you redeemed me

It was as if he had a good night's sleep, as if it was the first time he didn't feel the bone-chilling cold in his dream, as if he was enjoying sleep without torture for the first time, and when he opened his eyes, he still felt a little reluctant and couldn't bear to wake up, his lips and teeth A groan of discomfort overflowed from the room, she turned her neck, the drowsiness gradually dissipated, she sighed, and stood up, seemingly unintentionally, but actually on purpose, she turned her head and looked to the right, empty, The quilt was very neat, if it wasn't for the slight dent left on the pillow, it would be like many nights when it was difficult to sleep, and suddenly there was a vacancy beside him as always.

Facing the silence and loneliness of the room alone.

She wanted to warn herself that she was getting more and more insatiable recently, could it be that she was about to leave this world and was eager to grab something new to be able to feel at ease.

She smiled, but the smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes, like tears on the surface of her eyes.

She got up and got out of bed and walked all the way. The place where her sight reached was dim, and she didn't know what time it was. She walked slowly while leaning on the wall, and went downstairs. The basement, that is, the laboratory was brightly lit. What are you doing here in the middle of the night without sleeping?

Kudo Shinichi went downstairs after she had slept for two or three hours. He wanted to find out about his condition, but unexpectedly, he had no strength in his feet, and every step he took was in pain. He thought maybe He knew how the mermaids in fairy tales walked when they turned human.

Stumbling and stopping all the way, it actually took more than half an hour, and at that moment, he knew that he was going to the limit...

However, when Miyano Shiho entered, Kudo Shinichi saw that she was staring blankly at the pile of data she had spread out on the table and hadn't had time to tidy up in the future. Research, reports, all messed up there.

He saw that he had drawn one of them, so he didn't move.

She couldn't help but say, "What are you doing?"

He didn't seem to hear it for a long time, but he turned around to look at her again. He seemed to be thinking about how to speak, but suddenly he gave up struggling and asked, "Did I...do anything to you?"

Miyano Shiho smiled, and walked over, and she saw him holding the report of various drug addiction symptoms, and then she drew a circle, and marked a sentence very clearly after smoking □□, showing a strong □□ .

She had almost analyzed the ingredients of this drug, and there were indeed substances suspected to be pornographic, but they were not completely consistent, but this was enough to prove that he would still show such a strong sexual impulse after losing his mind that day.

She pulled out the paper in her hand, leaned her waist against the edge of the table for support, hugged her chest, and began to report to him with great interest: "The stamina of smokers is also greatly enhanced, and they can be like "tough men". It loses its proper function. As a result, it becomes more and more dependent on sex with men and women, forming a vicious circle." After reading, a touch of slyness flashed across his eyes, and his voice was light and crisp: "How, I want to know if you have done it. Have some extramarital sex? Or do you care if I was raped by you?"

Kudo Shinichi was stunned by her frankness, but was speechless to answer.

He should have a period of blank memory, he vaguely remembers seeing her panicked face, it seems that at that time, she was pressed by him, and he doesn't remember what happened after that, but it is hard for him not to think of the wound on her place When it comes to these things, the detective's divergent thinking...

She seemed to guess what he was thinking, and said clearly: "If you feel sorry for me, what will happen? What can you do? Or should you be responsible to me?"

Kudo was startled, he clenched his hand on the table, his nails dug into his flesh, but it was hard to overshadow the unknown accident and expectation that filled his heart, inexplicably, he didn't feel overly panicked At a loss.

Miyano Shiho watched his calmness or indifference, smiled indistinctly, and didn't know what it was like, mixed feelings, but he didn't feel disappointed, he was used to it a long time ago, right?

"Your expression is indeed an increasingly attractive object, but I don't like men without Sherlock Holmes's humor. Rest assured, even if something happens, I will not hold you responsible , you don’t have to put your dislike on your face, I..." She looked away and escaped from his gaze before sighing leisurely, "I'm also afraid of being hated by others." Her voice became softer and softer, as if floating A puff of smoke passed by, if Kudo Shinichi didn't want to hear it, she would have vaguely passed it by.

However, he also couldn't understand why he wanted to hear her thoughts so strongly that he had to deliberately cover them up.

But now, he couldn't figure out how credible and false what she said, but he didn't want to figure it out at all. Her unintentional words made his heart swell suddenly, and he He stretched out his hand tentatively, slowly, wanting to touch her, but when Miyano Shiho turned his face inadvertently when he was still close to her, his hand froze in the air, and he didn't know how to withdraw it. Go or continue.

