I'm dead again [quick time travel]

Qiao Jiu woke up crying. He opened his eyes. His eyes hurt badly, surrounded by a piece of white. He turned his head and saw the purple bellflower on the bedside.

The door was pushed open violently, and he saw Li Chenzhou with a haggard face. He remembered Li Chenzhou a long time ago, always gentle and clean, and did not rush to do anything, but in recent months, he seemed completely Overturning his own cognition, thinking of this, Qiao Jiu felt his eyes a little sour and his heart a little swollen.

Li Chenzhou stood at the door, staring at Qiao Jiu, his eyes filled with disbelief.Qiao Jiu pursed his lips, and it took him a long time to force out a smile. Li Chenzhou took a few steps, ran up to Qiao Jiu, and hugged him tightly.

Surrounded by the familiar temperature, Qiao Jiu couldn't help but shed tears again.

Li Chenzhou felt the wetness on his shoulders, and hugged Qiao Jiu even tighter.

...

Qiao Jiu's body is still very weak. It has been nearly nine months since he passed out from a coma. At that time, the sweet osmanthus was still fragrant, but now it is the scorching sun of June.

It's another summer.

Qiao Jiu lay on the bed, looking at the abundant sunlight outside the window. The sunlight penetrated through the treetops, like a sharp sword, and shot straight to the ground. The sky was bright, and it was the kind of heat that could be seen even in the room.

He recalled what happened a long time ago.

At that time, he had just finished the college entrance examination, Li Chenzhou confessed, and he agreed without much hesitation. Qiao Jiu was spoiled and grew up. Ms. Ke Qingyu doted on him, and Mr. Qiao has always respected his views. When Jiu agreed, he didn't think about whether they would encounter opposition from the family, but just thought about going back and discussing it with Mr. Qiao.

What happened next, Qiao Jiu is still a little dazed.Before he had a showdown with his family, Ms. Ke Qingyu directly told Qiao Jiu that she divorced Mr. Qiao and then obtained the certificate with Li Gu. The day they received the certificate was the day of Qiao Jiu's college entrance examination. Seeing Mr. Qiao and Li Chenzhou, they also told him that Ms. Ke Qingyu couldn't be there because of something.Thinking about it carefully, their complexions were indeed not very good at that time, but Qiao Jiu, who was about to enter the examination room, had no time to pay attention to these.

Knowing that shortly after the exam was over, it was a blow to the head.

Ms. Ke Qingyu asked Qiao Jiu to live with them with a happy face. Qiao Jiu still remembers her original words: "Your Uncle Li has always liked you very much, don't you also like Shen Zhou?"

Qiao Jiu looked back and saw Li Chenzhou standing in the corridor. The light was very dim, and Qiao Jiu couldn't see his face clearly. The shock and resentment at that moment almost faded away. The heart became muddy and wet, and small poisonous mushrooms grew from the heart socket.

Especially after Mr. Joe's accident.

Qiao Jiu didn't understand how Ke Qingyu did it. Even though he had never loved Mr. Qiao, he had been a husband and wife for more than [-] years. After Mr. Qiao passed away, she only showed her face.The funeral was handled by Qiao Jiu alone, and he did a good job. Li Chenzhou followed Qiao Jiu all the way, but he couldn't help him at all.

Growth is always in an instant, and Qiao Jiu, who was originally lazy and delicate, changed very obviously in those few days. He looked tough and calm, and his youthful face was covered with wind and frost in an instant.

Soon after Mr. Qiao’s funeral, Qiao Jiu got his notice. He performed very well, even super-performed. He was admitted to the university where Li Chenzhou was. A few tables to celebrate, was rejected by Qiao Jiu.The hysteria of Mr. Qiao just passed away a few days ago, Qiao Jiu doesn't even want to talk to Ke Qingyu now, he doesn't even want to talk to Li Chenzhou, he is lying on the bed, he doesn't want to do anything, and the notice is just out of his hands far away.

His sun was blocked, and brightly colored mushrooms grew on the rotting soil, about to break through.

Ke Qingyu seemed to have finally found his own happiness. Qiao Jiu posted one after another in Moments, and Qiao Jiu saw many comments below, all aimed at Ke Qingyu, but Qiao Jiu didn't feel any better.Their family and Li Chenzhou's family have always overlapped a lot. Who doesn't know that Qiao Jiu just lost his mother and father, and his mother still posted photos of herself and her new husband all day long when his father's body was still fresh.

Qiao Jiu is so miserable.

He lowered his head, couldn't help laughing, and smiled, tears fell down.

He hid in a small hotel. This is the third day. The mobile phone that was still calling a few days ago has long been out of battery. The whole room is very quiet, even his heartbeat is calm and slow. This seems to be the room. It seems to be the state of the whole world, or this is just what Qiao Jiu thinks in his heart.

He forgot Ke Qingyu, Li Gu, Li Chenzhou, and even Mr. Qiao.There is only endless void.

It was Li Chenzhou who found Qiao Jiu, and Qiao Jiu didn't know how he found him, anyway, if he woke up again, he would be in the hospital.

He was not very willing to see Li Chenzhou, every time he saw Li Chenzhou he would feel stupid, he remembered that at that time he was thinking in his heart that if he was with Li Chenzhou in the future, wouldn't he want to call Li Gu's father, and Li Chenzhou would call Ke Qingyu's mother.

His resistance was obvious, and Li Chenzhou could see it, so he reduced the frequency of appearing in front of Qiao Jiu, but Qiao Jiu could feel that Li Chenzhou was at the door, and sometimes when he woke up in the middle of the night, he could feel that Li Chenzhou was sitting beside him. beside the bed.He woke up, but he closed his eyes tightly. Li Chenzhou also knew that he was awake, but he still didn't wake him up.

