found her.However, Meihong eventually lost interest in things around her because she was "undead". The child probably began to unconsciously force herself to ignore everything around her because she thought she was "denied" or "deceived".

Oh, thinking of this, I don't know why I want to find Meihong to have a good fight... After all, although I mistook the child for Meihong for a moment, I finally stopped my hand in good time.

Originally thought that I would be completely confused in all these illusions.

Inexplicably dragged into a dream, and inexplicably had a fight with "sister".Although I am still confused about the current situation, I seem to have become more sober... No, it might be better to say that my heart has calmed down a little.However, the gift that the person named "Eirin" mentioned at the end was...

Sitting kneeling in the main hall of the shrine, the surroundings have become quiet, and her legs are completely numb. Even so, Yumi still knelt there for a long time with her head down.

"Gift" - all the memories of the past, the real memories, are returning to her mind bit by bit, occupying her whole mind.

It was a weird feeling like looking at another person. It was the memory of a carefree little princess who lived in the pure land called the Moon City.The faces of father and mother became clear, and the memory of studying with the two sisters who she respectfully called "teacher" also showed a sense of existence not to be outdone.It was so beautiful that it was like a dreamy past. She stared at the girl who led a group of moon rabbits wandering aimlessly, or snuggled up to her mother, but always had a smile on her face, and still couldn't believe it. Also "self".

Her father and mother really loved her, and that love ran through the long past of 200 years, almost solidifying and surrounding her tightly. She suddenly found that she could no longer be cruel enough to hate the person who made her born into this world. Those two, in this matter, there is really no one else who is wrong.A mother's love is not false, and a father's concern is not an illusion.Then the ultimate mistake is still all "one's own existence" itself.

I am just a shadow that will dissipate at any time, and I have stolen those short-term happiness, so what right do I ask anyone to keep it for me?Speaking of it, I was unconsciously too greedy before.

The premonition at the beginning was indeed correct. After parting, there will be eternal loneliness.And then left in place, with no return to the past or future.Parents must have seen all this from the very beginning, so they have always hoped to be "more like a human being"-only when they gradually have human-like desires and emotions can they better adapt to life on the ground.From the very beginning, his destination was destined not to be the pure land of filth, but the earthly world full of "dirty" that the people of the moon loathed.

A "certain part" in her heart quietly became active again when she didn't notice it, the blood in her veins seemed to be cooled instantly, Xi Jian vaguely felt that something was wrong, but suddenly felt that she couldn't control her thoughts up.

The soul seemed to be divided into two parts, the part where she was, and the other half—reason told her that she should calm down, but her mood obviously fell uncontrollably.Such an overly depressed mood continues to wake up the "other half" in turn.She suddenly remembered that this out-of-control situation had already happened once - when she was directly confronting those black muds before, she lost control and pulled out the demon-sealing arrow and stabbed the fake "Karna" , as if "another self" is in control of the body.

If the current situation is allowed to develop, sooner or later the "other half" will regain control of "myself".At that time, it might be the time for "Yu Jian" to disappear.

Are you really going to let this happen?

Xi Jian bit her lip, her heart unexpectedly began to waver.

If she was faced with such a situation before, she would definitely choose to persevere without hesitation until she could suppress "that half", and before that, she would do everything for the existence of "herself".But ah, even doing this now is meaningless, no matter who you are, you shouldn't appear.Why not let nature take its course?how?

...However, I am a little bit unwilling.

When fighting Kaguya, at the moment when he was infinitely close to "death", the nostalgia for "living" that arose in his heart for the first time was obviously not fake.

Yes, I'm a little reconciled to the matter of "disappearing".

With no feeling in her legs, she lay down on her side in a kneeling position. The moment her skin touched the cold ground, the wound on her body that hadn't fully healed began to ache again.Don't worry, she thought, raising her hand and letting her sleeves cover her face.

If it just disappears like this, wouldn't the people who cherish themselves be very sad?Moreover, if that person finds out about such an ostrich-like evasion behavior, he will feel disappointed.

Because I have felt the warmth of light, I don't want to let myself fall into the dark.This is my own... "desire".

Did I finally have a "desire" like a human being?

——If someone decides your own destiny, can you accept it calmly?Even if you know everything and don't hate anyone, can you do it yourself?

