[Pseudo-comprehension] The Girl's Sun Belief

15.

Yu Yijin knew that what was given to Xi Jian was indeed a part of the eight-foot Qiong Gouyu.Yue Yejian used the subtle connection between these two Gouyu to set a permanent seal on Xi Jian's body to seal her memory.But she didn't know the specific reason why Yue Yejian did this, she just knew that if the integrity of the connection between the two Gouyu was destroyed, the seal would inevitably loosen and even slowly disappear.

Could it be that Lord Yue Yejian already knew about the loosening of the seal?

These thoughts flashed through his mind quickly, Yu Jiajin saw through the fox statue that Yumi was still lying there quietly, as if he didn't even move.

In short, let's follow the meaning of that adult first...

The inner side of the moon, the center of the moon capital.

"Yujiajin should have heard the child's request."

See you on a moonlit night.He seemed to be talking to himself against the wall in front of him, but if he looked carefully, he could see that there were traces of a door sealed by layers of spells on the wall.

"Even now, feelings cloud my judgement. I always wonder if, even at this point, it's appropriate to tell her the truth."

His tone was very flat, as if he was chatting with someone.

"Do you regret it?"

A cold female voice came from inside the door.

"Regret? No, I still don't regret it."

Yue Yejian replied without hesitation, "'My soul is my own' I have told you a long time ago. She is your child, and naturally she is also my child. Let my child be born in the world In this matter, I will never regret it anyway.”

He had seen such an ending from the very beginning, yet he insisted on having this short-lived sweet dream.Since this is his decision, he will not regret it.That initial decision was cruel to the kid, and why not to them?Facing the doomed separation but still investing in emotion, it is not an exaggeration to define this as torture to each other.

"...I don't regret it either," the woman's voice seemed to have a faint smile, as if she was recalling something beautiful, "I love her, even if this love was wrong in the first place, I will not regret it." Regret... If she hates me after knowing the truth, then go ahead and hate me, I am really sorry for her."

"Don't blame yourself first, Qingzi," Yue Yejian cut off the woman's words directly, "She has already encountered the variable that intervened 60 years ago, remember?

"The person she summons is the tributary that intervenes in her fate. Although she has to wake up from a short sweet dream, but...if she can see 'hope'..."

Perhaps everything starts with the story of this woman.

She used to be a youkai, chasing that "end" - becoming a "god".Also because of this obsession, she unintentionally made a big mistake of violating the rules made by "Heaven".After that, he was lucky enough to escape from the punishment of heaven, and became attached to a god here.

In the end, the woman who reached the "terminus" as she wished became a member of the god she loved deeply, and was soon brought by him to a place called Moon Capital, or another name for this place might be more Everyone knows - "Night Plain".

Abandoning the identity of a monster, giving up the past that was once on earth, giving up life and death and gaining the "eternity" equal to God.It seems that although the process is a bit tortuous, it is indeed a story with a happy ending.

—Is that really the case?

She became a family member of Yue Yejian, but the person she loved deeply and the person she became attached to was the soul of Ara, who was a quarter of this god—the son of god named "Ara".Although in the eyes of this god, his soul is himself, and there is not much difference, however, the woman does not know how to deal with this god who is similar to but strange to the person she once loved deeply.It seems that it is not appropriate to go back to getting along like in the past. When she faced Yue Yejian, she gradually became alienated and respectful, just like a subordinate facing a superior, rather than a wife treating her husband.

Then, out of nowhere, they discovered that they "should have had a baby".They said "should have been" because at the same time, they also discovered that this child "should not exist in this world".

Perhaps temporarily blocked by the thought of becoming a mother, the woman knelt in front of Yue Yejian and asked him about the child.

"That child, is it really impossible to be born?"

"You must have understood."

"I'm sorry...but I don't understand," the woman's eyes showed sadness and sorrow, "If she shouldn't exist, why should we see her 'should' exist? See you on a moonlit night...please give me Let this child live. Even if her life is destined to be short, I will not regret it."

"You don't have to, Kiyoko."

The god sighed and helped the woman in front of him.

"I can't refuse your request... Besides, it's 'me' and your child. However, if that child is born, I can only conceal her existence for at most 200 years."

"...Then please leave the rest to me," the woman said slowly, "If the child is born, I will do my best to work for the fate of the child after 200 years. What price do I have to pay? , I will certainly not escape.

"After all... Her birth can be said to be my selfish request... Even so, I am still not reconciled. Compared with being rejected by the world because of being judged "not allowed to exist" from the beginning, I hope she can I have personally experienced what it feels like to be loved.”

Yue Ye saw the woman in front of her.

From this moment on, he had already seen the future of that child, or in other words, because of his inner turmoil, the birth of that child became inevitable, and her fate also began to move accordingly.

Which is more painful, being never born or being destroyed after being loved?Qing Zi's expectation... Maybe it's that child, and it's also their doom.

He suddenly had such an idea.

The child cannot be "born", so another method is used instead.

