[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

Perhaps because of the conversations during the day, he thought about it day by day and dreamed about it at night. After time travelling, An Zeyi dreamed of the past instead of his parents for the first time.

But the self in the previous life.

That is still living in a normal world and being an ordinary person.

An Zeyi used to be like Xu Yi who just appeared in the movie "The Left Ear". He may not be as handsome as a movie star in appearance, but he is also a big boy with the same delicate features and clear eyes. After completing the homework assigned by the teacher, he will play basketball in loose jerseys like other boys, gently coax the little doll of his uncle’s family, and smile and say yes to his parents when they are nagging about studying.

He will go crazy because he can't do the math problems, he will be shy because he received a girl's safety fruit on Christmas Eve, and he will make one plan after another out of interest, and then work hard to realize it.

His appearance is beautiful and delicate, his temperament is gentle and elegant, and he is naturally not tanned. After the military training, his white shirt and black trousers are also white and clean, which makes people feel good.

But everything began to change from the freshman performances in various departments.

Every class must have activities, and An Zeyi also signed up for one.Then on the day of the performance, he sang Li Yugang's drunken concubine in a costume, with a clear male voice and a mellow female voice. In addition, he played the role of Concubine Yang with a gentle and clean temperament. It's hard not to be amazed by the scorching style.

It amazed everyone, and even the president of the student union sitting in the first row, Yuan Xu.

Yuan Xu, a sophomore senior, his ability is directly proportional to his appearance, he is handsome and handsome, it can be said that he will not lose to any star, and he is clean in the eyes of others.

Why do you say that, because he is gay, so it is impossible for him to like girls, and naturally he will not have close contact with girls.

Why did An Ze know, because Yuan Xu chased him for a year after the show and became his boyfriend.

At that time, An Zeyi was a good baby who had never been in a relationship or liked anyone since he was a child. He was as innocent and clean as a little sheep. He was so handsome that he had no friends just a few days after he entered college. Pursue, be gentle and considerate to him, mature and domineering in a gentleman, sweet talk when pursuing people, these are all strange for a person who has no experience of love at all, and the world is blank.

So at that time, even though An Zeyi didn't know if he fell in love with Yuan Xu, he knew that his heart was moved.

From the sophomore to the senior year, they talked about their relationship for three years, kissed and hugged each other, even the last step should be done, An Zeyi thought that the only thing he had to worry about after graduation was what to do. Showdown to his parents about this love that is not tolerated by the world, but the reality gave him a slap in the face.

Is there anything more disgusting than seeing your boyfriend kissing another woman when you ordered a table to celebrate the third anniversary at a western restaurant where two people have made love.

He knew that Yuan Xu was very busy and came home late, and he also knew that Yuan Xu would make many phone calls behind his back, but he didn't think about it.Firstly, he was busy with graduation, and Yuan Xu had social engagements at work, secondly, he never had any hobbies that he had to find out clearly about other people, and this other people included his parents, relatives, friends, and lover.

"Honey, this is my junior." Yuan Xu said to the beautiful woman with light makeup next to him, his eyes and voice contained the affection he was familiar with.

Junior, what a junior!

Say hello dear!

When I was thinking about how to let my parents know how to let them accept us, you actually treated me like this!

An Zeyi is undoubtedly a proud person. He is so proud that he will not stalk and beg him in every possible way, but let him be so cheap. This scumbag who made him spend three years of youth and affection goes with the one who can make him fight less Ten years for a woman to marry?impossible!

Yuan Xu once said with a smile that An Zeyi, who had such a gentle and clean personality, liked not those tactful and romantic poems and jokes, but bold and unrestrained style.As soon as An Ze knew it, there was a kind of pride and determination in his bones that "it is better to be broken than to be whole".

So Anze sent the video to that woman in a snappy manner when the two were in love together on the bed.

Of course, it won't be a passionate video during sex. When the two of them were in the best relationship, An Zeyi would die and would not agree to record such a shameful video.

Then again?

Seeing him depressed, his friend asked him to attend the comic exhibition.Two days before the comic show, he was wearing Huadan's costume and was preparing to rehearse in the house in advance, but was interrupted by Yuan Xu who broke in, and then during the quarrel between the two, he was stabbed to the side of the heart by the red-eyed Yuan Xu. Then Yuan Xu, who had regained his senses, stabbed him with a knife and was seriously injured. Then he lit a fire and burned him to death while he was dying.

He remembered the difficulty and pain of breathing when he fell to the ground, he remembered that the spreading flames were inevitable, he remembered that when he fell to the ground and finally died, he saw a blood-stained costume like a wedding dress from the floor-to-ceiling mirror, How desperate was his eyes, and then slowly turned into emptiness.

So beautiful.

"Yi, Yi."

