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Nan Junliang defended Li Qingchi: "What his mother did, can't be blamed on him, right?"

Li Yu said: "In fact, Li Qingchi's father has another son... Although he is the original child, he was born more than a month later than Li Qingchi. The child is a bit disabled, and he was ignorant of the unknown when he was young. The stepmother sowed discord, not only did his father not see him, but he also fell into the pool of Li's house and nearly drowned... Many people are privately rumoring... Li Qingchi pushed him down."

He said to Nan Junliang: "...you'd better be careful. Just in case? My cousin is a cruel person."

Nan Junliang didn't believe what he said at all!What kind of person is Li Qingchi? He has been with the other party for a few months anyway, and has experienced many things together, so he naturally has his own judgment.

What Li Yu said at this time was too divisive, and Nan Junliang immediately became annoyed.

He said: "Mr. Li, you can park here. I'll go to the street to buy some snacks for my sister, and I'll just walk back the rest of the way."

Nan Junliang has never been a person who is good at hiding his emotions, so it is quite obvious when he is angry.Li Yu could tell from his appearance that he was unhappy, and also realized that he had talked too much, so he asked, "Are you angry?"

He has a very good temper, and immediately apologized: "Sorry, I shouldn't say that about your friend. Actually, I don't know him very well, I just follow others. I shouldn't say that... You must know him better than me."

He admits mistakes very quickly and very thoroughly.But Nan Junliang still wanted to save face. It was impossible for him to admit that he got out of the car because he was angry, so he insisted that he only wanted to buy some snacks for his sister.

"I'm not angry, you don't need to care." He said calmly, "You don't need to care too much about my opinion."

Isn't that just angry?

Li Yu realized this, changed the subject suddenly, and said: "Speaking of dim sum, I know there is a shop where Xue Mei Niang makes delicious food, your sister will definitely like it, I will take you to buy it."

It's hard to say whether Nan Yilan likes Xue Mei Niang, but Nan Junliang really likes this kind of sweet, greasy and soft snacks.Before he turned cold and refused, Li Yu had already found an intersection and turned the car around.

Nan Junliang naturally refused, but Li Yu was humble and gentle, and he was indescribably tolerant of concessions. If Nan Junliang refused again, he seemed too narrow-minded and ungrateful, so he had no choice but to press Enduring the knot in his heart, he honestly followed Li Yu to buy some snacks, and was sent back to Yan's house by him.

Although he didn't care about it on the surface, Li Yu's words planted seeds in Nan Junliang's heart after all, making him unable to help but care about Li Qingchi's family situation.

During the lunch break afterwards, he pretended to be casual and asked, "Li Qingchi, do you have brothers and sisters in your family?"

He was very concerned about the change in the other party's expression, and unexpectedly, Li Qingchi looked like he was being asked about something secret and invisible, with obvious shock and panic on his face.

He completely lost the smile on his face. Although he deliberately concealed it, he still couldn't restrain the unnaturalness.Nan Junliang found out at that moment, and Li Qingchi's face instantly turned pale and gloomy—could it be that what Li Yu said was true?No, he suppressed this thought and told himself that even if Li Qingchi really reacted greatly to this incident, it didn't mean that what Li Yu said was true.

Li Qingchi was silent for a while, and then said: "...it used to be."

Nan Junliang: "..." He didn't expect the other party to reply.

Nan Junliang didn't know whether to ask further, he hesitated for a while.As a result, Yan Ximin didn't even wink at all, and asked directly: "Before? Did you die?"

Li Qingchi's lips trembled slightly, and it took him a while to reply dryly: "...um."

After hearing this, Yan Ximin said casually: "It's a pity. If there are brothers in the family, we can usually do homework and play games together, which is much more interesting than being alone."

After Nan Junliang came, he gradually realized the joy of having friends of the same age at home, and said this sentence without much thought.

Li Qingchi forced a smile and said, "Are you showing off that you have a cousin?"

Yan Ximin put his arms around Nan Junliang's neck.

Nan Junliang was not used to physical contact with others, but he really had nothing to do with Yan Ximin, so he could only complain about Yan Ximin in disgust, but turned his head and looked at Li Qingchi thoughtfully.

Unexpectedly, Li Qingchi also happened to look up at him.The moment their eyes collided, Nan Junliang thought in his eyes, but Li Qingchi was suddenly startled.

Li Qingchi struggled with Nan Junliang's eyes at that time for a long time, and finally made up his mind to dismiss Yan Ximin and let Nan Junliang accompany him to the canteen.

Nan Junliang is only particularly sensitive and emotionally intelligent at this time, and immediately realized that Li Qingchi might have something to say to him, so he followed him tacitly.

