Declare war on depression, against day and night

When you want to change, you must change from yourself instead of hoping for the future; when you are tired of the surrounding environment, you must let yourself be in the environment you like instead of complaining about the surrounding environment.

Bie Ming stood barefoot in the bathroom to bathe the cat he picked up.

This gray kitten is not much bigger than the dog on the tombstone. Maybe Bie Ming picked him up in the cold weather, so this kitten is very clingy to Bie Ming.When Bie Ming put it into the sunken washbasin, the kitten nervously pawed at Bie Ming's sweater sleeves with two paws, making a soft "meow" that softened the heart.

Bie Ming rolled up his sleeves and tried the hot water before he dared to wash the kitten's body: "Mao Shiyi left me three times, and you stayed with me twice. Your eyes are very similar to Mao Shiyi, His is also a light golden color. Little guy, are you Mao Shiyi sent to protect me? Haha, isn't it?"

"Meow."

"I don't know what Mao Shiyi is doing now." Bie Ming put shower gel on it and began to rub it with his fingertips, rubbing it while saying, "It's almost Chinese New Year, I don't know when Mao Shishi will come back, this time he's leaving, Didn't even tell me, because there was something urgent, right? Are you right, Kitten?"

"Meow."

Mao Shishi looked up at Bie Ming with his big eyes wide open, and found that he was different from the usual weak side.On the contrary, Bie Ming seemed to be full of confidence when dealing with it. Whether he looked directly into the cat's eyes or smiled at it after talking to himself, he could no longer see the cowardly Bie Ming.

As for what was the urgent matter when I left... Of course there was no urgent matter, it was just, um... just took a bite of jealousy in a hurry.Besides, when will I come back... It depends on the situation, it's quite comfortable to be served by Bie Ming in this state.

Bie Ming's words became much more obvious, and he was gradually willing to express himself, so in the process of bathing it, Mao Shiyi was a little annoyed by hearing it.

In the end, Mao Shiyi squatted obediently on the washstand, waiting for Bie Ming to find a hair dryer to blow his hair.Mao Shiyi's body was dripping with water, and Bie Ming said to it, "Master Cat, shake the water off your body, so you can save 10 minutes of blowing."

Mao Shishi is as steady as an old dog.

Bie Ming thought it was because it didn't understand what he meant, so he opened his hands and shook his body, shook his head, and set an example for the cat in front of him: "Just like me, shake the water on your body. You little animals get wet. If it gets wet, won’t it dry itself?”

"Meow."

If he hadn't turned into a kitten, it would be impossible for him to see such a cute side of Bie Ming.Seeing Bie Ming's hard work in the performance, Mao Shishi mercifully shook off the water on his body, intentionally or unintentionally shaking Bie Ming all over.

"I just finished washing you, and you dumped me again," Bie Ming laughed, "Are you telling me that I can't go to bed without taking a shower?"

"Meow."

"Okay, okay. I didn't say no to washing."

Bie Ming seemed to really understand what Mao Shishi said "meowing". The conversation went back and forth, so Mao Shili almost thought that Bie Ming could understand his own words.

They still lived in the room rented by Mao Shishi. Bie Ming put the kitten on the bed, and found him the ball of yarn that Goudaner had played with.Standing by the bed and watching it play more happily, I felt relieved to go to the bathroom to take a shower.

As soon as Bie Ming left, Mao Shishi kicked the ball of wool under his feet to the bottom of the bed.

Even for the first four days, plus tonight, Mao Shiyi has not lived with Bie Ming for a long time.This made Bie Ming, who was used to living with him, so uncomfortable that he could not fall asleep peacefully in bed for a long time.He always had to lie on the bed for a long time before he could close his eyes and fall asleep, and he didn't sleep well.

Bie Ming simply dried his hair with a towel, and went to bed to lie down.

Mao Shishi looked at it and sighed uneasy, don't be like this all the time, I don't know if it's because I'm lazy, or if it's a habit of more than ten years.Obviously there is a hair dryer, and I just used the hair dryer to dry my cat's fur, but I just can't think of blowing it for myself.When living with Bie Ming before, he had to yell and yell to get Bie Ming to sit obediently and let him dry his hair.

Now it's all right, once I'm not around, Bie Ming's life will fall back to before liberation.

Bie Ming was lying sideways on the bed, and the kitten in front of him was standing on the pillow cover and screaming "meow meow" at him.

With voices and companionship in the lonely night, Bie Ming was much happier. He stretched out his hand to stroke the kitten's head.

The location of the kitten is usually the place where Mao Shiyi sleeps.

Mao Shishi always turned his back to him. The buttons of his pajamas were unbuttoned, and the neckline was too wide. The protruding bones on the back of his neck could be seen.

Petting the kitten, Bie Ming suddenly remembered Mao Shiyi's hair.

Because of his height, Mao Shishi always liked to reach out and pat the top of his head, or rub the back of his head.I have never touched Mao Shiyi's hair.Presumably his hair must also feel good, like a large dog like a golden retriever.

"Little cat, look at you, you can't talk, and I don't know your name." Mao Shishi turned over, lay down on the bed, and gently poked the kitten's head with a finger, "How about How about a name for you brother?"

elder brother...

Mao Shishi thought, don't scream, you will really put gold on your age.

"Meow."

Bie Ming closed his eyes, pursed his mouth unconsciously, and then smiled and said, "Your name is Eleven, how about it? You are Mao Eleven, and he is Mao Eleven. Cat Eleven, Cat Eleven, who gave it to me?" What name did you choose? Why is this name so nice? Don’t you think so, Cat Eleven. Cat Eleven..."

