[Old Nine Gates] Jing Mo can't stop bleeding and love you

After Jing Mo sent Lord Belle away, he was unable to run away anymore, so he just found a place with few people, and couldn't bear to sit on the ground, quietly waiting for the person hiding in the depths.

There were still various chaotic voices in his ears, but Jing Mo felt that his heart was surprisingly calm, and he still had time to think about this and that.

Although she was targeted by the Japanese for some unknown reason, Jing Mo still breathed a sigh of relief—since the Japanese wanted to kill her, the train would be safe for a short time before she was confirmed dead, otherwise the train would be safe again Once it exploded, it would be difficult for them to find her again, and now that it was so chaotic, it was impossible and they had no chance to cause another explosion.As long as the train does not explode, casualties will be much reduced.

Although she didn't care much about other people's life and death, she still felt guilty knowing that she had caused the accident.

While thinking wildly, Jing Mo reached out and touched his forehead, and smiled wryly.At first, I thought it was the high temperature of the surrounding environment that caused the patterns on her body to appear, and it was because I had a fever!

Shaking his head, Jing Mo's eyes became clearer.It's no wonder that she, the doctor, didn't notice it. Even if her body temperature had risen a little, she only thought it was because the surroundings were too hot. Coupled with the successive incidents, she didn't pay attention to her physical condition at all.

The high fever made people delirious, Jing Mo was in a trance, and remembered what he had said to Lord Baylor just now.

Changsha seems to be calm, but in reality it is turbulent. Zhang Qishan has a heavy burden and should not be hindered by her affairs anymore. Those words she said should make him let go and do what he wants to do.Besides, if she died, it would be because of the Japanese, and Zhang Qishan had avenged her by concentrating on dealing with the Japanese.

Thinking of this, Jing Mo rejoiced that his decision to put the pile of proofs that Zhang Qishan gave her in the secret room was correct.

It is not easy to change the mistress of the house, and it is easy to cause fluctuations. Fortunately, she has no power in the Zhang family and no cronies, so it is convenient for Zhang Qishan to deal with it. Any indication can show that she, Yun Jingmo, used to be the mistress of the Zhang family, at most she had the status of an "ex-wife". In this way, even if the Japanese threatened Zhang Qishan with her life, Zhang Qishan would not have any influence.

Thinking of this, Jing Mo laughed at herself helplessly. When she speculated to Yin Xinyue about Zhang Qishan's purpose in marrying her, she also said that it was because she had no background and no power. thing.

Unexpectedly, what she said in one sentence is indeed simple enough from today's perspective.

But in the final analysis, she...is not reconciled!

Jing Mo bit his lip, trying to hold back the sobs overflowing his mouth, his eyes became more and more blurred.

Even though she is not from this world, her feelings for Zhang Qishan are true, and Zhang Qishan is also her strongest bond in this world, but now, it is she who cut off this thread of love with her own hands.

She is also afraid of death, she does not know what the Japanese will do to her after they capture her, she is also afraid.

She also wanted to not think about anything, ignore those nations and countries, and leave everything to Zhang Qishan, and let him protect herself.

Also... thinking that it will not be her who will stand by his side in the future, she will be unwilling and jealous.

What "don't come to her" and "give it back to you", she doesn't want to say those words!I don't want to!

What she said in her heart, what she really wanted Master Belle to convey...

"Qishan...save me..."

But she can't.

The Zhang Qishan she likes is the patron saint of Changsha, and the person she loves is a hero who defends the country. If he gave up the opportunity to chase the Japanese just because he saved her, Zhang Qishan would not blame her, but she would feel uncomfortable.

Zhang Qishan regards Changsha as more important than himself, so how can she let her love for her son and daughter block his way willfully.

The more Jing Mo thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt. She wanted Zhang Qishan to save her, and she also wanted Zhang Qishan to guard Changsha; Cut off ties with him; she wondered if Zhang Qishan would be angry because of her words; she wondered if she was lucky enough not to die, but Zhang Qishan really did what she said...what should she do... .

There seemed to be a figure shaking in front of his eyes, but Jing Mo couldn't hold on any longer, and passed out with tears in his eyes.