you redeemed me

She fell down beside Kudou Shinichi's legs, and hugged Kudou Shinichi who fell from the chair. The scrape on her leg hurt slightly, and she had no time to distract herself, but the expression that hadn't changed over the years finally mixed Mixed with rare and indescribable... panic, she seldom writes fear or panic on her face like a carefree girl, and she is always calm, because there is really nothing in her world It can make her care about people and things regardless of everything, and care about the people around her, but she doesn't want to owe any more, and she doesn't want to bear any more sins. If she wants to die, she also wants... to be alone.

Kudo Shinichi's body temperature soared in seconds, and he could still feel the arrogant flame-like temperature through his clothes. She hurriedly touched his forehead, and she had a high fever, which was very scary.

She lowered her head to listen to his heartbeat, which was frighteningly fast, his whole body was trembling uncontrollably, his lips were almost stained with frost, and even his eyebrows had a thin layer of white solid particles.

She looked serious.

This is impossible!

Miyano Shiho looked at Kudo Shinichi and asked her with a reluctant smile: "Do you think... I took drugs, or... I was poisoned..." Every time he said a word, his tongue was knotted with cold, and his lips trembled. Like a neurotic patient. "I'm now...feeling cold outside and hot inside...feeling..."

Miyanoshi couldn't bear to listen to him continue talking. She closed her eyes and covered his lips, so she couldn't see Kudo Shinichi's shock and... enjoyment after that.

It is true that Miyano Shiho has no interest in a man who is in the state of a neurotic patient, but her lips are sweeping in his mouth. As expected, his mouth is like a mini icehouse. Unbearable, she raised her head to distance herself.

She opened her mouth, seemingly unable to speak, "I was wrong, you can be so sober, it should not be the phenomenon after taking drugs, organized sex, torturing people, but I didn't develop it, I still It’s not so perverted. I’ve read reports about this kind of sex, and I really wanted to destroy it at the time...” She took a deep breath, “But I’m not sure about this kind of thing!” Miyano Shiho told the truth, holding Kudo Shinichi’s wrist The hands are tightly grasped, although the nails are not long, but the palm of Kudo Shinichi's palm is bleeding. "I'll try my best..."

Kudo Shinichi yelled suddenly, to some extent reaching the level of heart-piercing. He struggled to get out of Miyano Shiho's confinement, almost desperately trying to hit himself to death. He couldn't reach the wall, so he went to the corner of the table, The chair bumped, and two blood marks were drawn on the ground, like the bright red marks of a mold branded with a soldering iron. Miyano Shiho rubbed his side waist, gritted his teeth, and looked at him.

Sure enough, the wound on the leg was cracked, and the crack was weird. The wound didn't heal, but there was no reason to bleed so much, just like... She suddenly opened her eyes, which were so painful that they couldn't be opened, just like blood vessels Like burst.

Kudo Shinichi's voice mixed with pain and resistance seemed to be squeezed out of frosted glass: "Can you... knock me out... knock me out, I can't take it anymore...."

Miyano Shiho shook his head: "No, no, I'm not sure, maybe you won't wake up after you faint." She couldn't control her rapid breathing that seemed to empathize with her, and the pain on her body seemed to be infinitely magnified, she I can't control Kudo Shinichi for the time being, climbed up the table to find my medicine box, my hands were shaking unbearably, disturbed the orderly needle tubes and medicines in the box, took out a needle tube, and accidentally opened it when drawing the medicine. Overturned, I finally installed one and tied my arm.

Then, he slumped along the table and sat down on the ground. On the opposite side, Kudo Shinichi was holding on to the stainless steel table legs. Both hands and all the strength of his body were poured into them. His expression was already distorted in pain. Miyano Shiho looked I could see him closing his eyes very hard, as if he couldn't bear to see his current appearance.

When everything was so tense that it was about to explode like a fuse, Miyano Shiho was suddenly startled by the rapid knock on the door, which overshadowed the doorbell that rang for a long time but no one answered.

Hell, who's coming to join in the fun again, it can't be the white horse detective again.She leaned against the corner of the table and stood up, looking at Kudo Shinichi who was looking at her. In addition to the pain that almost drowned everything in his eyes, the warm blue pupils that were forcibly half-opened became pale, but the circles around the eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes. , Miyano Shiho couldn't ignore his humbleness...

