[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

Once again, Anze saw Hazy.

Seeing this child who has been avoiding him ever since he learned the truth about Yoshida Shoyo from him.

The off-white wavy natural curls are not like Yinshi, which is also natural. , Oops, who hit me?!) The same hair is shiny, on the contrary, his hair looks dull and slightly haggard, his emaciated face is haggard and pale, he leans weakly against the wall and slowly squats down on the ground Coughing softly, the blood between the fingers spread out clearly, and the blood dripping on the ground was shocking.

Fate is coming soon.

He was dying.

Even the immortal blood from Brother Xu's body cannot withstand such high-load serious injuries and deaths.

At this moment, An Zeyi realized it so clearly.

To be honest, although he was a little sad that he didn't accompany Xu through the long darkness, he didn't feel particularly deeply guilty because Xu abandoned him first.

He was lost when he didn't have cognition, or when he was not reincarnated into a human-shaped fleshy ball, should he be blamed for this kind of thing?Could it be that he, who had no consciousness at that time, could decide whether to be thrown or not?

He was just sad that they had been separated for too long in the past and never stayed together, and he was sadder than the short time they will be together in the future.

For Gintoki Kotaro and Jinsuke, although he felt sorry and distressed, after completely recovering his memory, he did not feel particularly deeply guilty as before. As a teacher, he was caught in order to protect the students, and then he did not run away (also Can't escape) but chose to be killed, An Zeyi didn't feel that he had done anything wrong.

Is there anything wrong with him protecting his students?There is nothing wrong with that of course.

He wants to go home in another world, what's wrong with that?There is nothing wrong with that of course.

What was wrong was not him, not Yinshi and the others, but this world.

But he feels guilty for a person, no, it should be said that he is not even a person, but only the existence of consciousness.

Yoshida Matsuyo.

The real Yoshida Matsuyo.

It wasn't his fault that he wanted to leave Tianzhaoyuan Naraku, wanted to be a teacher, and wanted to be a human being.

It's just that no one has ever thought that even after 500 years, the division of good and evil is still related to each other, and the division was too thorough at the beginning, causing the goodness and Songyang produced in Brother Xu's body to lose consciousness and annihilate. It became the force value that Anzeyi inherited after entering this body, and only left Anzeyi with the name "Yoshida Songyang".

I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me.

And the real Yoshida Shoyo, the student who really belonged to him, the student who made him feel guilty, made him care about him, and made him have kind thoughts, was Oboro.

Now, the only student in Songyang is about to die, can he really stand by and watch indifferently?

You know, if there is no kind side of yourself that has traveled back, the real Songyang might be able to check and rescue Oboro, and the master and apprentice escaped from the peaceful life in Naraku together, instead of looking down at Songyang being crushed by a boulder like myself. In the obscurity below, the soul wears, and then leaves in a daze without knowing anything.

—————An Zeyi didn’t know that Songyang in the original book thought that Oboro was dead and didn’t save Oboro. . .

No.

He can't.

An Zeyi squatted down, stretched out his hand, and put it lightly on Lu's wrist, the thought power in his body carefully explored Lu's body.

The heart and lungs have been severely injured recently, and they have not yet fully healed, and other organs have also reached their limits and are failing.

Even injecting Altana into Oboro's body now will not help, and it will even collapse earlier because the body can't bear it.

"..." Hazy looked at Anze and opened his mouth, but didn't say a word in the end.

"Call me Zeyi." An Zeyi carefully helped him up, and said softly.

He is not Songyang, and after knowing all the truth, he is not qualified to call himself Songyang.

Looking across the blinded eyes, An Ze said in a low voice: "Why?"

Why, so desperately?

"This life of mine, which continues my long-ending life to this day, is the blood of Master Xu flowing in this body." Obscure panted while covering his heart, and slowly calmed down: "I once swore , Until this body is exhausted, you must follow Master Xu."

Have you ever thought about what is the original intention of Songyang to give you this blood?Is it just to make you serve until you die?

Such heart-piercing words, Anze hesitated for a while, but did not say it.

He should have thought that, as soon as Anze looked at Obscure, he should have thought that Obscure would not stop until the immortal blood given by Xu or Songyang was completely exhausted.

if that is the case………………

An idea came up in Anze's heart, but he knew that it was not the time to implement this idea.

"Master Ze." Lu suddenly said: "For Master Xu, you are really, very precious and important."

He has never seen Master Xu care so much about a person, caring and caring for a person like a treasure, but when he thinks of the relationship between An Zeyi and Master Xu, he thinks of An Zeyi's likable and distressed cuteness Temperament (Hazy: I don’t know Yasawa, I don’t know him when he was Yoshida Shoyo?), and thinking of the suffering he has witnessed by Mr. Xu all these years, he feels that it is necessary for him to let Anze made it clear.

He is very, very important to Lord Xu.

"I know." An Zeyi knew very well how much he cared about Brother Xu, so...

"I also know Brother Xu's pain and plan, but I still hope that he can be happy and live happily ever after." An Ze looked at him and showed a smile that was uglier than suffering: "For me like this, I don't think so. Isn't that naive?"

Oboro didn't speak.But when the two separated, he suddenly said softly: "Master Ze, this idea is really gentle."

