Green Bamboo Green - Blossoms on the Moshang

On the fifth day of the lunar new year, the two families visited the Sun Yat-sen Mausoleum, the Six Dynasties Museum, and the Yangtze River.Fang Qingqing and Cheng Jian, as if nothing had happened, arranged their itinerary as usual, helped take pictures, and accompanied each other's family with a smile.

On the sixth day of the new year, Fang’s father, Fang’s mother, and Fang Ruzhen are going back to Spring City. Cheng’s mother and Cheng’s father repeatedly persuade them to stay, but Cheng’s father said that the children have to go to work, so don’t delay. When they all retire, they will have a good time in Spring City. Mom and Dad had no choice but to agree.Cheng Jian didn't say anything to persuade her to stay, but just helped prepare gifts and take care of the itinerary with all her heart.

After parting, Cheng's father repeatedly told Fang Ruzhen to work hard and call him whenever he had any questions, and Cheng's mother was also a little reluctant.Fang Ruzhen smiled and said that he would definitely come to see them again, and he could come by himself without the help of his second sister and sister Cheng.

When they were leaving, Cheng Jian brought the unknown into the car, and Mother Fang and the others knew that Cheng Jian and Fang Qingqing had raised the cute kitten of the Cheng family. She was a little surprised: "You are so busy at work, you still have time to raise it. cat?"

Fang Qingqing glanced at Cheng Jian and explained: "It's a kitten picked up by me and Qiao Qiuyun, it's not convenient for her to keep it there."

Mother Fang scolded her a little: "It's troublesome enough for you to live with Cheng Jian, and you have a cat."

Cheng Jian smiled and said, "Auntie, I also like cats very much. She is very obedient and just relieves work pressure. Don't worry, it's not troublesome at all."

Cheng's mother also said, "Why don't you leave us with us?"

Cheng Jian still said: "Let's take it home, I'm used to raising it."

Cheng Jian drove Fang's family to the airport, and Fang Qingqing was also with her, because they would drive directly back to Shencheng from the airport, and they had to go to work the next day.

At the airport, Fang's mother told Fang Qingqing to take good care of herself, and Fang Ruzhen also took the hand of her second sister. Fang Qingqing stepped forward to hug her parents, then rubbed Fang Ruzhen's head, and said with a smile: "Don't worry about me. , I will be fine, and you take care of yourselves too."

Mother Fang smiled and said to Cheng Jian: "Cheng Jian should also pay attention to his body, don't just think about work."

Cheng Jian returned with a smile: "Don't worry, Auntie, I will take good care of myself and Qingqing."

"You are all girls, you have to take care of each other." Mother Fang instructed.

Watching their parents and Fang Ruzhen walk into the security checkpoint, and turning around to wave to them, Fang Qingqing and Cheng Jian also smiled and waved goodbye.Until the backs of the three people disappeared around the corner, Fang Qingqing still looked straight at them.Cheng Jian took her hand and said softly, let's go, and she followed obediently.

On the way back to Shencheng, neither of them spoke much.Fang Qingqing was in a low mood, not only the reluctance to part with her family, but also the pressure in her heart these two days.Also, when Cheng Jian said that to herself the night before yesterday, she asked, Cheng Jian, do you really love me?Cheng Jian was silent for a while before saying: "Qingqing, you shouldn't doubt me about this."

She was a little angry with Cheng Jian, but her words seemed to really make Cheng Jian sad, which she didn't want to see.In the past two days, they let go of this matter in front of their families, but the problem is still there, and she will have to face it sooner or later.While thinking wildly, she fell asleep in a daze.

Cheng Jian turned her head and found that she was asleep, so she turned on the warm air and turned the music to a soothing and calming one. She probably didn't sleep well in the past two days.

After three or four hours of driving, Cheng Jian gradually became a little sleepy in the second half of the drive. She stretched out her hand to pat her face, and opened the window on her side to let the cold wind blow in, so she could wake up a bit.

Probably the cold wind hit the unknown number in the back seat, it meowed, Fang Qingqing also woke up, looked back at the unknown number, just in time to see Cheng Jian raising the window.

She poured Cheng Jian a glass of water from the thermos, and then said, "Go to the service area in front, let me open it."

Cheng Jian took a sip of water and said, "It's not far away, I'm fine."

"Don't force it." Fang Qingqing looked at her and said.

