I'm dead again [quick time travel]

Qiao Jiu opened his eyes and saw Li Chi and Mu Zhixu with anxious faces.

That sharp voice kept uttering in Qiao Jiu's mind: "Why don't you die?"

Qiao Jiu shook his head vigorously, as if trying to shake the voice out of his head: "Why don't you die?"

"I want to drink water." Qiao Jiu said so.

In the next few days, everything became normal, Qiao Jiu didn't seem to have any nightmares anymore, and his pale cheeks turned rosy again.

It rained heavily that night, Li Chi talked with Qiao Jiu for a while as usual before returning to his room, he talked to Qiao Ju several times before Qiao Jiu answered him.Li Chi was not surprised. He felt that Qiao Jiu's reaction had become a little slow recently, but Mu Zhixu explained that it was because he changed his medicine recently.

The rain was heavy, crackling on the ground, on the windows, on the roof, like some percussion music, with a special rhythm.

When it was completely extinguished, the round-faced little nurse also said goodnight to Qiao Jiu, and Qiao Jiu's eyes were still wide open.

The rain outside was getting heavier, and all the sounds were covered under the sound of the rain. Qiao Jiu lifted the quilt and got up from the bed. This room was specially designed, with soft carpets inside, and no corners were exposed. seconds outside.The quilt is also made of plastic, and sharp objects cannot be seen.

But it doesn't matter, Qiao Jiu walked to the window, opened the curtains, thunder roared, and lightning exploded, illuminating the weird smile on the corner of Qiao Jiu's mouth and the shining thing in his hand.

It was a shard of glass.

That is to say, Qiao Jiu got this thing by taking advantage of everyone's relaxation of him these few days.

He opened the window, and the strong wind and heavy rain poured in directly, hitting Qiao Jiu hard.

Qiao Jiu stood in front of the window, waiting until his body was completely wet, and kept thinking about the sharp voice in his ears: "Why don't you die—"

"Why don't you just die—"

"Why don't you just die—"

One sound is sharper than the other, and the sound is faster than the other.

Qiao Jiu raised the corner of his mouth, it's coming soon.The sharp shards of glass touched the skin on the wrist, and Joe Jiu exerted force little by little, blood slowly oozing from the other hand.From the small drops at the beginning to the faucet turned on, Qiao Jiu's expression was calm from the beginning to the end.

He was lying on the window sill, the wind and rain slammed into his face hard, blood continued to stay, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

He was very happy.

Although he didn't know what he was happy about, this ignorance couldn't stop him from bursting out with joy from the bottom of his heart.

The strength of the body was slowly passing away, and Qiao Jiu couldn't even open his eyes, but the smile on the corner of his mouth became bigger and bigger and more obvious.

"Hi, hello."

He heard this voice, which was very familiar, but he didn't know who it was.

The voice continued: "Welcome back."

Qiao Jiu's eyes were completely closed.

The wind is getting stronger and stronger, the glass is open, under the ravages of the wind, there is no power to parry, it is blown crackling, and there is a crackling sound from the glass, Your Majesty with lightning, the sky and the earth are bright white, Including the blood that has spread far.

The door was slammed open.

Outside the door was Li Chi, with sweat on his forehead and wearing thin pajamas. He stretched out his trembling hand to press the light switch. The process was infinitely slowed down, and he could only feel his heart beating faster and faster , One by one, the intensity became more intense, the dark room seemed to have turned into a monster with its mouth wide open, just waiting for him to throw himself into the trap.

With a sound of "啪——", the light came on, and everything in the room could not be hidden.

The thunder rumbled, and Li Chi's face turned pale.

Qiao Jiu woke up. When he woke up, he was still a little confused. He didn't know what night it was. He slept so comfortably and didn't dream.This caused Qiao Jiu to wake up for a long time before realizing that he was still alive.

But it was obvious that he was not happy about this matter.

But when he saw Li Chi, Li Chi was sitting beside his hospital bed, his eyes were closed, his brows were tightly frowned, and there were constant stubbles on his chin, looking very embarrassed, Qiao Jiu turned off the ignition all at once.

In the next few days, Qiao Jiu began to dream again. As soon as he closed his eyes, the darkness would appear in front of him. Go to death, it will be fine if you die, a voice in Qiao Jiu's heart said to him, but Li Chi and the others Seeing Qiao Jiu watching very closely, since the last incident happened, Li Chi simply packed up his things and moved in directly, Qiao Jiu no longer had any private space.

Qiao Jiu’s refusal was ineffective, and he became extremely irritable. As long as there was a little thing that didn’t go his way, he would start to get angry and smash things. The things in Qiao Jiu’s room were specially treated without water chestnuts, and Qiao Jiu’s emotions exploded When he saw it, he would throw it at whatever he saw, and occasionally it would hit Li Chi.