In the back, Bie Ming's sleepiness gradually deepened, and Mao Shiyi couldn't tell whether he was calling "Cat Eleven" or "Mao Eleven".I could only hear him screaming non-stop, and muttering non-stop after falling asleep.

When he woke up the next day, Bie Ming really had a cold. Although he didn't cough yet, he had air in his voice sac and his nose was blocked, so it was a little difficult to breathe.

One more night, it will be New Year's Eve.

Mao Shishi has not come back yet.

Bie Ming didn't care if he had a cold or not, he stubbornly hugged Eleven and sat on the sofa in the living room watching variety shows on TV.Occasionally, he would smile along with the people inside, and occasionally glance at the entrance.Eleven scratched restlessly in his arms, let him go on the ground, and Eleven didn't move, scratched his cotton slippers, and then hugged him into his arms again.

For breakfast made by Natsume Ruzhou, Jiang Erge cooked a pot of instant noodles for everyone at noon, and in the evening, Natsume Ruzhou cooked a few simple dishes and steamed a pot of white rice for everyone.

Bie Ming ate and drank water on time, not much, and it was still his usual appetite.

In the afternoon, after watching the variety show I had been watching, I spent a lot of time looking for another show.The new show probably didn't suit Bie Ming's appetite. He didn't feel interested, so he brought a bag of oranges from the refrigerator over, watched absently, and peeled oranges on the plate for everyone to eat.

Jiang Erge and Natsume Lizhou were busy cleaning the glass that was not cleaned a few days ago, fried the hairtail wrapped in egg noodles in the basin, and made all kinds of fried meat and croquettes wait.

Don't know when he fell asleep.

Later, he was called up by Natsume Rikushu and asked him to go back to his room to sleep, otherwise he would catch a cold.

A day when Mao Shiyi was away was spent in boredom.In fact, Mao Shishi is there.He really saw how Bie Ming spent his day when he was not at home.Everything looks normal, but it has no soul, like a marionette, controlled by crystal silk threads.

When lying on the bed, Bie Ming couldn't fall asleep again.With his eyes open in the dark, he looked at Eleven sadly and sadly.

During this day, Mao Shixi's heart ached all the time.He thought more than once, why not lead Bie Ming into the room and tell him everything.

Tell him that I am not a feng shui master, let alone an onmyoji, tell him that I am a monster on Fuchun Mountain, but that I am actually a very rare and rare cat with nine tails, and tell him that the purpose of approaching him is his right hand. The demon cat tail in the eyes...

But then he held back.

Because he was afraid that if he told Bie Ming all the facts, the consequences would be unbearable for him.

Yes, he was scared.

On the issue of Bie Ming, he also became like a coward, timid.He was afraid that Bie Ming would be disappointed in him, that Bie Ming would feel that he had cheated him, that Bie Ming would break up with him, and even more afraid that Bie Ming's efforts to fight depression for so many days would be ruined because of his impulsiveness.

Afraid that he would hide in his castle again, he locked the gate of the castle tightly.

It's hard for you to know what Bie Ming is doing inside the locked door.

Until New Year's Eve, Bie Ming still didn't wait for Mao Shishi.But there is no way, New Year's Eve will not be over because Mao Shiyi is not with Bie Ming, and the dumplings that symbolize reunion will not be postponed because Mao Shixi is not with them.

Dinner on New Year's Eve is a plate of steaming dumplings filled with leek meat and cabbage vermicelli pork.Qi Ge likes to drink, so he brought white wine and beer to the table.Except for him, no one drank baijiu, only a bottle of beer per person.

Bie Ming is a small coward who pours in a glass, so he didn't dare to drink too much, so he asked Natsume Ruzhou to pour a little into the glass.Qi Ge was honest, saying that there was only one good day in a year, and that he had to have a drink with the big guys, regardless of Bie Ming's pleas and obstructions, he insisted on filling his glass with beer.Mao Shishi lay on the dining table and grinned at Qi Ge, Qi Ge flicked his brains out of his head, and didn't pay attention to Mao Shishi's warning at all.

Bie Ming ate half a plate of dumplings with vinegar and garlic, and couldn't stand Qi Ge's persuasion, so he drank up the wine in the glass, and his face turned red after a while.Under the influence of alcohol, Bie Ming relaxed a lot, his gaze towards others was mixed with confusion, and his smile became more ambiguous.

After much deliberation, Natsume Lizhou decided to push Mao Shishi and Bie Ming emotionally.

It happened that both the person and the cat were present, so Natsume Tanuki got up, walked behind Bie Ming, put his hands on his shoulders, bent down, put his lips close to Bie Ming's ear and said something.Bie Ming laughed immediately, leaned softly on the chair, narrowed his eyes, and laughed like two crooked bridges.

"Meow."

Mao Shiyi didn't think so.

The last time I went out from home was because Natsume Tanukiu and Bie Ming were too close, and then I thought maybe I was too sensitive.But Natsume Lizhou actually made intimate gestures with Bie Ming again and again, thinking that he was air and did not exist.Is he floating, or is he unable to hold the knife? !

The same goes for Bie Ming, knowing that he can hold a glass of alcohol, he has to eat some New Year's Eve dumplings with a group of elders!Don't you know that some of these people have unreasonable thoughts about him?Didn't you tell him that you have eaten dumplings every New Year's Eve since you moved in?After so many lonely years, why?On New Year's Eve when I'm not here, can't I bear it for another year?

Mao Shishi wished he could drag Bie Ming into the cave right now, and ask him thoroughly.

Is it because of being overly nervous about feelings, or is he using his psychological problems to deliberately seduce...

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