The ten-year trace of the soul of chess

Shintoyaku backed up little by little in the mirror.

As I drove the car back to the apartment, there were always two electric waves attracting each other in the car seat.

When Guang secretly looked at Liang, Liang looked ahead.

And when Guang looked away, Liang's eyes fell on his side face calmly.

It seemed to be tacit, and it seemed to be unaware.

Along the way, neither of them spoke.

Pull the car into the garage and stop.

Liang unbuckled his seat belt, and just about to get out of the car, he was held down by Guang: "Don't move."

Then, Guang quickly got out of the car, went around to the passenger side, and opened the door for Liang.

He bent down and leaned into the car, suddenly attacked the corner of Liang's lips, and took advantage of his astonishment, hooked his knees, and carefully carried him out of the car.

Liang came to his senses, struggling in Guang's arms: "Put me down quickly!"

Guang took a step, didn't stand still, and shook for a while, he was so frightened that he hugged Liang tightly, and gave Liang a hard look.

Liang didn't dare to move anymore, so he put his arms around Guang's neck.

Guang locked the car with the remote control, and walked all the way to the apartment building with Liang in his arms.

He walked slowly, as steadily as he could to minimize the shock of his walk.

It turned out that this was the weight of Taya.Light walked and thought.It should be a little heavy, both of his arms were tense.But he felt like it was too light.His light should be a little darker.Just like this, it weighed heavily on his heart, all his life, so that he would know every moment that Liang was there and never left.

When I came out of my own home, my whole heart was in a mess.

Before leaving, he didn't dare to think about what his parents' moody expressions meant, whether they agreed or were completely disappointed.

But at this moment, he hugged Taya, feeling his weight in his heart, and he was extraordinarily calm, as if it didn't matter how much gunpowder was around him.

He already has the entire universe.

Back home, Guang carried Liang all the way to the sofa before gently putting him down.

Then he ordered Liang not to move, took the slippers himself, and knelt down at Liang's feet like a knight who had sworn allegiance.

Liang shrank his feet subconsciously, but his ankle was caught by the light.

"Don't move." Light lowered his head and said softly.

He held the shoes that Liang had replaced in his hand, and when he got up to pour water, Liang clasped his wrist forcefully.

Light turned his head and looked at Liang.

I don't know if it's because of anger or because of the struggle just now, but at this moment, Liang's face showed a rosyness that wasn't there before.

"Shinto Hikari, am I that unreliable?" Liang stood up and stepped in front of Hikari, "Or do you think I'm so weak that you have to bear it alone?"

"..."

Looking at Liang, Guang felt that a certain seal in his heart was suddenly broken.

During Liang's hospitalization, he was terrified and had trouble sleeping and eating, but he dared not mention a word about that day to Liang.

Because he knows that he has a bad temper, and he is afraid that he will not be able to control it.

However, all the grievances and fears of so many days, all exploded at this point in time.

Guang looked at the light, and his breathing gradually trembled.

He asked Liang: "What about you, Liang? When I saw you lying on the cold tiles; when I wiped the blood from your palms and lips with my own hands; On the hospital bed; did you ever think about how I felt when I couldn't get your response no matter how hard I held your hand?"

"You finally woke up that day, and I was so happy that I was going crazy! But the first thing you did after waking up was to ask me why you didn't go to the chess match."

Light seemed to be choking up, and paused slightly.

He took Liang's hand and held it tightly in his palm.

"Taya, if I'm a few minutes late, will I never see you again? You asked me to participate in the competition, but left you alone in the hospital. Taya, how could you..."

I can't go on talking.

In the words and deeds of the person named Taya Ryo, there seemed to be always two rules.One applies to others, and the other only applies to Hikari Shinto.And in the rule of dealing with Hikari Shinto, it seems that the word "self" has never been used.

The light no longer looks bright.

He let go of Liang's hand, turned around and said, "I'll get you a cup of hot water."

The temperature that had been wrapping his right hand suddenly withdrew, and Liang's heart suddenly emptied.