Can't do it? ... can't do it.

I don't resent anyone, because no one is wrong, but I don't want to accept the ending calmly.

Yes, do not want to accept.

As if he suddenly figured something out, Xi Jian slightly raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a stiff smile.

Let’s make this choice, and the “other half” seems to jump up too, with the cold stone ground beneath him, but a strange impulse boils in his blood.

Now that "Xijian" is already here, it means that the so-called "destiny" at the beginning is not unshakable. Why must things follow the original track after that?Yes, that's it, that's right—

She laughed lowly.

During this period of time, I have been making a mistake about one thing, and foolishly got into a dead end.The so-called prophecy is not something that you have to follow after you see it.Rather, from ancient times to the present, the greatest usefulness of seeing something that has been determined in advance, isn't it used to avoid the original ending?

Since, when the smell of death is everywhere, the struggle because of the desire to survive in the heart is called "filth", then, facing the established fate, those who are unwilling to obey because of the "desire" I must have become "dirty" myself.That doesn't matter, so many things that relatives have done for themselves can't be wasted, even if they can't do it now, it will lead to the end of eternal loneliness... It shouldn't be the time to stop.

When thinking of this, even the restless "other half" gradually calmed down.Xijian once again repeated the determination he had just made in his heart.

I want to live, and I also want to have the courage to go on with all these memories-to bear the beauty and cruelty equally, and then admit my own desires and obsessions, and then move forward until I can take another step forward. The day when you don't move... that's it, this is your choice.

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But why, at this moment, the first thing that comes to mind is "Is it possible for this kind of self to be recognized by that person?"...? !

The author has something to say:

Xi Jian: What should I do if I was almost beaten to death by my sister as her old enemy, urgent, wait online qwq

Kaguya: There is no such thing as a bad mood that can’t be solved by fighting. If there is, then fight twice——that’s what Meihong said OwO

Meihong: I have never said such a thing... Come and fight, Hui Ye? !

· Regarding the arrangement made by the father, he had asked the tapir to monitor the condition of the heroine in his dream very early on, and he could take immediate action if he found something wrong.This time, I originally wanted to connect her dream to Yayi Yonglin, the "moon brain", and let the old expert (?) enlighten + solve the problem, but Kaguya intervened midway to make trouble, and became the heroine. On the spur of the moment, Kaguya grabbed and beat him, and Eirin was basically unable to do anything... Both daughters are brats.【

In addition, Kaguya in Dongfang is really skinny. The reason why th set the Tale of Taketori is that Kaguya made troubles when he was still in Yuedu, and encouraged Eirin to make the medicine of Penglai with her. After being discovered, he was banned. Sent to the ground to reflect (Tale of Bamboo Crawl), but after serving her sentence, Kaguya felt that it was much better on the ground than going back, so she and Eirin who came to take her away began to flee (in addition, because of her, Mei Hong took the medicine and became Never grow old and never die), and then built the eternal pavilion to hide the pursuers from the moon capital, and then there was the plot of Yongye copying... Friendship and love for the old man for a second hhhhhh

Yayi Yonglin's seniority is a bit higher than that of Yue Yejian. In the original design of th, he was the person who guided Yue Yejian to found the Moon Capital. Later, he was exiled because of making troubles with Kaguya, which caused the Moon Capital forces to lose most of their IQ. (×)

·The definition of "filth" that the people of the moon loathe seems to be still being torn up. It hurts my head to watch the big bosses quarrel, so I set it as [desire and struggle between life and death] privately. Okay, write an article , the most important thing is to be happy (unreasonable face)

The short but high-energy second part is coming to an end... I am very happy to let myself go, and of course the setting is well explained

Forget it, Little Sun will be on stage soon... Ah, I miss him very much【

I also want to write daily!I really want to write love lines!It’s all [-] characters and the relationship line hasn’t developed much. I want to see how difficult it is for them to fall in love. What can I do? I’m also desperate.

The third part is estimated to be daily life + teasing each other + making things go away, high energy will also be there, but it will not be so intensive w

Mount Penglai Kaguya & Yayi Yonglin & Fujiwara Meihong - "Oriental Eternal Night Copy"

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