On the way, Li Qingchi deliberately took a detour, walked through the administrative building where there was no one during the lunch break, and said, "I did have a younger brother."

Nan Junliang: "He passed away?"

Li Qingchi said: "No...I don't know...he is dead or alive now. It would be great if he is still alive, otherwise I would be a murderer."

Nan Junliang: "!?"

...It seems that what Li Yu said is not completely false.

Li Qingchi said: "Junliang... I haven't even said these words to Ximin, I can only tell you."

Nan Junliang paused for a moment, and replied, "You put me under a lot of pressure."

Li Qingchi: "You just... help me share it, okay?"

Nan Junliang was silent for a while before saying, "Okay."

He knew that what Li Qingchi said next might not be pleasant. If he accepted Li Qingchi's background after listening to Li Qingchi's words, he also accepted the fact that his friend's background was not glorious.

This acceptance is not enough to turn a blind eye to it.Accepting this background means accepting the justice of Li Qingchi who was born under this background... Nan Junliang leaned against the corridor, looked up at the sky, thought about this issue carefully, and found that this is not an easy decision .

But... Nan Junliang glanced at Li Qingchi, and still wanted to believe him.After going through many things, he is no longer as conceited and self-righteous as he was when he was a teenager.But even so, Nan Junliang believed that he would not misjudge Li Qingchi's character.

He stared sideways at Li Qingchi, waiting for him to speak.

Li Qingchi stared at the ground, not looking at Nan Junliang, and after some mental construction, he said: "My mother is a mistress."

Nan Junliang's eyes flickered.

Li Yu seems to be... not making up random things.

Li Qingchi opened his mouth to say this, but it seemed that he broke the jar suddenly, and said: "My mother is a mistress. I didn't know about it when I was young. But I know that my father has another wife and a son. .That child is younger than me...According to my mother, it was a child born to my father by a bad woman outside...It's a bastard."

After hearing this, Nan Junliang opened his mouth slightly, but was startled by what Li Qingchi said.

Li Qingchi said: "My dad is really not a good person in all fairness, but when I was very young, he still looked like a good person. He also taught me the truth, kindness and beauty in the world, and also taught me to be kind, sincere, upright and brave... I have always been like this believable."

"My mother puts on the look of her original wife and never allows anyone to mention her past. She hates being a child very much. Just looking at her usual behavior... No one would have thought that she used to be a child."

Nan Junliang listened to what he said sentence by sentence, his tone was so calm that it was a little cold, as if he wanted to separate his soul from the language, as if in this way he would not be contaminated by his evil love and hatred.

Nan Junliang said: "Your mother... is quite sad."

Li Qingchi said: "Yes, who said no? But, her misery was caused by herself, and she has no intention of changing it at all. But I... I can't accept it as calmly as her... this kind of bad guy personality."

Nan Junliang replied: "You can also choose to be a good person."

Li Qingchi lowered his eyelids: "I don't have self-confidence. Jun Liang, sometimes it's even hard for me to distinguish what is the standard of being a good person."

He continued: "When I was very young, I saw my brother once. I didn't know it was my brother. He was only a little big at that time, dirty all over, with blood on his head, and he looked from the fence of my house. When I crawled in, I thought it was a wild animal, and with a loud cry, he fell into the pool in a panic."

"He was crying and looking for his father. My father was very disgusted at that time. He called and asked someone to take him away. He looked like he had seen something dirty... Later I found out that my brother seemed to have some kind of disability when he was born. .”

"He was bleeding a lot at the time, and he passed out after shouting for a while, lying on the ground motionless, but my dad said he was disgusting, and I thought he was disgusting too. In other words, I didn't think he was disgusting, but I thought he looked terrible at that time, and then I said so in front of relatives who came to pick him up, but I was kicked."

"They cursed a lot of nasty words, saying that I was the son of a bitch, and I was born vicious. I didn't understand why they said that at the time, it was just... very confused. I thought my father was a good person, and our whole family was a good person, In fact, maybe even what I said at the time was vicious."

Nan Junliang asked, "What happened to your brother?"

Li Qingchi said: "I don't know."

Nan Junliang was a little startled.

Li Qingchi said: "At that time, he was dirty and seemed to have passed out. I kept dreaming about what happened that night, and I had nightmares night after night. I also asked about my father and younger brother. My father didn't like me. Asked about him, told me at first that he was fine and was with his mother..."

"Later, he got impatient with my questioning, so he said that his younger brother had died. He said that after returning home that day, his younger brother had a high fever, and... died of illness."

He leaned against the wall, as if he couldn't support his own weight, and said with a bit of desolation: "If he really died, I would be a murderer."