Seeing that Light was about to leave, Liang was tongue-tied, but his body moved first.

He took a step forward, put his hands over Guang's shoulders, and wrapped him tightly in his arms from behind.

"I'm sorry." Liang said.

The light didn't move.

He kept his head down, his body trembling slightly due to excessive restraint.

"In the future, I will take good care of myself, eat on time, and check my body regularly."

As Liang spoke word by word, Guang remained unmoved.

"I won't hide from you anymore, I won't go my own way again, and I won't 'the wicked sue first'. I will learn to be 'selfish'. I will discuss with you as soon as possible in the future, okay?"

Liang listed his "crimes" one by one, almost making promises in a low voice.

But there was still an uneasy silence in the air.

Liang suddenly panicked.

He grew up so big, it was the first time he felt "like facing an enemy", and it was also the first time he felt "disturbed like a numb heart".

He clearly had hundreds of words to say in his mind, but when he came to his mouth, he felt that any one he said was wrong, and any one he said seemed to be sophistry.

He could only tighten his hands around the light a little bit, so that his chest was tightly pressed against the back of the light.

--Did you hear it?

——My uneasy heartbeat, and... the words I don't know how to say.

The clock on the wall passed by second by second. As time went by, it seemed that countless clocks were differentiated, and they all moved to Liang's ear in a blink of an eye, making a uniform sound.

ta-ta-ta--

Almost in sync with Liang's heartbeat.

Liang didn't know how long he had waited, but he finally heard Guang say, "Liang, can you let me go first?"

Liang's body froze, and his heart fell heavily to the ground.

Then, he listened to Guang and said, "Can you let me put your shoes back in the entrance first?"

Liang was taken aback again.

He glanced at the shoes he had just changed in his hand.

The two were silent for a few seconds, then laughed at the same time.

Liang quickly let go of the light, and a fine red line appeared on his cheeks immediately.

Guang was free, and hurriedly withdrew and walked towards the entrance.Liang came to his senses and followed him like a shadow.

Waiting for Guang to put his shoes into the shoe cabinet, like an insecure child, lightly grabbing the hem of Guang's clothes.

However, there was no response.

Guang turned around and walked towards the kitchen again. Seeing this, Liang quickly followed behind him and followed him to the kitchen.

On the way, Guang suddenly turned around, Liang didn't have time to brake, and was about to hit Guang's chest, but Guang stretched out his hand to caress his back, and pressed him directly into his arms.

"Liang, do you know what's wrong?"

Holding Liang in his arms, Guang asked softly in his ear.

Liang nodded slightly.

Guang's voice immediately became a little annoyed: "What does it mean to nod?"

Liang: "I was wrong."

Hikari frowned where Ryo couldn't see.

Liang thought for a while, and then said, "I was wrong that day. I shouldn't have attacked you, and I shouldn't have yelled at you indiscriminately."

He searched for words in his mind that might still impress Guang, and when he was about to swear a poisonous oath, Guang seemed to know what he was going to say, and cut him off flatly.

"Liang, don't scare me anymore," said Guang, "and don't test my heart and resilience."

"I don't dare to think about it until now. That day, what if I didn't find out in time, what if I panicked and handled it improperly, what if..."

Light stopped talking.

Liang lightly supported Fu Guang's shoulders, wanting to look at the light, but Guang just hugged him tightly, like holding a beloved baby, buried his head in the crescent of Liang's neck, and shook it sullenly.

"Liang, don't move, just let me hug you like this for a while."

Liang was still struggling for the last time, but when he heard the words, he suddenly stopped moving.

Hikari then hugged Ryo tighter, like a koala who needs to cling tightly to a eucalyptus tree to feel at ease.

"I miss you so much," he said.

After a pause, he added, "Even now, I miss you very much."

Just holding Liang in this way, using the sense of touch to confirm the fact that Liang is "right in front of me, right in my arms", after a long while, Guang's thinking ability finally returned to some extent.

He went on to count again.

"Liang, why did you come?" Guang asked softly, his voice was a bit vague, as if he had been greatly wronged, "Are you demonstrating?"

