Declare war on depression, against day and night

Why do couples of men and women who give birth to children have no awareness of their responsibilities as parents?Why would they do that when they're not ready for it?They can choose who to be with, but children can't choose themselves, can they?

They gave birth to a child, and gave birth to several children of different genders. How do these children look and behave, whether there are any disabilities or hidden dangers that are born with them, whether they show different characteristics from other children of the same sex, etc. Yes, aren't they all the remaining children of their October pregnancy?Why is there such an eye-catching word "preference" in the dictionaries of the world?

Being in a room without light, using heavy curtains and closed doors and windows to make myself alone, is not because I have any special preference, but because I want to hide the dark side of my heart.All bad thoughts can be swallowed by darkness, and what you can't see just doesn't happen.

This is all self-deception, because Bie Ming knows that in places that he cannot see, happy people have short-term happiness, and unfortunate people have long-term misfortune.

That man raised the wine bottle, that man brandished a kitchen knife, that man put his arms around his slender waist, that man pushed and cursed, that man shut himself out of the door... Gradually forgetting, trying to suppress, all because of Chen Zhongliang , all remembered.

Life started to go downhill.

Don't think without thinking.

Tombstone is used to living in Fuchun Mountain. The life on the mountain is always spacious and vast, with almost no boundaries, and often faces the threat of life because of work.In Bie Ming's room, although it was extremely safe, he lost the freedom he never valued.

Tombstone stared at the curtains in a daze, how could they have the heart to put a bat soaring in the night sky into a birdcage?

It can really be said to be cruel.

Bie Ming, who hadn't spoken for a long time, suddenly said, "Tombstone, do you miss home?"

"Well, a little." I think of the cave on Fuchun Mountain, and the big cat that hops and shakes the mountain three times.

"Then you go home."

"Uh-huh?"

"Leaving you here without permission must have caused you a lot of trouble, right? I'm like this sometimes. I can't do things with my head. If it delays your going home for dinner, your parents will be unhappy. Go back quickly." " Don't think suddenly, if it wasn't for his extreme thinking, he would still be willing to believe that most children can be treated kindly and warmly in his own home.

Tombstone really needs fresh air to blow away the blood that has been lingering at the tip of his nose, and he also needs to go back to Fuchun Mountain to fly and scream for a while, but what he wants most is to go back with Mao Shiyi.

Tombstone thought for a while with his not very bright mind, and said, "Can I come back again?"

"Hmm. OK."

"Meow." Mao Shiyi increased his presence at the right time.

"By the way, Brother Bie Ming, can Goudaner be put here with you first? I can't take it home now, and I see that it likes you here too." Seeing Bie Ming's embarrassed look, the tombstone immediately Made a concession, "Next time, next time I come, I must take Goudan away. It's so small, it won't cause trouble for you."

Bie Ming looked down at the dog egg that had been pushing into his palm, such a small ball, as if it would die young once it left the comfort zone and experienced some wind and rain.He is soft-hearted, and usually he would not refuse the request made by others, so he agreed immediately.

"I've never had a small animal..."

Tombstone chuckled, pinching Goudan'er's tail and lifted it upside down from Bie Ming's hand, making Bie Ming feel unbearable to see it.He stretched out his hand to poke Mao Shiyi's belly, and looked at the blue cat's eyes meanly: "The cheap name is easy to feed, just pick it with your mouth for whatever you eat, hahahaha."

"Meow!"

Mao Shishi got angry, raised his hand and slapped his paw again.

Tombstone covered his face, aggrieved: "When you come to the new owner, you have become so angry. You stinking thing with no conscience."

Goudan'er pushed into Bie Ming's palm again, and "meow meow meow meow" towards the tombstone.I don't know if the tombstone can be understood, anyway, Mao Shiyi greeted his eighteen generations of ancestors brutally, and asked him to find a grave for himself after returning to Fuchun Mountain, because he was far away from passive death. Not far away.

