Green Bamboo Green - Blossoms on the Moshang

"You asked me why I didn't tell you earlier that day, and I've been thinking about it for the past two days, what do I think?" Cheng Jian saw that she was a little dazed, so she continued: "The first time you went to Ningcheng, I didn't say it, I just didn't want to make you uncomfortable, can you forgive me for this?"

"Yes." Fang Qingqing didn't blame her for that time, and could even understand that Cheng Jian was considerate.

"When I knew that you and my family still have that kind of fate, I was very happy. It was not based on kindness. My mother and I always thought that it was easy and should be done. It was based on the fact that we can have a deeper bond. It's like a ship has an anchor and can dock safely. Do you understand what I mean?" Cheng Jian looked at her and asked.

Fang Qingqing had some guesses in her heart, but she couldn't believe it, because she always thought that she was the one who felt relatively insecure between them.

"It seems that you understand." Cheng Jian looked at the change in her eyes and said with a smile.

"You let the family members meet because you want our lives to be intertwined and not easily separated?" Fang Qingqing asked tentatively, if Cheng Jian thought so, did you make her so uneasy?

"Qingqing, apart from studying and working, I'm not so confident in everything. Most of the time, I can take it lightly because gains and losses are not that important to me." Cheng Jian looked at Fang Qingqing seriously, and continued: " But you are different, you have changed my life, the old principles no longer work, but I haven't learned any new ones yet." Cheng Jian rarely had an annoyed look on his face.

Fang Qingqing pressed Cheng Jian's eyebrows with her fingers, her beautiful forehead shouldn't be wrinkled due to worry.Fang Qingqing suddenly felt that what her mother said was right, they were all girls and they had to take care of each other.Cheng Jian is not as omnipotent as she thinks, and she is only three years older than herself, and she still needs to learn continuously on the road of life, but this kind of Cheng Jian makes her feel closer, and even more so that she can reach out at any time Can hold in the bosom.

She herself is also used to keeping things in her heart, and she didn't tell Cheng Jian all of them. If you want people to live in your heart, you have to open your heart first.The sense of security that two people are together must be given to each other.

"Cheng Jian, I haven't told my parents about us now, not because I'm not sure about you, you are the one I want to be with forever, no matter what happens, whether my parents, Fang Yiyi, Fang Ruzhen Accept, I will use all my strength to be with you." Fang Qingqing also spoke very seriously, and Cheng Jian also knew that she was talking about something deep in her heart, so she nodded and said, "I know now."

Fang Qingqing paused for a moment, and continued: "It is because I know the choice I will make that I am a little scared."

"Are you afraid of losing them?" Cheng Jian asked softly.

"I will never lose them, so I'm afraid of breaking their hearts." Fang Qingqing's tone was a little sad.

Cheng Jian understands where Fang Qingqing's pressure has been all along. There is nothing wrong with liking someone. They have this understanding of each other, but it doesn't mean that others also have this understanding.Whether the friends around them accept it, they can choose to continue to have it or lose it; but whether their family members accept it, they have no choice, because they cannot lose their family members, nor can they let go of their lover.

Cheng Jian thought of her parents' acceptance of her. The reason why she was so calm was probably because she had taken care of herself since she was very young, made her own decisions, and chose her own path.In addition to love for her, her parents probably still have some sense of guilt or distance.And the family where Fang Qingqing grew up, the relationship between the family members is too close, if any string is too tight, it will pull each other and feel pain.

"Do you think your family will definitely not accept us?" Cheng Jian asked tentatively. Fang's father and mother seemed to be very cheerful people, and so did Fang Ruzhen. Although she didn't meet Fang Yiyi, she accepted her friend If you are with a girl, then you should not be a particularly conservative person.

"Maybe they will, and eventually they will, but they need a process, and I need enough courage." Fang Qingqing looked at Cheng Jian and suddenly smiled. It feels good for the two of them to express their innermost thoughts like this.

Cheng Jian also laughed. They have to make some changes in the process of getting closer, to create the best position in their hearts and lives, so that the other party can walk in and live there comfortably.