Liang stroked Shangguang's back and smiled softly: "I'm 'swearing sovereignty'. I said to them, I came to pick up my people, no matter what happens, I will not let you face it alone. "

This answer is too mediocre. Guang couldn't help laughing. After laughing for a while, he felt a little uneasy: "What did you tell them? Are you not afraid that they will drive you away?"

Liang just smiled and didn't speak.

How to say it, Liang didn't really want Guang to know.

In fact, he is not as powerful as Guang thought, the first half of the sentence he said to Guang is naturally false, but the second half is true, it is his sincerity.

An hour ago, when he rang the doorbell, his palms were covered with fine sweat.

It was Mitsuko who opened the door.

They stood in and out of the door, relatively speechless, like two stone statues after looking at Medusa.

From such a close distance, he could easily see Mrs. Shinto's reddish eyes—the traces of crying just now.He was almost ready to wait outside the door of Jinteng's house overnight, but Mrs. Jinteng let him in without saying a word.

Entering the living room, when he saw Mrs. Shinto's state just now, Ryo had already guessed a little bit. When he saw Mr. Shinto coming out of the room, he had fully understood.

Just said.

After sending him out of the hospital and returning the ring to him, Kwang returns home alone and confesses to his parents.

And he wasn't there.

That day, when he was on the phone, he didn't notice it.

In the next few days, Guang deliberately reduced contact, but he didn't notice it.

He was actually absent when Guang needed him the most.

The moment he entered the door, Ryo clearly felt Mrs. Shinto's hostility towards him, but today he didn't come to start a war, but to seek peace, so he just stood still in the living room, and then deeply to the Shinto couple. bend over.

He said: "I'm sorry for coming to visit so late today. I'm sorry for causing trouble and even pain to both of you because of my intrusion. I'm also sorry... when Guang needed me the most, I couldn't be there. Beside him..."

He tightened his hands hanging on both sides, then raised his head, his eyes burning like torches as if he had made some kind of decision.

"The two of you may not know much about Japanese Go. There are seven titles in Japanese Go, including: Celebrity, Throne, Honinbo, Chess Master, etc. Among them, the title of Throne has a champion bonus of 1020 million yen. I just won this title not long ago , plus the game fees for entering various round-robin tournaments and participating in various chess tournaments, my income in the past year is conservatively estimated to be around 2000 million yen."

Speaking of this, Liang paused for a while, and then, while Masao and Mitsuko were stunned, continued: "I didn't mean to show off when I said this, and I didn't intend to offend you two. I just want you two to know that I have The ability to take care of the light and bring him a life of food and clothing.”

Ryo has no time to think about how Shindou and his wife will interpret what he said just now.

All he can do at this moment is to present all his sincerity.

"Guang and I met because of Go. At the beginning, we didn't get along very well, and I even said a lot of excessive things to Guang. For a while, I also thought that I would never have anything to do with Guang again." However, I found out later that I couldn't do it..." When Liang said Guang, his shoulders and back relaxed, the corners of his lips raised slightly, and his whole person seemed to be trapped in memories, soft and dazzling, "Knowing After the light, I often asked myself, why did I meet him? It was because of his appearance that my life was completely messed up. But then I finally understood that God let me meet him so that I would not be alone anymore. He was a gift from heaven to me, not a test."

"I know that I am not mature enough, not strong enough for you to give me light, and I also know that you don't want to see me, and you don't want light to have more interaction with me, but I can't do without He," Liang said, "if air has form, it is light to me. I never wanted to take light away from you, but can you please not separate the two of us?"

At the end of Liang's speech, his voice almost fell silent.

But he heard Mr. Jin Teng laugh and said: "You two children, one kneeled down directly, and the other gave such a big gift as soon as he entered the door. Isn't this making us lose our lives?"

It was like a slap in the face.

Liang raised his head, hardly believing his ears.

Just now, Mr. Shindo said that Hikari knelt down...

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It's too late, I haven't finished writing yet, let's update these first.

Second watch at night.