Declare war on depression, against day and night

A Rang, who was still steaming all over, sat cross-legged on the sofa in the living room. The clothes on his body were loose and big, but soft, thick and warm.Holding the goat milk that another brother gave him in his hand, it was steaming hot, and everything around him was very strange to him.

But he was very good and didn't ask any questions.

Just sitting quietly on the sofa, looking down at the goat milk in his hand, it was like a stone statue that had been carved.

In addition, his eyes still fell on Bie Ming from time to time.

Watching him standing at the door of the bathroom, waiting for the person who kicked him to give him clean clothes.Watching the two of them go inside together.After a long time, Ah Rang heard the sound of the doorknob turning. He turned his head to look expectantly, but saw the man walking out with his brother in his arms, and went to another room.

He wanted to talk to his brother again, but he just waited, slowly.Wait until the sky outside is dark, and little by little snow falls slowly from the sky.

During the period, the brother who warmed his goat milk came to talk to him, but he was not interested in answering what he said, so he kept silent, only looking at everything in the house curiously.According to his gaze, Natsume Rushou will tell him what this is, what is that, and what it is for.Arang would also nod politely, but never communicate with Natsume verbally or in the eyes.

Ah Rang knew, very clearly, that everything he was experiencing now was just a dream.

He didn't know if it was because his body was too warm, or it was too late, but he gradually felt drowsiness, and the drowsiness became stronger and stronger.It seems that I can't hold on for a second, as long as the persistent thoughts are released, I can fall asleep forever and ever.

Natsume made dinner.

Bie Ming walked up to A Rang, squatted down, and patted his shoulder lightly, trying to wake him up and let him eat.

He saw it.

Through the narrow eye slit that was finally forced out, he vaguely saw Bie Ming's face.

Recalling now, before I came here, I also had this experience of wanting to fall asleep quickly.When I fell asleep completely, I seemed to have seen a blurry face of a person close at hand. At that time, my body seemed to be very stretched, as if I was in a warm hot spring pool.Who picked himself out from the pile of dead people, who told him that some things are not allowed to be eaten, and some things are not allowed to be drunk...

"Eleven... Eleven... Mao Eleven, come quickly!"

Mao Shishi held his own glass and stood far away, nonchalantly glanced at the two of them from the corner of his eyes: "Huh? Why?"

"Ah let him disappear."

Just in my own eyes, like a dream, it disappeared without a trace.

Bie Ming shook his head.

For the first time, he questioned what he saw with his own eyes.Bie Ming thought that he was familiar with strange things like demon magic, but seeing is better than hearing a hundred times. When this kind of bizarre thing really appeared in front of his eyes, Bie Ming was still shocked for a long time. Breathe hard.

He had seen Mao Shiyi transform from a human into a cat.

The boss stood alone on the bed, not waiting to see anything clearly. There were only empty shells of clothes left in mid-air, and then the clothes fell on the bed and piled up in an instant, and the outline of a small creature could be seen from the bulge of the clothes.Afterwards, Bie Ming took off his clothes, or waited for Mao Shishi to come out by himself.

But this time, there was nothing in Sora's sunken clothes.

The person who was talking to him and washing the muddy water with him, in the blink of an eye, will never be seen again in this life.

Mao Shishi walked over, bent down, grabbed the clothes on the sofa and threw them on the floor with his hands, and sat down by himself.

Bie Ming's eyes widened, he raised his head, and looked at him in disbelief.

Mao Shishi put his hands behind Bie Ming's head, and pushed a little harder, making Bie Ming tilt his head so that it happened to rest on his leg.Bie Ming is definitely on the list for being so stupid to deal with a chance encounter with his true feelings.Mao Shishi didn't say anything, and patted Bie Ming's shoulders one after another, just like Bie Ming did when he coaxed a little cat to sleep.

"eleven?"

"Ok?"

"Will you be like A Rang one day, in front of me, don't give me any signs, and then disappear in an instant?"

Mao Shiyi shook his head resignedly, maybe Bie Ming was always used to living alone, and suddenly another person forcibly entered his life in a short period of time, which is unbelievable.He felt that he could never give Bie Ming the sense of security that he really wanted. No matter how much time he spent with him every day, no matter how many caring and heart-warming words he said to him, he seemed to never have that real sense of security. Can't catch it.

He put his hand on Bie Ming's face and rubbed it, Bie Ming obediently closed his eyes, and rubbed against his warm palm.

Mao Shishi said: "How many times have you asked me this kind of thing? But no matter how many times you ask me, I will still say, I will not disappear, I will always live here and be with you forever. "

It stands to reason that a person with a fragile heart should be more or less comforted after hearing such words.

But Bie Ming didn't, he would only fall into a deeper layer of sadness because of such words.Maybe he thinks that words like forever and forever exist just to deceive people's emotions.Where can true feelings remain unchanged?Where can real time be equal between a man and a demon?

Compared with "forever", Bie Ming wanted to hear an exact time point.

He hoped that Mao Shiyi could tell him exactly a time point, such as one hundred days, one thousand days, or 20 or 30 years.Having such an accurate time will make it easier for Bie Ming to accept, and it will give Bie Ming a firm foundation in his heart.

He is not a child, he does not believe in eternity.

But Mao Shiyi always said forever, forever.

"Mao Eleven?"

"Ok?"

"I have a question I want to ask you."

"Go ahead."

"Should I find someone like me to fall in love with?"

"???"

