lost hearts

On the big screen, Krist and Singto's intimacy was broadcast live without any concealment.

Because the picture was transferred to the live broadcast, there was a slight lag of a few seconds in the scene.

So that when Krist saw it, he happened to be sticking to that person's arms without any scruples, and the two were as close as Siamese twins.

More importantly, the boy sitting behind him had a very gentle expression on his face.

It turned out that at that time, P'sing looked like this.

Today's black hair, which has not been gelled too much, looks fluffy and soft, covering his forehead docilely, his eyebrows are stretched, and there is a charm between a boy and a man.It's not the kind of variety show-style laughter that is too exaggerated, or the hilarious laughter when you are amused, but it is just right, friendly, and full of the feeling of being next door.

And she just leaned in his arms as a matter of course.

Like - "wife".

Or rather, his lover.

P'singto's chest seemed to be hot like a raging flame.

Krist bounced out of his arms.

The ears are surprisingly hot.

At this moment, it was like noticing some sinful picture, a secret that should not have been discovered by Krist himself.

Whether it's Krist's own expression or Singto's, it's like the flashback images commonly used in TV dramas, jumping back and forth in Krist's mind.

Everything went smoothly.

For example, the cover of a magazine, or what it should look like when a TV series is filmed.

like everything.

Like they used to live together.

And such a scene is openly put on the big screen for everyone to watch.

Knowing that he was hopeless, Krist still carefully kept a distance between himself and his brother, and at the same time couldn't help turning his head to look at the situation on the electronic screen.

own appearance.

Falling in love, anyone can see it at a glance.

and also.

The look of the person he was infatuated with.

The girls asked Krist to go back to the action just now, and the voice of continuing to take pictures rang out one after another.

from around.

Krist turned around.

Frightened by his own inability to restrain himself.

He didn't dare to stick back to P'singto's chest as intimately as before.

Like a vortex.

The boy tried desperately to escape.

But it was firmly attracted and drifted towards the middle.

This time.

Krist stiffened.

Seemingly in singto's arms.

But there is a gap.

between their bodies.

It's like a chasm that can never be bridged.

His gaze finally looked at the big display screen three times.

But the emptiness and throbbing in my heart seemed to have lasted for a full 100 years.

And this emptiness has always existed in his chest, and even after the whole activity was over, the boy couldn't get out of it.

Krist's restlessness became more and more obvious.

pounding in his chest.

Holding his mobile phone, he tweeted his care for fans after the event, and, as always, told him to be careful when going home.

But I kept thinking about the pictures I saw in my mind.

Maybe it's the difference between seeing it from "my own point of view" and seeing it from a third person's point of view... All of Krist's emotions are vividly visible and clearly revealed.

Swiping absently across the screen.

In the end, I couldn't help but write that person's name on the darkened screen of the phone, one stroke at a time, with my fingers.