"You'll be fine, I promise!"

Seemingly getting the answer he wanted, Kudo Shinichi finally couldn't help closing his eyes.

The piercing pain swallowed him instantly...

The moment the door was opened, Miyano Shiho was still thinking about what Kudo Shinichi's eyes were trying to say, but after opening the door, she understood.

Maoriland.

There is a breathtaking charm in the smile,

And even if she cried, she couldn't get rid of the deep-rooted firmness and persistence. She would make people want to protect, but she never took advantage of this unique advantage, because Mao Lilan never showed weakness easily.

But at this moment, her undried tears were brushed again by warm tears, but were quickly dried by the cold wind. Her slender face was purple from the cold, her lips trembled, but she never made a sound.

Miyano Shiho couldn't help but be surprised by her arrival, but there was really no sign of Kudo's new whereabouts on her habitually indifferent face.She pulled in a woman who was only wearing a sweater and her scarf was not yet wrapped.

The door closed with a bang, and there was still a trace of air-conditioning in the entrance.

Miyano Shiho folded his arms.

Xiaolan blurted out a sentence without thinking: "Did you tell me that you like him?" She raised her choked voice, failed to control her emotions, and cried again after speaking, the silent tears fell on the silent entrance place.

Miyano Shiho raised his eyes slightly, as if he glanced at her inadvertently, before realizing belatedly, he should be the one in the basement.

The moment she knew it, she was stunned, but she seemed to understand something.

She shook her head without emotion.

She held back her sadness and said, "Don't lie to me...don't lie to me...I, Xiao Ai, your child...that child is..."

Hearing this, she smiled helplessly. The time when Kudo Shinichi disappeared was indeed a loophole. During this vacant time, Mao Lilan knew the existence of her son, who was called Imagawa—her son.

She thought to a certain point that she really knew Kudo Shinichi very well. For example, the two of them tacitly would not tell Mao Lilan the child frankly. For her, it was because they were afraid of affecting their relationship; for Kudo For Shinichi, maybe it's the same, she doesn't want to guess about the intricate relationship between them and their son, and she's also afraid of feeling sorry for herself...

Doesn't he have a place in his life? I'm afraid of this.

From the porch, you can see the window of the living room. There is snow outside, fluttering gently like goose feathers. Her voice is as cold and ethereal as the snow: "It's not what you think, it was an accident, he was drunk, Then mistook me for you..."

"Why are you..." She stopped crying, and after she felt relieved, she turned to doubt.

"Why did you give birth to him?" She smiled, like a newly blooming rose, "You know I have no relatives, how could I give him up!"

She was stunned by Miyano Shiho's suddenly accentuated tone, she didn't know how to react, she looked at her side face for a long time, her eyes were a little unnatural, and said: "I'm sorry I don't know anything...Xiao Ai, I just... Shinichi suddenly had a child, and I thought he..."

When I saw that child for the first time, and when I first heard You Xizi's introduction, she was completely blinded by the feeling that she couldn't think at all. Her mind was full of Xinyi betraying her, betraying her, Xinyi and other women, and this The woman is Xiao Ai. In those years, she once thought that the two children who were most suitable to be together, Xinyi, how could...

She was locked in the room for a day, and finally couldn't help but rushed out of the house, she wanted to ask her, Shinichi was gone, at least she was still there, she was still there, she thought she didn't believe in Shinichi, but held a kind of It's just a hope that will be dashed...

From this point of view, she is actually not worthy of Shinichi...

"Call me Zhibao, I will take that child away, but in the future..." She stood up, saw her teary eyes, and sighed, "It's nothing, let's talk about it later. Now I won't Don’t worry about being your distraction. The wedding is coming, so prepare well. Congratulations!”

She was so frank and true, but Mao Lilan shed tears unknowingly, and slowly fell to the ground, two words circling in her mind - wedding.

She hugged her knees, as if she had reached a desperate situation and had nowhere to go...

"Do you know where he went? Tell me, tell me...I can't find him. Shinichi, you left me again, but this time you didn't even leave me to wait for you... "

There is no news for four or five days, she has no way not to be afraid...

Miyano Shiho turned around: "He will come back, I promise!"

The author has something to say:

So what, I want to give a brief introduction to the specific interpretation process, but too much description, time is too late, sorry......