His whole body became very wrong, even he felt it, but he couldn't control himself.He felt miserable every minute and every second, and his whole body was like a fucking barrel, which might explode in the next second.

Even so, he still controlled himself not to hurt Li Chi.

He felt like he was addicted, and it was extremely painful, but other people wanted to take/drugs, and he wanted to commit suicide.

It's so hard to live.

Qiao Jiu wrapped himself in the quilt and choked up crying, while Li Chi was silent by the bedside, his eyes full of pain.

Mu Zhixu came over and lifted Qiao Jiu's quilt abruptly. Seeing him curled up on the bed, his face distorted from crying, he held Qiao Jiu down, and together with the round-faced little nurse, he poured the medicine on Qiao Jiu. go down.

Li Chi lowered his head dejectedly, he had never been so powerless before.

Qiao Jiu woke up screaming. He had this dream again, but he woke up quickly. Someone was holding him. He subconsciously wanted to break free, but he heard Li Chenzhou's voice: "It's me."

Oh yes, Qiao Jiu stopped slowly, he was not Li Chenzhou, he was Li Chi.

It's Li Chi.

It was his Li Chi.

He was held in Li Chi's arms, and he blinked: "Li Chi."

He didn't realize that his voice was very hoarse until he said it out of his mouth.

"Yes." Li Chi replied, "I'm here."

"I had a dream," Qiao Jiu said, "I had a nightmare."

For the first time, he had the desire to tell. He moved his body, found a comfortable position in Li Chi's arms, and slowly told about the dream he had. He had dreamed that dream many times, and he closed his eyes. In that scene, I can even feel the unbearable pain.As he spoke, he actually felt obvious pain in some places on his body, and he even saw the blood gushing out from his body.

Gradually, Qiao Jiu's sanity became a little blurred, he seemed to see the darkness again, and heard the piercing laughter again...

Li Chi hugged Qiao Jiu fiercely, and whispered in her ear: "Don't cry, don't cry..."

When Qiao Jiu came to his senses, he realized that he was crying. A warm liquid passed from the corner of his eyes and wet Li Chi's clothes.

"Don't be afraid..." Li Chi said, "With me here, I will always be by your side."

"Dreams are all fake." He kissed the corner of her eyes lightly: "Hey, don't think about it."

Qiao Jiu cried out loudly, he was really scared.

But when he heard what Li Chi said, something seemed to surge into his heart, sweet and sour. He suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and slipped into Li Chi's arms.

From that day on, Qiao Jiu was barely able to control his emotions. He sat in front of the window, imagining the scene of that night. He still remembered the raging wind and the blood that flowed all over the ground.

He hasn't slept well for a long time, and when he closes his eyes, he sees the darkness.

He was afraid of that darkness, and that darkness gave him a strange feeling. He was afraid that one day he would completely melt into that darkness and never see Li Chi again.

For now, that's fine.

His body was very tired, but his brain was very active. He didn't dare to sleep. He couldn't even remember how long he hadn't slept. His head throbbed and hurt. He lost a lot of weight, but in just a few days, He was as thin as when he first arrived.

That sharp voice kept ringing in Qiao Jiu's mind, as if trying to pierce Qiao Jiu's eardrums.Qiao Jiu suddenly remembered that he had indeed heard this voice before. In the first world and in the last world, this voice had appeared before, but since he had already returned to reality, would this voice still appear?

That night, Qiao Jiu was still pretending to be asleep. There was a person standing in front of the hospital bed. Qiao Jiu thought it was Li Chi at first, but at a certain moment, he suddenly realized that something was wrong. Li Chi was sitting in a wheelchair. How could he be so tall? Woolen cloth?

He opened his eyes and saw Li Chenzhou.

That man named Li Chenzhou.

He stood in front of the hospital bed, staring at himself closely.Qiao Jiu sat up subconsciously, stepped back, and looked at him without speaking.

"What are you hiding?" Li Chenzhou asked.

Qiao Jiu didn't answer his words, but just stepped back again, looking at him warily.Qiao Jiu didn't know why he was so nervous today. He attributed it to his intuition. Qiao Jiu's intuition told him that nothing good would happen today.

Seeing that Qiao didn't speak for a long time, Li Chenzhou asked him again, "Why are you hiding from me?"

"Are you hiding from me?" Li Chenzhou smiled: "You are hiding from me?"

He smiled a little strangely, to be precise, it was a bit penetrating, and Qiao Jiu's heart was flustered, he couldn't figure out who was the crazy one.

"Why are you so thin?" Li Chenzhou asked again, as if he just saw Qiao Jiu's sunken cheek.

Qiao Jiu rolled his eyes in his heart.

But Li Chenzhou seemed very angry: "How did he take care of you?!"

Qiao Jiu didn't even know who he was referring to.

Li Chenzhou babbled on a lot, Qiao Jiu didn't speak, just listened to him, and complained in his heart while listening, I have to say that Li Chenzhou really looked like a friend Qiao Jiu knew in this hospital.

