[Old Nine Gates] Jing Mo can't stop bleeding and love you

There seemed to be a figure shaking in front of his eyes, but Jing Mo couldn't hold on any longer, and passed out with tears in his eyes...

Suddenly a world away.

This is what Jingmo felt when he woke up again.

The headache felt like it was going to explode, the limbs were weak, and the whole body was sore, and a wave of coldness came down from him, flowing through the whole body.

Bad physical condition, but Jing Mo was relieved.

If you can feel cold and pain, then you are not dead yet.

Jing Mo laughed at himself, and finally had the mood to open his eyes and observe his situation.

Ran and egg.

If Jing Mo didn't know his physical condition, he must have thought he was blind.

I can't see anything!The rhythm of being locked up in a small black room is right!

Taking a deep breath, Jing Mo tried his best to calm himself down, and unconsciously grasped the second ring on his right wrist with his left hand, as if this would give him more courage.

Jing Mo blinked his eyes slowly, allowing his eyes to adapt to the darkness around him, while thinking about where he was and how to escape.

As for why those Japanese didn't kill him, Jing Mo thought, it was because he was still valuable now, so what is his greatest value to them?

None other than Zhang Qishan.

Apart from this answer, Jing Mo couldn't think of anything else.

Using oneself to threaten Zhang Qishan, this plot is very old-fashioned, but I have to say, it works.

But Jingmo didn't intend to let them get what they wanted.

Although, in her current state of being powerless, the best way to be saved is to show the Japanese how important she is to Zhang Qishan, and then let them take her to Changsha to find Zhang Qishan.Although it would threaten Zhang Qishan, but relatively, Zhang Qishan has found himself, and the possibility of his being saved is very high - at least higher than the rate of escape by his own ability.

But Jing Mo was unwilling, not only because doing so would bring trouble to Zhang Qishan, but more... because of her own selfishness.

Jing Mo couldn't help but curled up and hugged herself, she remembered what she asked Lord Baylor to pass on.

She told Zhang Qishan not to come to her, and to deal with Changsha's affairs with peace of mind, and said...

She only spoke a few words, but the meaning was very clear.

When he was on the verge of death on the train, Jing Mo was more relieved than terrified when he said this, because, no matter whether she was dead or alive, with her, Zhang Qishan would not have to hesitate because of her when making a decision—even if If he doesn't save her, even if she abolishes her status as the mistress of the Zhang family, he will feel guilty and blame himself. With her words, he will feel at ease, and feel that he can understand him, and he will act accordingly. You don't have to worry so much, you will be more decisive, and you will choose options that are good for the Zhang family and Changsha—for example, tearing up the marriage certificate and certificate to reduce the impact of her safety on the Zhang family and Changsha.

But now she knew that she had a great chance of surviving, but she felt at a loss in her heart.

Jing Mo sat with his knees hugged and flicked the second ring unconsciously. The crisp sound echoed in his ears, but he couldn't wake up the sadness in his heart.

The question before coma couldn't help popping up again.

If Zhang Qishan really did that, what should she do?

She didn't know how long she had been in a coma, and she didn't know how long it would take to escape, and she didn't know when she would be able to see Zhang Qishan. Chang... Will he... Will he really do what she said?

Then what should she do...

She originally wanted to go back to Changsha by herself and prove to Zhang Qishan that she was capable of standing beside him. She hoped that through this incident, Zhang Qishan would realize that she needed to be respected, but now...it was too ironic.

Jing Mo smiled bitterly.It's really ironic, she wanted to prove herself, but she fell to such a point, and even brought troubles to Zhang Qishan...

Although Zhang Qishan once said that he doesn't need to rely on women, he is definitely not the same. This woman will bring him trouble and hold him back.

Jing Mo has never doubted Zhang Qishan's feelings for her. She knows that he loves her, but feelings need management and time.

Time can make feelings deeper, and it can also make feelings wear away.

Without her, Zhang Qishan might be sad for a while, but after more than ten years, or even a few years, when he gradually forgets her, when her memory in his heart gradually fades, when another girl who suits him appears, when the people around him I don't want him to be lonely and advise him to get married as soon as possible...he will agree.

Jing Mo admits that she has low self-esteem.

In her previous life, she lost her parents early, and she knew the warmth and coldness of human feelings since she was a child, and she also knew that feelings are the most harmful.In order to live and protect herself, she has to hide her anxiety. She will not pretend to be strong, nor can she pretend to be lively, let alone pray for sympathy, or complain about herself. She has no choice but to calm down and learn to be calm. Learn to be calm, learn not to be emotional.

She has no relatives, and friends are her warmth, but after all, they are friends of gentlemen, and when they come to another world, they feel more regretful than sad about not seeing friends.

Regarding Zhang Qishan, she couldn't explain clearly, the feelings she gave to him were really beyond her imagination.

She also thought that if she got married in the future, she would definitely love the other half, but she would not be tempted.

Contradictory views, but Jing Mo's true thoughts.

But the premise is that that person is not Zhang Qishan.

Her fear and distrust of him was not because of Zhang Qishan, but because of herself.

The matter of the mine revealed that the two of them had different views, and Jing Mo never once thought whether they were not suitable to be together.

All kinds of thrills that followed made her realize her own weakness. She questioned whether she had the courage to go on with him.

On the train, she regretted that she didn't find a chance to have a good talk with Zhang Qishan. Now that she thought about it, why wasn't she subconsciously avoiding it.

Yes, she has been running away.If you want to talk, there will always be opportunities, but Jing Mo has missed these opportunities time and time again, always thinking about talking later... I am afraid that she is afraid in her heart that the meeting will collapse, and then she will have to leave.

They didn't fall in love, they became husband and wife directly.

They love each other, but they love each other on the basis that they both hide from each other. Do the real two people really know each other?If they knew, would they still love each other?

The more Jing Mo thought about it, the more sad he became, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became.

On the train, she thought that their love started with a purpose and got lost in sincerity. Looking at it now, is it really true... or is it just an illusion...

Jing Mo was obsessed with her own thoughts, her suppressed crying made her breathless, but she was still holding on to the second ring, refusing to let go, but she didn't know that her body was gradually becoming transparent...