[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

As for the uproarious gossip entertainment that will be spread in the future, it is not yet known how the three views of my apprentices will be collapsed after hearing these gossips.But now, An Zeyi continued to look at Xu, with that aggrieved expression, that sad eyes, and even every eyelash accusing him of being ruthless, cruel and cruel: "You abandoned me! It's like throwing away trash Throw me away!"

It's really fucking like throwing rubbish into the space crack!

Do you think I'm kitchen waste in garbage bags?

Originally, the original "human" had more evil than good in his body, and the good side of the extracted positive energy was pitiful. After being thrown away by him, he could be reincarnated safely. An Zeyi felt that his life was really worthless. It's a blast!It is definitely a character explosion, and the ancestors burn high incense!

Xu's jaw tensed, and his fingers gripped the bed sheet tightly. The blood-colored red eyes that were originally extremely hostile, now did not have the gloomy and glamorous look when they looked at others, but they were a little helpless.

An Zeyi originally wanted to say this to arouse the other party's mood swings, so that he could stay.But after he said "you abandoned me" several times, those 500 years of memories flowed through his mind like running water. He remembered the innocent child at the beginning, remembered the tragic death again and again, Those hostility and fear from the whole world, thinking of the child who at first only longed to be loved, longed to be friendly with the people around him, and longed to be no longer alone, became what he is now after repeated injuries and disappointments to despair. I really can't control it.

In the beginning, they were really just a child who did nothing, harmed no one, and just longed for someone to love, someone to care about, and someone to accompany him.

Children are innocent, born as clean and pure as white paper, but because of the malice and harm of the world, they turn into thick black that cannot be melted away.

It turned out that those corpses in Xu's dream were himself killed by him, and he was the leader of each generation of Tianshoin Naraku in the past 500 years.

An Zeyi has always believed that there is no unparalleled road, as long as he is alive, there will always be hope, and he will never give up even at the last moment.But he really didn't know what kind of pain it was that made Xu give up living and cling to death.

It hurts so much to cut his own finger, what about the Xu who died again and again?How painful would it be to be asked to try the Naraku torture by Tokugawa Kokang, a super-S man in his bones?

He couldn't even say something like "don't die, but live well" to Xu.

Maybe I lived for too long. At the beginning, I faced the human beings who killed and hurt themselves again and again. After 500 years, I faced all the dark secrets such as assassinations. What I saw for a long time was negative information. Negative emotions, naturally there will be a feeling of "the world is actually hell".

The meaning of Naraku is the bottom of hell.

And the leader of Naraku has always existed at the bottom of hell.

For this man, only death is the real relief.

At this time, An Zeyi finally understood the meaning of Brother Xu's phrase "You love me, just like I love you", yes, he loves Xu, just like Xu loves He also loves each other.

Because each other is themselves.

Due to Stark's long loneliness, he split himself into a Lilinite.

What about virtual?Split out of him.

They are a person, so painful and desperate that they can only love themselves.

Because there are so many creatures in this world, so many are full of fear; there are so few creatures in this world, and only oneself is the only one who loves oneself.

This is what it means to be imaginary.

When he came back to his senses, Anze found himself with his head on Xu's chest, curled up and crying, and Xu just hugged him and didn't speak.

"I'm sorry, Brother Xu." He gripped the other side's skirt tightly, and said in a hoarse voice.

I'm sorry, I live happily without any memories, leaving you alone to suffer the long pain.

I'm sorry, when you walked alone for a hundred years, as your half body, I was not by your side.

Sorry, you sent me out into the sun, but I never knew you existed in the past.

Sorry, when you miss me and feel guilty about me, I enjoy the peace brought by your sacrifice ignorantly.

I'm sorry, I clearly know that you threw me away to let me leave that painful world with no hope like hell, but now I still say despicable things that hurt you.

Xu lowered his eyelashes and hugged the man in his arms.

Hug tightly, as if if you relax a little, people will disappear.

It was his, the other half he had been missing for so many years.

Ever since he realized that An Zeyi was not his split personality but the half body he had abandoned at the beginning, he had been thinking, if he hadn't abandoned him back then, would that little lump of flesh and blood have turned into a human?

Will he become an immortal and immortal person like him, and spend these 500 years with him?

500 years, so lonely.As soon as An Ze appeared, it was too late.

As the embodiment of Altana, as a non-human being who has lived for 500 years, his feelings for human beings are only indifference and contempt like seeing ants, and perhaps there is something he himself does not admit, which stems from being The fear and hatred of human beings being massacred time and time again, but An Zeyi, who is now a human being, is not included among them.

His Yiyi is a child created with all the beauty and hope he dreams of and fantasizes about.

"You're right, it's my fault." He stroked the long hair of the young man in his arms, rubbed the top of his head slightly, then lowered his head slightly, and whispered in An Zeyi's ear: "So, stay Be by my side."

Even if I destroy the earth and gain death, I will never abandon you again.

Never let go of your hand again.

The bust I love as I love myself.

An Zeyi managed to stay.

He used his vain remorse to successfully stay.

Yes.

As soon as Anze understood, he felt regretful.

500 years of remorse.

Every false regret.

about his remorse.

If I don't throw it away, will my kind side also grow from a dumpling to a person in this world?