As soon as Anze opened his eyes, he looked at the ceiling and Ku Luoluo who pushed him awake. Even though there were scars on his face, he couldn't hide the faint worry in those black eyes: "You're having a nightmare."

As soon as An Ze closed his eyes, he felt that his eyes were wet and cold: "It's okay, the nightmare, the nightmare is over."

It's great to be in this world.

You can also watch the world and eat, which is great.

It's nice not to have to see that face that made him sick anymore.

"It's nice not to have to see that scumbag with a handsome face again."

Bitches are ruthless, actors are ruthless. When Yuan Xu said this sentence, An Ze knew that he would no longer have any feelings for him.

He is also a man, even the one below, he is also a man.

You chose that woman for your own benefit. Although I feel sad in my heart, I will not blame you. Everyone has his own ambitions.But you shouldn't be dating other people at the same time. If you want to enjoy the blessings of two people, you should also ask me if I would like to be the third.

Kuroro, who has eyes and ears: "..."

He suddenly had a feeling that even without Maggie's intuitive ability, he could still feel that if his face could really return to its previous appearance, An Zeyi would definitely stay away from him.

"What's wrong?" He stretched out his hand, pretending that he didn't hear the words and pulled the person in his direction. When the boy obediently rolled to his side, he stretched out his hand to touch his back, and it went smoothly. Shun: "Speak out, maybe you will feel better."

As soon as An Ze didn't speak, Ku Luoluo was not in a hurry, and comforted his back one after another. It took a long time before he opened his mouth.

"I'm having a nightmare." After a long time, An Ze's muffled voice sounded.

"I know." Kuroro said softly.

"I was stabbed seven times, then set on fire and burned to death."

"..." Could it be the scar on his face that frightened this guy?No, it shouldn't be today when I was scared.Are you intimidated by others?Kuroro wondered if he should take that person out.

"The person who killed me was my ex-boyfriend."

"Ex-boyfriend?!" Kuroro confirmed that he had to bring that person out and let Feitan's torture tools serve him.

"He's not in this world anymore." Anze leaned into Kuroro's arms, pressed his face against his clothes, and secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes: "I don't need to see that face again, that's great gone."

"Not everyone is the same as your ex-boyfriend." For example, I...... But thinking about the girls I dated before, Kurolo felt that his words were not convincing at all, saying this The words were tantamount to slapping myself in the face, so I simply swallowed it back.

"I'm sorry, Kurolo," Anze raised his head, wiped the corners of his eyes with his hand, and showed a gentle smile full of apology: "Did I wake you up from a nightmare? I'm really sorry."

"It's okay, you don't need to apologize to me." Kuroro said softly, stroking An Zeyi's back with his hands to comfort him.

An Ze closed his eyes.

Actually he wasn't asleep.

Traveling to the present, An Zeyi seldom sleeps well.

When he first transmigrated, the memory of his previous life was like a nightmare. Accompanied by the death of his parents in this life, he was entangled in his dreams every night. Except for sleeping pills or benzoin, he only had code words. Go to bed when you fall into bed and go to sleep, so that you can get a trace of peaceful sleep.

Later, there was an extra dach cat in the house, and he slept with the soft and warm animal. His sleep quality was unexpectedly high, and he no longer had midnight terrors. After dak lost, he was haunted by nightmares again.

Is he vulnerable?

An Zeyi in his previous life, An Zeyi grew up with his grandparents and mother, while his father was a soldier who was away all year round, and later left the army to enter a military academy to become a teacher.

His grandfather was also an old soldier who made contributions to the Anti-Japanese War. He liked to drink tea and loved Beijing opera. His ancestors served in the army for almost ten generations. , but more refined and elegant.

His mother is also a lady from a scholarly family. She is now a professor of the Chinese Department of the university. She speaks softly and softly, and her apricot-eyed baby face has the gentleness and tolerance of a gentle woman, but also has a soft-hearted charm. Naive, when Ozawa was 6 or 7 years old, when he watched Michelle's "Gone with the Wind", he always naively thought that Melanie in it was written with his loving and gentle mother as the template (……………) .

An Zeyi, who grew up in such a family and such an environment, is naturally good at discovering and enjoying the beauty of life. He has gentle and delicate feelings and a sensitive heart. He is willing to believe in the kindness and friendliness of human nature, and is willing to use the greatest kindness to see others.He feels that there should be no bullying or authoritarianism in the world, and he feels that after hurting others, he should sincerely apologize and seek forgiveness.In short, somewhat utopian.

At the same time, since he was a child, he was taught by his family to walk upright and stand upright, not to tell a lie, not to take a wrong path, and to be diligent and dignified all the way forward, which is what a gentleman does.

That's right, Anze's grandfather, uncle, and his mother all hope that he will be a gentleman who is upright and straightforward.

An Zeyi has always reassured them, but......