Mao Shishi was absent-minded for a moment, his eyes on Bie Ming became very strange, and he, who had always been unforgiving when fighting with Qi Ge, couldn't say a word at this moment.Lin Lu didn't mean that he was as important to Bie Ming as the savior.How can a person say no to his savior, just don't want it, and throw it away if he says he can't?

"You're kidding a little too much, right?" Mao Shishi smiled a little, and he was with Bie Ming. He had never experienced the mood at this moment before, and he felt that he was a little I couldn't catch the person in front of me anymore, "Stop yelling, tell me, you're just kidding with me."

Bie Ming was taken aback when he heard Mao Shishi's words, and said, "I'm not joking with you."

Mao Shishi's hand grabbed Bie Ming's hair at the back of his head and pulled it back violently.

Bie Ming frowned and cried out in pain.

He didn't know why Bie Ming's showy head would suddenly have such an inexplicable idea, he would rather his mind was full of mud, than he was so smart that he would do everything by himself .

At this moment, Mao Shishi finally admitted Jiang Erge's decision with a smile.

Who said no?At the beginning, everyone thought to help Bie Ming cure his illness, but after the treatment, his soul, which could have accepted a stable life, suddenly became fanatical and restless, and desperately wanted to Leave your current life and go to a far-off new world.Regardless of Jiang Erge at that time or Mao Shiyi now, this sudden change in Bie Ming must have left them at a loss.

What are they thinking?

It is for Bie Ming to be healthy and happy, and to take care of him like his own child.

In the end, it is love in this relationship, and it is hope that Bie Ming can also return the same love to them.But the reality is that they gave their own love to change Bie Ming, but Bie Ming insisted on giving this full love to another other than them who had nothing to do with them.

Mao Shishi still thinks that Bie Ming is joking, after all, he has not been completely saved from the abyss of depression, and he still needs his savior very much.

"Why do you want someone to date?" Mao Shishi loosened Bie Ming's hair, and put his entire palm on his head.

"Why, let me think about it..."

Bie Ming kept squatting until his legs and feet finally went numb. He supported the floor with his hands and sat down first, then leaned against Mao Shiyi's feet.Seemingly burdened with countless worries, Bie Ming cast a melancholy glance at the balcony shrouded in the night, exhaled a long breath from his nasal cavity, and still rested his head on Mao Shiyi's lap.

Stretching out his hands to hug Mao Shiyi's legs, Bie Ming raised his head back, and could see Mao Shiyi's protruding and sexy Adam's apple, a well-defined chin, and eyes looking at him from top to bottom with unknown meaning .Bie Ming said: "Because, I think, I don't know how to fall in love with monsters yet."

"Then you will fall in love with someone?!"

Mao Shiyi's voice suddenly rose an octave.He originally wanted to kick him to vent his anger, but he was worried that he could not control his strength and hurt him again, so he held back and just kept pounding the sofa with his fists.The sofa was soft, and it made Mao Shishi even more irritable.

Bie Ming heard that Mao Shiyi wanted to scold him, and he felt aggrieved all of a sudden. He immediately sat up straight and refused to rest his head on Mao Shiyi's lap.

"What's the matter with you?" Mao Shiyi shook his head angrily and amusedly, and slapped Bie Ming's side face a few times with his palm a little harder, and he could hear the slap of "piapiapia", "Ah? You still What's wrong with being angry? What did I say? Get angry with me?"

"I am not angry."

"You're not angry, why are you pouting?"

"..."

When you are with someone like Bie Ming, you may have thousands of small impulses to get angry in your life, but in the end you will always unconsciously forget about wanting to be angry.Even if she was really angry like now, in the end she still couldn't quarrel with someone like him at all.

Mao Shishi held Bie Ming's face in both hands, and said solemnly, "I'll ask you one last time, Bie Ming, do you really want to find someone to fall in love with?" He hoped that the answer he got would be no.Perhaps Mao Shishi didn't even realize that he was so nervous that he broke into a cold sweat, and prayed silently in his heart.

Bie Ming nodded honestly: "Yes, I really think so."

"Heh." Mao Shiyi curled his lips, stood up and pointed at Bie Ming's nose and yelled, and finally stopped his swearing under the obstruction of Natsume Lizhou, but the volume was difficult to quickly lower, "Do you know what you are? You are forcing me to break up with you! Did I propose it, huh? No. You forced me! You forced me!"

Natsume Lizhou tightly hugged Mao Shiyi's waist, he was very worried, if he let go, Mao Shiyi would really land his fist on Bie Ming's weak body: "Eleven, eleven, calm down .You scared Ming-kun."

Mao Shiyi laughed angrily: "It's almost as if he frightened me. I can still scare him? Do I dare? Don't tell me yourself, do I dare?! Do I dare to scare you? ?!"

Bie Ming didn't expect Mao Shiyi to be so emotional, and he was indeed frightened by Mao Shiyi, leaning against the sofa and curled up into a ball, pouting aggrievedly.

"Do you know how tiring it is for me to live in the same room with you? Worry about this, worry about that, every word I say now has to go through my mind three times before I dare to say it, why? Isn't it just because I'm worried that you won't be able to accept it?" ?! Why can I think of a solution from your point of view, but you can’t consider my mood when making a decision? Is it really that difficult to think from another perspective? Is it really that difficult to think for me? Don't Ming, as long as you have a little bit of me in your heart, you won't say such heartless words so casually, right?"