That half body has really become a person. If I don’t throw it away, will I also have a close relative of flesh and blood in the past 500 years?

Will it, and I won't be alone?

Ah Yi is really a well-behaved, gentle, kind and beautiful child, just like what all of us have expected and imagined, if back then......

Ha Yi actually thought I was his older brother in his previous life, how cute.Silly one by one, I am not your brother, I am you.

He looked at Xu Xu's memory, and could even feel his inner voice at every moment in the memory, so he knew that in the 500 years before he came to this world, each generation of Xu has been obsessed with the method of killing and self-destruction, because once If they don't think about these things, they will think of the half body they lost, and that regret will make them painful.

And after he came to this world, when he met the virtual dream, he was recognized by the virtual.

At first, Xu wanted to kill him because he was the only one who could affect him.

But he was reluctant after all, because it was the half body he had abandoned for 500 years, and it was the only treasure he regretted and lost.

When the two of them get along in dreams, Xu feels more and more that An Zeyi is the gentle beauty that he has exhausted all his imagination and extravagance for 500 years, possessing all the virtues he imagined, and as An Zeyi trusts him more and more Dependence, the empty mood is even more sour and painful: If I hadn't discarded it back then...

Therefore, An Zeyi's crying can really be said to be stabbing Xu's heart with a knife.

Because he is the precious baby he loves deeply.

Between people, it is always the one who loves more and deeper, the easier to give in.

As children are to parents.

Such as Anze is in the void.

So as soon as Anze wanted to stay, he agreed.

Although everyone here who saw him for the first time looked at him with a horrified expression.This made An Zeyi, who received such gazes for the first time in his life, feel a serious toothache.

Brother Xu, what the hell did you do to outrage others? You habitually showed a gentle and cute smile, but when you saw the other party walking away from him trembling in horror, Anze, whose smile was frozen, just wanted to curse.

In such a big life, this is the first time he has encountered such an attitude!

It's all bad brother Xu!

An Ze thought childishly, and felt that he was really coquettish and self-willed.

Well, how did he degenerate into such a delicate look?

It seems that it's because Brother Xu dotes on him too much, right?He likes to eat fruit, and there is never a shortage of fruit; he likes traveling and books, and Brother Xu has collected several shelves of ancient books and rare books; he likes flowers, so every morning when he wakes up, he can see a large bouquet of flowers on the bedside, At the dining table, in the study; he likes pandas (in the dream, the panda baby Sesame once appeared to release the wind), and as a result, Brother Xu really caught a baby panda and gave it to him. Of course, he let Brother Xu Send it back to the panda mother.

Not to mention the limited candies and chocolates he had eaten before, the limited candies and chocolates from Planet Lecco, they never stopped.As soon as Anze checked the price, tsk tsk, he felt the taste of RMB all over his mouth.

Hey, brother Naluo at the door, don’t think that I don’t know and can’t see the way you look at Chocolate, it’s really Brother Xu who prepared it for me, so don’t share it!

(Brother Naluo who boasted about his attributes: No, I just didn’t expect Master Xu’s little lover to look so much like him, tsk, as expected of Master Xu, his taste is different and unconventional!)

In short, even his own parents and Kuroro have never spoiled him so much, Brother Xu, he really holds him in the palm of his hand.

Thinking of how much Brother Xu loves him and loves him, An Zeyi's mood is extremely complicated.

Xu is not Kuroro.He knows this very well.

Kuroro and him, to be honest, if it weren't for the cheating relic that allowed them to travel to different worlds, the relationship between the two of them would be just an ordinary and common relationship between gay people, the relationship between a boy who likes another boy.Although the two of them are full of possessive desires for each other that cannot tolerate the other person, but this is also normal, because love is monopolistic.I don't want to admit it, but this kind of emotion between the two of them, let alone between the same sex, should be said that everyone in the world has it.

As long as two people love each other, they will have it.

Even now, An Zeyi can calmly and rationally say that if one day Ku Luoluo cheated, he would not be able to give up his dignity and beg him to stay.Without him, what would be missing in the world?How should the earth rotate or how to rotate.To put it bluntly, there are tens of thousands of parallel worlds, are all Kuroro in other worlds with him?No, Kuroro in the parallel world will still meet someone who will spend his life with him, but it may not be him, An Zeyi.

It's you, it's you, it's just a love story.

However, Brother Xu's feelings for him, or rather his feelings for Brother Xu, are different.

This emotion transcends any kind of emotion.

More faithful than love, longer than friendship, stronger than family affection.

This is the only one, the only one in the whole universe in the whole world, the feeling of entanglement between flesh and soul for 500 years.

He and He are one.

However, here comes the problem.

He wants to go home, but his home is not in this world;

Brother Xu wanted to die, but An Zeyi wanted him to live;

Earth said that if he wanted to go home, he had to kill Xu.

Is there any solution to this shit?

Especially now that he is really with Brother Xu in reality, he knows even more how powerful Brother Xu's force value is.

It's not a problem to crush a hundred of them every minute!

By the way, brother Xu, how much did you let the water go when you trained me in the dream?

I can't beat him, and I don't want to hurt Brother Xu's heart, but he wants to go home again, how can he break it?

Waiting online, super urgent! Isn't there a third option for this kind of one or two choice... huh?

Anze had a new idea in his heart.