Half of his own blood and half of Kiyoko's blood were used as a basis to shape the child's body, just like Kaguya was created in the first place.Tsukiyami gave "his child" a girlish appearance.He gave her a cute appearance similar to Kaguya, and gave her hair and eyes the same color as the night sky.Then, he awakened her with his spiritual power.

He personally named the child "ユウミ". At that time, Kiyoko was on the side and asked him in surprise: "ゆ...め? Is this child's name 'Meng'?"

"No, her name, ユウミ, should be written as 'Xijian' according to the way people on the ground write it."

Seeing in the evening, it is not a problem to say that what you see at night is a dream.Rather, this child who is destined to disappear is a fantasy dream they had under the blindness of their emotions.

——She will be destined to be a child like a dream, short, illusory but beautiful.

When Xijian timidly called him "Father" for the first time, he suddenly understood where Qingzi's obsession was.

He handed over Ximi to the Mianyue sisters and asked them to be in charge of her education.According to Sister Mianyue’s report, no matter what she was taught, the child learned very quickly—whether it was all kinds of strange arts or various aspects of knowledge, the child learned everything very seriously and gradually grew up. .

Qingzi also accompanied the child from time to time. When she was with Xi Jian, Qingzi seemed to be shrouded in the brilliance of motherhood, forgetting her discomfort and the destined ending of the child.She told Xijian stories about the past, and taught her the magic techniques that belonged to monsters that she used back then.Qing Zi said to Yue Yejian that she didn't want Xi Jian to become a self-enclosed, arrogant and indifferent coward like other Yuezhi people.

Then let her learn how to be a human being.

Yue Yejian answered her like this.

For the people of the moon who gave up their lifespan to obtain "eternity", 200 years can almost be regarded as a snap of the fingers.However, Yumi did gradually grow into the appearance that Kiyoko and Tsukiyomi had expected during the short 200 years.

Although she still didn't know what to do to be like a human being, she did not become the usual arrogance of the Moon People.She is like a star, gradually emitting her own, faint but bright light.

Later, at the deadline predicted by Moon Night, "Heaven" descended.

Because it was not allowed to exist, the child who was born into the world today is guilty. "Tian" made this announcement in front of Qingzi, and then it said, I thought you wouldn't be stupid enough to violate the "rules" again and again.

This has nothing to do with Xi Jian, it's my fault.

Qingzi simply took all the mistakes on herself. However, she argued with "Tian" on the issue of how to deal with Xijian.

"Are you going to erase her directly?"

"The reason why she shouldn't exist is because of you. When you escaped the punishment of heaven, the cause and effect have been recorded. In other words, you pre-existed her existence and continued your life."

Said the cold voice.

"That is to say, it is indeed according to the rules that she is now judged as the 'Son of Sin' and will be erased."

"Rules... Since it is my "sin", I will bear this punishment?! Why must she be targeted? Apart from this matter, is there anything wrong with her?"

"There's really nothing else wrong with it."

That voice answered as it should, but it was this attitude that made Qingzi even more annoyed.

"Then how about an exchange? Since she has no other faults, let her go, and I will bear your punishment."

This kind of negotiation seems to be beyond the expectation of "Heaven", but according to the "rules" it abides by, Xijian really has no other faults that can be condemned.So, it responded after a period of silence.

"Then, in exchange, she will be exiled from the Plain of Night and her identity as a "god" will be taken away. She will never be able to set foot on the same land as those who are connected with her blood, and she will never be able to gain faith, or use Faith gains strength.

"And you will be permanently imprisoned on the inner side of the moon until she disappears from this world."

Long after "Tian" left, Qingzi reacted as if she was awakened by the noise of the moon rabbits outside the door.

As soon as she opened the door, she was stunned by the scene outside the door.Her daughter, Xi Jian, was standing outside the door, her face was pale, and what she was holding in her hand should have been something she wanted to give to her, but now it was scattered all over the place.Qing Zi trembled, she opened her mouth and said in a hoarse voice, "...you heard it."

"Those are, really? Mother...?"

Her daughter's asking for help made her heart ache like needles, but Qingzi still acquiesced.She watched the last gleam in Xi Jian's eyes slowly disappear, and the child squatted down slowly, surrounded by a group of panicked moon rabbits, sobbing softly.She wanted to hug Yumi to comfort her as usual, but her feet seemed to be nailed in place.So she watched Xi Jian's cries getting smaller and smaller, and finally, the child held a moon rabbit tightly, cried until he couldn't even make a sound, and then passed out amidst the screams of the moon rabbits On the moon rabbit.

The moon rabbits hurriedly sent Xijian to Sister Mianyue, and Sister Mianyue quickly sent her to Yue Yejian.Qing Zi also came in a hurry, and when he saw Yue Ye Jian, he was hanging a string of hook jade around Xi Jian's neck.

"In that case...then send her to the ground."

Seeing that her daughter's expression had returned to calm, Yue Yejian raised her hand to gently stroke her soft hair.

"I sealed her memory. As long as these two gems are on her body, she will not remember anything except you and me. Moreover, if you don't know her real name, people on the ground will not be able to see her The true appearance. She will still live carefree and will not be disturbed by anyone or anything... Since we owe this child, then let her be left with happy memories. gone."