Suddenly, Li Chenzhou stopped talking and looked at Qiao Jiu seriously. At this moment, his whole demeanor changed: "Qiao Jiu," he called his name, "Do you like him?"

Oh, Qiao Jiu knows who he is talking about, Li Chi.

"Do you really like him?" His tone was full of doubts.

Qiao Jiu was made a little angry by him, she meant that Qiao Jiu didn't even know who he liked, he wanted to ask Li Chenzhou why he said that, he wanted to ask Li Chenzhou if he had an illness, and even wanted to scold Li Chenzhou.

"Don't you like Li Chenzhou?"

Qiao Jiu was stunned.

Li Chenzhou's voice was faint: "I am Li Chenzhou."

It was suddenly dark before his eyes, and a sharp cry sounded in Qiao Jiu's ear.

He heard Li Chenzhou's voice: "Shouldn't it be me who you like?"

Qiao Jiu's scalp was numb, and he passed out completely.

This time he had that dream again, but he finally discovered the problem that had been bothering him for so long, why he felt that dream was always vaguely familiar.He finally found the answer today, that was what happened every time he died in the world.

It's just that every time he left the world, he felt the pain that he never experienced before, and felt it all at once.And also come and go, so many times.

"I am Li Chenzhou, I am your Li Chenzhou..."

"Why don't you die, what are you doing alive..."

"I am Li Chenzhou..."

"Why don't you die..."

"Li Chenzhou..."

"Go to hell..."

Qiao Jiu opened his eyes suddenly, and the round-faced little nurse's surprised voice sounded: "Mr. Li, Dr. Mu, Mr. Qiao is awake!"

There was a knocking sound at the door, and Qiao Jiu burst out laughing when he saw Li Chi bumping into the door because he moved too fast.

Qiao Jiu never asked how Li Chenzhou came in that day. They were staring at Qiao Jiu like a prisoner, so how could they let Li Chenzhou stay alone with Qiao Jiu for so long.But the round-faced little nurse quietly told him what happened next.

It is said that Li Chenzhou was beaten out.

Afterwards, the round-faced little nurse seemed to have heard that there was something wrong with Li Chenzhou's company. Qiao Jiu asked her with a smile why she paid so much attention to Li Chenzhou, and whether she was interested in him?

The little nurse was puffed up, and her face became rounder: "Isn't he quite famous?" As she spoke, she looked at Qiao Jiu meaningfully.

Qiao Jiu pretended not to see it.The little nurse said again: "Doesn't he still have a boyfriend? It's the fierce one... I heard that when Li Chenzhou was detained, he took money and ran away. After a few days, Li Chenzhou came back again. .”

Qiao Jiu: "..."

Qiao Jiu was not interested in these things.

In the past few days, he always had a strange feeling that there was something he hadn't done yet, but he couldn't figure out what it was after thinking about it.

Up to now, his emotions have basically been controlled, and Li Chenzhou is fine, and Mu Zhixu has also promised him that he will be discharged from the hospital, so what is there to do?

Soon, Qiao Jiu knew the answer.

That night he heard the voice of the window: "Hey, hey, Jiujiu, can you hear it, can you hear it for a long time?"

Qiao Jiu felt a little sweetness in his throat, why did the window appear?Obviously he has returned to the real world, hasn't he?

The window over there is still talking, "Qiao Jiu? Can Qiao Jiu hear you?"

Qiao Jiu opened his mouth and uttered a few broken syllables.

"Oh? Is it Jiujiu?" Chuang Chuang's surprised voice sounded: "Can you hear it?"

"...Um."

"Are you ok?"

"...It's okay." It would be better if you didn't show up, Qiao Jiu thought so.He is completely dazed now, he doesn't know why Chuang Chuang appears in front of him, he even feels that he is dreaming.

Or rather, he wished he was dreaming.

Windows: "You look surprised?"

"I'm very surprised that you will become like this." After this sentence was finished, Qiao Jiu realized that it was not the voice of the window, but the voice of Mr. System at the beginning. Mr. System's tone was calm: "You also thought of it? You Didn't wake up at all."

Qiao Jiu opened his mouth, wanting him to shut up, but he had no strength at all.

He looked at Li Chi who was sleeping soundly not far away, tears rolled down his eyes.

"This is not the real world," Mr. System said, "You haven't left yet."

The voice of the window sounded: "Jiu Jiu, you must leave this world quickly, or you will die."

The sharp voice exploded in Qiao Jiu's ear again: "Why don't you die!"

Qiao Jiu bent down and breathed heavily, feeling a severe pain in his heart.

He saw Li Chi not far away opened his eyes, sat up, and looked at him with a sad face. Qiao Jiu felt the wetness on his face, and he heard his own voice: "How do I leave... .”

preface to january