[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

They thought so much, but they didn't think about An Zeyi's sexual orientation.

Yes, sexual orientation, he was told by his family before he went to college not to mess around, not to bully girls, not to...but what should he do when he likes men and doesn't respond to women.

All his life, he asked himself not to go astray, but same-sex love does not conform to the mainstream of society and the right way in the hearts of his parents, and this is a fact he cannot change.

He used to plan his relationship to find a good girl he likes, and then be devoted and loyal to her, but the problem is that he has no feelings for girls, and he can't ruin an innocent woman for this.The same wife is innocent.

He instinctively feels that this matter is wrong, but when he cannot solve this problem, self-denial and hesitation arise.

Then at this time, Yuan Xu appeared.They fell in love with each other.

Different from the gentle and tolerant disposition he cultivated since he was a child, and from the gentle and kind-hearted father who taught him the generosity and tolerance taught by his grandfather, Anze was born with stubbornness, determination and determination, and he cared about pride more than anyone else. Value dignity more than anyone else.

Therefore, when he took revenge on Yuan Xu who did not repent and tried to continue to deceive, he did not have bloody violence, but directly and neatly beat the snake seven inches.

Then Yuan Xu's betrayal and cruelty dealt an almost devastating blow and injury to An Zeyi's sensitive heart.

Does Anze Yixin have Yuan Xu in his heart?Yes, of course there are.If he didn't care about Yuan Xu, how could he think about how to tell his parents that he came out and planned the future of the two of them?If he didn't care, how could he be so sad after three years of relationship collapsed overnight?

After being betrayed by his lover, he was brutally killed, watched himself die, and clearly felt the pain of the wound, the burning of the fire, and the despair of death, which remained deeply in his soul.

But during the period of time just traveled, An Zeyi looked at the family environment and parents who were almost exactly the same as himself in this world, and looked at the faces of the parents in this world who were almost exactly the same as his biological parents in the photos. The direct outburst of pain and self-denial almost drove him crazy who has always been filial to his parents.

my fault.

I shouldn't be gay.

I shouldn't have my parents send a gray-haired person to a gray-haired person.

Because of my fault, the parents in this world left, leaving me alone.

Is it because I died in that world and my parents lived, so my parents who caused this world passed away?

In fact, I'm the one who shouldn't exist.

An Zeyi is like this, denying himself, denying his own life.

It's not that he doesn't love life, and it's not that he doesn't desire to live, but if his life is based on the bones of his parents, he would rather die.

At least, their family is together.

During the period of waking up from the car accident, he took medicine, and once smashed a glass to hide a piece of broken glass and cut his wrist, all of which were rescued. Later, after he was discharged from the hospital, he even jumped into the lake.This is his last suicide, and when he was on the verge of death, he was rescued by Charlotte who jumped into the water.

Finally, he calmed down and faced life with a smile.

But the damage never went away.

Always in my heart, never disappeared.

but………………

Feeling the palm on his back, Anze raised the corner of his mouth, since he doesn't need to drink Chinese medicine anymore, hey, let's cook something delicious for you tomorrow!

Sometimes, An Zeyi felt that the world was very strange.

A land map that is exactly the same as the earth, but the names are different.

The place where he lives now is very similar to his hometown before crossing over, but there is a big difference in food and so on. At least, he found that no one in this world would eat crabs.

Crab is his favorite delicacy.

Counting the days, it is also around the Mid-Autumn Festival, when the crabs are plump.

Early in the morning, An Zeyi, who got up two hours earlier than usual, tucked up the corner of the blanket for Kuroro who was awakened by him, then got up, packed up and rushed outside.

Hairy crabs, hairy crabs, here I come!Drooling.

Because no one eats hairy crabs, no one sells hairy crabs, but because An Zeyi eats fish very much, he has a good relationship with Kesai, the fish seller who he often buys. This time, he asked Uncle Kesai to help him Fish for crabs.

Otherwise, at this time, the fisherman will also kill the crabs and retting them into fat.

"This kind of octopus monster is only interested in you, Yi." Uncle Kesai sighed, and handed a small basket of crabs to An Zeyi.An Zeyi bought two more fish and some vegetables from the stall next door, and then rushed home excitedly.

Wash the crabs and throw them into the steamer. There are several layers of steamers in his house, and they are full of cleaned crabs. Then he steamed a pot of rice, and the small pot on the stove, the fish stewed fragrant .

"What's steaming in the pot?" Kuroro got up from the bed, who was so tempted by the scent that he couldn't sleep.

"Crab."

"Crab? Can that creature be eaten?"

"Of course." When mentioning his favorite food, An. Foodie Ze's eyes lit up.

Kuroro decided to try it for a while.

but………………

Pointing to the hard crab shell, Kuroro really couldn't figure it out, how to eat this kind of thing, crush it?He kind of wanted to try it.

Then he turned his head and watched Anze cut off the crab's claws and pincers with the scissors that had just been cleaned in a gentle way, and then broke off the whole shell from behind. To the corner of Kuroro's mouth: "Have a taste."

Kuroro opened his mouth and bit the spoon.

The extremely delicious taste spread in the mouth, looked at the boy's clear and bright eyes, and nodded: "Delicious."

An Ze's eyes slightly bent, and after giving it to him and telling him where to eat and what not to eat, he opened the other one, picked up a small spoon and ate it.

Delicious and fragrant.