After handing over Yumi again to Sister Mitsuki, who is the leader of the Messenger of the Moon, Toyohime Mitsuki disappeared in the passage connecting the ground, staring in that direction, Tsukiyomi suddenly spoke.

"Since that child gave us a beautiful dream, as the last blessing, I will also give that child another beautiful dream... Goodbye, no, good night, see you in the evening."

Naturally, Yu Yanjin's narration was not so detailed.She only knows a rough idea.Even though she wanted to hide some more, the order she got from that adult was to tell everything.So she told the girl in front of her who could be regarded as her younger sister, Xi Jian, you were actually "should not exist".

I am very sorry to expose such a cruel truth, but it is true.Xijian, it is because of your parents' love for you that you can be born in this world.Please don't doubt, it's not that they don't love you, but they love you more deeply than anyone else in this world, but...

... As your punishment for being "shouldn't exist" but because of them, not only them, but we as your "relatives" will never be able to meet you.

...This is probably the "truth".

What Yu Yanjin knew was not the detailed facts, these were just fragments of words heard from that adult.But such brief words were enough to make Yumi, who had been listening all the time, tremble all over.

Xi Jian was still kneeling there, the broken memories evoked by these words were twirling wildly in her mind.Miyutsu's words have already made her speechless. If the so-called truth is such a thing, the guarantee she once made in front of Mr. Suwako seems to be a fluffy joke.What's more, for the first time, she recalled those fragmented conversations that she heard through the door under the dark sky, but they were enough to make her fall into an ice cave.

——If my existence is sin, then why should I be born in this world?Since you love me, why put me in this situation?

Xi Jian only felt the tinnitus that overwhelmed everything in his ears, and he couldn't tell what kind of mood he was feeling at this time. As a sinner who was denied even his existence and exiled from his homeland, he forgot everything with peace of mind. Everything in her life became a soap bubble that was easily burst. When she broke free from the constantly reset memories, she suddenly realized that the past 16 years were indeed a man-made sweet dream.

——In this dream, only the person whose real name was told by her can become a real memory, and the rest of the memory are beautiful patches that are updated from time to time.But perhaps because "Xi Jian" was rejected by the world, even those who knew her real name left her one after another.

Maybe it won't be long before the "Xijian" forgotten by everyone will disappear——

Tinnitus followed by a severe headache, is Yu Yanjin still talking?I don't know, it seems that I can't hear the sound from outside.Then, Xi Jian only felt his head spinning for a while, as if he fell directly to the ground.When she regained her senses, she found that she was indeed lying down, and what she saw was a strange and gorgeous ceiling.

Did the dream finally wake up, or did it start a new dream?

"It's finally here."

An elegant voice suddenly sounded in the ear, followed by a girl's face with a beautiful appearance that was almost similar to her.

"Should I say... welcome to Eternal Pavilion, my...sister?"

The author has something to say:

This chapter, emmmmmmm, after coding, I found that what I wrote now is still far from the original outline

...But I kind of like the current one (laughs)

The main function of Gouyu is to treat the two as a whole as a sealed carrier of the heroine's memory and a device to ensure that her memory can be continuously and selectively reset.When the hostess removed two of them and gave one to Little Sunshine, the integrity of the system was destroyed, so it had a slight impact on the seal. Later, when she changed to the devil, she directly loosened the seal... The reason why the seal was taken away so easily is probably because the father didn't expect his daughter to be such a bear that he would directly hit Gouyu's idea

·【Ara is Tsukiyomi's Desolate Soul】← Personally, I think it is the best setting in the whole text!Ma Ma is the person who attacked Mr. Huang at the beginning of the text next door [小声励力.jpg], but the text next door is purely silly and sweet. At that time, it seemed that there was no official statement [The shape of the wilderness is monthly reading], so this is The later development of the parallel world... In fact, I was too lazy to think about new settings, so I just took it and changed it to use orz

·The heroine's appearance is very similar to Kaguya's = Mary Su's appearance. However, our hero can't be easily defeated by relying on his face. Seeing that the old man wasted all this effort [.

·Although it is weird to think about it carefully, the real age of the heroine... emmmm, after all, the comparison standard is different, so if it is converted into a pure human standard, it will be sixteen

Cough, at this time, I really want to play age stalks that I never get tired of↓

Q: What is your age?

Xi Jian (second answer): 16 years old

Karna: ...There is no point in concealing it. See you, sorry. The staff over there, please modify the record. It is actually [forced to silence]

Xijian: Don’t talk, next question, thank you (laughs)

ps. There are two versions of Kaguya Ji (although they are unreliable), one is the one I used here [Tsukiyomi misses her sister so I made Kaguya according to Amaterasu], and the other is [ Tsukiyomi made a mistake and was demoted and became a girl, Kaguya]

Actually, the second one is quite interesting hhhhhhh

Again ps. The next chapter will continue with the high-energy brain hole warning, I just want to make a big deal (suddenly let go of myself)