Declare war on depression, against day and night

It wasn't until the dirty little boy ran to the side of the two that Mao Shiyi suddenly came back to his senses as if possessed by a soul.It was too late to say, but it was so fast, when Mao Shishi saw this "dirty thing" without even thinking about it, he raised his foot and kicked the person a few meters away.

"Mao Shishi! What are you doing! He's just a child!" Don't startle yourself with the sound of roaring, he didn't care to see Mao Shishi's expression now, and ran to the little boy Wrapped him in a down jacket, hugged him tightly in his arms and comforted him softly, then turned to look at Mao Shishi, "Why are you the same as before, nothing changed? He's just a child .”

This scene is all too familiar...

Mao Shishi took it easy, took off his own clothes and put them on Bie Ming: "Okay, okay, it's all my fault, right? I apologize to you, and I apologize to you too, ah, I'm so sorry. Okay Come on, go home, I'll freeze you to death again."

"Huh?" The little boy stared at Bie Ming and Mao Shishi, there was no trace of resentment in his black and white eyes.

Bie Ming originally wanted to carry him home, but after walking two steps, he found that he couldn't hold him anymore, so he put him down and zipped him up: "Does your stomach hurt?"

The little boy shook his head, stared straight into Bie Ming's eyes, and asked, "I've never seen this place before, am I dead?"

Bie Ming's heart was very soft, seeing a child like him was like a girl walking to a big-name lipstick counter, unable to walk at all, and had to be coaxed and "lied" to take them home to feel at ease.Can't help but touch his face, a cloud of fine dust fell, Bie Ming said: "You live well, go home with brother, brother's home is the safest place in the world."

Yes, the home I've been living in is the safest place in the world.

As long as the door and curtains are closed, all dangers outside the world will not be able to see us, and all demons and ghosts will bypass us.

"Am I still alive...I remember, I killed all the people in the village, and then...then..." He looked up at Bie Ming, and suddenly showed an innocent smile that only belongs to children, "I forgot .”

Don't cry, my heart trembled.

Mao Shiyi also squinted at him.

The little boy held Bie Ming's hand and walked home, humming a weird tune, but Mao Shishi held Bie Ming's other hand tightly.

Bie Ming felt very at ease.

Compared with the past, Bie Ming feels that he has not changed much fundamentally. When facing monsters, he still wants to retreat cowardly. When depression strikes, those terrible pictures that appear in his mind still make him want to go back Go curl up in the little black room.Sometimes when he wants to get rid of the past a little bit and try to muster up courage, the dazzling sunlight outside the window has never been his armor to face the world, on the contrary, the sunlight will make Bie Ming admit defeat.

Since the arrival of Mao Shishi, the situation has gradually improved.The most basic thing is that I can slowly contact and communicate with these monsters, elves, and characters who came out of novels for some reason.Still a little nervous, but no longer purely feeling fear and dread.

just like...

It was as if he was very sure of one thing, no matter what kind of trap he was in, no matter how big a monster the child he picked up was, as long as Mao Shishi was by his side, nothing was worth worrying about.

Just do what you want, because that person will be there for you to protect you from all harm.

Everything and all kinds of things in this world are up to you to experience and take risks with you.

Bie Ming looked at Mao Shiyi's side face, saw his lips that were so tightly pressed to the point of whitishness, and remembered the line of milky white that he often hung on his lips.Bie Ming subconsciously licked his lips, and for the first time had the urge to take the initiative to kiss her.Mao Shishi's eyes turned to Bie Ming at this time, as if his dirty thoughts had been seen, Bie Ming looked away in a panic, and looked down at the hands they were holding.

Feel the cold weather, but also feel the warmth of the palm.

Cats seem to be animals that like warmth and dislike cold, so please go home quickly.

After returning home, Bie Ming coaxed the little boy to go to the only bathroom with a bathtub on the first floor, put hot water first, let him wait there for a while, and then hurried back to the room to return Mao Shiyi's clothes.

Mao Shishi is really afraid of the cold, and just took off his clothes for Bie Ming outside just to worry about Bie Ming's small body, and to show off his boyfriend power at the beginning of the relationship.As a real cat, Mao Shiyi rolled onto the bed and shivered under the quilt as soon as he got home.

"What's the matter? Is it cold?" After Bie Ming hung up his clothes, he quickly sat down on the edge of the bed and leaned over the corner of the quilt to ask.

"Ah? What? What is cold? Can it be eaten or drunk? Another reminder, that child is not in great danger for the time being, but don't get too close to him, he is not a fun thing in his bones Son."

Bie Ming listened absent-mindedly, and nodded perfunctorily.

Mao Shiyi finally asked, "Anything else?"

"There's...a little..."

"Quickly release, quickly release, if there is a fart, quickly release." Mao Shiyi urged.His feet rubbed back and forth in the quilt slightly, and he couldn't wait to turn back into the softest place where the cat burrowed into the quilt.

