healer love letter

The dark night came as promised, like overturned ink fell into the sky, and the thick ink was gently smeared.Perhaps the smog is too heavy, and there are not a single star tonight.The tired moonlight hid behind the clouds to rest, only faintly revealing a faint light, like a light bulb with too low brightness.The street is like a meandering river, calm and calm, with street lamps brighter than stars on both sides, hidden in the night like a dragon.

There is a steady flow of vehicles on the street, red taillights and incandescent headlights complement each other, and people stepping on the gas pedal roar past.The people coming and going were noisy, some people laughed out loud, some people wept secretly.Unfamiliar faces looked particularly lonely in the night.

Old Xu is a part of loneliness.

Under Yu Lei's reassurance, he no longer cried or sang intermittently.As soon as he walked out of the hot pot restaurant, he squatted on the ground and vomited, and hearing the sound made him feel uncomfortable.After vomiting, Yu Lei bought him mineral water to rinse his mouth, and handed him a tissue to wipe his mouth.

Old Xu usually talks too much and is almost noisy, and he rarely calms down.Every time he finished drinking and spitting out the wine, he was extraordinarily quiet, without saying a word, like a marionette who lost his soul, not knowing how to speak, not knowing where to go next.

In his eyes is the empty ancient well, the endless wind and snow, and the lonely wilderness.

Li Ying stood beside Gao Le and asked him softly. "He vomits like this, is it all right?"

"It's okay." Gao Le kept his eyes on Lao Xu's back, and turned his head when he heard Li Ying's voice, looking at him. "It's better to spit it out, just wait for him to go home and sleep."

Yu Lei came with Lao Xu today, so he was also responsible for sending the drunk Lao Xu home.He called a surrogate driver, and after a while a surrogate driver riding a folding electric scooter came over, folded his small electric scooter and put it in the trunk, put on his gloves, and took Yu Lei's car keys.

Yu Lei helped Lao Xu to say goodbye to the three of them. "Slow down on your way back later, Chen Er, don't drive when you're drinking, call a car to go back."

Chen Er nodded and smiled, "I didn't drive when I went out today."

After Yu Lei instructed Chen Er, he instructed Gao Le. "Gao Le, you and Dr. Li, pay attention to safety on the road, don't drive too fast."

"Understood, take the drunk back quickly." Gao Le waved at him.

"Doctor Li, I'm sorry to trouble you." Yu Lei's goodbye must be accurate to everyone.

"It's okay." Li Ying still spoke calmly, like an orchid blooming in an empty valley.

"Then let's go first." Old Xu on his shoulders tended to tilt down, Chen Er took a step forward, pulled Lao Xu's body and put it on Yu Lei.

"Let's go." Yu Lei supported Lao Xu and threw him into the back seat, then sat in again and closed the car door.After the car door was closed, the window came down again, revealing Yu Lei's worried face. "You must pay attention to safety when you go back."

"Understood, you guys go quickly." Gao Le patted the car door.

Only then did Yu Lei raise the window of the car, told the substitute driver that he could go, clicked on the navigation, and asked him to follow the instructions of the navigation.

A car gradually disappears into the night.

Chen Er didn't drive today, he called a car on his mobile phone, and when he waited for the car to arrive, he urged Gao Le and Li Ying to leave first.

"No hurry, the two of us, I'll watch you get in the car before leaving." Gao Le lit a cigarette just now, and now he was holding a cigarette between his fingers, Li Ying frowned and glanced at him, I swallowed what I wanted to say.

"Okay, you guys also slow down on the road for a while."

The car called by Chen Er arrived. Before getting into the car, he talked to Li Ying, "Dr. Li, thank you for today."

Li Ying didn't know what she was thanking for, she had been a full-time driver of Gao Le, and she had received several thanks in one night.

"Really, thank you." After Chen Er finished speaking, he opened the car door and sat in, and waved to Gao Le, who raised his chin.

Everyone left, only Gao Le and Li Ying were left.

Gao Le's cigarette hadn't been finished yet, and the red marks on his eyes hadn't faded away, and the lingering smoke added to his sense of decadence.

Li Ying hesitated several times, and finally said it out.

"You should smoke less in the future." Li Ying's words fell into the street lights at night, and she took the key to drive after she finished speaking.

Gao Le still held half a cigarette between his fingers, and the cigarette butt was flickering and burning, and he forgot to continue smoking.Dr. Li just told him to drink less alcohol this evening, and now he tells him to smoke less.Although Dr. Li's tone was the same as usual, indifferent, but when he fell into Gao Le's heart, there was a scalding temperature, like a glass of strong wine, and his limbs and bones gradually warmed up.

so good.

The feeling that someone around you cares.

Li Ying reversed the car out of the parking space, and saw Gao Le standing behind diagonally in a daze, so she honked the horn at him.Gao Le regained his senses and looked up, and saw Li Ying who was looking at him through the passenger window.The eyes of the two met, and the corners of Gao Le's mouth slowly raised.

He put out the unfinished cigarette in his hand and threw it into the trash can, wrapped his clothes tightly and walked over, opened the car door and sat in, the corners of his mouth were still curled up happily, unable to suppress it.

Li Ying looked at him, but didn't speak.

On the way back, when Li Ying was driving, Gao Le felt sleepy. He became sleepy when he drank, and there seemed to be sand in his eyes, which made him panic.With his right hand resting on his forehead, he rested his elbow on the window.