After Anze left, he went to the kitchen and made a strawberry daifu that he and brother Xu both liked. When he returned to the house, he found that the light was not on.

Blinking his eyes, in the dark room, he looked at the void standing quietly in front of the window and looking at the universe outside the window, put down the plate and walked slowly over.

He hugged him from behind.

"Why don't you turn on the light?" He rested his head on Xu's shoulder in an intimate posture.

"Because I'm used to it." Xu said coldly.

An Zeyi suddenly remembered, he thought of the evil spirits locked in the prison, he remembered that they were imprisoned for decades in that dark place where they couldn't see their fingers, until they had schizophrenia, until the cage rotted.Thinking of the Xu Zai after giving up himself, his eyeballs were gouged out and soaked in honey to make ghost eyes brown for decades, and then he was locked in a cage for decades. During such a long period of time, there was no peace, Just repeated pain.

How ironic, the perpetrator eats the honey-soaked eyeballs in order to live forever, while the real immortal victim endures endless pain day after day.

Anze is afraid of pain, so he really can't imagine how painful it is to be dug out with new eyes every day.

No one was by his side, some only had people who came to goug his eyes every day; no one cried for him for his injustice, and some only had endless torture and fear.

What kind of pain should it be, to torture a child who was supposed to be innocent until he was tortured beyond recognition, and finally became a demon king who intends to destroy the earth?

At this moment, Anze understood why Xu's swordsmanship was always so sharp, and he knew exactly where the pain in the human body was.

Because that is the pain he has felt with his body countless times.

The atrocities that human beings inflicted on him, he simply imitated and reproduced them for human beings.

Naraku, the endless hell.

Brother Xu, in your heart, is living like being in an endless hell?

Anze opened his mouth, he wanted to say you and me, but when he thought about what he had to do, he felt that he was really not qualified to say such a thing.

"Are you sympathizing with me, Yiyi?" Xu didn't turn around, just said calmly and softly.

An Ze closed his eyes and made up his mind.

"I haven't experienced the same pain as you, so what qualifications do I have to talk about sympathy?"

"It's just Brother Xu." He said softly, "I will always be with you until the end of everything."

I can't save you, and I can't change your desire to die, but at least I will be with you until the last moment comes.

I love you.

Xu Xu turned around and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around the soft half of his body: "I love you too."

An Zeyi habitually lays his pillow on Xu Xu's chest, and habitually bypasses the buckle of the cloak on his chest, rubbing against the fabric.

Well, although the jet-black feathers are a bit itchy, they are unexpectedly soft.Anze thought about it, at this moment, he had the urge to confess everything and tell his plan, but in the end, he held back.

Because An Ze understood Xu.

Just like his personality is more sunny and optimistic, brother Xu's personality is obviously depressed and pessimistic, but the same thing is that both of them are stubborn people, and as long as they think they are right, they will stick to it strongly and tenaciously. Even if someone says they are wrong......

It must be the world that is wrong, not them.

As for An Zeyi's problem, he himself is clear that what sounds good is to stick to one's heart, and what sounds bad is a patient with severe secondary illness.However, the experience of these worlds over the years also proves that An Zeyi's persistence is often correct.

So he persisted in his problem.

Therefore, Anze swallowed the urge to confess and chose instead. . .Acting like a baby~ "Brother Xu, you never seem to be curious about what the world I grew up in was like."

For An Zeyi's temperament that loves to be coquettish and coquettish even more than girls, he said that it is very useful, but he has no interest (not) in the world where An Zeyi has lived and grown up since he was a child, and he expressed his curiosity in a face-saving way: " Let’s talk about it one by one, what is the world like with the wild man who kidnapped you, heck, the world where you find your lover and get married.”

Ahh, thinking about my little cub being abducted by a wild man in a place where I can't see it, the feeling that the most precious delicate flower in my garden has been arched by a wild boar, I'm really angry!

The bad thing is that he still has to be patient in front of the cub! Listening absent-mindedly, a trace of regret arises in the humility of being out of anger. He will soon destroy the earth and die. Zai'er's wild man was killed, really, what a pity!

——————So after meeting later, Kuroro was beaten up by the cheap father-in-law Uchiha Madara, and was beaten up again by the cheap brother-in-law.

But in the eyes of the really silly and sweet Anze, this is a very good omen: Brother Xu is interested in the world of his hometown! If he works hard like this, maybe Brother Xu's thoughts will change from destroying the earth to destroying him The world lives!

That's right, the "innocent" and "simple" non-human Xu is completely unaware of An Zeyi's sinister intentions as a human being. He is not looking for topics just to be coquettish, he is a red-hearted hunter who wants to dig Xu into his life world!

An Zeyi: Brother Xu is my half body and my brother. I want to go home and live with my brother. Is there anything wrong with this idea?Of course there is nothing wrong with that.

Since the Earth and Brother Xu cannot live in harmony in the same world, then I can just abduct Brother Xu away.And considering the grotesque telekinetic abilities of the Hunter World, Brother Xu's immortality doesn't seem to be a big deal.

Anyway, no matter what, he won't attack Brother Xu! An Zeyi thought firmly in his heart.

————— But Anze forgot, the so-called FLAG is used to break.

This earth, this world, after all, does not revolve around him alone.