"We all hide some of our thoughts, maybe subconsciously or habitually, so there was a little conflict. Now, can we reconcile?" Cheng Jian's tone became more relaxed.

"Reconciliation." Fang Qingqing replied straightforwardly, and said with a smile: "It's nothing at all, it can't be called reconciliation."

Cheng Jian pinched her face, held her in her arms, and kissed the side of her face, feeling very relieved.Cheng Jian, who was immersed in the warm atmosphere, found that a hand was slowly reaching into her clothes, touching her soft belly, and rubbing it repeatedly. "Are you sure you want to be on the sofa?" Cheng Jian asked with a chuckle.

Going to work after the festival, life started to get busy again. This is Fang Qingqing's third year of work, and she has long adapted to this rhythm, and everything is in order.

When entering April, the summary of the first anniversary of the launch of the new product began to be rehearsed rhythmically, and the branch company, as the main body of the production of the new product, naturally also reflected it.

Based on Fang Qingqing's good work performance in the process of product introduction and operation, she was officially promoted to supervisor, and Zhang Gong, who led her, was transferred to a Sino-US joint venture company to continue to play a role in the introduction of new products.In this way, Fang Qingqing became the actual person in charge of the economic analysis work. After working for more than two years and three months, she began to gradually show her talents.

Wen Mo was promoted to the director of the Sino-US joint venture company, and her original position was held by Shi Zeng. Fang Qingqing was a little surprised at first, because Shi Zeng had never been involved in business work, so why did she suddenly take that position.She didn't care, but she didn't know what kind of trouble Shi Zeng in this position would bring her.

In April, Fang Qingqing and Cheng Jian were officially together for one year.In April last year, when they were doing product testing in Sanya, they decided to be together.Fang Qingqing really wanted to celebrate, but she had already learned that after the celebration of the first anniversary of the successful launch of the new product, Cheng Jian would return to Germany to report on her work, and her work on this product had basically been completed.

Fang Qingqing knows that Cheng Jian will come back, but she is worried about whether there is a suitable position here for Cheng Jian. Cheng Jian is doing product development and design. At the current stage, it is basically dominated by foreign capital. It can be said that where the product projects are, Cheng Jian Just where it should be, this is the best way to display your talents.If she was allowed to do some daily management work, maybe she would do it well, but it would be a pity. She didn't want to affect Cheng Jian's career because of her own reasons.

At a certain moment, she felt that she was facing the same psychological state as seven years ago. She stayed, afraid that she would not be able to bear it, and let go. This time, she was afraid that she really couldn't. open.She thought, unlike before, Cheng Jian is not Shen Xiaoya, and they are no longer powerless. This time, the two adults will find a solution.

When Fang Qingqing tried to discuss her future with Cheng Jian, Cheng Jian said with a smile: "Don't worry, there will be a solution, but I have to go back to the headquarters to communicate. It's hard to say how to stay."

It's not that Cheng Jian doesn't want to tell her, because she knows that she will come back, but the reason is that it's not convenient to tell Fang Qingqing now.

Seeing that Fang Qingqing was still a little tangled, Cheng Jian thought that Fang Qingqing had a tangle of intentions, she knew about her and Shen Xiaoya's affairs, but in her opinion, Fang Qingqing had no choice back then, because no one could decide whether to stay or not. Not Fang Qingqing.

"Remember the past?" Cheng Jian joked with a smile while peeling an apple.

"Are you still joking?" Fang Qingqing took a bite of the apple handed over by Cheng Jian absent-mindedly.

"Do you regret it?" Cheng Jian still asked her with a smile, but there was some seriousness in her eyes.

Fang Qingqing also thought about it carefully, and then said: "I can't say I regret it, but I have a little regret."

"It's a pity that we can't be together?" Cheng Jian felt a bit inquisitive.

Fang Qingqing looked at her and made sure she was not angry, so she thought for a while and said, "I regret that I was not brave enough in my youth."