But just can't eat too much.

An Ze, who ate nine big crabs in one go, ate the Xiaoshi tablets with a bitter face. He remembered to remind Kuroro to eat less, but he was too greedy and ended up......

Dead crabs cannot be eaten, so Anze Yi had to cook them all and put them in the freezer. Ku Luoluo gnawed on the rice and ate the shaved fish. Looking at the busy young man, the corner of his mouth twitched slightly.

It feels so good.

"You still haven't found it?" the man sitting on the leather swivel chair behind the desk asked.

"Master, we searched all over, but we couldn't find it. That kid must have been rescued."

"Rescued? Heh," the man sneered, his originally extremely handsome face looked rough and hideous because of such a distorted smile: "Should I be said to be the first of the three beauties? You can still hook up with people after ruining your appearance."

"Look again, once you find it, kill it on the spot, and then bring the head over."

"But………………"

"Don't go soon!"

"Yes."

When he was the only one in the office, he poured a glass of red wine by himself and took a sip.After a while, low laughter sounded.He sat on the swivel chair and turned around, suddenly picked up a dart and threw it out. It stably landed on the photo on the target, the face of the handsome young man with black hair and black eyes with a bandage on his forehead.

"Kurolo Luxilu......"

"You must die!"

"Ah sneeze!"

"Ku Luoluo, do you have a cold?" Anze turned his head and looked at Ku Luoluo who was reading a book beside him.

Since most of the poison on Ku Luoluo's body was cleared, let alone raising his arms easily, he can do things like walking on the ground.

Then from this time on, he squatted in An Zeyi's study every day and couldn't come out.

Kurolo: I have missed his study for a long time!

Then, after Anze found out that this guy was reading in the study without eating, drinking or sleeping, he "cruelly" dragged him out of the study.

"My family books are stored there, and I won't lose them or run away with long legs. You can read them slowly." An Zeyi has always been very envious of those who are in good health, so for those who don't cherish their bodies, He also never had a good attitude: "Kurolo, if you don't have a good rest, I won't let you step into the study!"

If it were another person, Kuroro would have killed him a long time ago, but this person happened to be An Zeyi, but the person who said these words looked at him with such concern and seriousness, all of which were for the sake of his body .

Kuroro is not a good person, but facing this person who really cares about him without any purpose at this moment, he can't do anything.

So, since then, his life has returned to normal again.

Kuroro shook his head, and continued to read without raising his head. He likes books, and An Zeyi's own reading experience written on each book can make him think more broadly: "No."

"I am healthy."

An Ze thought for a while, he got up and went out, and a few minutes later he came back with a cup of hot tea in one hand and a piece of clothing in the other and put it on Kuroro.

"This dress......" Kuroro lowered his eyes, and stroked the coat with his pale and slender fingers. It was a black suit jacket, which was clean and exuded the warmth of sandalwood. Fragrant smell.

"This dress doesn't belong to Hajime, does it?"

"How do you know?" An Ze looked at him.

"Because this dress is too big for you to wear."

"Well, it belongs to a strange and kind person."

"Strange, kind man?" Kuroro raised his head, his eyebrows raised slightly, and there was an inexplicable meaning in his words.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but An Zeyi felt that there was a lot of meaning in Ku Luoluo's eyes.

"Well, a year ago, I was knocked out by a person and took away a basket of food," An Zeyi said softly, "I don't think that person should be a very bad person, otherwise he wouldn't have left before I left." Cover yourself with a piece of clothing."

Chrollo: "That's right."

Anze blinked his eyes, with a confused look on his face: What's the matter with feeling that the indoor temperature has risen?

"But I feel that Kurollo should be very suitable to wear."

"Oh? Really? Ah Yi, typo." Kuroro smiled and changed the subject: He almost forgot that this dress is his and fits naturally. If Ah Yi notices this and thinks that he is the one who fainted His people...... Kuroro didn't want to be swept out and sleep on the street.

You know, handmade custom clothes are the most personal fit!

"Typo? Where is it?" An. OCD. Zeyi quickly shifted his attention.

Chrollo: Yay! #scissorhands

After discovering that the so-called typo was just a tease by Kuroro, Anze gave him a cold look, saying that he would stop cooking for lunch and go out to eat.

Kurolo:?

An Zeyi: Hmph.

Then, half an hour later, Ku Luoluo was sitting in Yang Mingyu's braised chicken and rice shop, silently looking at the red braised chicken in the bowl in front of him, and looking up at Anze, who was teasing in his eyes, don't be too gloating. , bowed his head silently.

An Zeyi: Inexplicably, there is a little guilt in my heart.

Kurolo: I can finally eat spicy food. It's not easy.

Thinking of the bland and unsalty and spicy meals he ate these days, he stretched out his chopsticks and picked up a piece.

so spicy!So cool!

Anze stared dumbfounded at Ku Luoluo's red face, inhaling non-stop, and eating bitterly, even eating the chili inside his mouth.Looking at it, his brows and eyes softened.

He thought of his kitten Duck, the image of taking a sharp breath and not letting go of the spicy chicken feet in his mouth overlapped with the image of Kuroro in front of him.

"Eat slowly," he said softly, "You like spicy food, I'll make it for you when I get home."

Kuroro's eyes brightened a little, he nodded: "Ah Yi's cooking is delicious, I like to eat your cooking."

An Zeyi's eyes became softer.