Cheng Jian turned her head and glanced at Fang Qingqing, then said yes with a smile.

When they arrived at the service area, the two went to the supermarket to buy coffee and green tea. The coffee was from Cheng Jian, and the green tea was from Fang Qingqing.The two sat back in the car and drank slowly. The winter days were short, and the sun had already set in the west at four or five o'clock in the afternoon. The orange light shone in through the car window, and the people's faces were covered with warm colors.

The sound of cars passing by on the expressway, in this warm slanting sun, seemed so hasty, so hasty, I don’t know where they are going, whether they will be accompanied by someone like her on the road, whether they can walk like this for a long time far away.

Fang Qingqing's heart suddenly turned into a puddle of water, the grievances caused by Cheng Jian, the guilt towards her family, and the worries about the future all welled up in her heart.She has family and friends, but she was still so lonely in this world. It was the person beside her who saved her and gave her a love that could protect each other, but she even doubted her.

Cheng Jian watched Fang Qingqing's tears fall little by little, and then formed a thread, as if she couldn't stop.She leaned forward and held her in her arms, kissed her ear, patted her back, but did not stop her from crying.

She knew that Fang Qingqing was a very sensitive person. She might have a lot of feelings in her heart, but she would not express them at that time. They accumulated little by little, and then at a certain point, because of something, they overflowed.

She was really wronged with so many tears, but she might not be able to explain it clearly in a few sentences when asked, so she had to let her vent first, and then communicate well after returning home.

Fang Qingqing cried a lot in Cheng Jian's arms, then raised her head and wiped Cheng Jian's skirt with embarrassment, it was already wet with tears, and probably still had a snot in her nose.

Cheng Jian looked at her with some amusement, then took out a piece of paper and wiped her face, then pinched her nose.

"Let me drive." Cheng Jian said with a smile while sitting in the co-pilot.

"Okay." Fang Qingqing responded, opened the door and got out of the car.

The two exchanged places, and Cheng Jian continued to drive towards Shanghai, and finally returned to Lanshan Apartment in about an hour and a half.

After entering the door, the unknown was settled first, and then the two of them cleaned up briefly. They cooked some porridge for dinner. They were not very hungry, so they barely ate some.As usual, we washed the dishes together, and then sat on the sofa to watch TV and rest.

Fang Qingqing was lying on Cheng Jian's lap, holding the remote control in her hand to select channels. During the first month, there were all kinds of evening parties. She didn't like to watch them, so she kept changing channels.

Cheng Jian looked at her absent-minded look, held her hand, and said softly, "Should we have a chat?"

Fang Qingqing paused, turned down the volume of the TV, turned to face Cheng Jian's lower abdomen, and said in a muffled voice, "Okay."

Cheng Jian felt that she was focused on her and couldn't speak properly.She hugged Cheng Jian's face with both hands, and said helplessly, "Will you sit up, or should I lie down."

Fang Qingqing blinked her eyes, and asked with an ignorant look, "Is it serious?"

Cheng Jian was funny, she knew that Fang Qingqing had the habit of changing the subject, and always avoided it.But she didn't want to put pressure on her, so she smiled and said, "Generally serious."

"Then lie down." Fang Qingqing rolled into the sofa, making room for Cheng Jian.

The two are facing each other, close at hand, can see each other's eyes and eyelashes, and all emotions can't be hidden.

"First of all, I want to apologize to you. I didn't think carefully and made you feel wronged. It's my fault. I'm sorry." Cheng Jian said straight to the point.

"I shouldn't have asked you like that to make you sad. I didn't doubt you, but at that time, I was a little confused and a little angry." Fang Qingqing also explained seriously.

Cheng Jian smiled, kissed her forehead, and continued: "Now let's think about it, why do these problems occur?"

Fang Qingqing looked at Cheng Jian. She was used to avoiding conflicts before, because she felt that everyone had different positions and it was normal to make different choices and say different things. The so-called resolution of conflicts would not be a satisfactory ending for everyone. It's just that someone compromised and someone won the right to speak.Therefore, she thinks that disputes are meaningless, and it is not a comfortable thing to find out the motives of the other party.

But now, she really wants to know why, because what Cheng Jian thinks is more important to her than the shell of self-protection. Even when she is willing to be with Cheng Jian, she does not have that shell, and will be the only She is not alone, she is placed in the softest place in my heart.