"Okay, okay. If you have the conditions, a little milk, a little sausage, and a little cat food are fine. If you don't have the conditions, really, it will eat whatever you eat, cornstarch, rice, mineral water, cheap names, Good food."

After finishing speaking, Tombstone lifted the curtains with ease, opened the latch of the floor-to-ceiling windows, flipped down on the second floor, and left.

It seems that he has been thinking about how to get out from here a long time ago. The escape route is simple and clear, and his every move is crisp and neat. Maybe without Bie Ming and Mao Shiyi's knowledge, Tombstone has already rehearsed it many times.

After the floor-to-ceiling windows were opened, the cold wind from outside suddenly rushed in.

Goudaner shivered in the cool wind, thinking, the tombstone is gone, when will Mao Shishi come back, is it possible that he can only stay by Bie Ming's side in this form?Merciful and compassionate Guanyin Bodhisattva, please give me a step down, I will no longer be arrogant.

Bie Ming hasn't had time to think about Mao Shiyi yet, because the current bad thing is much, much more important than Mao Shiyi's "running away from home".

I have to say that Mao Shishi turned into a dog egg, ah no, it was just the right size for a kitten.

Bie Ming put his hands together, just enough to hold him up.The cat's body was very warm, and Bie Ming's hands were also warm, making Bie Ming feel that there was finally something around him that he could grasp with both hands. This sense of certainty somewhat gave Bie Ming some comfort.

Sometimes, animals are really more affectionate than people.As long as you give it a little bit of your love, it will happily give you all of itself, there will be no intrigue, no sugar-coated bullets, and no empathy for no reason betray.

If you treat it well, it will accompany you with its purest self for the rest of its life.

I still think about Mr. Chen Zhongliang and his child with Cantrell's pentalogy. Don't want to talk to his irresponsible father anymore, but he still has inexplicable sympathy and concern for the child who lacked his father's love since he was a child.He pulled out two bags of Alps from his bookcase, let Goudan nestle in his bent arms, and went downstairs in an awkward mood.

There were two black suitcases in the living room. The door of Chen Zhongliang's room was ajar. Bie Ming stood at the door with his head down and waited for a while. Chen Zhongliang came out of the room with a bag of garbage.

Seeing Bie Ming next to his luggage, Chen Zhongliang knew that the little boy was waiting for him.

"What I just said may have caused you a bad mood. I was indeed avoiding the baby's illness, and I also thought that it would be great if he died when I had no time to take care of it at work. No need to spend any more money, Don’t worry about it anymore, it’s cruel, after all, it’s my flesh and blood. I really thought about it at the time, and now I really want to go back and see him.”

As Chen Zhongliang spoke, he put the key in Bie Ming's hand.

Bie Ming opened the door of the house for him, and still stood aside without saying anything.He just stretched out his hand, took the garbage bag in Chen Zhongliang's hand, and handed two bags of Alps to Chen Zhongliang at the same time.

Chen Zhongliang pulled a box with one hand, looked at Bie Ming with long-lost kindness in his eyes, as if he saw his child's 20-year-old appearance from his immature face: "Thank you, you are a good boy."

Don't think about it, I'm not a good boy.

I'm just a spineless parasite.

Since I was very young, I have always wanted to escape from this home, from the woman who gave birth to me, and from the man who fed me.But he didn't.I can't stand it anymore, I also need a place to live and food.And these, he can't give himself.Now it is the same, on the surface it seems that he has escaped from that woman and that man, but in fact, isn't he living in the big house they "give alms" to him?Isn't he supporting himself with the inheritance they left behind?

If you have the backbone, you should leave now without taking anything with you.It doesn't matter where you go, as long as you don't have them, anywhere is fine.Maybe if you go to a place where you don't know anyone, you can start your life again and interact with people normally.

"Wait, wait, don't close the door yet! I'll be right there."