Unspoken, perhaps it wasn't Qiao Jiu who didn't know how to deal with it alone.

Ke Qingyu also came, but when she came, Li Chenzhou was not there, she sat down in front of Qiao Jiu with an aggrieved face: "Shen Zhou won't let me see you..."

At that time, Qiao Jiu's consciousness was already a little unclear. He carefully looked at the woman in front of him, looking up and down. He couldn't figure out what those men liked about her, except for her pretty face and those pretending to be soft. Spring is sad and autumn is sad, what else can she do?

To some extent, Qiao Jiu and Ke Qingyu are very similar, they have been pampered from birth to now.

It's a pity that Qiao Jiu's happiness came to an abrupt end, and Ke Qingyu had already found a new home before the accident happened. Qiao Jiu even felt that all the sorrows he encountered were caused by this woman with the look of a little girl on her face.

She was well protected. When she was a child, it was her parents who regarded her like a jewel, followed by Mr. Qiao, and now it was replaced by Li Gu.She seems to have never suffered anything in her life. He has a son who is about to grow up. She never even coaxed him before the son was ten years old. After ten years old, the baby who claims to be a little man already knows how to protect his mother After that, Qiao Jiu was not so much her son as a toy of hers.

It may also be because of this reason that after seeing his son who was hospitalized, the first sentence he said was not familiar with caring about his son's health, but narrated the grievances he had encountered recently.

Qiao Jiu is actually not sad anymore, she just finds it a little funny.Why does she still think that he will comfort her until now?

"Jiujiu," the woman said, seeing that Qiao Jiu's eyes kept turning back and forth on her, she was a little worried, "Mom is talking to you."

"Ah?" Qiao Jiu said, "Sorry."

"You don't have to say sorry to mom," Ke Qingyu said with a gentle expression, "you have to remember, mom will never be angry with you."

"Oh," Qiao Jiu heard the gurgling sound of water in his heart: "Really?" He heard himself say: "Then why don't you ask me, is it your fault?"

Qiao Jiu's condition is actually very bad. Mr. Qiao had an accident in front of him. As soon as he closed his eyes, it was the scene of Mr. Qiao being hit by a car, the sound of heavy objects hitting, and the strong smell of blood. Jiu even tasted the rust-like salty taste, it must be blood, Qiao Jiu didn't know.

He remembered the last scene when Mr. Qiao turned his head to look at him. Mr. Qiao's face was covered with blood, and his eyes were wide open, as if he wanted to see him more clearly.There was a smile on the corner of his mouth. Qiao Jiu couldn't hear his voice, but he could see the shape of his mouth clearly.

"Son..." Mr. Qiao only said those three words.

Qiao Jiu could see that he hadn't finished speaking, but Qiao Jiu would never know what he was going to say for the rest of his life, and Qiao Jiu would never know why Mr. Qiao called and asked him to meet on this day.

Mr. Qiao's words about son are as light as a mosquito, but like a firework, they exploded suddenly in Qiao Jiu's ears, making his scalp numb, his body covered in goose bumps, and cold sweat broke out on his back instantly.

In front of him was Ke Qingyu, who was full of disbelief. Seeing him like this, Qiao Jiu felt a strange pleasure.

He wanted to laugh out loud, but unfortunately he had no strength at all, and when his eyes went dark, he lost consciousness.

What happened at that time, Qiao Jiu thought he had forgotten it long ago, but now when he thinks back, he finds that everything is so clear. He still remembers the expressions on other people's faces he saw at that time, and he still remembers himself at that time. All the pain he experienced, even the blurred light and shadow that appeared in his mind at that time, he remembered clearly.

Those things that traveled to different worlds and encountered were actually just dreams of Qiao Jiu.

Before that, he had already had more dreams, and he was immersed in the dream, unwilling to wake up.

The Qiao Jiu in the dream is no longer that Qiao Jiu, without Li Chenzhou, without Mr. Qiao, without Ke Qingyu and Li Gu, and without those inexplicable injuries and pains.

That's great, isn't it?

Qiao Jiu is in a dream, or the life he wants, is ordinary, lacklustre, so real that he can’t realize that all of them are illusions. If there is no accident, Qiao Jiu will live his whole life in the dream, and never die again. Do not wake up in reality.

But there is no if, no matter how many worlds you experience, there will always be a sharp voice clamoring for Qiao Jiu to die, that voice has a great influence on Qiao Jiu, every world Qiao Jiu will die in his voice, and then Wake up in reality.

What exactly is that thing? That is the deepest desire in Qiao Jiu's heart.

He didn't want to die, and even then, he didn't want to leave this world, and that was the ugly, sickening thought inside him.

His situation has lasted for a long time, one world after another, dying one after another, and each time he died at his own hands, which made the already fragile Qiao Jiu even worse.

The whole process was carried out in Qiao Jiu's mind, and he didn't say a word, which made it a long time before Li Chenzhou and the others discovered one thing.

What followed was the strong intervention of the outside world, with the appearance of Mr. System and Windows.

It is better to move in a world with goals and guidance than Joe did a long time ago.

The previous world was too peaceful, making Qiao Jiu a little confused between reality and dreams. His inherent cognition was broken again and again, and Qiao Jiu suffered more and more injuries.

The only thing the system needs to do is to make Qiao Jiu realize that this is a virtual world and prevent Qiao Jiu from indulging in it.

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The last volume, only a few chapters, almost finished