Miyano Shiho glanced up and down, showing a weird smile: "Are you trying...to take advantage of me?"

She didn't receive the man's embarrassment or the usual expression of helplessness once she molested her. She lowered her eyes in a little disappointment. Kudo Shinichi suddenly burst into anger. Can hold his moving hand.

Sudden force pulled her over, but she was gently pressed into his slightly stiff chest, calmed down, and found that she had sat on Kudou Shinichi's lap, and he frowned and let out a dull pain in his ear. call.

She gritted her teeth and wanted to get up, but she didn't have much strength, but Kudo Shinichi held her in his arms with a posture of kidnapping and holding her, and she had already experienced the strength of the iron arm.

Reluctantly said: "Idiot, you deserve it, you are asking for trouble, and you still don't let me go? I said, why don't you have weakness in your limbs when you are addicted to drugs, but you are as strong as a cow. It is very abnormal."

Kudo Shinichi ignored her, waiting for the pain to subside, why is the injury on his leg so unbearable?

"It seems that this is the second time you have taken advantage of me. Do you really have that symptom?" One of Miyano Shiho's favorite things to do is to make sarcastic comments about Kudo Shinichi.

Kudo Shinichi froze, as if the words hit his heart, he remembered that when he was on the bed, he kissed her inexplicably and insatiably, his face seemed to have the hotness at that time, he turned his face in embarrassment, "Don't talk nonsense. "

"Okay, I'm talking nonsense, so in order to deny my nonsense, can you please take some concrete action?" In her open eyes was his awkward expression, Kudo Shinichi moved his lips, and finally said: "I don't know why, I want to hold you."

I don't know why, but you make me feel bad, that kind of twitching, like the heart slows down.

He pressed his forehead against her cold back of the neck, and the coolness made him leave subconsciously, "Why is it so cold, I don't know how to wear a coat." He said, taking off his coat and putting it on her body.

"The same goes for body temperature no matter how much you wear. As long as you don't feel cold, it doesn't matter if you wear more or less." Her indifferent tone made Shinichi Kudo feel a little lonely, just like she was standing in the dusk and smiling desolately .

Kudo Shinichi hugged her harder and harder, as if this could stop something from being lost.

"Huihara, can you speak in such a way that it doesn't make people feel...worried."

"Ah, why didn't I think, Kudo, is your heart too sensitive and delicate?" She smiled and mocked him.

"You are really not cute." He said weakly, "It has been like this for so many years."

"Oh? I heard that straightforward women are more popular."

"That's definitely a rumor!" He said disdainfully.

"By the way, can ordinary people be as... clear-headed as you after taking Belmode's special drug?" She narrowed her eyes in doubt, looked at him carefully, and found something she had neglected for a long time. "How many hours did I sleep? Are you okay during this time?"

"Maybe because... I'm not an ordinary person." Kudo smiled dryly, met Miyano Shiho's obviously disbelieving eyes, and slandered, didn't you make me a little humorous?

"Okay, if you get sick, you can take medicine. I have hands and feet, okay... no feet."

When Miyano Shiho heard this, he took advantage of his slack and broke away from his control, ran to the table, searched for the box of drugs, turned around and asked him, with a flustered expression: "How much did you inject?"

Kudo Shinichi smiled casually, "I diluted the remaining half of the bottle after you diluted it."

Miyano Shiho was a little taken aback, she thought that if he was insane, people with drug addiction would not be satisfied with one, but he still has that kind of willpower, "Detective, it seems that willpower It's tenacious."

She turned to clear up the things on the table, "Drug addicts are very sensitive to the purity of drugs, and impure drugs will cause drug addicts pain, convulsions, hallucinations, reciprocating cycles, and life is worse than death. Although I can't say about this drug. Symptoms, but unfortunately, you did experience them all, so I am puzzled, how can you still...recover like this in that situation?"

Kudo Shinichi suddenly wrapped his hands around the clothes on his chest, bowed his head, and remained silent.

Miyano Shiho turned around in surprise, only to hear his hoarse and forcibly suppressed painful voice: "You're right... yes, I... I'm going to live now... life is better than death..."

Miyano Shiho's expression changed drastically, he dropped the things in his hands, and hurried over, "Kudou...Kudou."

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