healer love letter

Chen Er's words made Li Ying gradually immersed in this memory from just now. Countless complicated emotions were mixed together, including sympathy and sadness, and even a little bit of happiness.

Although it seems a bit blasphemy to say this, but the fact is that if, if Song Yan hadn’t had a car accident that day, he would have never had the chance to meet Gao Le, and had no chance to witness the follow-up development of all the stories, and there would have been no separation and reunion. , no love, no hugs and kisses, and no chance to be pampered.

If that kind of thing hadn't happened, Gao Le wouldn't be alone, wouldn't get drunk at the bar in the middle of the night, and wouldn't see him holding him as if seeing a straw and refusing to let go.If Song Yan hadn't died, then Gao Le's life trajectory would be completely different from what it is now.Gao Le will always be accompanied by Song Yan, the two of them are like gods and immortals, harmonious and harmonious, getting along day and night, relying on each other to spend every ordinary and simple day.

As for Li Ying, Li Ying should still be alone.One person faces life, one person faces the night, one person falls asleep in solitude, and one person fights against the demon in the dream.He might wake up in the middle of the night, looking at the deep and silent night sky, with the loneliness and anxiety that have not yet settled in his eyes.

It would be a difficult life without Gao Le, a day he couldn't even imagine now.

It wasn't until Chen Er said, until he met you, that Li Ying regained a little sense of reality in the real world, and then she recovered a little bit.

Although a person will encounter countless turning points in his life, facing those turbulent days, he will resolutely embark on a certain path and bravely choose a direction for himself. Each direction may lead to a completely opposite life. You will meet different people on the road of life.If the hypothesis is true, their meeting will only be one possibility among possibilities.

Both have experienced turning points, big and small, and the only real ending is when the two meet.How wonderful it is to go round and round and finally meet such a person who knows you well.

No matter what they've been through before, they met and held each other's hands.

"The first time I saw you, I liked you very much. I know you are the kind of person who takes feelings very seriously. When Gao Le is lost, he always likes to run to the bar, but you know places like bars. Finding a friend with sex is almost the same , if you find true love, others will laugh at you."

It turned out that when Gao Le always ran to the bar, Chen Er would pick him up when he was drunk.Chen Er knew that he was feeling uncomfortable, so he couldn't tell him anything, so he could only pull him back and carry him to the bed like a personal nanny.Old Xu sometimes said that he was afraid that Gao Le would be so useless, or else the brothers would find a place to beat Gao Le up and let him share the mental pain with the physical pain.

Of course, this bad idea was stopped by Chen Er.

It was the first time that Lao Xu posted a photo of Li Ying to the group, saying that it was a happy new love, but in fact, no one took it seriously, because this was not the first time that Lao Xu posted a happy new love in the group.Later, when Li Ying came for Yu Lei's birthday, Chen Er knew that this time was different.It used to be that those Gao Les were never brought to others, and most of them got bored after a few days of being together, and when they felt bored, they immediately went their separate ways.Among the friends, they are the few who are most intimate, so bringing someone in front of them is tantamount to indirectly acknowledging the relationship between the two people, saying that I have identified this person.

Although Chen Er didn't say anything, he most hoped that Gao Le would do well.He had seen Gao Le in his youth, so young and full of vigor.He also saw Gao Le and Song Yan when they were together, the two of them respected each other like a guest, and fell in love with each other.He is also someone who has seen him when he was lonely, so drunk and dejected.

He has seen Gao Le's good times, and also experienced Gao Le's mourning times. He has seen his ups and downs, and he hopes that he can find his original self more than anyone else.

Fresh clothes angry horse, high-spirited.

"So I hope Dr. Li can help Gao Le and give him a hand."

Not too long ago, Director Kang said this to Gao Le. He asked Gao Le out that day, told the whole story about Li Ying, and then asked Gao Le to help Li Ying.Gao Le at that time, like Li Ying now, had mixed feelings for a while.

Director Kang has a heart of being a father and an elder, and he doesn't want to watch Li Ying become decadent day by day, and he doesn't want to see him getting more and more spiritless.When Director Kang saw Li Ying for the first time, he felt that the child was pitiful. Little Li Ying's eyes would dodge anyone she met. Her eyes were so beautiful, but they didn't have the innocence and liveliness of a child.It was originally a social welfare assistance project to help children who have been hurt by their families. Unexpectedly, he has been following him until now.

Probably because of the fledgling complex, he regards the first person who treats him well as the object to follow, so he has stepped from psychology to the profession of psychological counselor step by step.

Chen Er now has the same thoughts as Director Kang. He is a brother and a elder. He hopes that Gao Le can be better, so please leave it to Li Ying. I hope Li Ying can give him a hand, come out, move forward, and don't look back.

Originally thought that one person had a wound in his heart, and the other healed with love and tolerance.Now it seems that two people have blood on their foreheads and wounds on their hearts. Two wounded people meet together, heal each other's wounds, and become each other's salvation.