"Old Xu just now, who are you talking about?" Li Ying's eyes reflected the street lamps on both sides of the road like a long dragon, and the vehicles rushing on the road.

Lao Xu cried and made noise just now, and he was moved when he sang bitterly. There must be someone in his heart, someone he can't forget.That's why I look for that person's shadow when I'm drunk, and look for their memories from songs.

Gao Le opened his eyes, tilted his head, turned to look at him, put his fingers on his temples, and rubbed them vigorously.Before he could speak, his eyes rolled up first. "His first love."

Gao Le doesn't shy away from it at all, but this is indeed an old story. Back when Lao Xu was too drunk, he would bring it up and talk about it once. They are used to the same fixed program at the end of every drinking.

"He had a girlfriend in college. They dated for four years. The young couple kissed and loved each other. They thought that if they said love words and made vows, it would be a lifetime. After graduating from university, Lao Xu found a job with low salary and slow promotion. The girl thought he had no money and no ability. She went to a reception in their company with Lao Xu, and was spotted by the boss of the cooperative company at the reception. The boss was rich and opened Daben ten years ago. Old Xu is a stunned young man who just walked out of school, what can he do."

"The girl broke up with him without any seriousness. She just said that she would never contact him again, moved her belongings out of the rental house, blocked all of Lao Xu's contact information, and never contacted him again." Gao Leyang Rubbing his neck, he took a deep breath and let it out.

Sitting in the same car with Dr. Li at such a night, the air still smells of alcohol, and the night wind outside is cool, but I feel unbelievably hot all over, like a window separating two different worlds .

"Old Xu said in the daytime that it's over and it's over. There's nothing to miss. Pretend how chic and detached he is, and when he's too drunk at night, he has to come out and cry about it."

"He lives like a prodigal son, but in fact he is the one who can't let go." Gao Le gently rubbed the center of his brows with three fingers. "He always persuaded others to look forward, but he turned back every step of the way, with tears streaming down his face."

The night is getting thicker and thicker, the moon in the sky is hazy and blurred, and the moonlight is gentle and messy.

Listening to Gao Le's words, Li Ying recalled Lao Xu who was in the box just now.

The first time I saw Lao Xu, I knew that this person was not serious. What he said inside and outside was the usual trick of a prodigal son in love.Originally, I thought he was the kind of prodigal son who watched from the sidelines and watched the fire from the other side.But it turns out that there is only one person in my heart and I can't get it.

Li Ying's car is driving smoothly, wobbly and easy to shake people into a big dream. In the dream, the grass grows and the warblers fly, the lakes and mountains are beautiful, and the black-haired boy with fireflies in his name stands alone, and Gao Le walks towards him full of spring. , wanting to gently hold his hand.

Gao Le tilted his head, and actually fell asleep slowly.Fearing that he would catch a cold, Li Ying looked back and forth to see if there was nothing to cover him, so she simply turned on the air conditioner and turned up the temperature.After walking for a while, I felt uneasy, so I took off my coat and gently covered Gao Le.

Li Ying leaned over to help Gao Le cover his clothes. The moment he approached Gao Le, Gao Le frowned, his eyelids twitched, his head turned, and he fell asleep again. Li Ying, who was frozen in the air, saw him falling asleep again. Only then did I slowly breathe and move.

Li Ying kept sending Gao Le home, and he drove directly into the community. He didn't know which building Gao Le was in, so he pulled over and parked.Gao Le was still sleeping, his breathing was shallow, and he was like a defenseless child when he was sleeping.Li Ying patted him lightly, Gao Le opened his eyes and looked around in confusion as if he had just woken up from a big dream.

As soon as she moved, Li Ying's clothes slipped off her body, and Gao Le quickly reached out to grab them. "I am asleep?"

"Ah."

"You're here." Li Ying reminded her beside her.

Gao Le yawned, his arms straightened, his neck turned, and he stretched a lot, with tears in his eyes shaking from the yawn. "When I drink, I get sleepy."

It was dark and windy outside, and there was still alcohol in the car. The distance between the two of them was very close, so close that Gao Le could pull Li Ying into his arms as long as he stretched out his hand.

"Thank you today, Dr. Li, will it delay your going to work tomorrow morning?" Gao Le closed his eyes forcefully, then opened them again.

"No, I don't usually lack sleep."

The music in the carriage was still flowing slowly, and the songs Li Ying listened to were all in the same style, quiet, with a lingering sound.

Maybe it's the alcohol or maybe the heater is too hot, but I always feel that the atmosphere in the car is a bit charming, and my head is buzzing like a lack of oxygen.

"Doctor Li, have you considered what I said last time?" Gao Le was talking about the day the car crashed last Saturday. He drove Li Ying back to the consultation center. Consider him.

If Dr. Li is looking for a partner, he can consider me, and I will be a good choice.

These were Gao Le's original words that day, and Li Ying remembered them clearly.

Li Ying didn't answer.

Gao Le was still covered with Li Ying's clothes, and the pleasant smell of laundry detergent on his clothes penetrated into his nostrils, and was sent into the nasal cavity along with his breath.I don't know what brand of laundry detergent Dr. Li used, it smells like spring.

One is waiting for an answer, one does not know how to answer.

Hardy said that the caller and the called seldom agree to each other, which tells how many tragic human histories.

Li Ying was silent for a while, the night wind was dying outside the window, and the warm air from the air conditioner inside the window was whistling.

Under Gao Le's gaze, Li Ying spoke softly.

"Boss Gao, you are very good, you deserve better people."

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