Bie Ming kept his upper body leaning forward, closed his eyes tightly and hesitated for a long time, finally made up his mind, quickly gave Mao Shiyi a "squeak" on the forehead, and then ran out like a fly.

Mao Shishi was stunned for a moment, and immediately raised his upper body, stretched out his hand but missed Bie Ming.

The little guy runs very fast, dare to do it but not to admit it.Forget it, if there is a first time, there will be a second time.

Going back to the bathroom with a flushed face, he closed the door with a "bang", leaned his back against the door for a long time, and took a few long, deep breaths.It turns out that passively accepting Mao Shiyi's kiss is quite different from the feeling of actively kissing Mao Shiyi. The heartbeat is fast and heavy, and the temples seem to be mobilized by the heartbeat, beating again and again.It wasn't until he saw the little boy that Mao Shiyi's face faded from Bie Ming's mind.

The little boy smiled shyly: "I...I was thinking, what is this place? Do you want me to take a bath?"

Bie Ming stepped forward to try the water temperature in the bathtub, and then waved to the little boy: "I see that you are quite dirty, come and wash it first, don't worry, my clothes are also dirty, stained with water does not matter."

"I haven't taken a bath for a long time..." The little boy looked at the white bathtub in front of him in disbelief. Made a dark and complete handprint, "I... sorry..."

Bie Ming took off his down jacket and threw it outside, then took off the strands of his clothes and threw them on the ground, scooped water from the bathtub and slowly poured it over his shoulders to let him get used to the water temperature.

When Bie Ming's hand first touched his skin, he flinched fiercely, and for a moment there was fierce emotion in his eyes.But Bie Ming didn't pay attention, while he was moistening the little boy's body, he rubbed the lumps of mud on his body with his hands.

"People in the village didn't allow me to take a bath... Just a few days ago, I felt that I was too dirty, so I ran to wash in the river behind the mountain, but my neighbors discovered it. Um... Brother, the river The water can only be used for washing clothes, not for bathing, is that right?"

Bie Ming didn't know how to answer, he didn't even know where this little boy came from, he just saw such a dirty and messy little person.

"You can wash your body clean in a while. After washing the ashes on your body, it's like washing away all the bad things from the past. Ah Rang, when you want to wash, you should come to me. "

The little boy tugged at his sticky long hair along the water. He paused when he heard Bie call a name, and asked, "A Rang? Brother, are you calling me?"

"Huh?" Bie Ming was also taken aback for a moment, "Isn't your name A Rang?"

The little boy shook his head: "No, I don't have a name. I was picked up by my parents from the dead."

When he said this, he was very calm, without showing the slightest sadness, but looked at Bie Ming, who was full of astonishment, with slightly doubtful eyes.

"My neighbors said that I was brought up eating and drinking dead people's blood, so I can't have a name. Because if I have a name, those dead people will come back to find me, and bring my name to our whole village. A huge disaster is coming. But before I came to that village, I really never ate or drank the blood of dead people, okay? Brother."

The last "Brother" sounded like the last plea before hope was cut off, as if he would fall into the abyss in an instant if he didn't get a response from his brother.Even though there were no tears in his eyes, from Bie Ming's point of view, those black and white eyes were bursting with tears.

Don't get up, go outside to find a comb.He rinsed the muddy water from his hands at the sink, and then scribbled on his face to cover up the tears that were about to burst into his eyes.

If in the world he lives in, no one's heart can tolerate such a "heterogeneous", and no one is willing to listen to the true inner feelings of a "heterogeneous", don't think, he can, he is willing.

People who are regarded as "heterogeneous" can often understand each other with "heterogeneous" who do not blend in with the crowd.

When Bie Ming walked back to the little boy, he found that he was lowering his head, watching the mud and water that had left his body flow into the same room, a steady stream, which was completely different from the surrounding white walls, the white bathtub and other white things. out of place.

The little boy raised his head and met Bie Ming's worried eyes, his expression was confused at first, and then he broke into a big smile.

He stretched out his finger to point to the direction of the muddy water, and the dirt on his arm also fell drop by drop: "Brother, look, this is the meat I have eaten and the blood I have drunk."

"From now on, you will be called A Rang." Don't worry about your image in his eyes any more, tears can't be held back, "When you grow up, there will definitely be better people, more loving people." Your people have chosen a name for you, a bright and upright name for you. But now at your brother's house, you will be called Arang for the time being, okay?"

Why is this person crying?

Did you cry because of yourself?

After leaving the village and before coming here, I really ate and drank the blood of dead people, huh?elder brother.

I didn't do it, and people put a stigma on me.

I did this, and someone wants to save me from the bloodthirsty abyss with tears?

A Rang stretched out his hand, leaving a faint five-fingerprint on Bie Ming's face.

He thought, some people are just plain stupid.