Chen Er said that he didn't drink the last sip of coffee, and he and Li Ying talked about Gao Le's past, their school days, Gao Le's old wounds that Song Yan kept hidden, his anxiety and pain, his Turn a blind eye and pretend to be intact.

Chen Er is sincere, please Li Ying with the most sincere eyes, please help Gao Le.

When Li Ying walked out of the coffee shop, he had mixed feelings, until he got into his car, turned on the turn signal and turned to the street, looking at the road that was a little empty because of the Chinese New Year, a little distracted.What Chen Er said just now was like an endless song, repeated over and over again, endlessly.

It contains Gao Le's youth, the past and sadness he never knew, everything he missed, everything about him.Driving on the road, there are constantly receding street trees on both sides, and the twilight in the sky is already vast and far away.Li Ying suddenly felt lucky that he didn't turn a blind eye to his helper that day, and that he went to that bar.I was also glad that I saw Gao Le's appearance and suddenly gave him a mischievous psychology, and gave him a business card of my inner counseling center. Of course, I was even more fortunate that Gao Le appeared in front of him again.

It reminds me of a poem by Chao Yuanli.

That's right, there are always good things and many tribulations, and you and I only met each other.

Good things take a long time, but it can be regarded as a bright future.

Premises and assumptions are not valid, and no one in this world lives in a hypothetical world.Besides, meeting is easy, what is difficult is getting to know each other, and what is difficult is the simple days that repeat day after day.

It was already past five o'clock in the afternoon when Li Ying got home, she pushed open the door and entered in a gust of cool air, meeting the warm air of the room head-on.After he entered the house, he looked around, and it could be seen that the house had been cleaned, and the traces left by pushing and changing cups on the table had been cleaned.Boss Gao's cleaning is not very meticulous. Walking past the dining table, you can still see the oil stains that haven't been wiped off. He is stubborn and strong in occupying one side of the space.

Looking up, there was a person lying on the sofa, with a wool blanket covering his chest, leaning on a pillow, sleeping soundly with his eyes closed.The eyelashes tremble slightly, and the breathing is even.The casserole in the kitchen was gurgling, the fire was simmering slowly, and there was the aroma of red beans in the air. I thought that Boss Gao was going to make red bean glutinous rice porridge for dinner tonight.

Li Ying took off her coat, put on her slippers in her hand, and tiptoed to Gao Le, scrutinizing his brows and eyes carefully.It's like a painter with a fine brush in his hand needs to see every detail of the model inch by inch before he can start painting with confidence.

The temperature in the room is just right, neither too hot nor too cold. Red bean porridge for dinner is rolling on the gas stove in the kitchen, and the lover who is in a dream is lying on the sofa. Li Ying suddenly feels that life is full of love and hope.

Gao Le never told him about Song Yan, but after talking with Chen Er today, he began to care about what Gao Le experienced and endured.At that time, he told Gao Le that he would have nightmares at night, and Gao Le would not close his eyes all night, singing to him, patting his back, and coaxing him to sleep.But he never knew, so he never asked, whether there was such a person who entered his dream and kept him awake at night.

There should be.

In the dream, there might be a torrential rain that made it hard to see everything in the world. A car passed by in the rain, with a loud bang, the airbag in the driver's cab popped out, and the person named Song Yan closed his eyes. Never opened again.

Gao Le felt someone touching his chin while he was in a daze of sleep. He moved his eyelids, opened them slowly, and saw a familiar face in the blurred vision.Before he fully woke up, he first showed a tired but soft smile.

"You're back." Gao Le moved a bit, wanting to get up, and as soon as he moved, he found that Li Ying was looking at him with strange eyes.It seemed that his eyes were filled with the joy of regaining what had been lost, as well as the joy of finding a treasure.

"What's wrong?" Gao Le sat up, stretched out his left hand, and took the hand that Li Ying was touching his chin just now.Li Ying's hand was cold again, and Gao Le held it, slowly rubbing his fingers against his palm.

Li Ying was squatting beside the sofa, kneeling with one leg on the ground, and her chin resting on the edge of the sofa, like a puppy, her eyes gleaming with water, looking at Gao Le with a bone-like expression.

"What's the matter?" Gao Le smiled, looking at Li Ying's appearance, wondering why he went out to work for a long time, and came back like Yang Liu Yiyi, who I'm thinking about now.He stroked Li Ying's forehead back and forth, and then moved his fingers all the way down, past the bridge of his brow bone and nose, and finally landed on the corner of his mouth. He raised his hand, slightly lifted one corner of Li Ying's mouth, and pulled out a smile.

"Did something happen to you at the counseling center?"

Li Ying shook her head, propped her palms on the floor and began to fight slowly, like a wronged child who desperately needed a hug.He flung himself into Gao Le's arms, put his arms around his back, buried his face in his chest and rubbed his chest hard twice, then his chin still pressed against him, only raised his forehead, blinked his eyes three times, looked at Gao Le happy.

"I just thought, it's so dangerous, I almost won't meet you."

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Gao Le: No risk, no risk, fate is destined.