Suddenly a young boy's voice stopped Bie Ming who was about to close the door, and then, a vaguely impressed face came into Bie Ming's eyes.

Hey, isn't this... Isn't this the person who rented the room where Jiang Erge was?

Don't be dumbfounded.

"Landlord? It's rare for you to come downstairs. I'm really lucky." Luo Zhuang held two big bags in his hands, and it looked like he was carrying his wallet to sweep the supermarket. "In two days, my former roommate Come here to celebrate my birthday, I'm not going to buy some snacks, beer or something. Don't worry, Landlord, we won't be very noisy, just talking and chatting, to be honest, I miss them a lot."

Bie Ming nodded and said "hmm".

He didn't know Luo Zhuang very well, that is, when he came to rent a house, the two chatted with each other for a few words, and then they didn't meet each other again.In fact, Bie Ming was not interested in where Luo Zhuang went, what he bought, or what he was going to do in a few days.

"Excuse me, are you the only one living in the room?" Still feeling concerned, Bie Ming glanced at the door of the room and asked.

Luo Zhuang was taken aback, looked at the room, and immediately smiled: "Of course I live alone. I am a single dog who has no girlfriend for ten thousand years. I also want to live with two people, and no one is willing to accompany me out of the rented house." no?"

Bie Ming stared at the toiletries and a few rolls of toilet paper in the transparent plastic bag carried by Luo Zhuang, and replied with mixed feelings: "Maybe I misread it."

"You must have read it wrong, haha."

Luo Zhuang walked to his room with a smile, and when he reached the door, he moved the bag in his right hand to his left, and took out a small bunch of keys with a USB flash drive from his trouser pocket. After opening the door, he took a special look at Bie Ming, revealing a With a grin, he closed the door.

Bie Ming stood where he was, looked at the door for a while, and then returned to the second floor.

Luo Zhuang must have lied to him, he clearly saw Jiang Erge coming out of that room that night, so he was definitely not wrong.Bie Ming was lying on the bed, Goudan followed his arm to his chest, chased his own tail a few times, rolled himself into a ball and nestled on Bie Ming's body.Bie Ming unconsciously reached out and touched its fluffy back, thinking, Jiang Erge lives with Luo Zhuang, and he has no objection, but why does he pretend that he doesn't know him?

Bie Ming turned over, and Goudan jumped up with a "meow".

At that time, Jiang Erge said that he fell in love with Xiaohua, so he wanted to break up with him.

But in the end, he still lived with Luo Zhuang.

I still have the thinking of a normal person, so it is very clear that Luo Zhuang is just an ordinary boy.Not a complete tomboy, nor a fan of cross-dressing, he is just an ordinary boy, just like himself.

Therefore, Jiang Erge still lived with him.

Bie Ming fell asleep and dreamed of Jiang Erge.

The abrasion on his forehead finally healed, and even under Jiang Erge's care, there was not even a scar left.

But Jiang Erge still came to stand next to his seat to listen to the class every day.Because he is No.1 on the throne, the teacher always likes to ask him to answer questions in class to show the students in the class, and the history teacher always likes to ask Bie Ming to repeat Jiang Erge's answers.Don't beep... It's been a long time since I've received so much attention, and I haven't had enough sleep for a long time.

Don't protest.

Jiang Erge looked innocent and said, but I'm sleepy.

Don't say that you can go and stand elsewhere.

Jiang Erge was still innocent, and couldn't see the blackboard clearly from other places.

Well as you please.

The author has something to say: Pentalogy of Cantrell: It is a very rare congenital developmental deformity in the world. The disease was discovered by a foreign doctor named Cantrell, so it is named after Pentalogy of Cantrell.The patient's heart is exposed outside the chest cavity, and the lower part is only covered by skin tissue, and the beating of the heart can be seen through the skin.Because the heart is outside the chest cavity and the ribs on both sides resemble angel wings, it is also called "angel heart".